Beta'd by the wonderful Daphodil, any other mistakes are all me! Because I suck without a beta! Just saying…
Chapter 13
EPOV
The night is pretty much ruined once the guys and I receive our orders. We huddle in the driveway with my dad, whispering. Both Jasper and Emmett are sad as hell that their time with the girls will be cut short.
Me?
I'm a fucking mess. I just proposed and I'm not ready to leave her yet—not in four months or a fucking year. I know this is my life…my career, and I've never had a problem with it.
Until now.
"Just calm down. Don't tell any of the girls until you're at home." Dad looks each of us in the eye. "Edward, this is going to be very difficult for Bella. Try to break it to her gently. I will tell your mother tomorrow to give you a chance to have some time alone with your fiancée."
I nod unable to speak for fear that I will burst into fucking tears like a little bitch.
"We better get the girls home so we can break the news to them," Jasper tells us before he turns and walks back to the backyard with Emmett following close behind.
I turn to follow them, but Dad puts his hand on my shoulder. "I know this is hard for you, but Bella is now apart of this family and your mother and I will look after her while you're gone.'
"Thanks, Dad. I know you and Mom will, it's just that I feel like I just found her and now I have to let her go." I run my fingers through my hair in frustration.
"You don't have to let her go. Hold on to what you've found and that'll get you home to all of us sooner."
~~DOR~~
I let out a deep breath as I sit down on my couch running my hands through my hair. It's a stupid nervous habit I picked up when I was little. I hear Bella's footsteps before she stops in front of me and replaces my fingers in my hair with her own.
"Are you going to tell me what's wrong?"
Pulling her on my lap so she's straddling me, I look her in the eyes and try to calm my nerves.
"Tiny, you know how much I love you, baby."
She runs her soft hands down my cheek. "You're scaring me Edward. What's going on?"
I take her hands in mine, I say the words that have been choking me since I read my email.
"Baby, I received my orders. We leave in four months to go to Camp Gonsalves in Japan to train new recruits."
Tears fall from Bella's beautiful brown eyes. The sight of her tears causes a pain like I've never felt before. It's gut wrenching and feels like I'm sinking in despair.
She buries her face in the crook of my neck, and I run my hands through her hair trying to offer her some comfort. I tell myself to be strong for her but I feel my own tears building.
Fuck.
I've never been that guy. I guess love changes you.
"Bella, say something. Please, Baby."
"I'm okay, Edward. I knew this day would come, I just had no idea it would be so soon." She wraps her arms around my neck and pulls our bodies closer together.
"I know baby. Tiny, I want to go out on this next stint knowing you're my wife. Marry me as soon as possible? Please, Bella
She pecks my lips and closes her eyes as more tears fall.
"I'll call your mother tomorrow and move the wedding up. We need to make a list of who we would like to invite and I need to tell my parents." Her body trembles a little at the mention of her parents.
I hold her close taking in her scent and enjoying the feel of her. She's my heart and home, and just being close to her soothes me. Standing up, I adjust my hold on her ass and walk her to the bedroom. It's almost identical to how we were last night but this time it's not frantic or rushed.
My neck is wet from her tears, and I gently lay her down on the bed. I can see the pain in her eyes as she looks up at me.
She's scared of the unknown, it's one of the reasons I never pursued a relationship.
The unknown of military life.
My fingers are steady as I unbutton her top to reveal her pink lace bra. She's so fucking beautiful and innocent. She looks up at me through her lashes; her tongue wets her lips as I start removing her pants and underwear.
She lies on the bed in nothing but her bra. I am practically panting just from looking at her. My feelings are all over the place, the thought of fucking leaving her breaks my damn heart. I throw my shirt over my head and quickly remove my pants before I crawl between her legs.
Our kiss is slow and desperate as our tongues glide together causing both of our bodies to shiver in want. I unhook her bra and I slip it off. With my body pressed up against hers, we stare into each others eyes.
"I love you, Isabella. I promise to fight with everything in me to always come home to you." My lips travel to her neck kissing and licking, enjoying the taste of her.
Worshipping her skin and enjoying every inch of Tiny's perfect body. I taste her salty skin as my tongue tickles her flat stomach. She giggles as I lick around her belly button.
Trailing lower, I kiss my way down to her sex. My nose skims the soft hairs of her pussy.
I rub my nose up and down her center enjoying her musky scent.
"You're so fucking wet, baby," I say as I kiss her glistening pussy.
A shiver runs through her body and I dive in, licking her center.
"Oh God, yes!" She sighs, threading her fingers through my hair.
Tiny pulls my head into her pussy and arches her back as she grinds against my face. One of my hands wraps around her thighs while I devour her. I glide my tongue from her opening to her clit. Once I reach her swollen nub, I suck it into my mouth causing her to squirm in pleasure.
Damn, I could feast on her for days. The smell and the taste of her urges me on as her juices coat my tongue. I attack her clit with my tongue, circling around it as I insert a finger inside of her tight center.
"Ed...Edward!" Tiny pulls on my hair and I nearly yell out in pain.
I insert a second finger and look up at my baby. Her eyes are closed, her teeth are biting down on her bottom lip hard. She is sex personified, and I fucking love that I'm the one and only man that has ever made her feel like this.
"Touch your tits, Tiny," I command as I look into her eyes.
Bella's hands slowly move from my hair, over her taut belly, and to her hard pink nipples. I suck her clit into my mouth as I watch her circle her pert nipples with the tips of her fingers. She pulls on them hard, and I can feel my dick twitch in anticipation.
Tiny squeezes her plump flesh together while I increase the speed of my fingers. Her walls tighten and I nibble gently down on her clit. She pinches her nipples as her body arches up in ecstasy. Curling my fingers, I massage the sponge-like material with my fingertips.
"Oh! Yes!" she yells out as she thrashes her head from side to side.
While she comes down from her orgasm I kiss up her body, stopping to worship her breasts. I hum in satisfaction as I lick and nip like my life depended on it.
"You taste so fucking good, Tiny," I mumble as I squish her breast together.
"Please…I need you," she begs while her fingers thread through my hair pulling my body closer to hers.
Lifting one of her legs up, I line my hard cock up to her wet entrance. and tease her pussy with my hard cock.
"Is this what you want, baby?" I whisper against her lips.
Tiny takes my bottom lip between her teeth. "Yes."
Sliding inside of her, I press my lips to hers. She deepens our kiss as I move inside of her. My movements are slow and steady at first as try to take my time and enjoy her.
The thought of not being able to be with her swarms my head and my thrust becomes frantic. Bella's hold on me tightens as she starts meeting me thrust for thrust. Our kisses are sloppy while my hands run through her hair. My eyes lock on hers and I notice the tears in her eyes.
For what seems like fucking hours we stare at each other. Love swims between us like an electric current. My lips ghost over hers, breathing her in and enjoying the feeling that coils in my stomach as my movements become erratic. I reach down and rub her swollen clit, while I suck and nip at her neck.
"Oh, God… I love you." Tiny moans and her body shakes as she is hit with an orgasm.
Her head falls back, and her back arches as I continue to attack her pussy with my ministrations. My teeth pull at the sensitive skin of her neck as I steady her hips with my hands and ram into her over and over.
"Fuck!" I grit out as my own orgasm hits, causing me to still inside of her.
Tiny's pussy grips my cock for dear life and we kiss like I ship out tomorrow and not in four months. We stay connected kissing and touching and just enjoying the time we have left.
~~DOR~~
Bella
Planning a wedding is hard work, especially one that has to happen before my fiancé leaves town to go train new recruits way across the world in Japan. I am not a happy camper, I know it's his job and duty, but I wish he didn't have to go Selfish, I know but that's how I've become since Edward.
It's been three weeks since Edward proposed. I am knee deep in wedding planning, and hence why we are currently parked outside of my parents' house. Edward thinks it's time we told them; while I agree with him I also don't want to be disappointed again.
I'm a nervous, fidgety mess as Edward rubs soothing circles at the base of my neck. "It's going to be fine, Tiny. They either will be happy for us or not."
I nod my head, trying to calm myself down. Edward gives me a small smile and leans over to peck my lips.
"You can do this. Give them the invitation. Tell them we would love them there. The rest is up to them. Ready, Tiny?"
Taking another deep breath I look Edward, "Ready."
We get out of the truck and walk up the steps to my childhood home hand in hand. Edward rings the bell and I can hear the television from the porch. My dad is watching his usual Saturday afternoon sports.
"Coming!" My mother calls out.
I take a deep breath as I hear her footsteps grow louder. My stomach is in knots and I try to stop fidgeting. The footsteps stop and my mother opens the door without asking who it is.
The benefits of living in a small town.
"Bella…What are you doing here?" she asks, and I am immediately on guard from the tone of her voice.
Cold and impersonal.
"Mom. Can we come in to speak with you and Dad?" My father comes to the door and stares between Edward and myself.
"I see you're still with him." His eyes are hard as he stares at me.
Edward pulls me closer to him, trying like hell to keep the smile plastered on his face.
"Bella and I would like to speak to the both of you. May we come in?" Edward ask, but I can tell he's fighting to remain calm.
"I don't think that's a good idea. Whatever you have to say, you can say out here." My mother tells the both of us and the subject seems to be closed.
"Fine. Here." I hand her the wedding invitation and watch as they open the envelope.
"Is this a joke?" My father grabs the envelope out of my mother's hand and balls it up.
The tears come without my permission and my body starts to tremble from the pain. I'm tired of crying because of them.
"I'm getting married and I would really like the both of you to be there." I say trying to smile despite the pain I feel.
"You're making a mistake Isabella and your father and I will not come watch you ruin your life with this person." My parents take a step back getting ready to close the door in our faces.
"Are you two really going to slam the door in your daughter's face? I fucking love Bella, and that is never going to change. So if you want to be apart of her life wake the fuck up. Let's go Bella." Edward takes my hand and leads me to the car.
Just as he did last month, he straps me in as my parents stand glaring at us. I wipe my tears and compose myself as he gets in and starts the truck up. I did my part, I've tried multiple times and they just refuse to accept my relationship with Edward.
Edward drives around the block and then pulls over in the same place he did last time, "You okay baby?"
He unstraps his seat belt and leans over trying to comfort me.
"I'm fine Edward. I am done wasting tears on them. It's time I move on with my life—our life."
I kiss his lips and give him a smile. I'm done with them. I can't spend my life hoping my parents will come around.
I have a wedding to plan.
A/N: Well it's been two weeks nothing crazy! I'll try to post soon! Thanks so much for reading! You all are AWESOME! It's getting a little angsty which is funny b/c I really don't do angst!
