What ifis Overrated

by sarahfeliciam

I think about it all the time, what it would’ve been like if he had died that night. How different it would’ve been if he hadn’t made it. What I would do in general.......Please review! I might do Arthur's POV tell me if you want one more chapter.

2. Arthur's POV

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I wonder what it would've been like if I had died a lot of the time. Molly never knows, because I'm usually in my shed, but she has to realize how mich extra time I take for each kiss now...how much earlier I try to get home, how much more time I want to spend with her. She knows I think about it, I know she does, for she does also. I know it upsets her, and it really gets me down too, it just hurt so bad physically, and it hurt bad mentally, sometimes it'll still sting, but I think its my mind. I just can't shake the fact that was almost my dying place...I had almost died...I had almost left..I almost fell...I almost didn't feel....I almost wasn't here..I almost died...and it terrified me.