I don't own anything...Sorry I didn't update yesterday, I had something to attend to..and I was too busy crying in the corner from all the flames and death threats (if you don't like it bugger off)...anyways, on with the show? :P
One week, that's all that had passed. The pain of every second that passed felt like it could kill me. Every second of everyday I missed him. I wanted him here, with me. I lived most of the day in a daze. Admittedly I felt better around Jacob, but that only made me feel worse later on. Like I was trying to replace him, like I could just move on to another. But still, every day Jacob would come, and I would never stop him, I would always go to him for advice. Always let him in.
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'It just, it hurts so much Jacob.' I sobbed.
'I know Bella. It will get better though.' Jacob said, trying to comfort me.
'No, this time it's different. Last time I believed he wanted to leave me. This time...I killed him.'
'Bella, you didn't kill him.'
'If I had been changed, better yet, if I had just stayed with Renee and not disrupted his life. He would be safe. He would still be alive.'
'But I wouldn't have found you. I would probably never have met you. What kind of life would that be for me?'
'A good one. You could go on with your life. Imprint, and never have to worry about me. Ever. You would never have fallen in love with someone as selfish as I am.'
Jacob put one finger to my lips to silence me. 'Bella, I don't blame you and neither would he.'
'I just...I'm terrified I'm going to forget. Things like, his smell. The sound of his voice. The way it felt to be held by him, comfortable, safe.' I glanced up at his face, he looked hurt, but quickly composed his face. 'I'm sorry, you probably don't want to hear about this.'
'No, no Bella. If it's on your mind. I'm here.'
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'Hello?'
'Bella! It's Alice.'
'Oh hey, how are you?'
'Well, you know. Bella listen, I need to talk to Jacob about something. Can you put him on?'
'Well um, sure I guess, his just went to check on something for the pack.'
'Oh...I'll talk to him later then I guess. I'll call back in half an hour.'
'No Alice, what do you need to tell him?'
'Umm...'
'Alice come on, I'm your sister, you need to tell me.' There was a pause, then after a minute she answered.
'Fine, we are taking on the Volturi, and we need the wolves help.'
'NO! You can't. They are too powerful!'
'They killed Edward. They will pay...'
OK...so it's just a bit of dialog, not my strongest writing point. But I'm tired, and I have homework and Prison Break waiting for me in the other room, plus its 11:43 and I have school tomorrow...if it's not good blame the flames. Goodnight :)