A/N: Hello. It is I, Morpheus…………… okay, no, not really. But that'd be cool since Morpheus rocks! Although I'm sad to see Gill Grissom go on CSI, Laurence Fishbourne will totally do a great job replacing him!
Yeah, yeah, that was off topic. ANYWAY, starting on SATURDAY DECEMBER 20, 2008 I will be giving this story DAILY UPDATES until it is finished, which should be around a day or two after Christmas. By the schedule I have laid out (yes I made a schedule for this story) I shouldn't be expected to post anything on Christmas, but in case I'm not done all the chapters (minus the epilogue) by then, I WILL NOT be posting on Christmas. I do have a life outside of fanfiction and a family I would like to spend Christmas with. Thanks.
Okay, this will be a fairly long AN, so bear with me.
I've laid out the blueprints for the last chapters and realized that it will be shorter than I originally thought. So I'm sorry to say that after this chapter, there will be 4, maybe 5 if I'm in a good mood, chapters left, plus an epilogue. So the countdown begins! So far I have enough story left for four chapters, but if you leave me more reviews, then I might stretch it out to 5! Okay? Okay.
As for the EPILOGUE it will be posted a 2-3 days after the last chapter. This is for two reasons: 1) It will give me a break from the daily chapters. Something I will need. 2) I have several scenarios I'd like to type up for the epi and I can't decide which one I should do. If I wrote them all in one chapter, my fingers would fall off! So after I post the last chapter of SOTD, I will be putting up a poll so YOU can decide what I should write for the epi.
Okay, finally I'm down blabbing! On with Chapter NINETEEN!!!
Disclaimer: I own nothing… I need a life.
"Thanks, Edward," she said sincerely. As if I would ever say no. Bella was everything to me. I know that may have sounded a bit dramatic, but she was my everything. In this crazy life we were in, everything would always be her. It was beyond words that I was her boyfriend now. It felt incredible that I get to kiss her just because I can.
"It was no problem," I replied, softly kissing her forehead and deciding to take a chance by wrapping an arm around her waist, bringing her closer. To my relief, she snuggled closer to me and laid her head on my chest. Breathing in her heavenly fragrance, my eyes drifted off to sleep.
Chapter 19: Like a Star – BPOV
I was floating on a cloud.
Or… I think I was. I wasn't sure. All I know was that I felt safe, and comforted, and peaceful. That was new. I could feel myself nestled into something warm and hard, but still comfortable. That definitely was not my pillow. I was too tired to open my eyes and check. Whatever it was, it was nice.
That had to be the best night's sleep of my life. Even before the nightmares had started, I had never slept that well before. I yawned, completely content, snuggling closer to this strange thing substituting itself for my pillow. It smelled very sweet, like honey…
Wait a second…
A velvet chuckle roused me from my sleepy state.
And all of yesterday came back to me.
Oh dear God. Did I do what I thought I did? Did I accept Edward as my boyfriend, doing the one thing and becoming close to the one person that was under the most danger? What was I thinking? I must have been possessed or something. Why else would I do something that stupid?
"You quite cute when you're all sleepy. You're like a kitten," the velvet whispered in my ear.
Nearly jumping out of my skin, I opened one eye to see both of Edward's green ones looking back at me, filled to the brim with amusement. He looked as if he was trying to stop himself from laughing.
Hearing his voice, though, melted all my insecurities. I probably sounded pretty possessed by the Edward-fairies again, but I couldn't help it. He made me feel safe, simple as that. I'm sure that as soon as I was alone again I would let my worries eat me up, but for now, I wasn't going to think of anything and just bask in the wonderful world called Edward Cullen.
I groaned and he rubbed my back soothingly.
"What time is it?" I said quietly, burying my face in his chest again.
"Just past six. You should go back to sleep, you still look tired," Edward replied. Concerned as always.
"That was actually one of the best sleeps I've ever had," I admitted with a blush.
Edward lightly brushed my burning cheek with his fingertips. "Me too," he said softly, his eyes smoldering. I lost my train of thought as he bent down, replacing his fingertips on my cheeks with his lips. He pulled away, and said, "You should still go back to sleep though. It's Sunday. Enjoy your last sleeping-in day until school begins again tomorrow."
I was about to protest, but a yawn escaped my lips, betraying me. Stupid, involuntary reactions.
"Sleep, Bella. I'm not ready to get up yet, either, so I'm not going anywhere," he assured me. Before I could say anything in response, sleep overcame me once more.
* * *
I was woken by whispering.
"Oh my Carlisle! They look so cute!"
"Oh my Carlisle? Alice, that's a new one."
"My dad is pretty godly, like a saint and all that."
"Do you think they're naked under there?"
Smack!
"Emmett!"
"What?! It's not like you and I haven't been caught in the same situation, Rosie…"
Smack!
"Quit doing that!"
I groaned.
"Shh, I think she's waking up!"
Shuffling noises. Ugh, what the hell was the meaning of this? I tried to pry open my eyes, squinting as the light from the windows momentarily blinded me. I groaned and shut them again, giving up for the moment.
I felt someone breathing heavily on my face.
I opened my eyes again to be greeted with Emmett Cullen, his face right up to mine as he breathed through his nose on me, making strands of my hair blow up. I let out a small shriek before jumping from the surprise. Unfortunately, jumping did me no good for I ended up rolling off the bed and onto the hardwood floor. Ugh.
Emmett was laughing hysterically at my reaction as he reached down and ruffled my hair. I swatted his hand away and glared. It was one thing to wake me up in the morning; it was another to take ten years off my life.
I rubbed my sore butt before groaning for the millionth time that morning. I heard a rustle from atop the bed and a musical "What the hell, Emmett?!" before my favourite bronze head appeared over the edge of the bed.
"Bella? Are you alright?" he asked, his voice full of concern. Unlike Emmett…
"Yeah, fine," I grunted, picking myself off the ground and turning to the rest of the gang. "How come you guys are back so early? I thought you weren't arriving till this evening."
"So glad to see you missed us," Rose said sarcastically, rolling her violet eyes. I laughed and hugged everyone minus Edward. Alice clung to me like glue, gripping tightly for someone so tiny.
"I see you missed me," I said, smiling. I really did miss these guys.
"Of course! And we're back early since the ski resort had some kind of snow storm warning. It won't be coming here though," her face brightened, "and I'm glad we came back early! Bella! Why didn't you tell me?!"
"Tell you what?"
"Well, two things actually. One, you were getting pretty cozy with my brother in that bed, missy! You may have clothes on, but there is a story behind this, I can tell!" I blushed like mad. I heard Edward chuckling behind me and I wanted to thump him for taking amusement in my embarrassment.
"Not now, Ali… please," I begged.
"Fine," Alice said in a huff, "but I expect details later, Bella!"
I ignored her last statement. "What's the second thing I didn't tell you about?"
"The Winter Carnival!"
"Huh?"
"Oh, silly Bella. The Winter Carnival is coming to town! I saw the flyers while we were driving in! Why didn't you call me?! This is important!"
"Well, one, I didn't want to interrupt your skiing trip, and two, I had no idea about a Winter Carnival," I replied. I really didn't
"But the flyers were everywhere!"
"I must've missed them."
"Oh, I see. You were too busy with someone to notice anything," she giggled and she not-so-subtly glanced towards Edward, looking back at me knowingly. I shut my mouth, pressing my lips together as I glared at her, making no verbal response.
"Aw, Bells lighten up. The little annoying thing is only teasing you," Emmett said, patting my head.
"Yeah, yeah," I grumbled. "So what's so special about this Winter Carnival?" I sat back down on the bed and Edward rubbed my back comfortingly. I saw Alice's eye light up when she saw that, but didn't make any comment. I knew she would interrogate me later. She would have the whole interrogation room set up too. Blinding fluorescent lights and two-way mirror included.
That wasn't entirely a joke.
"Bella, if it involves leaving the dorms, it's special for Alice," Jasper said, looking lovingly at his little girlfriend. The two weren't nearly as "out there" in terms of PDA like Rosalie and Emmett, but you could see the love surrounding them. Sometimes, when they were merely looking at each other, it was too private a moment to look upon.
"I see… so when do you want to go to this carnival? What time does it start?" I asked. Maybe if I buttered up Alice, she would make the questioning later sweet and to the point. Unlikely.
Alice squealed and hugged me again. "Yay! It begins at eleven and I want to be there as soon as the doors open!"
"Carnivals don't have doors, Ali."
"You know what I mean."
"What time is it now?"
"It is…" Alice glanced down, checking her designer watch, "Ten in the morning… Oh my God! That only leaves us an hour to get ready! Bella! Come! Now!" Alice ran out of the room, leaving the door open. That was… urgent.
"Sorry, Bella," Jasper said apologetically, "she had coffee this morning."
I shook my head in disapproval. "You of all people should know what caffeine does to Alice."
"She downed the stuff while I was in the shower," he shrugged.
I huffed and turned to Rosalie. I knew if we weren't with Alice within the next two minutes, there'd be hell to pay.
"Come on, Rose. You guys can torture Edward while we're gone," I added. If I was going to be interrogated, then he was suffering right along with me. Not to mention this was also revenge for laughing at me earlier. He should have supported me. That's what boyfriends do.
Boyfriend.
I got the tingly, warm feeling from my head to my toes again when I remembered that Edward and I were technically in an official relationship now. It was everything I always wanted back in high school. For the longest time, I was convinced I would never get it, but I did. It just took longer than expected.
Edward's eyes widened. "Hey, wait! Bella!"
Emmett and Jazz snickered while Em rubbed his hands together, his smile sinister.
Rose and I went to Alice's room down the hall. Her door was already open for us, and a little black blur could be seen inside, flying around the room. Upon seeing us, Alice stopped in her tracks for about 4 milliseconds before flying over to me and rather savagely grabbing my arm. She dragged me to the bathroom and sat me in front of the mirror. She started brushing my hair.
I honestly had no idea why I needed to make myself look "respectable" for a carnival.
"Spill!" Alice demanded, trying to get the sleep-induced knots from my hair. I winced a bit at one of her harder pulls.
"Alice…" I really didn't want to go through this. But that was the annoying thing about Alice. She was nosy.
"Don't 'Alice' me, Swan," I heard Rose laughing at me and turned my head to glare at her. Alice turned my head back to the mirror. "I come in from my skiing weekend, eager to see my best friend and brother again, just to catch them being all 'cuddly' in her bed! What happened?! Are you together now?! Speak, woman!"
"Promise you won't go all 'Alice' on me?"
"Bella, sweetie, I don't do the 'Alice', I am the 'Alice'. Asking stupid things like that just doesn't work. Ever," Alice put down the brush and picked up the iron curler. She loved curling my hair; she said it suited me. "So? Are you going to tell me or will I have to force it out of you?"
I sighed, defeated. Not like I could've kept it a secret; I just wanted to do it outside of the interrogation room. "Uh… yes, we're together." I whispered it so quietly that a normal person wouldn't have been able to hear it. But neither Alice or Rosalie was normal, so my ears were subjected to about 24 seconds of straight squealing, which sounded a lot like a smoke detector.
"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!"
I covered my ears with my hands and tried to tune Alice out (since Rose wasn't the squealing type). Rosalie just stood there, smirking at me in an 'I knew it' fashion.
"OKAY, I'm done!" Alice said, bouncing happily. "Now tell me everything! Everything!"
"Um, okay. So…" I recounted everything that had happened since they left, minus the part about Edward listening in on the message from the police. In fact, I left out any part that involved Renee. Alice hit the back of my head, a lot like how Rosalie hits Emmett, when I told her about running away from Edward and hiding in the janitor's closet.
"Ow! What was that for?" I said, rubbing the back of my head. Alice calmly continued curling my hair.
"For being so stupid. You shouldn't have run away from him, silly!"
"Alice, you weren't in my situation, nor have you had the same experiences that I had. You and Jasper started going out right away," I took a shaky breath. I hated remembering the not so pleasant memories, like running for the hills from Edward, or hiding in the janitor's closet. Not my finest moments. Alice told me how she and Jasper met and started dating, so I knew it was nothing like what happened between Edward and I. "With everything that's happened, both two years ago, and a few months ago," I cringed, pushing away the memory of Renee, "I'm not as stable and open as you are. It's not as simple as you say. It's far more complicated."
"Oh, Bella…" Alice brushed away a single tear from my cheek. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound so much like a know-it-all, especially when I clearly don't know or understand everything."
"It's okay. Sorry I got all emotional on you."
Alice wrapped her thin arms around my shoulders and gave me a very light hug.
"Not that I mind sappy Kodak moments, but what happened after you hid in the janitor's closet?" Rose said, interrupting the hug fest. I laughed, pulling away and continuing with the story.
By the time I had reached the end, both Rose and Alice were sniffling. Alice had finished curling my hair and was digging around in her closet, looking for an outfit for me. There was a box of tissues between Rose and I. Call it a girly moment, but I even brought a few tears to my eyes remembering what had gone on between Edward and I before Edward and I become official. The shouting…
"That is so romantic!" Alice said, handing me some clothes.
"You totally blow me and Emmett out of the water. You know how he asked me out? 'Babe, I don't know you, but you're hot. Wanna do stuff?'" Rosalie made her voice low and rumbling, trying to imitate Emmett.
"And you said yes to that?" I asked laughing.
"No," Rose said smugly. "I said no and walked away, but he followed me around and pestered me. I told him to leave me alone countless times and when he couldn't take no for an answer, I kicked where the sun don't shine."
I was torn between laughing more and wincing in pity for Emmett. I didn't know from personal experience of course, but that must've hurt.
"Rose, you are too cruel," I finally said.
"I do what I can. Anyway, Emmett still wouldn't leave me alone after that. Said that he liked girls with fire. I finally agreed on a date with him just to shut him up. Turned out the big lug could be pretty sweet and romantic. We've been going out since."
"That's really sweet."
"I know."
I put on the clothes Alice gave me. Surprisingly, they weren't anything out of my comfort zone. It was a very pretty, rose-coloured blouse that clung to me like a second skin, fitting me in all the right places, and some black skinny jeans. I actually looked nice.
"Here," Alice said, tossing me my coat. "The guys are waiting for us outside."
Sure enough, all three young men were outside Alice's dorm room, dressed and ready to go. A smile immediately lit up my face when I saw Edward. He had waited with Em and Jasper before for us girls, but never before had he been waiting exclusively for me.
Edward's own crooked grin took over his face when he saw me. He took both my hands and looked me up and down. Growing self-conscious, I blushed. He just smiled and pulled me to him, wrapping his arm around my waist. "You look beautiful," he said quietly to me.
"OH YEAH! Bella-ella-stella and the Ed-meister! It's about time! Never thought you had it in you, little bro!" Emmett cheered, interrupting us. I laughed and blushed at the same time while Edward glared at his brother.
"My name's Edward, Emmett," he said.
* * *
The Carnival was in full swing when we arrived. The music was loud in the background and all the typical carnival things were there; games, food stands, a Ferris wheel. The only difference from a normal carnival was the winter decorations everywhere; snowflakes and fake icicles. There was even an ice sculpture display. There was a fresh layer of snow on the ground, only an inch high, which added to the wintery scene.
"Oh! Jazzy, win me that bunny! Please?" Alice said, bouncing up and down, pointing to a stuffed white bunny hanging form the roof of one of the game stalls. It wasn't gigantic, but pretty big nonetheless. There were other stuffed animals around it, but Alice wanted the bunny.
Alice turned the full force of her puppy dog pout on Jasper, and he was putty in her hands. Why couldn't I do that?
Jasper stiffened his shoulders, bracing them with determination. He walked over the stall like a soldier to battle. It was pretty funny. Alice really knew how to control 'em.
The rest of us followed him to the stall. Apparently the game was of those simple, typical ones; throw the ball into the basket. I knew Jasper would be able to handle it no problem. Edward, who was holding my hand, pulled me closer so our sides were touching.
"Do you want me to win you one too?" he asked sweetly.
"Um, I don't want the bunny," I said, feeling warm and fuzzy inside. Seeing how my life had been as of late, it felt so normal to be one of those typical couples where the boyfriend feels the need to win a prize for his girlfriend at the fair, or in this case, carnival.
"How about the lion?" Edward suggested, raising our entwined hands and pointing his index finger at a stuffed lion, the same size as Alice's bunny. All the stuffed animals from this stall were pretty much the same size.
"Nah, not cute enough," I said smiling. "How about…" my eyes scanned the animals hanging from the stall's roof and back shelves. My eyes landed on the cutest baby lamb. It looked soft and plushy and just so cute. "…that." I pointed to the baby lamb.
"A lamb over a lion?" Edward asked teasingly, raising one of his perfect eyebrows. I nodded and he leaned down to give me a quick peck on the lips. "The lamb it is." He was really good at this boyfriend thing.
"If those two goons are getting prizes for their girls, then so am I," Emmett said with a streak of competitiveness. "See that bear, Rosie? You're getting it. It's on!"
Five minutes later, all six of us walked away from the booth, us three girls holding our stuffed animals and the guys looking very smug.
"Oh look! The spinning teacups!" Alice said, jumping up and down. "Can we all go? Can we all go?" she asked excitedly.
I was not going on those again. They made me puke more than I had ever puked before. Bleh.
"No way, Alice. By all means, you can go, but I'm going to sit this one out," I said, taking a step back.
"Please, Bella?" Alice put on her signature pout and I almost gave in. Almost. Memories of losing my food last time made me firm.
"Nope. Remember last time?"
Alice's face fell. "Good point. Whatever you do, don't go on those teacups. You can stay with her Edward!" Alice pulled the other four with her as she headed towards the dreaded cups.
"Oh no, you can go if you want to," I said, turning to Edward. "I don't want you to miss out on the fun stuff just because of me."
"Bella, it's never just because of you," he said, leading us to a bench. "Besides, it wouldn't be very fun without you there with me." He smiled sweetly and I melted. Smooth talker.
"Want some hot chocolate?" he asked.
I nodded and we walked towards the stand selling it. The boy running the stand couldn't have been more than sixteen. He looked like a slightly younger and shorter version of Mike Newton. He saw us approaching and looked me up and down, licking his lips. I internally shuddered. Definitely a mini Mike.
"Hey, what can I get for you?" Mini Mike said as we reached the counter, his eyes only focused on me. I couldn't help but sense a double meaning to what he could 'get' for me.
Edward's arm encircled my waist and pulled me tightly to his side. I looked up at him to see his eyes narrowed at Mini Mike. He looked like those animals on Animal Planet when a rival enters his territory, ready for battle.
Was Edward marking his territory?
Surprisingly, Edward marking me as his territory was actually enjoyable. I had always thought that a man claiming a girl as his own was kind of controlling and sexist.
Not anymore.
"Two medium hot chocolates, please," I said, since Edward wasn't saying anything. Mini Mike got them, purposely brushing my hands as he gave them to me. Edward's eyes narrowed even more.
Edward paid for the drinks, much to my displeasure, and led me away. But not before snatching the receipt from Mini Mike, who was trying to hand it to me.
He flipped it over and his jaw flexed when he saw the back. I grabbed it from his hand to take a look for myself.
Hey babe, I'm Mark. Call me.
555-555-5555
(Obviously that wasn't a real number) I snorted with laughter as I casually tossed the receipt into a nearby trashcan. Really? Mark? Was I the only one to notice how much that sounded like Mike?
Edward looked a little calmer once I did that. He couldn't possibly be jealous of that Mini Mi- I mean, Mark, could he?
"You know better than to be jealous, right?" I said, looking up at Edward as we resumed our spot on the bench.
"Do I?" he said, raising his eyebrows at me.
"You're ridiculous," I said, brushing it off. There was nothing to worry about. Not only was I completely in love with Edward, but that guy was so much like Mike, it creeped me out.
The others returned from the spinning teacups, Emmett was a little tipsy from dizziness (but was loving every minute of it), and we continued our way through the carnival. We ended up spending the entire day there. The boys won us girls a lot more prizes. So many, that at one point, we had to go and put them in the car, they were getting to be too much to carry.
We went on the Ferris wheel. When the wheel stopped, Edward and I were at the top, enjoying the view. It was beautiful and enjoyable, even more so when Edward wrapped his arms around me and decided to use this valuable alone time for kissing.
I was truly the luckiest girl alive to have a boyfriend like Edward.
Once the sun went down, the stringed lanterns were lit up, making the area glow. It was almost fairy-like. It was utterly gorgeous.
Music was playing in the background as I sat, huddled with Edward, by a cleared out area surrounded by the lantern lights. Couples started dancing and Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, and Alice got up to join them. Edward and I sat there silently for a few songs, completely content, until Edward got up all of a sudden and reached out his hand to me.
"Shall I have this dance?" he asked smiling. He sounded so chivalrous.
"Edward, you've known me our whole lives. You know I can't dance without causing a tragedy," I said seriously.
He just chuckled and pulled me up. "It's all in the leading."
"Fine, but it's your toes," I warned. He led me to the dance, uh, area, and wrapped his arms around my waist as I wrapped mine around his neck. He gently started leading me in a swaying slow dance as the song "Like a Star" by Corinne Bailey Rae played.
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
"See? You're dancing," Edward whispered in my ear. Slow dancing with him, surrounded by glowing lights, and this beautiful winter scene was magic. I never liked winter much, but I just about loved it right now.
I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
I felt so relaxed and safe in Edward's arms. It felt so right. I knew I shouldn't have been, but I couldn't help but not regret letting Edward in. I searched inside of me, but I couldn't find a single trace of regret. Hopefully this meant I would never have to feel it. Being with Edward was right; I felt it now, as he held me, his face in my hair.
The song ended and I looked up at Edward. He smiled at me and leaned down, kissing me sweetly on the lips. I returned my head to the spot on his chest just below his shoulder and closed my eyes as "Flightless Bird, American Mouth" by Iron & Wine started playing. (Bring on the Twilight movie prom dancing scene! Woo!)
I was completely and incandescently happy.
? POV
I watched her as she danced with that pretty boy. I knew it was her; she was too important to miss. Too risky. I gave her a warning, and I wasn't sure if she followed it or not, but I couldn't take the risk anymore. She smiled as she titled her head and kissed the red-head she was dancing with. She looked happy.
That was too bad.
I smiled as I watched the brunette laugh and dance, seeming so at ease with the world. I turned around and started walking back towards my car, the smile still on my face. As I drove away, all I could think was one triumphant thought.
Check mate.
A/N: ..................................................................................... Ooooh……………….
Hit or Miss?
Apart from the ending bit, it was pretty much a fluff chapter. COME ON! I had to write at least one fluffily, romantic chapter. It's practically a rule in the Sacred Book of Twilight Fanfiction, lol. Hope you liked it.
I was pretty disappointed with the amount of reviews I got last chapter. Less than I usually get, so please faithful readers, don't stop reviewing!!! I already made a deal with you guys:
If I get a lot of reviews, I MIGHT just stretch this story to 5 chapters left instead of 4. But that's only if you REVIEW!
Anyway, I doubt many of you took my advice and checked the "Upcoming Stories" section on my profile (judging by my profile traffic), so I shall tell you why I wanted you to. I came up with ANOTHER story idea. I know, I know. I'm spitting them out like crazy. Not my fault my head overworks itself. Anyway, this one is still quite rough and I don't know when exactly I'll start posting chapters, but here's the summary.
For the Nights I can't Remember:
Heliophobia. Fear of the sun. A horrible tragedy turns sixteen year old, Edward Masen heliophobic. Two years later, having entered a life of darkness, depression, and drugs, Edward's parents have had enough and send him to a psychiatric institute in Seattle, Washington under the care of Dr. Carlisle Cullen. Bella Swan, Dr. Cullen's niece, is a kind-hearted, normal teenage girl who frequently volunteers and visits her brother, Emmett, at the institute. When Bella and Edward meet, can she break down his barriers and see the true him? After a rocky start, Bella and Edward are instinctively drawn into each other. Will Edward be able to overcome his phobia, depression, and drug addiction and see Bella for what she really is; his personal sun? Bella tries to help Edward heal, but there's only so much one can do. It's amazing just how much that is. All human.
The title and inspiration are from the song "For the Nights I can't Remember" by Hedley. If you've never heard this song, listen to it! It is a beautiful song with a lot of meaning. One of my all time favourites from Hedley.
This won't be started until after I've started posting A Vision Stained with Red, which should be very soon! Tell me if you think it's a good idea!
OH! ONE MORE ANNOUNCEMENT! In regards to a reviewer who asked if there would be a sequel to this story, the answer is NO. There will NOT be a sequel to SOTD and I am firm in that decision. Sorry if that disappoints you people, but I have the ending to this story in mind and I can't think of a proper storyline for a sequel unless I ended with a cliffy, which I won't since I would die.
Okay, sorry with the huge ANs. There's a lot to say. So the countdown is ON! Only 4 chapters left! (unless you decide to shower me with reviews, in which case I shall try my best to stretch it out to 5 chapters).
REVIEW!!!!!!!!!
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