Ok well I do not Twilight. please review if you read this.

Edward POV

This could not be happening, I couldn't lose her. She didn't deserve this; of course I deserved to lose her. I didn't deserve someone like her. We had already ruined her life as a human and now she didn't even get a life as a vampire. She muttered something, then she was silent again.

"Bella" I whispered "Please don't go I need you." Nothing happened. I looked over at Alice. "Alice do you see anything yet?" she shook her head and buried it deeper in Jasper's chest. I looked at Carlisle.

"We will give her another hour." He informed me. So that was it we had one hour before my life ended, for the second time.

Bella POV (she is dreaming this.)

I was outside and it was unusually sunny for Forks. I heard people calling my name, but I couldn't answer they seemed so far away. "Bella" This voice was closer than the rest. "Bella is that you?" It was Jacob.

"Jacob" I yelled. "What are you doing here?" Well a better question is probably what I'm doing here. Everything was so bright and I was happy to see Jacob, but he wouldn't come near me. "Jacob what's wrong?"

"your one of them?" he screamed his figure started shaking.

"Jacob calm down please." He shook his head.

"Bella how could you do this." He looked at my stomach and stared, I looked down to. My stomach was five times bigger than it was this morning. "Bella he got you, you pregnant?!" he screamed.

'No, Jacob it's…" I was cut off by more voices closer this time.

"Bella, please wake up." It was Edward he sounded like he was crying.

"Bella, I'm so sorry I can't lose you. Please come back." That was Alice. I didn't want to hear her.

"Bella, please don't go." It was Rosalie. "We need you" she whispered.

Then I heard Carlisle "one more minute." One more minute until what!

"I can't believe you Bella." Jacob whispered before he turned around to leave.

"Wait no it's not what you think."

"Then what is it." All the voices were getting louder and Jacob was disappearing.

"No don't go!" I shouted, but he was gone.

I st up in a bright room, and Edward threw his arms around me. "Bella he whispered, "I was so scared."

"I'm sorry Edward." I sobbed. "For everything,"

"Don't apologize you never did anything." His eyes were glazed over and looked wet.

"Edward your eyes." I whispered, but then they were normal gold again.

"What?' he whispered

"Um never mind." Edward didn't seem too concerned with what I said. He held me like he may never see me again.

"I was so scared I had lost you."

"What had happened?"

"We don't know."

"I couldn't see your future anymore." Alice whispered I buried my head in Edwards's chest so I wouldn't have to see her.

"Please Bella I am so sorry, I really had no idea." I didn't look at her Edward pulled me closer. I heard Jasper come over, "Come on Alice lets go find Esme."

"Edward can I talk to Bella" Rosalie I asked and I felt him nod his head. "Alone."

"Edward, ill be ok I promise, I wont go anywhere." I whispered.

"Love you." He whispered.

"I know. I love you to." I said kissing him on the cheek. Then he got back up, and headed towards the door.

"Bella," Rosalie started, "Are you going to tell Edward?"

"I thought you did?" I asked.

"I did but I don't think he will believe me, and he needs to know."

"Rosalie, I don't t think you understand completely what happened."

"Bella, what do you mean?"

"You were there when we went to Renee's funeral right?"

"Yeah I was, along with all the werewolves." She made a face when she said that.

'Well you know how Jacob came in mine and Edward room, when well you know."

Yeah and he yelled for Charlie right?" she still thought it was kind of funny. I didn't know how to say this next part; I didn't like talking about this much anyway.

"Well, after that Edward and I didn't do anything."

"Bella what are you trying to say." She looked worried, "Bella did you and Edward ever do anything?" she whispered. If I could cry I would be right now, I felt so close to it. Even my eyes felt yet. I couldn't answer her so I just shook my head. "Then Bella how are you, you know?"

"Rosalie, I was raped." I whispered, and then felt it I don't know how, but the tears came from my eyes. She pulled me closer and I for a minute thought I could feel heartbeats, but then It stopped. "Did you feel that?" I asked, through sobs. My tears had disappeared again. I may have imagined them.

"Like a heartbeat?" she asked. I nodded. "It may have been the baby." She said.

"How am I going to tell Edward?" I knew who did it, but I didn't want to tell anyone. "Rosalie you have to promise me that you will not tell anyone about this. Not even Edward." She hugged me.

"I swear I wont say a word." We sat there like this until Carlisle came back.

"Bella." He said touching my shoulder "Do you want to come see your father?" he smiled how could he smile he knew my dad was dead.

I nodded I don't know why, but I thought seeing him may help me forgive Alice. He helped me up and showed me his room.

What I found in the room shocked me. I walked closer making sure I wasn't seeing things. "DAD!" I practically screamed. He looked up and smiled, "but I thought you were…they said…you didn't….how?" I was to excited to even form a complete sentence.

"Carlisle is a wonderful doctor." He said smiling.

"Well it's from years of experience." Carlisle laughed.

"Yeah years and years and years." Emmett said laughing. Since Charlie knew about the vampires we didn't have to hide anything from him now. I walked closer to Charlie to give him a kiss on the cheek.

"Well it's rather late, or early, either way its way passed visiting hours. Charlie needs his rest, so we better be getting home. He walked over to Esme kissed her and said he would be home later he wanted to keep an eye on Charlie.

"I love you dad." I said kissing him on the cheek before walking over to Edward. He was smiling. "How long did you know?" I asked.

"He came back right after you ran out of the room."

"Why didn't you tell me?" I can't believe he wouldn't tell me something like this.

'I didn't get the chance." He said opening the entrance door for me. When we got out to the car Alice Rosalie Emmett jasper and Esme were already waiting for us.

"Ok I want all the boys to ride with me." Esme said opening her door.

"But Esme…" she cut Edward off. Then he nodded his head. She must have said something in her mind. I got in the back seat of Alice's Porsche, and then Alice got back with me to. Odd that she was letting Rose drive.

"Bella, please you have to forgive me, I am really sorry. I mean he isn't dead and I know that doesn't change what I did, but…" I had to get her to stop I felt awful about doing this, and she really was my best friend.

"Just give me some time to think." I whispered. Her eyes looked down filled with sadness. "I'm not saying I'm mad at you. I'm just saying I need some time there is so much going on right now." I whispered again hugging her.

"I understand." She was still upset, but right now there wasn't anything could do. I had to Edward about the baby, and I wanted someone there with me when I did it. I had to tell him everything. Something no one was ever supposed to know.

Jacob POV

I was running I had seen Bella, and saved her, but I never again would be with her. My thoughts were cut off by someone else's it was Quil he was thinking about something. He was thinking about Renee's funeral, and…."Quil what the heck?!" I screamed in my head "How could you." There was no answer I had realized he must have turned back into his human form when he figured out I was listening. He was going to pay.

Alice POV

We were back at the house and Bella had told me she wanted to be alone with Edward for a while, she had to tell him something. I knew it was about the baby, but I also knew she was hiding something from me. I so badly wanted to know what she was hiding, and I could have easily listened in, but I couldn't do anything else to Bella that would hurt her. I was sitting on the couch nervous as who know what, when I felt suddenly calm. "Jasper," I scolded, "You have got to let me feel something other than calmness eventually." I laughed. He kissed my nose and apologized. Then he sat down next to me on the couch.

I looked at his eyes and they seemed dark "Wanna go hunting tomorrow?" I asked running my fingers through his hair.

He smiled an adorable smile. If you didn't know him you would think he was evil when he smiled like that. "Anything with you I'm up for." He said hugging me.

"ALICE!!" Rosalie yelled she sure knows how to ruin I moment.

"What?" I yelled.

"Come here" I got off the couch and headed upstairs to Rosalie's room, but I only found Emmett.

"Uhh…Emmett where is Rosalie?" He looked up from his video game and smiled. "Emmett." I said sounding like a mother.

"Well I have no idea what you are talking about." He tried to sound innocent, but he sound oh so guilty.

"Emmett, where is she."

"Alice, look in the closet!!" Rose screamed. I walked over to the closet and couldn't help but laugh. Emmett had hung rose up with a hanger just high enough so she could not touch the ground. Then he taped her hands together, and stapled her shirt to the wall.

"Alice Cullen this is NOT funny. Now you get me off of here this instant." All I could do was laugh it was so funny. "Get me down or I will scream!"

Edward came to the door "get her down, no one wants to hear her scream." He laughed and then left.

"Alice you have five seconds before I scream."

"Oh calm down. You're being a little overdramatic." I said then I went over and got her down. It was harder than I thought because Emmett used so many staples and a lot of tape.

"Emmett Cullen if you ever do that again I will…oh it will be so bad that I can't even think of anything yet!" Emmett walked over to Rosalie and grabbed her to hug, but she slapped. I mean she slapped him hard. Everybody was in there room in a second to see what had happened.

"Emmett Cullen and Rosalie Hale what is going on in here?" Esme yelled, going into mom mode.

"I think someone needs calmed down." Jasper whispered, but I wouldn't let him this was just to funny.

"I told you no one wanted to hear you scream." Edward said slightly annoyed.

"You all are upsetting the baby." Bella said. Oh what a way to tell Edward.

"Bella, what are you talking about?" Edward refrained from yelling, but he wanted to.

"Come on lets go talk in your room." She said grabbing his hand.

Bella POV

I don't know I just did that, I was in no way ready to tell him about the baby or well, the person who raped me. Oh I wish he could read my mind sometimes.

"OK, Bella can you explain?" he asked trying to stay calm.

"Well remember when Renee died."

"I do, but I don't like to." I gave him a questioning look." Well you were so sad, and I couldn't get you to be happy, and then when I tried the stupid dog came in. Wait how are you pregnant? We didn't do anything. You didn't with Jacob did you?" I shook my head here came the hard part.

"Well you know how I went on a walk to clear my head." He stared I had to hurry up before he lost his temper, but I didn't know how to say it. I started shaking, and I was crying. Edward cam over and hugged me, I could feel heart beats again, but they didn't stop. "Edward do you feel that?" I whispered.

"Heartbeats" he asked. I nodded

"How is it possible?" Then they stopped again.

"I don't know, but Bella how are you pregnant?"

"Edward I was raped." I said he pulled me close.

"By who" he growled.

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