I'm half way done writing chapter fourteen but I don't think I'll be finishing anytime soon. I told you all that my uncle died last month so things have been difficult but on Saturday my cousin died. He overdosed and wasn't found until the next day. He was like my brother; he was raised right next store to me for my entire life. He was 19 and joining the military, one fuck up and he's gone, I think I'm still in denial. My family is falling apart and I'm an emotional train wreck. I need time.
If I stop crying continuously within the next week I'll make writing my refuge but I wouldn't count on it. I'm sorry.
Alisha
P.S. I'm not abandoning this story, i just ned time to staighten out my life.