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A/N: The rating has changed to Rated M for this chapter. I'll let you know once it's back to Rated T. Thanks.

CHAPTER: 30

Oh god, she's going to kill me.

She saw the look in his eyes and whispered once more.

"Touch me, Bobby." She grabbed his other hand and placed it lightly on her other breast. This time, she couldn't suppress a groan that came from her lips in response to his delicate touch.

When Bobby felt her place his other hand on her breast, he shivered slightly, but refused to close his eyes. He wanted to remember this. All of it. Expertly, Bobby caressed her silky smooth breasts while he tilted his head towards her and softly nibbled on her neck. After a few minutes, he reluctantly released her breast in his left hand and reached back to feel for the clasp of her bra. Before undoing it with his left hand, he pulled back and looked into her eyes for permission.

She softly kissed him on the lips once and then nodded for him to continue.

Delicately undoing it with one hand, he let the black lace bra slide down her shoulders until it came to a halt; still gently resting on her shoulders. He gasped and was unable to move for a few seconds. He couldn't take his eyes away from her.

Alex helped him remove it completely and tossed it on the floor.

"Oh god." He whispered. "Alex…"

Bobby reached up with both hands to touch her breasts once more. He gave them both equal, yet sensual attention. Alex all the while had closed her eyes, reeling in the feeling of Robert Goren's hands on her. She moaned lightly when she felt one of his large thumbs rub across her harden nipple. Oh how she had dreamt of this moment through the wee hours of the night.

Me…and Bobby…

Alex opened her eyes once more when she felt Bobby move underneath her. He turned them around and laid her down on the bed next to him. He shifted slightly and ended up hovering over her; one hand on either side of her supporting his own weight. The look in his eyes took her breath away.

Alex couldn't resist the urge to reach up with both hands on either one of his arms and rub them softly. He was strong, very strong, and she could feel the muscles bulge out around his triceps as they supported his bulky form. It only turned her on even more.

"You do know I love you, right Bobby?" She asked, halting Bobby from any movement he was about to make.

"I—I know now. God, I hope I do. I love you, Alex. I have for so long. I just, I don't want to wake up alone…or you wishing this hadn't happen. If you said it was…it was a mistake…" He paused, closed his eyes briefly and then swallowed hard. "If you woke up the next morning and said that it…that this was a mistake…" He opened his eyes once more and looked into her eyes. "I think it would just about kill me, Alex. It truly would." He whispered delicately.

"Bobby…" She started, but was immediately cut off.

"I just…It's happened before…to me. Like it's hard to…for someone to care for me…about me. I just want to know—"

She sat upright to look into his eyes. "Bobby…I care for you." She said and took hold of his face gently. "I wouldn't—"

"You don't…You don't know that, Alex."

"Bobby, I do know that. I would never leave you. I can't leave you. I love you too much and I would never doubt this…" She nodded towards the both of them. "I would never doubt what we have. I had…I did before, a long time ago. I…I won't deny that, but not now. I'm not going anywhere. I want this so badly. I want you so badly. More than I should probably admit."

Bobby blinked.

"Are you sure? I just…I don't want you to ruin your life because of me. I just—" He was cut off by her lips colliding with his once more.

He didn't need to be told again.

"I love you, Alex. So very much." He murmured in between kisses. Alex smiled.

"Ditto, you big lug." She murmured and felt his own smile against her lips.

"Please don't leave me in the morning."

"I'm never leaving you, Bobby." She reassured him yet again and then leaned forward to kiss him once more.

Bobby pulled away from the kiss and hovered over her once more. In Bobby's eyes, she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.

God, what did I do to deserve her?

As Bobby took her in, Alex's hands travelled southward towards his boxers. He let her with a slight groan to follow as her nails raked lightly over his chest and stomach. When Alex reached the waist band of his boxers, she couldn't wait to get them off, so without warning, she gripped him firmly through his offending material.

He groaned loudly and then, "Oh god, Alex…"

Alex sat up in bed again and started to stroke him lightly while trying to slide his boxers down with the other hand.

"Alex, if you keep doing that—"

She quickly kissed him to keep him from saying anything further.

"Keep doing what, Bobby?" She asked innocently. Then she paused all the other smart-ass remarks she was about to come up with as she caught a glimpse of the boxers he was wearing.

Her smile grew wider and wider as the seconds passed.

"What?" Bobby asked.

"Bobby, you wear Juicy Couture?" Alex asked. Her mouth was agape and she couldn't help but stared down at his waist. She thought she felt herself drool, but she wasn't sure.

"Yeah, why?" He asked nervously and tilted his head to the side.

"Why does that not surprise me?" She asked amused and that's when Bobby smiled back at her.

He shrugged. "They're comfortable—"

"Not to mention they look good on you." And of course, Bobby blushed. "Bobby…" She growled. "You're very sexy when you blush." And she couldn't help but laugh in amusement.

Bobby's head shot up. "You think I'm…sexy?" He asked in disbelief.

"You don't think you are?" She asked in amazement.

"Well…no. I mean, I thought that, maybe when I was younger I might've been but now—" He stopped when he saw her shaking her head. His mouth immediately clamped shut.

"You thought when you were younger you were, but not now?" She watched him nod. "Bobby, haven't you ever heard women talk about how they hate men because, when they age, they look better?!" She asked amused and annoyed at the same time.

"Um…no?" He lied. He had, but he didn't think that old saying had been one that was directed towards him; not the way he saw himself in the mirror anyway.

"You. Are. Gorgeous." She kissed him to emphasize her point. "And very sexy."

Bobby's eyes widened. "Even…the…the way I look now?" She nodded. He sighed.

Bobby was about to speak once more when he felt one of Alex's hand brush lightly against his member. He groaned and quickly rolled over to remove his boxers. When he got back on his knees in front of Alex, she gasped out loud.

He was big. Oh god was he big. How could I have not known when I gripped him earlier? I definitely underestimated him. She licked her lips with anticipation and nervousness. Big boy. She mused and a smile crept up on her face.

Bobby saw her smirk and spoke up. "See something you like?" He asked her nonchalantly and boy if he didn't have the biggest grin on his face that Alex had ever seen. His self-confidence was slowly starting to creep back into Bobby and Alex could tell. She loved it.

"You know I do." She whispered and gripped him once more.

"No, No." He murmured. "I don't think so." He said and gently pushed her hands away.

Bobby reached down to her shorts and slowly started to pull them off. He briefly pressed his lower body against her while he kissed her neck; he was rewarded with a slight shiver and a moan by Alex. Then he pulled back, kissed her breasts and trailed down to her stomach while taking her shorts and the underwear he snatched on the way down, with him.

Tossing the rest of her clothes onto the ground, he turned back around to look at her.

God, she's amazing.

God, he's amazing.

Alex started to blush.

He smiled. "You're beautiful, you know." It wasn't a question.

"So are you." She said huskily.

"Alex, I don't think that your typically guy likes to be referred to as 'beautiful.'"

She rolled her eyes. "Well, you're not exactly my typical guy to begin with. I mean, you are mine and definitely one of a kind." She smiled.

A small chuckle was the only sound that came from Bobby.

"Ok, ok, so how about…" She sat up and softly sucked on his right nipple as she contemplated her options. He gasped in surprise. "How about, fucking sexy as hell? Fucking irresistible, Bobby." She managed in between sucks. "My fucking sexy as hell, lovably Bobby bear." She pulled up briefly and laughed at her own wording.

"Hmmm. If you say so…" He managed. He was too distracted at the moment to protest.

She stopped and looked into his eyes.

"I do say so."

"But I'm…"

Alex sighed. "Bobby, are we back to this again? I thought we already talked about this?"

He ignored her questions. "But I…I'm not exactly like…what I used to look like. I'm…"

"Still fucking sexy as hell." She finished for him. "You are irresistible, Bobby."

He snorted. "Yeah, right, Alex."

"Bobby!" She wailed. He looked at her as if he had just been slapped...again. "I never knew you had a lack of self-esteem." She suggested. "This is a whole new side of you…"

"Alex…"

"No, Bobby. You're very handsome. And I don't care what you look like, although, you don't have any problems in that department." She smirked. "Or any other department for the matter." Her eyes shifted downward towards his growing cock. "You're hot." She murmured and ran her hands on either side of his body, leaving a trail of goose bumps where her fingers had just been. "Age has definitely helped you." She licked her lips.

He sighed. "Yeah, but I…I've aged so much and put on…I'm not…as healthy as I used to be." He shamefully admitted.

"What? And I haven't aged? You've got to be kidding me?"

Bobby shook his head so vigorously that she thought he might strain his neck.

"You haven't, Alex. You're just as beautiful as before. I think…I think even more so than when I first met you…although I might be a little biased."

Alex rolled her eyes. Oh the things Bobby could say to flatter a woman.

"Ok, how about we're both beautiful or…" She looked back up into Bobby's eyes, "Sexy as hell. The two of us. Better?"

Bobby's laughed. "If you say so."

"I do." She said huskily. "And those eyes, Bobby, that look you're giving me right now with them…they make you even more irresistible. Every emotion you've ever carried is shown through those eyes, Bobby. I've seen so much through them over the years…and I love you because of it."

In truth, Alex's eyes were the only ones that could look through his eyes and directly into his soul. She was the only one he let look deep within him. She was the only one he let get that close…and he never regretted it either.

Bobby blushed as he ran his hand softly over her body; starting in her hair and moving down south.

"I love you, too, Eames." She felt like rolling her eyes at the mention of her last name, again, but gasped instead when she felt two long fingers run over her clit.

A/N: Ok guys, so I'm sorry I cut this a bit short of the…"action" so to speak. LOL. There will be more Rated M in the next chapter, so beware. Oh, also, the next chapter Bobby will definitely have more self-esteem…so no need to worries there.

-Snyder-