I open the auditorium doors and my heart stops. He's there with her. He beat me to it. I don't even breathe. I want so bad to stop what's about to happen, I just can't make myself move.

He cradles her face and leans down. I close my eyes trying to not see it but i open them just in time to them pulling away. I remember the flower in my hand. Oh yeah, told the chick working at the store that I wanted something meaningful. I told her all about Rachel and how I felt and she suggested this flower. I can't remember the name of it but it doesn't even matter anymore.

Jesse and Rachel walk off together. Suddenly my vision becomes blurry. What the fuck? I run my eyes with the side of my hand and they come back wet. Great, I'm tearing up. God, I'm such a pussy.

I sit down on one of the chair thingys there and cradle my head in my hands. I am not gonna let Jesse St. Jackass get in the way of me and Rachel. Maybe it was just a kiss? Maybe it doesn't mean anything and they aren't together? I stand up and decide I don't care. One way or another Rachel Berry is gonna be mine...