Bella's Upstaging

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Twilight characters. And I realize that no matter what…Bella will always suck.

I've never had a whole lot of friends growing up and I feel pretty certain that before I moved up here to Forks with Charlie my junior year that I could count the amount of 'friends' that I've had on one hand. That's why you've always meant so much to me. You were my friend without making me feel awkward, insecure or that I was a somehow a freak.

You were sweet, innocent, naïve, helpful and dependable. You became that girlfriend that I knew I could always count on to stay with me through thick and through thin. It wasn't my fault that you fell in love with me and couldn't accept my relationship with Edward Cullen, who just so happened to be a vampire and your mortal enemy.

It wasn't easy but I tried to make the two of you friends because you two were one of the few most important people in my life. You remained stubborn, heartless and cruel by continuing to believe that you could make me happy. You could never make me feel as happy as Edward does. You could never make me feel as if I fit into the world around me. I never told you this because I figured it'd only hurt you or make you turn and walk away from me to never return but I've never felt like I belonged in the weak and pathetic body that I was born in.

I thought that you were finally coming around to seeing all of that but it turns out that you weren't. You were only losing interest in me. The thought that you'd develop some kind of bond, relationship, feelings for Leah Clearwater never crossed my mind. I can admit that I was too wrapped up into feeding my sweet 'Nudger' and enjoying your and Edward's continual presence to notice anything else.

When you stepped outside, I figured it was only to get away from the so-called 'bad smell'. Instead you were going outside to be with her. What was she offering you that I couldn't? Did you sleep with her while my ribs and pelvic bones were being fractured and I was suffering? Would you have been there for the birth if you weren't already inside with me? You didn't even stick around. Edward says you were there long enough to give Edward the go ahead to inject me with vampire venom through a syringe.

I wasn't even turned the way I wanted to be. Edward was supposed to have bitten me and drunk my blood.

Did she hold you? And comfort you while I was going through my painful transformation? NO! No, she didn't because she was too busy holding, cooing and feeding my son. Despite the fact that she gave up on you so easily and so quickly; you still chose to stand by her side. That's what you did after I finally woke up and found myself in the body I always should've had and became the person I was always meant to be.

After feeding as we were heading home I'm greeted with you, Seth and her standing in front of the house. The look she gave me infuriated me and I wanted to rip her head off for standing there as if she was better than me. Didn't she realize that I was no longer the poor, weak girl any longer? But I remained calm as Edward conversed with her and to my horror to realize that she, the bitch, that – that mongrel had imprinted on my son. I lost my control and flew into a blood thirsty rage. I was going to kill her and free my son from the demonic hold that she was trying to put on him.

But…instead, you stood against me in order to protect her. I'll never forget the way my back suddenly hurt, the loud and echoing sound of marble cracking; it was my body. You were willing to break my new body. When I opened my eyes you were standing over me, snarling, growling and flashing your canines at me. Your paw was placed firmly at my throat and I knew that if you put any more pressure there that you could've easily decapitated me. Gone was that warmth that you once held for me in your eyes.

That was the first clear sign that I had lost you.

You no longer had time for me; nor did you even bother to make time for me. But you were always quick to spend it with Leah. The only time I saw you were when Leah came over to spend some time with E.J. I had expected you to come back around once you realized that Leah wouldn't want you but…somehow, Leah did still want you. Even with E.J. around she still noticed you and teased you when you would get frustrated with the amount of time spent.

You had told me that I would know when you had imprinted on someone and I suppose that this is what you meant. You ignored me and made me feel as if I wasn't important anymore. When I confronted you about it, you grew angry and yelled at me. You said, 'You can't have everything you want. Sometimes people lose things because of their actions; those are just the consequences.' You stormed off after that and when I finally worked up the nerve to find you, to ask you what you were talking about – I was shocked. You were in her arms. She was holding and comforting you; telling you that she was proud of you for standing up against me.

Me?

She made it sound as if I was the bad guy in all of this. All I wanted was my friend back, my Jacob back. The longer I stood watching you two hug one another the angrier I became. Your hands weren't in a 'friend' like place; you were holding her close at the small of her back. Your bodies were flush, pressed so close together that I don't even think a sheet of paper could get in between you. She scratched the hair at the nape of your neck as she whispered words I couldn't understand in your ear. And I looked on in horror as you buried your nose in her neck before kissing it.

The two of you kissed! I ran away before I could see anymore because I couldn't believe, I didn't want to believe it. And so…I didn't. You both were just caught up in a moment; you were hurt and needed some kind of release and Leah, in her broken state, must've needed some kind of physical contact. That was it and nothing more. You stood up for her because she was your beta and pack mate.

With that thought aside I tried to focus on my son, E.J., who looked so much like his father but had my eyes; or what used to be my eyes. Leah had told Charlie about me and because of that we couldn't leave Forks as soon as I would've liked. Edward later said that leaving Forks probably wouldn't have been such a smart idea since we still had to go to see the Volturri to prove that I had been changed. If word got out that we had left and they picked up on E.J.'s scent there is no telling what would happen next. It was safer to stay put, let me gain control of my thirst, let Carlisle finish his testing on E.J. and let Leah look out for him in the meantime.

I had hoped that Rosalie would've kept Leah away from my son but instead she encouraged the imprint. They both looked after him; sometimes together and sometimes apart. I guess it was because neither of them could have a child of their own…but wait? Why did Leah imprint on my son if she couldn't have kids? I kept that question to myself and tried not to think about it.

Eventually I grew to accept Leah's role in my new life. She was always there for E.J. whenever he needed someone the most. She taught him some of the most simplest and basic games; regardless of all the expensive toys that Alice and Esme bought for him, all he wanted was to be outside and play with Leah. She took him to places where the rest of us couldn't go and introduced him to some of the kids in Forks. You didn't approve but I was grateful that she was trying to give my son as normal and social life as she possibly could. I will admit that I envied the huge smile that would appear on his face when he think or talk about Leah. The stories he would tell about the park, the zoo, the ice cream shop and even Wal-Mart were all great big adventures to him; adventures I could never participate in.

You, Edward and Rosalie tried to warn me of what it was I was giving up by becoming a vampire and I realize what it is. I will never be able to play with my son the way he wants me to. He'd much rather spend the day at the beach with you and Leah then run into the forest with me, his mother, and father. It does hurt that my own son would rather be around a pack of smelly wolves then his own cultured, refined and perfect family.

Sure E.J. says that he loves me but it's not a love that's like the love he has for Leah. He's supposed to my sweet 'Nudger' and instead he walks around continually nudging Leah. Always seeking her attention, affection, approval, time – everything.

But all of that changes one day as Leah walks into our home and gives E.J. to Rosalie. It's the first time I've seen Leah upset around E.J. and neither Edward nor Jasper can get a read of what is going on. All she does is kiss E.J. on the forehead as she always does before ruffling his hair and says, "I'll see you around, kid."

The words shock us all because Leah always says, 'I'll see you tomorrow, Sweetheart' especially considering how tomorrow is E.J.'s first birthday, he'll be officially a year old. He'd gone shopping with you and Leah to pick up a few things for his party. We all know that she wouldn't have missed it for the world and yet she was implying that she might not make it? It's funny how quickly he picks up on this change in routine and latches onto Leah crying and begging her not to go; not to leave him. We all demand to know where she is going and what is going on. Leah assures us that she just has a lot on her mind but she'll be back after she works it out. And before any of us can question her further, she phases and tears off towards the tree. I try to convince Edward to go and bring her back here to answer our questions properly but Edward only shakes his head. Apparently, Leah is faster than even a newborn vampire. But I agree to drop the matter for the moment and we go on about our day.

We hear the news hours after Leah's already left; although E.J.'s strange and erratic behavior should've been our first clue that something was definitely wrong. Seth comes over and informs us that Leah has left the state but to where we have no idea. As my son sits crying his eyes out I demand that Seth joins us in searching for Leah but he only shakes his head.

"Apparently, this is what she wanted to do." Seth simply states and I growl at him. How can he just stand there and say such things when my son is in pain. When I snap at Seth stating Leah's callous, cold treatment and her total disregard for others' feelings; he simply looks at me and chuckles dryly while shaking his head before walking away. When I demand to know why he is laughing at me in such a condescending tone he responds back with. "I just find it very hypocriticalof you to be upset with Leah when she's made a decision to do whatever it is the hell she wants to do. You were like this not too long ago and didn't care about how others were affected." I'm shocked as I stand looking at Seth Clearwater; the little boy who followed behind Jacob Black to protect my unborn child. He's comparing my actions to hers? Everything I did was out of love; love for Edward. What Leah's doing is completely and without a doubt selfish and for her own…what? Selfish gain?

I rally the Cullens to begin a search for Leah; we have to find my son's imprint so that he'll stop crying and will smile again. Jacob and Sam's pack also help us in the search and we find it hard to pinpoint her exact spot as we lose her scent about 67-miles south of Seattle, Washington. I can't believe she hitchhiked.

Questions still abound as to what could've prompted this sudden disappearance on Leah's part and fear begins to settle in thinking that maybe she's been kidnapped? Maybe the Volturri have her and are holding her hostage in some attempt to get a hold of Edward, Alice, E.J and I? But my fears turn into anger realization as I am talking to Emily and she mentions Jacob's little outburst in Wal-Mart the last day that we saw Leah. I don't understand why Jacob would have kissed Leah? She was my son's imprint and he is nothing more than her alpha.

I finally go to my son and ask him to use his special gift to show me exactly what happened on the last day that he saw Leah. E.J. starts off with the moment Jacob threw a fit in the store about Leah and her treatment of my son, her imprint. You even went so far as to use vulgar language but you do apologize once Leah is out the store and I see the rest through E.J.'s eyes.

Leah is quiet as she gently places E.J. in the back seat of the Rabbit sparing him a quick smile as she straps him in. I can all feel the warmth her body gives off and whatever fears or worries that were there over Jacob are now gone. Leah puts the seat back but doesn't close the door and moves around Jacob to put the groceries in the trunk.

"Lee, I'm – I'm sorry, baby." Jacob apologizes. "I shouldn't have lost my temper like that." Jacob grab Leah's waist and presses her back against the Rabbit and I can all see how close and intimate the two of them are. "I love you." Jacob says with a small smile on his face before leaning in and capturing Leah's lips in a soft and passionate kiss. I can feel E.J.'s eyes widen in surprise as Jacob's hands touch and grab at Leah's body in a way that makes him feel uncomfortable and I angered.

"Jake, Jake that's enough." Leah breathes out as he only moves to her neck.

"Forgive me?" He asks sounding hopeful.

"I forgive you but you need to learn how to calm down." Leah tells him as the Rabbit shakes when the trunk is closed.

"Easier said than done." Jacob tells her chuckling as they both climb into the front seats. E.J. sits back, glaring darkly at Jacob and we can feel the venom pooling in his mouth. "Especially when you're around." Jacob says as his voice grows real husky and he leans over to plant another kiss on Leah's neck.

"I want to go home." E.J. hisses as Leah giggles.

"You bet you're going home." Jacob throws out giving E.J. a dark look in the rearview mirror. I can feel E.J.'s hatred and anger towards Jacob and slowly begin to realize that this isn't the first time that he's made a grab at Leah. I see slight flashes of memories involving Jacob and Leah sitting somewhere alone sitting and kissing one another.

"Ready for your party tomorrow, Sweetheart?" Leah asks turning around and smiling sweetly.

"Yea, we're going to have so much fun tomorrow, Leah." E.J. answers enthusiastically. I hear Jacob grumble from the front seat, obviously, at my son.

"Yes, we are. It's not every day your birthday comes." E.J. eagerly shakes his head showing his agreement with Leah.

"Alright, turn around." Jacob orders nudging Leah with his shoulder. I look as Leah rolls her eyes at him but winks at E.J. and turns back around. He chuckles at Leah but stops short when Jacob opens his mouth again.

"You know Billy's going to be over Charlie's tonight, right?" Jacob asks and there's a hint of an innuendo in his tone that I can pick up on but is lost on E.J.

"I did know that." Leah answers back and the two of them exchange looks.

"And?" Jacob asks his hand reaching over and disappearing behind the chair. Leah gasps before snarling at him.

"And…I think you better not make me change my mind." Leah growls out. I feel a sense of pleasure and satisfaction overcome me hearing Leah growl at Jacob causing him to snatch his hand back.

"I need to make a stop before we drop his royal highness off." I hear only a soft 'okay' from Leah as Jacob pulls over. "Come in with me." Jacob says to Leah.

"I'm coming in too." E.J. says excitedly and begins to unfasten his seatbelt.

"NO!" Jacob snarls whipping around and glaring murder at my son. "No, you stay in here. We won't be long." Jacob states before moving to get out.

"It'll only be a minute, Sweetheart." Leah coos softly as I feel tears begin to prickle E.J.'s eyes. Just like magic all of the hurt is gone seeing Leah's beautiful and reassuring smile. Leah's door opens as he stands outside waiting for her to get out. "Be good until I get back, okay?"

"Let's go, Lee." Jacob calls and as E.J. turns to frown at him through the window, Leah is already gone and the door slammed shut. I sit back and watch as Jacob take Leah's hand into his and leads her into the store. Despite the request E.J. still gets up and climbs into the front seat before opening the door.

I'm almost 1-years old. I don't have to do whatever Jacob Black tells me to do.

It's the reasoning that rings in my head before shutting the car door and pulling the store door open. It's a small store, that I don't recognize, but there's a tall Indian at the counter and he only nods as E.J. walks into the store before returning back to his magazine.

E.J. begins his search for Leah, stopping to look at all the different bagged foods. I hear giggling and begin to move faster knowing that I've found Leah but stop before turning the corner completely. Jacob's holding Leah from behind and I realize that they're looking at condoms and feel relieved that E.J. doesn't know it. E.J.'s eyes move to watch Jacob gently brush Leah's hair aside, exposing the back of her neck and he begins to kiss and suck on it.

"And tell me why you couldn't just get these on your own?" Leah asks and to my horror she begins to grind against him.

"Because it's the only way to get you alone like this when it's around." Jacob hisses and thrusts into Leah. "This will help you stay focused when we drop it,"

"His name is E.J., Jake." Leah sighs.

"Like I care." Jacob growls out. "The only reason I put up with him and Bella is because of you." He growls and hearing those words cut me deep. Is this really what we've become?

"I'm sorry about that." Leah says after letting out a soft 'awe'. "I'll make it up to you."

"I know you will." Jacob growls out as his hand moves to Leah's and brings it behind her. Placing her hand over his crotch do I suddenly become aware of Jacob's hard-on. The two of them are so wrapped up into each other, touching and stroking that they're not aware of the small child that is watching this.

I can feel E.J.'s heart beating rapidly as he watches Jacob touching his Leah. Jacob's hands touching places that E.J.'s not ever dreamed of touching before but that he registers as being personal, intimate and exclusive to someone special. In his mind, E.J. knows that he's special to Leah just like she's special to him and the idea hits him.

He's trying to take her away from me.

"Guys, there's a kid in here." What I can only assume is the clerk at the first counter. Jacob only shrugs his shoulders as Leah freezes. With the man's voice breaking the moment, E.J. finds his anger and courage and runs towards Jacob as Leah moves to head towards the front of the store.

"YOU STUPID MUTT!" E.J. yells and punches him in the junk. Jacob drops to his knees letting a loud and vicious growl escape his throat. I can see the anger, hatred and desire for revenge in Jacob's eyes as his body begins to tremble and E.J.'s heightened hearing picks up on his body getting ready to go through the transformation. I can feel E.J.'s instincts kicking in telling him to bite the man, to inject his venom inside of him and end his life right here and right now.

The only thing that stops a full out vampire/shape shifter war is Leah who quickly gets in between them receiving a sharp bite on the thigh from E.J. I can feel the panic building up inside of him as he realizes his mistake and moves quickly to suck the venom out; he was planning on injecting more than what he was told to allow. Fortunately, Leah remains calm and tells Jacob to go finish his purchase.

Jacob's angry growl sounds so far away and muffled as E.J. greedily drinks Leah's blood and even though I never imagined it being possible but it's the sweetest thing ever. I can feel Leah's smooth skin and her muscles contracting under E.J.'s light touch and it only makes him thirsty for more. Her blood courses through his veins as he forgets his reason for feeding and his hands runs up and down the smooth and soft skin of her thighs. I am embarrassed to admit that my son enjoys this new feeding position more than he should.

"Enough, E.J." Leah hisses and puts pressure on his head to gently move him away. "Let's go." Leah orders and snatches E.J.'s wrist and leads him out the store as the guy at the counter chuckles at Jacob.

Leah puts E.J. in the backseat and climbs into hers letting out a deep sigh. Quickly, E.J. climbs into the front seat and straddles Leah's lap before burying his face into her chest. He fights back the hot tears that are threatening to come out as he clings to her tightly; he inhales her rich, warm scent and relaxes a little feeling her hands gently rub his back. Before E.J. can open his mouth to ensure that Leah is alright, Jacob appears and glares down at him.

"Get in the back seat." Jacob orders and E.J. quickly shakes his head 'no'. "I'm not asking you, I'm telling you." Jacob snarls.

"NO! Leah, I want you to spend the night with me tonight." E.J. says quickly looking up at Leah, his eyes filled with unshed tears.

"NO, SHE'S NOT! NOW GET YOUR ASS IN THE BACK SEAT!" Jacob yells.

"We're getting ready to leave, Sweetheart." Leah says calmly hugging him tightly. "You know the rules for when we're in a moving vehicle."

"Then he needs to learn to keep his hands to himself and on the wheel." E.J. hisses venomously as the tears begin to fall.

"Go on, little man." Leah says completely unfazed by the hostility arising in the tiny car. E.J. does as Leah asks but not before glaring hatefully at Jacob on the way back.

The moment E.J. is seated; Jacob backs out of the small parking lot and gets on the road towards the Cullens. The ride is silent except for the occasional growl from Jacob, sigh from Leah and sniffle from E.J.

"You're not spending the night with him." Jacob says cutting the silence.

"If I want her to she will." E.J. snaps back before Leah can respond.

"Shut the," Jacob growls but is cut off by Leah.

The two begin speaking in a language foreign to E.J. but the anger and hostility is not lost in translation; E.J. sits back trying to pick up words that he can understand as Leah and Jacob continue arguing and yelling at one another – I can only assume it is the Quileute old language.

Suddenly, the car jerks to the right and Jacob gets out of the car with a deep growl. There is a moment of fear, confusion and disorientation as E.J. did not put his seatbelt on as Leah had always told him to.

"Stand up." Jacob orders as he yanks opens Leah's door.

"Jake, let's just get home, okay?" Leah asks softly, her voice barely above a whisper.

"Stand up, Leah." Jacob orders with a deep growl and with a sigh, Leah complies. E.J. looks on as Jacob drops to his knees and turns Leah around, his hand running up her thigh and stopping suddenly. "I knew it! He bit you." Jacob snarls standing up.

"You know he bites me sometimes." Leah states before moving to stand in between Jacob and E.J.

"He injected his venom inside of you, didn't he?" E.J. feels guilt wash over him as he looks down at his hands that are red with Leah's dried blood. "He broke the treaty, Leah." Jacob snarls.

"He's just a child." Leah argues back.

"A child that can either kill or change someone into a leech, Leah." Jacob snaps back. "I mean, Leah, listen to yourself. He's a fucking,"

"STOP CURSING LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF HIM!" Leah yells.

"WHY? AFRAID I'M GOING TO CORRUPT YOUR SWEET PRECIOUS, SWEETHEART? FUCK HIM AND FUCK YOU!" Jacob snarls and the two are having a standoff glaring at one another. Both are standing tense and look close to phase. "I – I'm sorry, baby. I didn't mean it." Jacob apologizes as he turns around and runs a hand through his hair. "Lee, you know how I feel about you." Jacob whispers softly, gently and coaxingly as he pulls her in for a hug. "You mean everything to me and I don't want to lose you."

"Leah," E.J. calls from inside of the Rabbit and Jacob's muscles tense but his hold doesn't loosen. "Leah, I don't want you hanging around Jacob anymore." E.J. states in a childish pout.

"Yea, well I don't want Leah," Jacob starts but stops as Leah pulls away from him.

"Let's just get him home." Leah whispers softly and with a defeated sigh Jacob gets into the Rabbit and drives towards the Cullens.

From there the memory ends because I've seen all that I've needed to see. It's Jacob's fault that my son's imprint has disappeared. Jacob is again trying to have something that doesn't belong to him. He's somehow found a way to guilt trip Leah into becoming his fuck-buddy. And on top of that he's not held any remorse towards being so upfront and provocative with Leah whilst in front of my son. I can only assume that Leah has asked E.J. not to tell anyone about Jacob's attitude as it seems that she deals with it most times. It suddenly becomes clear as to why there are times where I don't see Jacob for days or Jacob is teased by Embry and Quil when he's not allowed over the Clearwaters.

This one instance has been all it takes for the special 'friendship' that I once held for Jacob Black to break. He's a selfish, impulsive and conceded mongrel who is only looking to hurt those I love most all because I didn't choose him over my Edward.

It's funny but when I saw Leah in our front yard, standing and hugging E.J. tightly I felt certain that this would be all the punishment that Jacob would need. She finally came back home to be with her imprint, my son. Jacob would see that he lost to my son and realize that he can't play with people's emotions and try to force them to do something that they don't want to do. But I am surprised to find out that it's the other way around; Leah states to all of us that she's broken her imprint and is free to love whomever she wants. And I'm shocked to find out that she chooses Jacob.

"Don't you love me?" E.J. asks staring up at Leah with huge, sad eyes.

"Of course, I still love you, Sweetheart." Leah says smiling down at him sweetly. "I'll never stop loving you but it's just that I love Jacob too." Leah begins explaining as she sits down on the grass, holding E.J. in her arms and placing a light kiss on his forehead. "I love Jacob like your Mommy and Daddy love one another. And I love you just like your Aunt Rose and Grandma Esme loves you." I stand looking on in shock as Leah sits sweetly explaining to myself the type of love she has for him. He frowns thinking over the explanation and then looks back towards us as if seeking clarification that what Leah is saying is true.

To my surprise, the rest of the family all nod their heads in agreement.

"Okay, Leah." E.J. says excitedly with a huge smile upon his face. "So you're not mad at me?" He asks with a hint of worry.

"No, I'm not mad at you. I just needed some time away to clear my head and figure out the best way to solve this problem." Leah admits rubbing her cheek against E.J.'s and tickling his sides so that his sweet laughter rings out. "But I am sorry that I missed your birthday party."

"It wasn't much of a party with you missing." Alice speaks up. From there the conversation picks up that there will be another party to not only celebrate E.J.'s birthday with his favorite girl but also to celebrate Leah's homecoming.

Somehow the relationship between Leah, E.J. and the rest of the Cullens remains intact but our relationship becomes even more strained then it once was in the beginning. I cannot find it in myself to forgive Leah for abandoning my son like this all for the sake of Jacob Black. In fact, I don't believe it and know that it's only a matter of time before the imprint takes full effect once E.J. is full grown and Leah will realize that she's almost made a grave mistake. Leah thinks that she can so easily explain her problems away just like that?

Time passes; E.J. continues to grow but his growth spurt is slowing down and by his third birthday he looks to be about 10-years old. Alice had foreseen some vampires coming to 'see' E.J. as the Volturri decided to let the word get out about our half-breed family member. These vampires' true intentions are lost upon us as they continually change their minds or possibly are arguing amongst themselves over whether or not to take him or…what?

As much as it frustrates me to admit, I am glad that Leah was able to talk Jacob and Sam into aiding us in protecting E.J. from these vampires.

They show up and a fight breaks out. I stay out of the fight, hand-to-hand combat still not my forte and I stay behind with E.J. and Esme to help protect him in case some of the members from the other coven manage to break through. This war with a coven did not hold the fear, drama and uncertainty that the first war with Victoria held for me. I was concerned for Edward but that worrying for Jacob was none existent. I have long since given up those feelings a long time ago and focus on what has always been my top priority, my family.

In the end, E.J. along with the rest of the Cullens were all perfectly fine and Jacob suffered another injury while protecting another pack mate. Jacob always seems to make rash decisions at such critical moments in his life where he feels as if it's all or nothing. And so what does he do? He proposes to Leah Clearwater; the woman that has stolen not only my best friend but my son and now has Alice and Esme all in a tizzy over planning this big huge wolf wedding with a crazy forest theme.

Everything that was meant to be mine now for some strange reason belongs to her. My best friend, my son and now even my own sisters.

A/N: So I've had this story for a couple of weeks now and couldn't seem to get too deep into Bella…and I realize because Bella isn't a deep, complicated and complex character. She is what you see; shallow, vain, weak, pathetic and selfish. So I can say that without a doubt this is my least favorite chapter I've ever written. I don't think I'll be writing from Bella's POV anymore. I know that I said writing the last Sam chapter in Wake-up Call was my worst…but this one has topped the list.

Ugh, I hate you, Bella. I HATE YOU SO MUCH! YOU HAVE NO DEPTH! NO PERSONALITY! NO HEART! NO BACKBONE! NO SOUL! OR EVEN THE COMMON SENSE TO REALIZE THAT WARM HOT WOLF ABS IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN COLD, FRIGID, MOODY AND PALE…DOOR! *breathes heavily* I couldn't think of anything else but happened to look up and noticed my bedroom door. It's what Edward looked like when he took his shirt off in New Moon…just throw some hair on top…and knock off a couple of inches from the height and width…but, but you all get the idea.

Thanks for all of the reviews and even the alerts and reads. ^-^ Someday I hope to see a review from everyone.

But now that I've got this out…knocked out…let's see what's up next in Wake-up Call. Hehehe.