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inuyashaHELP-i know...i thought the same. well roxas has the keyblades because of sora and stuff.

Rujutoshi- Roxas is my favorite charcter too! he's just so adorable and hot! (especially in deep dive...) lol i got upset when i couldn't find any interesting non-yaoi roxas fics so i decided to write one.

Mission 2:

Xemnas left me in charge of Roxas when all of The Organization left to check up on Sora and his friends. I was to show him everything about Heartless and Nobodies. I sighed and looked up at the ceiling of my room. I was lying in my bed, breathing heavily. Does Roxas feel the same way as I did? Alone and afraid to find they're other half? Did any of the Nobodies feel the same way?

I threw away my pathetic emotions and got up. I was still in my pajamas when I knocked on Roxas's door. It was time for breakfast and I wanted to be polite. I heard shuffling beyond the door and Roxas came out with a black shirt and jeans. I gasped when I saw his face. My heart throbbed and butterflies fluttered in my stomach.

'He's…gorgeous.' I thought.

His blonde spiky hair, his deep eyes and his flawless face. I guess I was staring at him because Roxas lifted an eyebrow and asked,

"Can I help you?"

I returned from my wonderland and asked if he was hungry. Roxas responded yes and I led him to the kitchen downstairs. I asked if he preferred anything particular and he answered a no. I was nervous while preparing some eggs for him.

'Why am I nervous? I can't possibly care about this new kid.'

After lecturing myself, I returned to normal. I made myself toast and sat across from him to eat. Roxas paid no attention to anything while he ate. I remember Xemnas telling me to take him anywhere he wanted. I sighed, I didn't want to go all around town. I shoved my laziness down my throat and asked Roxas.

"Um…would you like to go around town? I could buy you anything or take you anywhere…"

My voice dragged off as Roxas looked up. Sadness lit up his eyes, he said he wanted to be taken around the town. I was standing up to go take a shower and get ready. Before I left Roxas shifted in his seat and muttered,

"W-what's your name?"

I felt surprised, usually Nobodies didn't care about other's names.

"My name is Kirai."

With that, I retired to my room. I took a quick shower and placed on my cloak. I was tending to my hair, which was strange. Usually, I brushed it and that was the end but I felt like making sure my hair was in place. I heard a knock on my door and I walked over to it. Without opening my door I asked, "Yes?"

It was Roxas, he seemed shy and he paused before answering.

"Are you ready yet?"

I was so I opened the door to signal I was ready to take him around town. We had to be careful that no one was watching us, but Roxas seemed to enjoy the town. He saw people walking around and laughing. Boys his age were participating in jobs. When Roxas had grown tired of running around, hidden we went back to the mansion.

"Roxas, do you know how to fight?" I asked, I was supposed to make him happy but Xemnas also told me to train him and test his skills.

"Yes I do." He replied coldly.

It seemed as if that question had triggered an unwanted memory. I felt bad for making him remember something that would haunt him. I wanted to ask him how he could wield the Keyblade but I stopped myself. Too many questions, too quickly wasn't safe. He could have a breakdown or something.

"Can I ask you something Kirai?"

I turned to him; we were sitting at the dining table having lunch. I swallowed the food in my mouth and looked at Roxas in the eyes. He was serious so I nodded my head and he went on to ask his question.

"Do Nobodies, like us, have a purpose?"

That caught me off guard. Those were one of the questions I always asked myself. I always wondered being a Nobody, does that include a purpose? Nobodies were not supposed to exist anyway. I thought about how to answer his question.

I sighed, "I've always wondered about that too. I don't think anyone can give us that answer."

Night time

No one was back yet. After that awkward question, Roxas had left without a word and locked himself in his room. Several times, I placed my ear to the wall in order to hear whether he was weeping or not. I didn't hear a sound form his side of the room.

I exited my room and knocked on his door. It felt so empty being alone with Roxas in the mansion. Sure, Naminé was here but she was always inside her room. Roxas opened the door but his hood was over his face.

'He is upset…' I decided.

"Roxas, do you want to explore Twilight Town a little further? Since it's night we don't have to hide."

Roxas nodded his head and we left. No one was in the street so we walked freely around. I told Roxas what every store was for. He seemed happier and so did I. We came upon a playground, it was for small children.

"Come on!" I called out to Roxas.

I ran to the playground. I swung on the swings, slid down the slides, all while Roxas stood and watched.

"Don't you want to join me?" I asked him with a smile.

Roxas smiled back and we both played in the playground. We laughed and ran around, just like kids. I forgot about the Organization, the heartless and even Sora. Roxas seemed to also be enjoying himself. I realized how late it was and we played tag on the way home to the mansion.

Right before the mansion was a small forest. The forest usually kept intruders out because of its mysterious darkness. I knew the forest like the back of my hand, literally. I was chasing Roxas, but I happen to slip on a tree's root. I tumbled onto Roxas, making him fall. When I opened my eyes, I was on top of him.

His back was on the ground, his hood had fallen back. My hands were on his shoulders and his deep eyes were inches away from me. My heart was pounding; my stomach was doing flips. I couldn't think, the only I could hear was the blood pumping in my ears. I could feel his breath, and my face leaned in towards his.

'What am I doing! I just met him!'

I opened my eyes, when had they closed? I pulled myself up from Roxas and sat to look the other way. I heard him also sit up and I felt embarrassed.

"I-I'm sorry Roxas. I didn't mean to fall, I tripped on a root."

There was a pause and I was sure Roxas didn't believe me. That was such an unlikely excuse.

"It's okay Kirai."

His voice was so soft when he said my name, I'm sure it was kindness. I turned and faced him, his hood was off and I smiled and helped him up. We walked towards the morbid mansion in silence. When we arrived, Xemnas greeted us. Roxas walked ahead to his room while Xemnas kept me behind.

"Good job, Kirai." He praised.

I nodded my head and walked past him before he could say anything that would indicate to finish my relationship with Roxas as friends.

"Kirai, find out if he knows where Sora is."

I didn't walk fast enough. I cursed under my breath when I was sure Xemnas couldn't hear me. I retreated to my room and sighed. Axel was in front of my door when I came to my room.

"What do you want Axel?" I was tired and Axel had a smirk on his face, NOT good.

"I saw your little 'accident' with Roxas in the forest. Does Kirai have a boyfriend now?"

Axel wasn't being mean. He was just teasing me and I wasn't in the mood. I pushed him aside and entered my room. Before I closed the door in his face Axel warned me.

"Don't get too close to him."