ATTENTION: I made a grave error, in the first chapter I said Kirai was 14 AND 15, she is 15 just to let you know.

inuyashaHELP- like...most of the Roxas fanfics are with Axel.I likeAxel but ehh..you knwo what i mean.

Gaara-Kaibutsu- yeah Yaoi is really popular but i dont mind. at long as people review im happy. thank you!

Rujutoshi- awesome, i'll look into it when i have the time. I also squeal for Roxas lol

kureyuki- why, thank you! yes there are roxas non yaoi stories but they are all ollete and kairi and namine.

shadowed crescents- I know the whole anagram thingy but but...ehh i couldn't think of a good name and plus i saw on this website that said Kirai meant 'hate' so yeah...lol

Mission 3:

Lying in my room, I was still curious about Roxas. I mean, who was he? How did he get here? Why did he remind me of Sora? We were all in the organization to become whole once again. With Kingdom hearts, we can. We need Sora for that, I knew I shouldn't feel this way but I didn't hate Sora. He seemed kind and I always remembered him searching for Riku and Kairi. Riku… she loved him and in turn affected me.

I was thinking of too many things all at once, a headache gripped my temples. I heard a knock on my door but I wasn't in the mood to speak to anyone.

"Go away!"

"It's me, Zexion."

I immediately sat up and opened the door with a smile. Zexion was like a brother to me, he was always there when I needed help and he stood up for me. Now Zexion was in his black cloak and he looked happy, that was a good sign. I allowed Zexion to enter and he sat on a chair while I sat on my bed. I stared at him, waiting for his news.

"How do you like Roxas?" he asked.

I tried not to blush while I said, "Uhh…he's nice."

"That's good to hear…" He said. "Because you now have to look after him."

I smiled at Zexion and thanked him for the news. Zexion made his way out of my room and waved goodbye when he closed my door. I wanted to become friends with Roxas and the flashback from the forest flashed before my eyes. I blushed, then scolded myself.

'Why am I being so childish?'

I was bored so maybe Roxas wanted to go somewhere and I could accompany him. I knocked on Roxas door and waited for him to him to answer. He answered and smiled at me.

"Um…Roxas…I was…wondering if you wanted to go somewhere. I'm supposed to take care of you so…"

Roxas interrupted me with a smirk; "You're bored aren't you."

I paused my words but quickly recovered, "No! I'm supposed to make sure you're entertained, that's all."

"Okay then, I want to go to a tower."

I nodded and walked downstairs and out of the mansion with Roxas following me. I was careful not to trip over any roots this time. Soon after, Roxas and I were sitting on the top of the tallest tower. It was still night but dawn was not far. The wind sang while Roxas and I were sitting quietly, watching the empty town. I almost never came up to the tower but now I was thinking about making it a hobby. It cleared my thoughts and relaxed me. I closed my eyes and breathed in the fresh air I was so obviously deprived of.

"Nice, isn't it?"

I opened my eyes and saw Roxas had spoken, breaking the strong silence.

"Yes…it is."

I looked at Roxas and he looked at me. We both smiled at each other and I saw the sun coming up over the horizon.

"It's beautiful." I gasped at the sight. It was truly breathtaking.

We arrived at the mansion not to long after. Xemnas approached me while Roxas was on the side of me. We were right outside the mansion and the rising sun lit up Xemnas's angered face.

"Where were you Kirai!" he boomed.

I was afraid but I stood up straight, hiding my emotions.

"I was escorting Roxas to the tower."

"At this time? You will not leave without my permission!"

I nodded but Xemnas was only speaking to me, he wasn't scolding Roxas, which made the situation a little uncomfortable. Xemnas grinned at Roxas before retreating back into the mansion. I almost ran inside as quickly as possible. I was afraid of what Xemnas could do to me.

I looked back as I entered the door and Roxas had a frown on his face.

"What's wrong?" I asked him, he had no reason to be sad.

"I'm sorry. That was my fault."

It sort of was his fault but I wasn't going to rub it in his face.

"Don't worry. It's alright."

When we were going to retreat to our bedroom, Roxas looked at me and stuttered while saying, "Um, K-Kirai? I was wondering if you'd…like to…um…talk?"

I looked over to him and nodded, I wasn't tired and I had nothing to do.

An Hour Later

Roxas and I were sitting on his rugged floor. We were talking about the stupid stuff we've done. We were laughing and I couldn't remember a time where I had more fun. I would be dead meat if Xemnas would have caught me here, in Roxas's room. The thought finally became alive in my head and I wanted to rush out of there and retreat into the safety of my own room.

I waved goodbye to Roxas and I quickly ran into my room and shut my door. I was afraid of Xemnas and what he could do to me. He might send her after me as punishment. That was my greatest fear, seeing her.

I was afraid of knowing the truth, without seeing her there was a doubt in my mind that she really even existed. If I didn't see her, there was a tiny thought in my mind that convinced me I might be real. I might be my own person.

I sighed and dressed into some sweatpants and a large shirt. I was awake, laying on my bed for what seemed like an eternity. I wasn't really thinking of anything, I just wondered about everything.