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Mission 7

The room was dark and quiet. There was a single light in the ceiling. I can see someone sitting on a bed. It was a girl…with blonde hair. She looked like Ren'ai. She was fiddling with her thumbs and her head was staring at the floor. I walked towards her, I tried to call out her name but I couldn't.

As beautiful as always she was. She stood and looked at my direction. Her face was puzzled; she tilted her head to the side and looked at me with her pale dark brown eyes. I had the same eyes but hers were always different. She always had that spark of light in hers, while mine were a black abyss.

She tried to smile but I could tell she was in pain. Pain of not being able to see her loved one, pain of guilt. Does she feel guilty about me? How I have no existence? The dark fogged everything…I could still see her face in my thoughts.

I awoke suddenly. I looked around and saw I was in my room, lying on my bed.

'It was just a dream…'

I sat up and looked out my window, it was about noon already. I raced downstairs to see if everyone was on a mission. No one was in the kitchen or living room. There was a note on the table, it seemed as if it was written at the last minute. I didn't recognize the handwriting but I read it anyway.

Kirai,

Xemnas and everyone else has taken me somewhere

I'm not sure where but they said that I could become whole again.

I don't know why they didn't wake you too.

I'll be back a whole person again.

Roxas

'What the hell? Become whole? He can't do that unless they go to…Sora! They're going to reunite him with Sora!'

When I realized that, I ran out the doorway then stopped at the forest. I didn't know where they were. I had no idea where that bastard Xemnas had taken Roxas or where all the other nobodies were. They had all abandoned me, they didn't care. All those bastards were out for themselves; they couldn't care less about another dying soul at their feet. I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth.

What could I do about it? Roxas wouldn't come back, the others wouldn't come back to me and tell me that Roxas was all right, he would fade from existence. It was all my fault. I should have anticipated their ambitions, their plot. Just when I might have found someone that could see into my darkness, someone who might actually like me as a person.

My muscles twitched and the sky turned gray. I released more of my anger into the air and the sky was quickly turning a midnight black. I pounded a nearby tree, over and over. Lighting and thunder were making their entrance, slowly gathering strength. I kept pounding and cursing at no one in particular. A clap of thunder send animals scurrying to some place far away, I could hear a small child cry in the distance.

Rain stared to pour with a vengeance. It stung my pain, like needles falling towards me. The sky was completely black, thunder and lighting set the skies ablaze while rain punctured bare skin, sending mild amounts of pain through the victim's body. I started to walk, my hood was up and I was staring at the ground. There was no one on the streets as I came through. My fury was released into the sky, it was my puppet. I lifted my arm and needles made out of darkness came to my aid. I could see a distant figure but I couldn't sympathize to the poor fellow when I sent my razor sharp needles at him using the wind. I looked up when I saw the figure fall, white blue hair crashing on the ground. I ran over to the figure and bent down.

It was Riku.

"Riku!" I yelled as I moved his hair and saw his body covered in my anger. Blood was oozing out of the tiny holes in his body, there were many. His eyes were closed, his mouth half-open.

"Riku! Please wake up!" I yelled again.

I couldn't have…killed him. He was much stronger than that. I heard a grunt and Riku's eyelids were trying to flicker open.

"Kirai…" His voice was a whisper, I was barely able to hear him over the monstrosity of the skies thunder, rain and lightning.

I tried to stutter a sorry but nothing came out. I began to gentle pull out the needles, Riku's muscles tightened when I was pulling them out. When I had finally gathered all 32 needles on the floor, I was trying to lift him up. Riku was too weak to even lift his arm. I had Riku's arm over my shoulder, his legs dragging below him. I made a portal to the mansion and I dragged him through it. When we came out onto the other side, I fell with Riku on top of me.

My face smashed into tile and I shrugged the unconscious Riku off of me. We were in the living room so I ran to my bathroom to gather first aid supplies. I almost tripped down the stairs but I managed to bandage his arms. I pulled up his shirt to see some holes with blood trickling down his abdomen. I wiped off the blood with some tissues and bandaged it. Then I struggled to lift or rather-pull Riku's body onto a couch.

I sat on the floor next to him but I could still see blood appearing on the white bandages. Naminé, she was still here. She never left her room, I ran to her door on the second floor. I turned the knob and opened the door. I slowly opened it and peeked in, she wasn't there. I sighed sadly, only thinking of the horrible things they could be doing to Roxas.

When I came back to Riku's side, his eyes were opened.

"Riku?…"

He didn't look at me, he stared at the ceiling as if I didn't exist. He must be angry.

"Riku…I'm-I'm sorry. I was angry and they...they took Roxas and I thought…I wasn't thinking."

"Sora would be whole again…" Riku started.

I couldn't believe what he was saying. He didn't care about Roxas, he didn't give a damn Roxas would practically die, fade away into nothing.

"You don't care! He'll DIE! You just care about that bitch Sora! He's just like you! We can die too! We're not toys! WE CAN ALSO FEEL PAIN! AND LONLINESS! You think just because you have a heart that you're better! Well you're not! Because you're all selfish heartless creatures!"

I ran up to my room and shut the door with an almighty crash. I looked out the window and feed the sky more of my anger and frustration. The weather worsened. The streets were flooding, lightning had already killed some of the electricity of the town. The wind slammed against windows, clattered and broke trees. I wanted all humans to die. They were heartless.

I sat by my window and watched it all. More and more time passed by, some windows had shattered already. Trees collapsed onto the ground. There was a knocking, more like a pounding on my door. I could hear Riku yelling at me.

"You're doing this aren't you! You'll destroy the town!"

I didn't move an inch, he wasn't going to care about Roxas, and why should I care about such a pathetic placed that housed the real heartless, humans. Thunder muted the sound of Riku's yelling and the pounding of my door. Then I heard a loud clang and Riku ran to me and grabbed the brim of my cloak that was just under my neck. He pulled me up and my feet were lifted from the floor. He was yelling at me to stop this, that I was being inconsiderate of the innocents. He was muttering something about killing humans who had no part in anything.

I just stared at him, I could see through him. I held no expression on my face. I didn't care about others. He shook me to maintain my attention and to cower in fear. I didn't do either. Why should I obey him? Why should I care about others?

"If you want to save them so badly…"

Riku paused to hear me speak.

"Ask your little buddy Sora to save them."

That pissed him off. Riku released my cloak and I fell to the floor. I staggered to get back on my feet, but once I did I kept staring at the destruction and abuse I had given the town. I still didn't care.

I looked at Riku and he had a hateful glare on his face. I knew he preferred Ren'ai then me. He was probably scheming a way to reunite me with her.

"Say it, tell me you want me to fade away so that stupid girl of yours can be while again. Say it."

I was daring him to, daring him to admit it. Riku stayed silent, despite the thunder and rain and wind pounding against the window. It might have smashed in any second now. Riku softened his expression and looked towards me.

'Why the hell is he happier now? Why isn't he angry?'

"Kirai, I don't want you to die."

My knees hit the floor, I looked up at him and muttered, "wh-what?"