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Mission 8

I was on the floor on my knees, staring up at Riku. Thunder was roaring and lighting blinded outside the window. The wind was ramming itself against the mansion. I couldn't hear any of it though, all I heard were Riku's words. I was dreaming right? He wanted me dead, he wanted me to reunite with Ren'ai so I would fade, so I could fade away into nothingness. He wanted my existence to end.

"Kirai, I don't want you to die."

He was lying or my ears were fooling me. I didn't hear him right, I couldn't have heard him right. I was the one born out of hate, despair, lost. My name meant dislike, hate, why didn't he hate me? He loved the girl who's name meant the opposite of mine, love. He had given me such a death glare a minute ago. Where did all the anger go? All I ever wanted was to feel something, now my heart stung knowing the time I've wasted instead of searching for Roxas.

"I-I need to find Roxas…" My voice croaked.

I stood up, not knowing what to do next. I thought of Roxas, how I had met him. I saw his smile, his hair. I saw his gleaming eyes, he didn't deserve to fade away. I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes. I tried to calm my emotions, suck in my fury and anger. The thunder stopped, lighting disappeared. Rain softened.

The wind was now a gentle breeze swaying the leaves outside. I lifted my arm and summoned a portal of darkness while thinking of Roxas. Could this possibly lead me to him? I entered and I felt Riku walk behind me.

I opened my eyes when he reached to our destination. It was a courtyard of sorts, one that I've never been to. It must be on the far side of town. The sky reflected the night, my storm had gone. In front of me, the organization stood in a line, facing me. Their hoods were up while Xemnas was speaking to Roxas. Their hoods were up as well. Roxas's head was tilted down, staring into the floor he was standing on.

I trudged on towards my supposedly 'comrades'. Xemnas turned to me when I was only 4 feet away form him and Roxas. Roxas didn't turn his head at me or say anything; to him I was invisible.

"So glad of you to join us."

I frowned then looked at Roxas, he was acting strange, and not like the boy I knew.

"Roxas?"

He looked in my direction, his eyes were almost vacant, empty. The Xemnas spoke,

"Sora is coming any minute now. Now Sora is going to be whole complete, we need him to be complete so he can release more and more hearts."

My fists were shaking as I started to lose control of my emotions again. I tried to relax and I faced Roxas,

"Roxas? Can you hear me? You don't have to be reunited with Sora! Come on let's go find a way to become whole again without reuniting with our other selves."

His eyes weren't vacant anymore. I cold see his pupils appear but his expression was still vacant.

Xemnas smiled and looked beyond me,

"The guest of honor has arrived."

I looked behind me, Sora was standing there confused and puzzled, then he shouted out "Riku!" and Riku walked over to his friend. Traitor flashed across my mind. He still didn't care about Roxas, that selfish bastard. Sora had a determined face but you could see his happiness for finding his friend.

Xemnas and the others disappeared, leaving Roxas and me on one side of the courtyard with Sora and Riku on the other side. Riku was talking to Sora, probably explaining he should reunite with Roxas to make him whole. I stood in front of Roxas when Riku and Sora were advancing on us, Sora had his Keyblade ready to swing.

"You won't take away my only friend!" I shouted at them.

Sora relaxed form his fighting pose and stood up straight. My face felt like water was going to pour out of my eyes. I didn't want them to take away Roxas no matter what.

"He's your friend?" Sora asked.

I nodded while Riku scowled.

"But nobodies can't have feelings, they don't have hearts." Sora said, he didn't mean to be rude but that made me snap.

I looked down at the ground, feeling even more deceived, more betrayal. Even the nobodies tormented me, my own kind. My fists shook with anger, thunder and lightning appeared out of almost nowhere. I fed the sky my anguish, the hate I felt for all of those selfish beasts. Rain poured down, stabbing Sora and Riku. They yelped in pain but I stood there, needles piercing my skin.

The wind blew my cloak and my hood fell off. My hair whipped around and stuck to my face. Sora was looking at the sky, wondering what was happening. He obviously hasn't battled someone who could control and shape the weather. I looked at him, my eyes chilled him, and I could feel it.

"I won't let you take away my only friend." I told them.

Riku was the one to speak now, "But Sora could be your friend!"

I roared a no. Lightening shot down a tree a block away. Fire arose but was quickly put out from the drowning water. Needles that were pitch black came to my side. Sora got ready and charged at me, I threw the needles with precision at his vital points. He fell back and struggled to get up. Riku got his Keyblade and came at me. He was about to slash me with his sword when a flash of lightening blinded everyone for a second.

I had blocked Riku's attack with a thin needle, easily the height of myself. Riku gasped when he saw me. I had long blonde hair, Riku staggered back. I looked just like Ren'ai. Tears were rolling down my cheeks. I did not know whether they were mine of Ren'ai's. I lifted my arm and pointed the tip of my needle spear at Riku's neck.

An image flashed in my mind. Screeching filled me and I pulled back, grabbing my head in pain. I tried to ignore it and rid Riku of his life. The pain came more harshly. She was causing this, I felt my image melt back into mine, the hair shortened and bleed with a crimson red that was identical to blood. Even she had betrayed me, she wasn't going to allow me to kill him. The screeching didn't stop and flashes of her life came to me in a blur. I fell to my knees, gripping my head, screaming. That voice was singing, her singing brought back drowning pain, it was an angelic voice, a voice that all could hear.

"You don't remember me but I remember you. I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you."

Riku looked around, "Ren'ai?" he whispered.

The voice brought pain to me. Her voice her words spoke of love and hate. The emotions in her singing, they had the power to destroy me.

"I look in the mirror and see your face

If I look deep enough."

I was crying in pain, I begged for her to stop. To take the pain away, the pain of not having a heart. The pains of knowing you are not real and not wanted. I looked at my hands and I was fading. I cried out like a child, I was muttering no through my sobs. Sora had recovered, him and Riku were looking at me not knowing what to do.

I stood up when the screeching stopped. Her voice ha faded as well, I had to hurry. Tears were still trickling down my cheek but they weren't transparent, they were the color of blood.

"She's crying blood Riku!" exclaimed Sora.

The pain was subsiding and the weather was less fierce. Only rain came down now. My body felt racked with pain. My legs were shaking but I would not give up. I had no choice but to keep on.

Riku didn't want to battle someone who was obviously crying blood and on the verge on fainting.

"Kirai! We won't fight you! But Sora needs his other half, Roxas is part of Sora."

I knew she was hiding, time to bring her out.

"Have you no shame, don't you see me? You know you've got everyone fooled."

Then a girl was slowly appearing, her face was in a scowl. Her long blonde hair flowed behind her. I smiled; I had brought her out. Her face looked exactly like mine but her eyes had that glint of life. She had a heart, she was Ren'ai. Riku raced over to her and hugged her. You could see the happiness on her face, it drove me insane. I began my singing again,

"Look she comes now, bow down and stare in wonder.

No flaws when you're pretending.

But now I know she never was and never will be."

Ren'ai held her ears from the pain of my words. Riku held her and spoke to her, trying to calm her down.

"Without the mask,

Where will you hide?"

"Stop it! Stop!" She screamed, my voice had sounded just like her's but her voice was angelic mine, well it sounded like I was full of vengeance. I smiled at her when I sang,

"I know the truth now,

I know who you are

And I don't love you anymore."

Ren'ai was now too weak to stand. Her body was racked with pain just as mine was. When I stopped, she kept her eyes closed and her hands over her ears. The powers of our voices were simple. Since we were a part of each other, sometimes our emotions get through to one another. The words we sing held emotions for the other half to feel. Since both of us were singing about betrayal and sadness, the other half feels pain.

I created a dark portal and I grabbed Roxas. He had finally came to his senses.

"Kirai! I want to fight Sora, if I lose, I'll join with him."

I looked at him like he was mad. Maybe he hadn't fully come to his senses. By that time, Ren'ai had recovered. She looked angry. She gave me a death glare and did I mention she looked really angry?

Ren'ai wasn't the angel she once was. When I was born, she was left with the hatred I was created from. Of course, she wasn't always mad, but when I had sung and inflicted pain to her, she grew angry. Little needles appeared by my side, they were floating on the wind. I had my large needle in my hand. Ren'ai got back on her feet and her weapon appeared in her hand. From far away, it looked like a small sword. I knew better than that, it was a gun.