A/N: Special thank "so kiss me goodbye" and "Gillian.x" for supporting me. i will try my best. So, here is my chapter, and again, about my language – just forgive me :D

Chapter 4: Do i know you?

Gillian smiled, sat on the couch, next to Mulder.

"So… what do you want me to talk about?"

"About your accident" He talked, turned his head to look at her eyes.

"It's long story…"

"I have enough time"

She sighed slightly.

"About 9 or 10 months ago, i went to Salt Lake City to visit Matt, and had a car accident. I was unconscious. When i woke up, i didn't remember anything, even Matt…"

"Even Matt? What do you mean?" Mulder asked hasty.

"Yes, when i woke up, i even didn't remember who i am. I saw a man looking at me with a concern eyes. He smiled with me and called my name. Some days after, we talked to each other, gave me memories."

"Your memories? Do you mean that you remember about your past again?"

"No, i still don't remember anything about it now" Gillian confused.

"What?" Mulder nearly yelled. "You don't remember anything? Why are you sure that you are Gillian Greco?"

"Calm down, Mulder. I have my reason. I trust him, i trust Matthew"

He was hurting by her words. Scully trusted another man, not him. But before he said anything, Gilllian continued.

"Matthew took care for me during the time i was in hospital. He told me about my past, about our relationship, about our first date. He gave me my ID card and my profile. And i believed in him, that i'm Gillian Greco, i was born in Chicago, my parents died some years ago. I engaged to Matthew and move to Salt Lake City… it's the story about my life before that accident."

"You believed him easily… Why you don't have any doubt?"

"It wasn't easy, Mulder. But i don't know why he has to tell lie to me? I read my profile, i saw my ID card,… Why did he have to take care for me if i'm not his fiancée? I have no money, no memory, nothing for him to take advantage of me. The only weird thing is i remember all of my medical knowledges, just forget about people. Then Matthew helped me to find a house, meet his parents and take a job. His mother is very nice, i called her as my mom"

"Gillian…"

"Yes?"

"Do you love Matt?"

He asked quietly, looked straight into her eyes. Her eyes widen… Yes, does she love Matthew? Her heart beaten so fast… Mulder's face was so close, she even could feel his breath. His hazel eyes… It was beautiful eyes… He looked sad, and he was still looking at her. She couldn't breath. She took a deep breath, looking down to her lap. What the hell was she thinking? She had Matthew, a fiancé, a good man. Matthew did everything for her. But this feeling, sitting here with Mulder, it's not the same feeling. Even when she kissed Matthew, her heart had never beaten like this. She felt a little dizzy.

"Are you ok?" Mulder touched her hand.

"Don't touch me!" Her heart jumped.

"I'm sorry"

"No, it's ok. Mulder, i'm sorry, i didn't mean…" She tried to find a word to explain for her action.

"Are you really Ok?" He gave her a concerned look.

"Yes… i think so… I'm just a little tired." She lied.

"Oh, i'm sorry. It's late, i have to go now. Take the rest. Maybe we will talk later" He stood up and took his coat.

Gillian followed him to the door. Suddenly her headache came back, she fell, but Mulder caught her with his arms.

"Gillian! Gillian?" He called her name.

"Y…es…"

"Are you OK? REALLY ok?"

"I'm…fine…"

"Damn it! Stop telling that you are fine, again! You are so sick now"

"Mulder…" It was the only word that she could say. Then Gillian was in faint.