hey Guys! sorry I havent updated in a while. things have been crazy. This is the third to last chapter! im so sad its almost

over! well...enjoy

Chapter 4: Suffering

Freddie's PoV

It has almost been 4 months since Sam was sent to Michigan State. She was missing a lot in school, out of school and at home. My mom decided it was time to move. At first I was scared, and then she said I could still go to Ridgeway and I'll be right by Spencer and Carly. We moved into a middle sized(though it didn't seem like it) three story home. It was tall and big. It had 4 bedrooms and 6 and a half bathrooms. There was a big basement and a big upper floor. Ok, so here is the layout: There is a basement, with an indoor pool and a lounge, and a bathroom. Main Floor: there is a master kitchen, a dining room, a family room, a front hall, a bathroom and a half and a guest room. Upstairs: 3 bedrooms(each with their own bathroom), an office, a studio and a bowling alley. Bonus Story: A huge pad that connected to my room. This was the new iCarly Studio. It was three times the size of Carly's and came with props. There was a bar, a balcony and a huge dance floor. Plus, there was a room completely for editing. It was awesome. I don't know where this came from, but I loved it and I knew Sam would, too. Oh Sam, every time I think about her, I go into depression. I shook it off my mind. I had to unpack.

At school, things got different. There was a leak in the main pipe and the entire place was flooded. Sam's locker caught on fire by someone mysterious and we were all questioned. I'm a little more rebellious, because it draws me more to Sam. Carly stopped hanging out with Wendy and all them and started hanging out with Jude and Valarie, the school's punk-goth group. She dressed in tight clothes, mostly black and heavy eyeliner. She slept with every guy at every party. It was a game between them. She was different. Her hair was shorter, she got more piercing in her ears and a small one on her nose. Carly changed her name to Ivy because "Carly sounds like a giddy school girl". I hated her so much. She drove Sam to basically commit suicide, yet she didn't care. She usually avoided me, but today was way different.

I saw her in the hall, dressed barely to fit the dress code. She was wearing a low cut top thatwas see through, with a tight, black cami. She had a mini skirt on that barely met her top and she was wearing thigh high boots. She was talking to Jude when I turned the corner. Jude was the only guy in the group and seemed to enjoy it. Apparently, he had gotten almost half the seniors on the cheerleading team pregnant last year. Anyway, Carly walked up to me very seductively and started talking to me.

"hey hot stuff. How's it going?" It continued like this for the rest of the period. She ditches most classes, so when the bell rang for the last time for that period, she dragged me out. I was going to miss history with Miss. Ackerman(yeah they let her out of prison) but I didn't care.

We walked down a long hill into a small forest to a hut. We went in and there was a bed, a couch and a T.V.. We sat down and turned the T.V. on. It was a scary movie, so she kept it. She went into the fridge. "Beer?" I thought about it. " Sure, I guess so"

Carly's PoV

I gave him the beer and watched the movie. The plan was going perfectly. Now, to kick it up a notch. I leaned over and kissed him. I slid my tongue into his mouth. The weird thing is he let me. I unbuttoned his shirt.

YESSSSSSSSSS I thought. YESSSSSSSSSSSSS

Freddie's Pov

I woke up to see Carly next to me, sleeping. We were in the bed and the T.V. was off. I looked at Carly. OH MY GOD! Did I just sleep with her? I feel so guilty in thinking that I actually liked it. Oh My God I was supposed to be in love with Sam. Oh Well, What she doesn't know won't hurt her. No, Don't think like that.

I pulled on my clothes and ran out the door. How dare she manipulate me like that. I hate her. I love Sam…….oh Sam, get better soon.

well what do you think? weird right? the next two will be sad. Well, i cant believe i say this but review! i need 2 know what you think.

thx :)

Brooke