A/N: Hi. I just edited some mistakes in my story. Thank you for reading. And again, about my language, forgive me. :)
Chapter 6: Who am i?
"Matt, can i talk to you?" Gillian said mildly. "In private, please" She looked at Mulder. Mulder nodded, getting out of the room.
Matthew stepped to her bed, then he sat on the chair. He looked very sad. She didn't dare to look at him, after this awkward situation. Finally, she found her words.
"Matt… I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you. I even don't understand what i've done…" She said.
"It's ok."
Matthew was a little calm down. "You were in faint, and that guy just took advantage of you. It's not your fault" Matthew looked at her, hoping that he was true.
"No…" Gillian shook her head. She wished that she could tell lie to him, but the truth is the truth. "it's not his fault" She said in guilty.
"What do you mean?"
"I told lie to you… I met him at the bar some days ago, but the story was different."
"How different?"
"He told me that i'm not Gillian, that i'm Scully – his partner. Then he followed me to my house. I was scared, but i gave him a chance to explain, to tell his story."
Matthew's heart skipped a beat.
"What did he tell you?"
"That you… you…"
"That i was a liar?"
"Yes…" Gillian confirmed quietly.
"Honey…" Suddenly, he held her hand. "Do you believe him?" He was afraid.
"I didn't say it"
"Do you believe me?"
"I don't know. Matt… I don't remember anything about my past. I don't know what, or who to believe" She was confused, looking down to her hands.
"You lost your old memories, but i gave you new memories. I tried my best to take care for you, to make you feel my love, to make you remember me, again. Do you remember the first month after your accident? In that time, when i told you that i'm your fiancé, you didn't believe me, i didn't touch you. Last month, we spent beautiful night together, i kissed you, i wanted you so bad, but when you told me to stop, i did. I will never touch you or take advantage of you if you don't want me to. Do you know why? Because i love you. I'm truly in love with you. Why did i have to tell lie to you?"
Gillian paused. Matthew was a nice man. She tried to find some reasons to convince herself that he was liar but she couldn't. She had no money, no memory, nothing to give him. If everything he had done is for the purpose of sleeping with her, he had many chances to do it. But Matthew didn't. They didn't sleep together. He never took advantage of her.
"Do you believe me?" Matthew was waiting for her answer.
"I…"
"I don't know what Mulder told you. I don't know who Scully is. You are Gillian, my Gillian, my fiancée, and i love you. I will do everything to make you believe in me. If you were still confused, we can take a genealogical DNA test. Are you ok with this idea?"
"It's ok, Matt" She smiled.
"Do you know how much i love you? I will never let anybody take you away from me. I love your eyes, i love your smiles, i love your tiny fingers, your cute nose, your soft red hair… everything…"
"I know, Matt, i do know…"
"Take some rest. You are tired now. We will wait for the DNA test. And then i will tell you this"
"What is this?" Gillian was curious.
"I can't tell you now" Matthew kissed her cheek, winking.
"Please…" She begged, looking at him with her best innocent eyes.
"Don't look at me like this, miss Greco." He teased. "You need to sleep now. I have to go. See you later"
At Matthew's house.
Matthew took his mobile, pressing a phone number.
"I need your help…"
"What happened?"
"I don't want to lose her…"
Mulder still couldn't believe to his eyes, again, with the DNA test result. She's not Scully. It was impossible. Suddenly, he heard a knock at his door. He took his weapon.
"Who is this?"
"I'm Matthew"
Mulder opened the door as he saw Matthew standing here, with a big smirk on this face.
"What do you want?" Mulder asked coldly.
"To talk"
"Ok, come in…" He said in polite.
"Thank Mr. Mulder, but i just need some minutes"
"What do you want to talk about?" Mulder stared at Matthew.
"Did they send you the result of Gillian's DNA test?"
"Yes, they did, then?"
"Do you believe now?"
"In what?" Mulder wanted to play this game with Matthew.
"I think that you are understand"
"Understand what?"
"Stop it! She's not your partner, she's Gillian, she's my fiancée and you better to keep your hand off Gilly or i will kick your ass"
"Nice words, . But do you want to know my idea?"
"What the hell is it?" Matthew asked annoying.
"I don't know and i don't care what you did with that DNA test result, but i don't believe it. I was with her over 5 years and i know about her more than you. You can lie her with this paper, but it is nothing to me. HA, DNA test result? How fun! I don't buy it. Even she was a corpse, i will recognize her!"
Matthew stood mute.
"You don't know about Scully, about our relationship" Mulder stopped to stare at Matthew, then he continued. "And, Hamilton, you even don't know about me too!"
Mulder closed his door. He didn't give Matthew a chance to talk. He wanted to make Matthew be afraid, but he was afraid too. Was he wrong? What would he do with this result? How could he face Gillian. She would never believe him again.
"Ringggggggg" The door-bell rang. Gillian opened her door.
"Hi" Mulder smiled.
She closed the door immediately as she saw his face.
"Go away, Mulder!"
"Listen to me, Gillian" He yelled through the door.
"NO! I don't! Just get out of my house! Get out of my life, Mulder! Please!"
"Give me one more chance, Gillian…" He kept begging her.
"I cant go through with it…. Please.. Stop… Leave me alone. I'm not that Scully. Don't tell me about her again! I'm Gillian, Gillian Greco" She cried.
"Please, listen to me this time… i want to meet you, i want to see you…"
It was about ten minutes before Gillian opened her door.
"Come in…" She said quiely. She hated herself for it, she couldn't say no to him. "The last time"
Mulder followed Gillian to her living room.
"What do you want to talk? That i'm Scully again?"
"No…"
He replied. Suddenly, he pushed her to the wall, grabbing her wrist.
"Wh…what… are you doing?" She was stuttering.
"Look at me" He moved his face closer to hers.
"Mulder…"
She couldn't breath. His hazel eyes… it was so familiar. Mulder moved closer and closer…
"Do you feel it?"
"I…"
"I can hear your heart beating… Scully…"
"I'm not Scully…" Gillian cried.
"Scully…"
He made her weak at knees.
"One year ago, before they took you away… we were like this… you grabbed my face with your both hands. You cried… I didn't want to let you go. We nearly did this… this…"
He kissed her passionately. He missed her so bad. One year… it's a long time… Then he met her again but she didn't know who he is. It hurted so much.
Do you remember me? Do you remember me?
Gillian had no idea what was happening. She could push him away but she didn't do it. She couldn't do it. She touched his face, his hair… Did she know him?
Gillian woke up, trying not to laugh at this. She was in hospital. She met him, and then waking up in hospital.
"Hi"
"I don't want to say 'hi' to you again, at this place. You are killing me…" She felt shattered.
"Sorry, but this time i want you to meet this people"
"Who?"
"Her name is Margaret, Margaret Scully…"
