AN: Well I guess I made you guys wait long enough! Here's Chapter 5 and Chapter 6 is on the way! :] Anyways please read and review and if you see any mistakes/errors please point them out! Thanks!
Warning: This contains Sai/Naruto so if you do not like it please skip it! :D
The clouds hung low to the ground. They were dark and heavy, seeming to almost crush the Earth with rain. The wind was cold and restless, blowing this way and that. It carried with it the smell of the city, dirty and humid.
Naruto leaned against the school's roof's railing, looking out to the city surrounding him. He breathed deeply in and slowly let the icy air leave his lungs, staring out into empty streets and empty houses. He felt completely alone, surrounded by nothing. He heard thunder crash amongst the clouds, and looked up. He didn't have to wait long to see the flash of lightning almost hit the surface of the Earth.
Naruto smiled, feeling a rush of excitement at being so close to the sky with lightning around him. He stood up straight and stretched out his arms, feeling the wind envelope him, chilling him to the bone. At least with this his anger seemed to melt right off. His smile began to disappear at the thought of his anger, which brought forth thoughts of Sasuke. Stupid Sasuke who had to ruin everything. He slowly let his arms drop to his sides, his gaze flickered forward, blue eyes darkening with anger.
Naruto was pissed off at himself. He really shouldn't give a fuck about Sasuke, he never did before. But something changed. Not only with himself, but with Sasuke too. He looked more alone than usual, even when surrounded with friends, like he wasn't really there. The more he thought about it, the angrier he got.
He hated that. Why wouldn't Sasuke leave him the fuck alone? He had to go to school with him, he had some classes with him, and now he fucking lived next to the bastard! What was he going to do? He gripped his blonde hair in frustration, craning back his head to look up at the gray sky. He jumped in surprise as a drop of rain landed on his eye. It was on the rim of his eyelash and when he blinked the vision in his left eye became blurry. Soon he felt bigger rain drops land on his face and slide down his neck. He didn't want to move but knew he should. He walked down the steps leading him down to the first floor of his crummy school. He walked up to the main entrance door and was about to walk out when he noticed Sasuke standing underneath a tree. He was obviously waiting for someone, since the dismissal bell had rung a while ago. Once again rage filled Naruto causing the grip on the door's handle to tighten, causing his knuckles to turn white. He looked behind him and almost sighed in relief. Sai was walking in the opposite direction as him, probably towards the back exit. He turned and ran to catch up to him, not wanting to be anywhere near the Uchiha.
Sai did not turn to look at him as he walked beside him. They didn't need to talk. They both knew where they were going. Naruto silently walked beside Sai, neither of them wanting to recognize how fucked up they truly were. They had known each other for many years but only recently had begun to talk. Well what was between them wasn't considered talking, only an arrangement of sorts. Sai had gone up to him and offered him a deal. Naruto got to escape the pain and Sai got to pretend. He knew it wasn't right, but he couldn't help himself. It was one of the only things that kept him sane, if only a little.
Naruto was suddenly pulled out of his thoughts as they reached Sai's house. They went inside but didn't stop to sit down and chat. They walked to the back of the house where Sai's room was at. They knew the house was deserted as Sai's parents were always at work so they weren't worried about being caught. As soon as Sai had closed the door, Naruto was shoved onto Sai's bed. Sai then attached himself to Naruto's neck, licking and sucking his way down. Naruto moaned turning his head to the side. Sai got rid of their pants and t-shirts, shoving his hand in Naruto's boxers, slowly stroking him. Naruto threw his head back, hands gripping the sheets. Both of them were slicked with sweat, their body temperature rising. Sai slid his body up, looking directly into Naruto's blue eyes. As Naruto gazed into Sai's eyes he was reminded of someone else but soon forgot who's as Sai grinded his hips into his. Both of them were throbbing, aching to get some release. Their bodies moved unconsciously, sliding faster and harder until their eyesight turned white and their bodies turned to jelly.
They both lay on top of each other, gasping for air as their lungs tried to fill with air but couldn't. Their hearts were beating a mile a minute and it seemed that their bodies would not cool down. Naruto slowly sat up as Sai turned over to lie on his back. He bowed his head as he stared off into space trying to forget what had happened. He didn't want to do it anymore but he just couldn't stop. He stood up and searched for his clothes. They were bunched up in a corner near Sai's bed. He slipped his shirt on and walked to the bathroom down the hall to clean himself up. When he returned Sai was sitting on his bed smoking.
"You know where to get it." Sai quietly spoke but didn't turn to look at him. Naruto nodded and looked for Sai's safe. He got two crystal bottles and a syringe out of it and put it in his backpack. He didn't remember dropping it earlier. He slipped his pants and shoes on and looked for his jacket. When he found it, he walked to the door, backpack in one hand, and let himself out. They had done this enough times for it to be normal.
He walked home in the pouring rain, not minding how cold it had become. He shivered as water made its way down his back and into his pants. He didn't give a shit about anything as long as he got those bottles. They helped him forget, made his mind disappear from his body. He knew it was rooting him from the inside out but he couldn't function without them anymore. He reached his building but didn't go inside. He stood outside, shivering and cold, staring up into Sasuke's apartment. Tears flowed down his cheeks but the rain washed them away. His teeth were gritted in anger, rage bubbling inside him. Sasuke had everything he wanted, friends, money, everything. Why couldn't he just disappear?