Chapter 4
Authors Note: Just so we're clear, I'm not going to follow the storyline of Glee. :)
Here: Sam is still with Santana, Quinn is with Finn, Sam's siblings – Stacy is 13 years old and Stevie's name is Steven here, he's 6 years old. Oh, and nothing financially bad is happening to Sam's family in this story.
Thanks for all your reviews! And since a lot of you agree that I should do Quinn's POV, here you go! :D
Hope you'll enjoy reading! :)
Quinn's POV
Today is Sunday, church day, but we've already heard an advanced mass last night, because my mom needed some catch up work to do for her business today. So, after eating breakfast, she left, then after an hour, my sister went to her friend's house and left me all alone in our house.
I didn't realize that I have done a lot of things for just an hour. I washed the dishes, did the last of my homework, made my bed, vacuumed the carpets, mopped the floor, took a bath, and dressed up. Really? That's just for an hour?
Wow, I feel alone. Even more alone after my break up with…
*Ding dong*
I went downstairs and opened the door. It was Finn.
"Hi!", he greeted me with a goofy smile on his face.
"Finn? What are you doing here?", I asked. Finn's really a good guy, but there's just something that's… not right. Yeah, he's my boyfriend now and I think he wants to be with me, but I don't think that I want to be with him, too. I thought that I wanted to, well, I'm trying to want to be with him, not to mention that he's a shot for me to be a shoo-in for prom queen, but I want to be with someone else...
I just got back with Finn, because I felt so alone after my break up and he was there waiting for me. Sure, he was one of the reasons which caused my break up, but I only kissed Finn because I was confused about my feelings…
"Your sister called me.", he interrupted my thoughts, "She told me that she felt really bad about leaving you here all alone, so, she asked me if I could keep you company or take you somewhere."
"Oh.", was all I had to say.
"So, where do you want to go?", he asked, trying to sound excited.
"Well,", I already knew where I wanted to go, to the place where I always felt… free, "why don't we go to the park, you know, beside the church?", the park wasn't the place, but it was near.
"Oh, okay then.", he smiled at me, but I only forced a smile at him.
We went to the park beside the church and sat on a bench. We talked a little about school, prom, and such.
After a few minutes, I stood up, "Finn, can you stay here for a while? I'll just…", I paused to think of something, "go to the church and ask some things I want to be… clear about."
Good thing Finn wasn't the type who asks a lot, "Sure, take your time.", he was about to kiss me, but I immediately patted his shoulder and walked away.
I went to the garden behind the church and stopped in front of the wishing well. I didn't want Finn to come with me, because this was the only place that I would feel or at least pretend that nothing ever happened a few months ago.
Here, I wasn't Finn's girlfriend, here, I wasn't this girl who's so obsessed with popularity, and here, I didn't feel alone. This place always felt magical to me, it makes me feel happy, it makes me feel loved, and it makes me feel that he is still with me.
This place has always been special to us.
When I'm here, all the hurt goes away, because the last time we went here together, we left together, with our hearts filled with joy. That is why every time I come back, it seems like we didn't even split up.
I haven't wished for so long, so I thought that I'd give it a shot.
I took a coin out of my purse, turned around, closed my eyes, and wished. I wish that he was here with me. I threw the coin in the well and opened my eyes.
I saw him standing a few feet away, staring at me.
Sam.
Was he really there? I closed my eyes and opened them again. He was gone.
I ran to the pathway and searched around me. He wasn't there.
I think I was having an illusion.
Snap out of it, Quinn! He's not going to come back to you after all that you've done. He's never going to love you again. You've hurt him so much.
My thoughts were bothered by the sound of a cab loudly driving away.
"I'm sorry, Sam. Please forgive me…", I whispered to myself.
I didn't realize that I was already holding back tears from my eyes. I went to the comfort room to bring myself together and went back to the park.
I told Finn that I wasn't feeling very well, so, he brought me back home.
"So, do you want me to stay here for a while before your mom comes back?", Finn asked.
"No, it's ok.", I smiled, "I think I can handle being alone."
"You sure?"
"Yeah.", I said, "Thanks for keeping me company, Finn."
"Sure.", he smiled, "I better go, I've got stuff to do..."
"Alright, I'll just see you tomorrow."
"Ok.", he kissed my cheek, "I love you.", then, he left without hearing a reply from me.
It makes me feel so guilty being with Finn, because while I'm with him, I'm in love with someone else. I know that it's love, because I just know it and I feel it. It's ironic that I've just realized it after he broke up with me, but now I know that it's true. I've always loved him and I still do.
But it's too late, he's already with someone else.
He has already moved on…
A/N: So, what do you guys think of Quinn's POV? :) I'm not really sure if I've done it so well. Anyway, it's your opinion that matters. If you want to suggest anything, feel free to suggest.
Next Chapter: Takes place at school. Oh, and I think I'm going to bring back Sam's family by the 6th chapter. )