Author's Note: I'm so sorry for not updating soon. I've been so busy with the review stuff and I wanted to think of the right things for this chapter.
So, I hope you guys will like it! :)
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee nor any of the characters mentioned, but I would like to, so that Sam and Quinn will always be together.
Quinn's POV
Here we were. I was standing in front of Sam Evans, the guy I have loved and still love.
"I missed that kid.", I started.
"Yeah. Steven… what's not to miss?", he said, sarcastically.
I smiled and there was an awkward silence.
"So, how are you?", I finally said.
"I think I feel better now. I got another black eye, though", he laughed nervously as I did.
"Speaking of black eye...", I got something out of my purse and held it out to him.
He couldn't help but smirk, "Arnica, really?"
"Well, it worked last time, right?", I took his hand and placed it there.
My hand stayed on his for a while, until realization hit me and I slightly jumped.
"Yeah. It did work.", he looked at the Arnica, "Thanks."
There was another awkward silence.
"Sam…", I softly spoke, "Thanks for sticking up for me earlier."
"Well, Finn was such a,", he paused, as if he was searching for the right words to say, "I mean, why would he still look at another if he already has you?", a hint of anger was in his voice, but it softened as he said, "Like what you did with me…"
My heart broke at what he just said. I've really hurt him so badly.
I took a step closer to him, so that we were only a few inches apart, "Sam,", I held his hand, "I'm so sorry, for everything.", I felt my eyes welling into tears, "I regret every single thing I did to hurt you.", I looked him in the eye, "I still love you, Sam. I really do…", I looked down, embarrassed with the tears falling down my face.
"Quinn…", he held my chin up and wiped the tears off my eyes and cheeks with his fingers. Our eyes locked and I just couldn't help it. I kissed him and, thankfully, he kissed back. I place my hands on his hair and he placed his arms around my waist. Kissing Sam was not like any other kisses I had before. Kissing him was filled with passion and love.
"I broke up with Finn, Sam.", I whispered under my breath, "We can be together again."
But then, he broke off the kiss, "No.", he started to pace back and forth, "No, I can't."
"But, why?", I looked down, embarrassed, "Don't you love me?"
He stopped and sighed, "No, I do, I love you.", he paused and I looked at him with hopeful eyes, "But I just can't be with you anymore, Quinn. You've hurt me a lot and it still hurts, you know?", I could see the pain in his eyes.
"Sam, I...", I started.
"I just can't, Quinn. It makes me think that what you're doing right now with Finn is exactly the same thing you did to me."
"Sam, I can explain. Please?", I begged. He didn't know what was going on, that it was a mutual break up between Finn and me.
"I think you should leave.", he turned around, so he wouldn't face me.
"If that's what you want me to do, then I'll leave but,", I sighed, "I know that you're not ready to forgive me, but I just want you to know that I'm really sorry and,", I opened the door, "please tell me if you're ready, if not to forgive me, to hear the whole story, at least."
He didn't respond and so, I left. Tears were falling from my eyes, again. I went inside my car and stayed there for a while, trying to pull myself together.
As I drove back home, I tried to cry myself to sleep, but I just couldn't stop thinking about him.
Then I remembered the day he made me promise…
We were sitting on the bench under the tree in my backyard. I laid my head on his shoulder as he cuddled me in his arms.
"I want to stay here in this moment with you forever…", I mumbled.
He smirked, "Well, we can't do that. We're going to get married and start our family, remember?"
I laughed, "I really can't believe that we're already talking about those things while we're teenagers."
"It's because I'm sure of it and I promised to marry you someday.", he looked me in the eye and smiled, I always try my best not to melt when he looks at me, "Also, because I love you."
I smiled, "I love you, too.", I leaned over to kiss him and went back to his shoulder.
"Quinn?", he whispered.
"Mmm?"
"Can you promise me something?"
I looked at him and smiled, "Sure, anything for you."
"Promise me you'll always be there for me? Well, because I clearly can't go on with my life without you.", his tone had a little laughter, but he was serious.
I smiled a little and stared at his wonderful green eyes, "Sam Evans, I promise that I'll always be there for you no matter what and, yes, it is very clear that you can't go on with your life without me."
He laughed, "Thank you, and it is good to know that you know, I think.", he had a confused look on his face, I tried my best not to pinch his really cute face, "I don't know. All I know is that I love you."
"No, that's not the only thing you know, because you should really know by now that I love you, too.", as I said that, a huge goofy smile played on his face, "Oh, and you know how to speak Na'vi, fluently, how to do impressions,…", before I could continue, he cut me off.
"I have a new impression!", he excitedly told me.
I laughed, "Ok, what is it?", I sarcastically encouraged him. I find his impressions adorable, though.
"I could do you."
I raised an eyebrow, "Really? You really think that you can do me?"
"Yes.", he simply said, he looked like he's trying not to burst into laughter.
"Hmm. Go on, then."
He used the highest pitch in his voice, which is still kinda low, though, and said, "Hi, I'm Quinn Fabray and I love my super sweet, super cool, and super hot boyfriend, Sam Evans, sooooo much."
I opened my mouth, pretending in disbelief, "That's not even true!", I laughed.
"What? You don't love me?", he pouted, faking that he got hurt.
"No, not that. I was talking about the super sweet, cool, and hot one!"
"Oh, so you don't think that I'm super kind, cool, and hot, huh?", he started to tickle me.
I couldn't stop laughing, "YES! Stop! HAHA. Stop it!"
"Only if you say that I'm super sweet, cool, and hot!", he joked.
"NEVER!", I started to run around the backyard and he chased me.
Gosh, I miss him so much.
That promise. I promised that I'll always be there for him no matter what. In this case, even if we're not together, I should be there for him. Not only because I promised, but also because I want to.
Sam, you should know that whenever you need someone, I'll always be here for you.
I will keep my promise.
A/N: Thoughts? :)
I already have an idea for the next chapter, but I'm not quite sure how to write it. So, maybe I'll update in a few days. Sorry if I oftentimes keep you guys waiting. :( I just really want the best that I could think of for each and every chapter. :D
