A/N: REVIEWS or no more double updates
"Lizzie? Honey? Your breakfast is getting cold. I'd hurry up if I was you your father seems to have taken it upon himself to eat every thing in sight this morning" a voice calls a warm hand gently shaking me from my slumber. "My, my it's been awhile. Where have you been, your father's been worried sick" Lily Potter mock teases brushing come hair out of my face. I was here again the dreams. I didn't know what to call them exactly but somehow I would end up here every so often with, my parents. This didn't happen for Harry that I knew, I often asked and they always said "No Liz, your our special girl". Because of this I never told Harry about the dreams because I didn't want him to feel left out.
"Hey Mum" I smile hugging the ageless women. She had not aged a day since she died looking as perfect as ever and more like a sister then a mother. Though she sure had adopted the tone.
"Are you behaving for Severus? I saw Remus reading that letter, you haven't gotten any more detentions have you?" she scolds as I walk down the stairs in front of her heading for the kitchen I have become so accustom to seeing in my dreams.
"No more detention's Mum, not lately anyways"
"Well that's just unacceptable!" a deep voice says making me smile. "Dad!" I cry running over to the still dashing frame of James Potter who was standing from his kitchen chair still in his pajamas.
"Didn't I tell you to try and break my record"
"Please if she did that she'd have to try and be two people" Mum scoffs going over to the stove where I could smell some more pancakes cooking.
"Your Mum's just mad because your off to a good start" Dad winks kissing my forehead and pulling out my chair for me.
I liked coming here, sometimes. It was hard, because I could see how they would have been. But I won't ever get to see it for real. It also hurts to know Mum cry's every single time I go back. How we've guessed it is, please it's Lily Evans she's brilliant, some nights, at random I fall into a deeper sleep then normal. When that happens I appear here, I enjoy a few hours at most here before I slowly begin to disappear as I rise into a lighter sleep. In fourth year Severus knocked me out with some Potion because I was almost hysterical over Harry and I spent 2 days here. Probably the best, but most emotionally draining two day's of my life.
"Was that a doorbell?" I ask confused as my father stands grinning I wasn't aware they could get company in, well where ever we are. "Be right back Lil's" Dad says dashing off in the direction on the front hall. Not that I ever used the front door I just appeared in my parents bed. Which is a really bad place for me to appear. I've been told Mum checks the bed everyday at the same time.
"You know Lizzie that joke you played on your brother wasn't very nice"
"He got over it" I laugh accepting the breakfast she gave me, her smile looked forced I could tell she was listening to the voices in the front hall as well. They were muffled, no doubt Dad cast a charm.
"Your doing okay though right? Harry too?"
"Yes, Mum. Only problem's we have in or lives have to do with love"
"Love? I never told you you could date Lizz-bear" I scoff ignoring my father but a grin breaks out on my face anyways. "As long as she's not dating Malfoy" a different voice interrupts my juice drinking.
Sirius.
"Is he?" I ask feeling tears prickle my eyes slightly fearing to look behind me. Looking up I could see my Mom nodding sadly where my Dad looked pained like he regretted answering the door.
"Lizzie-lily, you going to turn around?" the voice asks softer this time. I shake my head no holding back a sob, I couldn't see him now. Not after all this time missing him.
"Sirius maybe you should-"
"No don't go, please" I whisper slamming my eyes shut and turing towards the voice. "James don't laugh!", "She looks like a monkey when she does that!" WHACK. "LILY! OW"
"Come on princess, open your eyes" Sirius voice cuts though the fighting behind me, I peek them open catching a small look of him before jumping at him for a hug my sobs echoing through the kitchen.
"Lizzie!"
"Your here, I've missed you so much, Harry too"
"I know, I know" he whispers stroking my hair softly.
"Lizzie wake up!"
"I don't want to go! No!" I yell backing away quickly from Sirius who had an alarmed look on his face.
"Lizz-bear, calm down"my Dad says a pained expression occupying his face.
"No I don't want to go back"
"Lizzie! Wake up! You're having a bad dream!"
"It's not a bad dream! Daddy! Please!" I yell grabbing for him as I feel myself fading.
"I'm sorry Lizzie, you'll be back soon. I'm so sorry baby"
"No, Dad! Mum! Please, Sirius!" I yell seeing my Mum collapse on one of the kitchen chairs with her head in her hands. Not again it was too soon, it's always too soon.
"ELIZABETH!"
"No, you took me away!" I yell swatting at the hand that was stroking my hair retching open my eyes I see Severus standing over me along with Hermione and McGonagall all in their night clothes.
"Your in the hospital wing Elizabeth, calm down"
"WHY DID YOU WAKE ME UP!?"
"Lizzie you were screaming in your sleep, and crying" Hermione explains quietly tears running down her own cheeks.
"There gone, I was just, Sirius came, oh Mum, Mum was crying so hard. I didn't want to leave" I cry helplessly. I don't know what came over me it was like something had cracked inside me. I couldn't get a grip on anything.
"Elizabeth you have to calm down"
"Dad looked so sad, I hurt them all I just-"
"Lizzie, please, calm down" he mummers taking my hand in his own cool one. I could feel the tears still streaming down my face as I watched Hermione leave with McGonagall, both looked somber.
"I, can't you make it stop Severus" I ask sniffing, I liked the dreams but I didn't want to have them anymore every time I came out of them it got worst and harder to get over.
"I'll try Lizzie, I promise, sleep" he says softly brushing my hair from my eyes. I shake my head there was no way in hell I was going back to sleep tonight.
"Go back to sleep, you'll be fine. I'm right here Lizzie" he mutters as if ashamed to be comforting me. I try and fight the power of sleep but it eventually overtakes me once more.
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"Come on Poppy, I'm fine I swear"
"You're coming right back if I hear anything else young lady!"
I close the door quickly not wanting to hear anymore of the nurse's threats. Honestly I was in there because I had a odd sort of dream not ill. I had the dreams once and awhile nothing to freak out about.
Harry had yet to come look for me so I was hoping, with all my might Hermione just said I was sleeping in. If he didn't know then he didn't need to find out. Then again I guess he would because I'm currently not in class.
The dreams happened at most once a month, they were both a burden and a blessing. Sometimes I wish Harry had them instead of me, I think seeing Voldemorts mind sometimes would be better then watching my Mum cry and hearing my Dad's voice all choked up.
"Skipping class are we? I think that deserves a detention"
I grone stopping midstride, I just wanted to go to my room but no, Malfoy had to grace me with his presence. "Are you stalking me? Do you think I have something interesting or something cause I assure you I do not and if I did I wouldn't share it with you Malfoy" I turn hands on my hips to glare at the tall boy who was leaning against a nearby wall. Apparently I need to be more observant.
"Now, now Potter is that anyway to talk to your boyfriend?" he asks with a smug smirk strutting, yes strutting over to me standing closer then I would have recommended since I have yet to brush my teeth. However somewhere deep down I hoped he didn't notice. "You, my boyfriend? HA! We dislike each other immensely, you know nothing about me!"
"Know nothing about you? You think after being in school with an annoying girl like you for 6 years I still don't know anything about you?"
"Malfoy, half the school knows my life, I'm Harry Potter's twin" I mutter sarcastically turning away from him only to have my shoulder gripped, I feel my socked feet spin on the stone floor as I'm forced to look at the moody Slythrien Prince once more.
"You love thunderstorms, when there's one outside you sit at dinner paying more attention to the ceiling then the conversation around you. In first year you kicked me in the shin not because I insulted Weasley but because I was just being rude in general, you try and be nice to everyone at first until they give you a reason not to. You hate cats, with a passion, you deny it but when you see that cat of Granger's you slink away like it will give you some sort of deadly virus. You don't try too hard at anything except the classes Snape teaches us, it's like you don't want him to have any reason to treat you badly, you spend too much time in the library though you wouldn't think so because you've never raised a hand in class since third year. You fight with everyone, you temper is terrible and you don't even see it yourself thinking you reserve fights for your brother when in reality you'll just fight for the sake of fighting."
"Are you done yet?" I ask annoyed what was he a bloody therapist?
"No shut-up, you stalk people, you're downright creepy sometimes but in an endearing way. You care too deeply for people even thought you know you'll get hurt in the end. You are so much like your brother that it's scary you look alike, act alike and even sound alike when your screaming at each other but there is one difference"
I snort, "Yeah, he's a man", "I told you to shut up" Malfoy snaps now holding onto both of my shoulders his school books now laying on a heap on the ground. Oh no he's going to drag me away and make me be his sex slave, oh my. Then again it could be a worst person, I mean Malfoy's not too bad to look at and he's been rather nice, and what am I saying!
"No, the difference is he's not afraid to love as much as you are"
"I'm not afraid to love!"
"No? Potter you stalk people or demand they go out with you because you don't want to get hurt. Wood wanted nothing to do with you, Weasley had a girlfriend, Diggory had a girlfriend, Longbottom won't do anything. You chase after people who won't have feelings back for you because then they won't hurt you." Malfoy says slowly, I try to turn my head, that wasn't true. Not true I dated Seamus, he asked me! I liked him he had candy. Oh god, he is right.
"You'll learn to, I know you will" Malfoy says softly letting go of my shoulders bending to pick up his books. He looks embarrassed as he adjusts his robes and picks up his bag off the floor. "Why, why did you say all that Malfoy?" I whisper watching him adjust his books in his arms in front of me his jaw clenched, eyes with a guarded expression. "You said I didn't know you, I know you better then you think Elizabeth Potter. You may not believe me but I'll prove it to you, I promise that" he says sharply turning on his heel and walking in the direction of the Great Hall. Well that was interesting to say the least.
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"Ow, Lizzie! Why are you dragging me places! Would you just tell me what's going on?" Hermione complains as I drag her out the front doors before dinner away from a very confused Harry and Ron. I had escaped telling Harry why I hadn't been in class but mentioning a few select words. 'Girl problems and hospital wing'.
"I have a problem, and I need to talk to somebody" I blurt out after pulling her over to one of the trees beside the Black Lake. Hermione's face softens in the setting sun no longer looking annoyed with me.
"You know you can talk to me Lizzie, whatever it is"
I nod taking a deep breath, "You can't tell anyone though, promise?"
Hermione hesitates, she didn't like keeping things from Harry and she wouldn't like keeping this from him. "Okay" she finally agrees frowning at me, I hated when she did that it was like the ultimate indicator she was thinking about weather or not she was going to actually keep quite or not.
"I think Draco Malfoy is in love with me" I blurt out watching her face turn to surprise, before she laughs. Hermione the bookworm, who I've been best friends with since I was 11, defended her against anyone who mentioned her hair was standing their laughing at me like I had just told her Oliver and I really had a steamy love affair during the summer. Which I did tell her, and she laughed exactly like this… was it really that unbelievable?
"The boy hates you! How do you even get these ideas Lizzie, oh boy Malfoy of all people! Next time at least pick something believable! Good joke Lizzie, okay lets go eat"
"I'm, Hermione I'm not joking!" I yell suddenly making her laugh wipe right off her face, her expression turning to sympathy. I plop down moodily on a rock, shoving my face in my hands. There was no way to tell her about this without telling her everything, every encounter.
"How? I mean why do you think that?" she asks sitting down slowly beside me.
Taking a deep breath I launch into the whole tale, I really hope she wasn't hungry.
"That, oh wow." Hermione mutters staring at me wide eyed. Yeah there's the reaction I was looking for before. If she had just believed me I wouldn't be as hungry as I am now either. The school grounds had darkened and I could feel the cold of the night beginning to settle in. "Yeah, wow"
"What are you going to do? I mean, I'd, are you sure this isn't some plot?"
"He told Victoria, he doesn't know I'm Victoria there's no way" I mutter shaking my head looking up at the lighted castle.
"So what are you going to do? I mean it's Malfoy you don't actually like him do you?" she asks almost fearfully with some laced anger in her voice.
I scoff, "Course not", I lie, well half lie. I don't know anything anymore!
"Well then, you can always ignore him. Though I am really hungry we can talk more later, I'm sure your brother's wondering where we are" she says slowly standing, beckoning for me to follow her.
I seriously don't like my life at the moment.
Why did he have to…me…he's him…urgh!
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"Where's Harry P?" I ask purposely sitting in between Ron and Lavender. Lavender was all three of my 'T' describing words, tit, twit and twat. I also didn't like the mood her advances towards Ron was putting Hermione in I've had to drag her away from Harry and Ron a few times as she let loose her anger by almost blabbing my biggest most guarded secret. Maybe I should do a Memory Charm on her?
"Oh Hello Lizzie I was just talking to Ron here an-"
"That's nice, Ron? Harry? Where is he?"
"H-he had a meeting with Dumbledore" Ron stumbles on his words flushing like I caught him in a private moment. He was just talking to her I really don't know why he was blushing unless his hands weren't playing with that pillow. Oh gross thoughts gross thoughts.
"O-o-okay" I pretend to stammer standing to leave Ron talk to Lavender who would sure be giggling about it later. I could hardly wait, please note the sarcasm. I was bored, very very bored. Hermione had run up to the Library, I would go there but I had been in there during my free block which I'm pretty sure no one I actually know shared with me. Harry was, well like Ron said at a meeting with the old one, and Ron was chatting up Lavender. Idiot.
"I'M BORED!" I announce to the Common Room, a few people look over at me but no one says or does anything. Causing me to snarl at them. "Be brave, someone entertain me!" Still nothing. Idiots the lot of em. "You're all cowards, how you got sorted here is beyond me" I mutter plopping down on one of the chairs beside the fire. We always had a fire going in here which made it pretty hot in the summer.
"When I call your name you will sit on the stool and I will place the Sorting Hat on your head, when it announces a house you will go to that house table and join your classmates" McGonagall announces making the other first years shiver. I look around seeing the red-head boy I met on the train relax quite a bit.
"Are you nervous?" a voice asks in my ear, I jump slightly seeing my twin brother. I had been so happy to meet him earlier today but didn't think he liked me all that much yet.
"Not really, Severus said it was easy."
Harry nods fingering the edge of his sleeve and turning it in his hands nervously. I eye his hand for a moment before swatting it away from his sleeve and grab it in my own squeezing it slightly.
"Don't worry, I have to go first anyways won't I?"
Harry nods look down at me slightly, he was taller then me but not by much. "Do you think we'll be in the same house?" he asks eyeing the girl Susan Bones as she was being sorted.
"Maybe, I hope so" I whisper honestly, I didn't want to be in a different house where we couldn't talk.
"Me too" Harry smiles shyly, his grin looking almost odd on his face. He was pale, and skinny maybe our Aunt and Uncle didn't make sure he ate all his vegetables like Severus did.
"Elizabeth Potter!"
"Good luck" Harry whispers, I smile and grab him in a quick hug ignoring the gasps that were coming from around the room. "You too"
"Elizabeth Potter? Can someone tell me where I can find- Ms. Potter! Please come with me"
Crap what did I do now? I sigh making a spectacle out of myself as I get off the chair and stomp towards the Portrait Hole. "Pick up your feet Ms. Potter, proper women don't stomp"
"Yes, Professor" I grumble shuffling along behind McGonagall who seemed to be getting frustrated with me. Oh that's a shame, am I making Minnie angry? Shuffle, shuffle shuffle. I can see her shoulder hunching higher and higher every single time my feet glide across the floor noisily.
"So where are you going Professor? Do I have a secret mission?" I ask skipping to catch up with her as she speeds ahead. I'm beginning to get the impression she doesn't want to walk with me. That's a real shame, rejected! By a women! Oh the horror, my self esteem doesn't need that blow. Hell the only person who loves me is Severus, and Harry, and Malfoy, and Remus, and Hermione, and Ron, and Mrs. Weasley okay, so that is a lot of people. HOWEVER! I don't remember my point actually.
"The Headmaster would like to speak with you"
Oh of course he would, him and Harry have pow-wow meetings it's only fair I get one now and then. Speaking of Harry, unless Dad's showing up when I'm awake I believe I see my darling twin walking towards me. "Why are you laughing at me?" I exclaim walking past a snickering Harry, sure Minnie looked like she was a second away from dragging me by my ear but it was no reason to laugh at me!
"Oh no reason" he laughs walking past messing up my hair, I try to hit him but Minnie decided to warn me against it.
"Go on up, they're expecting you"
"They? Snipers? Hit-Wizards? Aurors!? What did I do?!"
"Potteeerrr"
"Going!" I yelp avoiding her hand. According to her she was allowed to swat me in private if I deserved it, I think she's bitter that I don't chase after her for hugs anymore.
I gulp walking up the stairs to the Headmasters office, I had only ever been here on a few occasions though the last time I was brought here, not sent here or stormed up here was when they put me in a deep sleep and put me in the bottom of the lake. So please forgive me for being ancy.
I pause at the door, do I walk in? "Enter Elizabeth"
Yes, in enters me, Elizabeth the most talented, beautiful, charming, big breasted- Why is he here?
Severus was standing looking very angered and annoyed, I wonder why, oh he has a potion with him.
Maybe he solved my problem? Doubt it, it's been years.
"Lemon drop?" No I would no like a candy, ha who am I kidding! "No, thank-you Headmaster" I politely decline sitting on the only chair in the room looking between Severus and Dumbledore who were looking from each other to me.
"Did I do something wrong? I swear I wasn't the one who changed Pansy's robes lime green!" I lie looking up at the ceiling, dark mahogany nice.
"Ms. Potter, I have a favor to ask of you actually. Though if you want we can discuss the incident that changed the color of Ms. Parkinson's robes"
"No, that's fine. What cha need?" I ask sitting up straighter and ignoring Severus' gaze, it was a practiced art avoiding that look. It has taken many years but I'm getting better at it.
"Ms. Potter I wouldn't ask this of you if I didn't have to and please feel free to say 'no' I have no problems with that"
I hear a scoff from Severus, "She'll say yes anyways, Gryffindor's and their bravery"
Well if you were in that Common Room you'd think differently.
"Ms. Potter should anything ever happen to me, or Severus for that matter I ask that you return to Hogwarts as Victoria Snape"
"B-but Severus is the only one who knows the charms, they would wear off and I wouldn't be able to-"
"Ms. Potter, that has been taken into concern, Severus has brewed a potion that will give the same effect as the charm. It is long term and will not vanish until another potion is administered to reverse the effects. I am sure someone, even you yourself could brew this easily"
"I" I pause, what does he mean if something happens to him? As in this year? I mean I know his hand is all gross now but surly that won't kill him. "That would be no problem sir" I say firmly staring at Severus who was clutching a vial. He looked angry, very angry. I'm pretty sure I would be getting a detention tomorrow. Oh god he was going to yell at me, shit shit shit.
"Thank-you Elizabeth, if you change your mind at any time that is okay as well"
"You don't have to worry about that sir" I smile slightly standing from my chair and walking over to Severus who had his jaw clenched. Yeah, he was mad. Merlin.
"I suppose you can figure out that you drink this, it's similar to Polyjuice, don't take until the time comes" Severus instructs stiffly dropping the vial into my hands before stalking off like a moody toddler. Behind me I could hear Dumbledore sigh, "He'll be okay Ms. Potter. It's my fault he's frustrated. Pay no mind to him at present". All I could do was nod staring numbly at the door.
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"Sit"
"You know, people are going to wonder why you gave me a detention for breathing too loudly" I mutter, I had intentionally made sure I was extra good today in class so I wouldn't have a reason to get detention in hopes that Severus would cool down and leave me the hell alone.
I had been up the majority of the night listening to Harry tell me the reason's agreeing to return to Hogwarts as Victoria Snape was a bad idea. I told him I probably wouldn't have to be he kept on ranting instead. Severus was rubbing his temples, "Elizabeth at times I don't know how I tolerate you"
I scoff putting my feet up on the desk only to have them hit down. "Tolerate me? All these year's you have been tolerating me? Here I was under the impression you cared for me, surly you do or I wouldn't be here" I venture staring at my hard faced guardian. Gods Malfoy was right I do pick fights.
Funny enough this little outburst seemed to have quieted Severus. "Your safety is my responsibility and mine alone, and if you don't like it don't blame me but that father of yours and his little friend"
'Bitter old guy isn't he?' a deep voice startles me, I peer around the classroom where on earth did that come from.
"For that matter, until you are of age you will respect the authority I have over you and very well listen to me"
'He still has a wand up his arse? I thought someone would have dislodged it by now'
Oh god, I'm going crazy, I think I'm hearing my Dads voice. Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.
"
Severus I-"
"Don't interrupt, you will remain here until I tell you to leave"
'Bossy bossy, you're not going crazy dear. Well perhaps you are, would you like to talk to Mummy?'
Crazy, I am going crazy. I grab my head covering my ear and shutting my eyes tightly, this is not happening this is not happening.
'Lizzie-lily? Are you alright princess?'
"Elizabeth are you listening to me?"
'Lizzie, calm down, just open your eyes and look at the long nosed bugger, come on you can do it!'
I shut my eyes tighter and clamp my hands over my ear. What the hell is going on? I could hear a mess of voices in my head, Dad's light directions to calm down messed with Severus's demands I pay attention. The voices suddenly became one before disappearing completely as I slipped into unconsciousness.
"Why hello dear"
"AH!" I screech jumping away from my father. I wasn't asleep, what the hell is going on?!
"Lizzie you need to calm down princess, or has all that living with Severus made up up tight"
"JAMES!" a scolding voice interrupts, my Mum walking into the room an annoyed look on her face, "What did you do? How is she here? Lizzie are you okay? James honestly sometimes you can be so irresponsible"
"W-what's going on?" I stammer moving myself further towards the headboard, I had never been forced here just once in awhile while I was asleep. This couldn't be good.
"I came and got you, good timing too surly you wouldn't want to endure another tongue lashing from Severus"
"Got me?" I stare wide eyed at the pair watching as my Mum shook her head in disappointment. "It wasn't easy, I just meant to talk to you but then you just sort of followed, I'll have to work on that"
"You will not! I told you not to go trying to contact her and what do you do ignore me! Did you even think of what this would do to her? Suddenly hearing you voice in her head!"
"Lily I just wanted to see how she was doing" my Dad whines, I will admit it would have worked on me but I couldn't help but think how immature the man was being.
"Well you could have waited like the rest of us do, now do whatever and send her back poor Severus is worried"
"Severus, worried! Ha!"
"James don't start this now! Send her back!" Mum fumes her faces turning red, "not that I don't enjoy seeing you honey". I shake my head, what on earth. My parents lock in a staring contest for a few moments. "Fine, but next time she comes back I'm taking her out with Sirius"
"Just send her back James" Mum says almost sadly turning on her heel and walking form the room giving me a small sad wave.
"Dad what's-"
"Just close your eyes Lizzie" he says softly. Er, yeah cause I don't want to know what's going on at all. I do as he says feeling my body once more.
"She just fainted? Like I'll believe that, he probably did something to her"
"Harry that's a terrible thing to say! He raised her why would he do anything to her"
"Well I don't know it's Snape!"
"You guys are annoying" I mumble opening my eyes to see Harry and Hermione on my bedside arguing in a hushed tone.
"Lizzie, you up!"
"Are you trying to beat my hospital wing visit record?"
"What happened?" Hermione asks worriedly smoothing out my covers in a nervous fashion, what did she think I was drugged or something?
"Harry Potter, our father is a twit" I sigh frustrated
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"So you're telling me, you see, and talk to Mum and Dad in your dreams?"
"Sometimes..."
"And you never told me this"
"I didn't want you to feel left out!" I deny loudly attempting to sit up in the hospital bed only to have Ron push me back down to stop me from jumping at my annoyingly frustrating brother.
Harry shakes his head in frustration, "I still can't believe you never told me"
"You don't tell me everything either" I hiss thinking about the multiple times I had walked into the Common Room and his conversations with Hermione and Ron would come to a stop. He said I didn't need to know everything and it was better that way since I lived with Severus. I think he was just treating me like they do Ginny, which is stupid because I'm older then her and Harry's twin!
"That's different"
"No it isn't"
"Yes it is"
"No it isn't"
"Yes"
"No"
"Yes!"
"No"
"ALRIGHT! Harry, Ron you have to get down to the pitch you have a game against Slythrien" Hermione interrupts; I stick my tongue out at Harry and cross my arms in a pout. He's had it easy since Malfoy wasn't paying this year, I hear the guy they got was rather slow and stupid. Then again who in that house isn't slow and stupid. Except Malfoy who rather smart, quick witted, attract- EW no, gross. GIT MALFOY IS A GIT.
"Well we can always just stay here"
"Ron" Hermione warns the nervous boy, I hold back a laugh watching him slump towards the doors like he was going to a funeral. Hermione looks back giving me a smile and a wave before getting annoyed at the lanky red-head and pulling him out, his face shocked as he stumbles behind her out the door.
"Relax, you'll be out tomorrow, I'll come back before bed" Harry sighs leaning down and giving me a brief kiss on the forehead and turning for the door his Quidditch robes trailing behind him. I couldn't believe I was missing the first game, he had Katie Bell replacing me for the game, she didn't really want to play though which made me happy.
Sighing I lay back in the bed staring up at the ceiling, I don't know why they just expect me to sit here. I want to be outside, I want to see the match. I could hear the mummer of the students through the window as they made their way to the pitch. Then again they didn't get forced into unconsciousness by their dead father and have gross potions shoved down their throat by they guardian. Who still seems to think I fainted on purpose to avoid a scolding.
'If your bored just leave, Poppy won't get too mad'
I ignore the voice, great he's back. I don't want to be pulled in again it hasn't even been a week since the dream and it's his fault I'm missing the first match of the season.
'I said I was sorry about that, I forgot!'
'Well if you actually listened to Mum I wouldn't be here. Grow up!'
'Grow up? I am your father young lady'
"Who still acts like the twenty-one year old he is" I say out loud glaring up at the ceiling, why couldn't I have Mum in my head. The last thing I needed was another male authority figure telling me what to do I had too many of those already. Sitting up I look around surly someone brought my bag up with my work in it, I needed parchment.
Finally after locating the bag which had been shoved under the bed, probably by Ron who told Hermione I didn't need to do homework I pull out some parchment, a quill and some ink.
All the Male's In My Life
Elizabeth Lillian Potter
Severus Snape- Overprotective guardian who pretends not to care for me. Gives me dentention for the sole purpose of scolding me like a child for something I did. If I do something dangerous he yell's at me, and says it's because he has to. Personally I think he needs to stop hiding his feelings because it will make things a lot easier for us.
Harry Potter- Overprotective brother who doesn't tell me anything. Try's to protect everyone but himself and reverts to hermitism when things get stressful. Has a horrible temper and often says things that are very hurtful when angry, needs to discuss his feelings.
Remus Lupin- Doesn't respond to letter's, at all. Thinks he doesn't deserve love, needs to stop punishing himself.
Draco Malfoy- I don't know why he's on here. Has some creepy stalker crush on me, is in love with me and needs his head checked.
Ronald Weasley-Acts like overprotective brother, needs to wake up and smell the Hermione's and tell Lavender to make like a tree and eff off.
Albus Dumbledor- Asks favors of me that could be potentially damaging to me.
James Potter- The father I only know from my dreams, seems to like making himself that annoying voice in my head. Note to self: have Severus teach me how to block it out.
Sirius Black- The strongest link I had to my father, liked to share stories about them (Mum and Dad) something Remus wasn't comfortable doing. He left as well though..
Oliver Wood- I wish.
Cedric Diggory- see above. rip; you hot slice.
I quickly get bored shoving the parchment into my bag, well that had not been productive at all. The good news was we had a Hogsmade visit shortly.
I look up hearing the Hospital Wing doors open, a very tired looking Draco Malfoy walks in, striding purposely over to my bed. Well this can't be good.