Im so stupid…why do I always forget the disclaimer…idk…but you guys know that I don't own va…though I wish I did sooo yeah…I don't own vampire academy,,,,,richelle mead does..unfortuantely….

Okay on to the story…chapter two….

Almost Lover

"Your fingertips across my skin, palm trees swaying in the wind, images…

You sang me Spanish lullabies, the sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy; I thought you'd want the same for me"

Almost lover, A Fine Frenzy

RPOV

I eventually fell asleep, Lissa next to me. I felt like I was falling apart on the inside, like I had been ripped in half, like I had been tortured. It was awful, but I knew that I had to suck it up because I still had lissa to protect and guard. They come first. The saying that had been driven into me practically since I was born popped into my head. I had to stay strong for Lissa, and for my self. I awoke to Lissa shaking my shoulders telling me she was meeting Christian in half an hour, asking if I was going to be okay by myself for a while.

I told her I'd be fine and went to my dorm to get some more sleep. I found a note sticking out from under my door, I opened it.

Roza,

I just wanted to let you know how much I love you, how I am leaving FOR you. I loved every moment that we were together, our first kiss, the lust spell, when I made love to you. You are extraordinary, and I know that you will be the best guardian anyone's seen in a very long time. Please remember that I will always love you, and I'll always be thinking of you.

With all my love, Comrade.

Though I said I would never cry again, right then, I just couldn't hold it in. I threw the note in a corner and cried my self to sleep.

LPOV

"I'm so worried about her Chris, I really don't know if she's going to be okay or not." I looked at Christian through, my tear filled lashes.

"I don't know, I'm still trying to wrap my head around the fact that her and guardian Belikov were together, like together together. It's insane, I want to kill him, burn him, something. I can't believe he's leaving. I can't believe that he has hurt Rose like this, she's been through enough already."

"I don't know why he did it, Chris …..I have no idea,,,,but maybe he has a good reason…., maybe we should confront him and ask him, try to convince him that staying is what's actually best for Rose. Not leaving."

Christian nodded and stood up and pulled me with him as we set off to find Dimitri amongst the many buildings of the campus.

DPOV

I stepped into the taxi that was waiting to take me to the airport, to Washington, where Abe Mazur was staying, where I would be staying, living really. Abe was paying me well, three times what a normal guardian would get paid, but I guess Abe Mazur wasn't a normal man. He seemed to have a special reason for choosing me, a reason he wouldn't disclose. He could have any guardian he wanted, he was definitely was rich enough.

ALPOV (alberta)

I was sorting through files when my office door slung open to reveal a very desperate looking Lissa and Christian.

"Lissa, Christian what are you two doing here?"

Lissa spoke first, "Where's guardian Belikov, guardian Petrov? We've been looking for him everywhere and we can't find him."

I looked at her with confusion, "Lissa, Dimitri left just a few hours ago, why are you looking for him?"

"Ummm," Lissa looked down at the floor.

"We'll be leaving now," Christian chirped half-heartedly, and with that they both hurried out of my office.

I couldn't help but think that their question had something to do with Rose, I had a feeling he left because of her. I always felt like there was something going on between them that I couldn't put my finger on. I always thought it was just their close student mentor relationship. Hmm.

CPOV

I couldn't believe what was happening, Dimitri had already left. My rage increased and I could feel heat at my finger tips, he was such an awful person. I wished at that moment that I could chase him down and convince him to come back.

"Chris, what are we going to do now?" Lissa's voice broke me out of my trance.

"Hell if I know, we could chase him down, get to the airport and try to stop him, we could compel someone into letting us take a car." Lissa looked doubtful at my suggestions and rolled her green eyes.

"Usually I'm all for compelling, but I think we need to stay here to comfort Rose, to help her right now. Besides Guardian Belikov is probably already half way to wherever he is going by this time.

"Yeah you're probably right, let's go find Rose."

JPOV (Janine)

I pulled my phone from the blackberry case attached to the belt of my guardian attire and looked at the screen. I had finally decided it was time to tell Rose. I didn't know how she'd take the news, since I hadn't seen her in a little over a month.

With one more deep breath I dialed the number that was ingrained in my mind forever.

"Mazur" His voice took my breath away for a few moments, but I recovered quickly.

"It's Janine, and I think it's time."

So did you like it? I hope so….i think im going to skip to a couple weeks later in the next chapter..just a heads up…im sorry I didn't update sooner, schools been hectic and lately the only time I get to write is at my brothers basketball games,,,it helps me focus…weird I know….okaey dokey don't for get to review!

Til next time, Tristan Nicole3