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Think of you chapter three
"I died the day you disappeared, so why would you be welcome here,
No you can't come in, no you can't come in."
Element A Fine Frenzy
Until you love someone you don't know that a heart can actually break in two. I've loved and that's exactly what happened to my heart .
Since dimitri left I feel like I've acted more and more like an emotionless slug , and on top of the heartbreak my mother just informed me that'd I'd be meeting my father soon. She says that we will go to his house in Washington. She won't tell me his name, but at this point I don't even care to meet him. I've become an adult with out him and lived eighteen years with out him. I didn't really need to meet him.
DPOV
Abe told me his daughter was going to be visiting sometime in the next few weeks…I don't know why he told me. It wasn't really any of my business.
RPOV
A week later
As my mother and I boarded the plane that would take us to my father's house I wondered if I would even like him.
The plane ride to Washington was a blur. I walked off the plane, got my luggage and walked with my mother to where my father's driver was picking us up. He found us, told us his name was Leo and ushered us into the car. We drove past busy streets and not so busy sidewalks to come up to a giant mansion that had to be my father's house. My mom had said something about him having a lot of money; yeah a lot was an understatement.
"Mr. Mazur requested that I drop you here I'll take your luggage around back." he smiled and opened the car door for my mother and I. Mazur? That name sounded familiar but I didn't know why. My mother rang the doorbell.
"I'll get the door for you Abe." I heard a man who's lightly accented voiced seemed very familiar, but I didn't know why. Maybe I was imagining things these days. The door was opened and the last thing I remember before blacking out was seeing Dimitri's face and falling into my mother's arms.
Am I dead, have I died, was this heaven, probably not, I'd killed one to many to be anywhere but hell. I opened my eyes to meet a pair of beautiful chocolate brown ones.
"Roza are you okay?" a smooth Russian voice asked me.
"Rosemarie are you alright this certainly not what I wanted out of our first meeting." This must have come from my father.
I sat up on what I guessed was some antique couch, and I looked into the face of a man I'd definitely seen before, Ibrahim Mazur. I looked around to see my mom and of course the person id thought I'd never seen again Dimitri.
I spoke up first "What the hell are you doing here? To ruin my already fucked up life?" the words were out of my mouth before I could stop them. My parents were looking at me like I was crazy.
"Rose," My mother warned me.
I ran out of the house before anyone could stop me. I could hear Dimitri's footsteps running after me.
"Roza wait, let me explain…" he looked at me with pleading eyes.
"Really explain. Explain what? Why you left me when I thought you loved me? When you told me you loved me, when we made love? When you said we'd always protect each other no matter what? Explain why you lied to me after I gave myself and everything to you, everything changed when I saw you, but sure go ahead and explain your self." I started to walk away, but he grabbed my hand. I snatched my arm back and crossed my arms over my chest.
"I do love you-"
"You don't love me, you just wanted to get laid, well I've realized that all men are the same. You, my father, as long as your dick is happy then it doesn't matter whose heart you break in the process, including your student's." I continued," I was broken when you left, I still am…"
I started to walk away, leaving Dimitri behind me when I saw mom and Abe watching us from the second story balcony. Oh shit, we were doomed, she was going to kill Dimitri and then torture me. Double shit. I hated him for leaving me but I didn't want him to die.
"Rosemarie Hathaway!" My mother screamed from the balcony she was watching from. "Guardian Belikov I need to speak with both of you."
I shot Dimitri a look and walked back inside where I'm sure my mother was waiting with a rusty spoon to castrate Dimitri.
We sat down on the couch across from mom and my father.
DPOV
Mother fucker, why does shit like this always happen to me?
Janine looked at me, "so from what I gathered from that little episode that I watched outside you and rose have been in a relationship. Is this true?" she glared at me and I'm sure I looked like I wanted to run away at any moment.
I looked at her with wide eyes. I was afraid if I ever answered she would cut off my dreams of ever having kids. No pun intended.
"Umm…" I didn't know what to say.
"It's a simple question with a simple answer. Yes or no?" this came from Abe.
I just looked at the ground and weighed my options.
"Oh for Christ sakes, yes we were in a relationship…were…but I swear Abe if you hurt him I will tear you limb from limb, I didn't kill all those strigoi out of luck." Rose was angry now yelling at Abe like there was no tomorrow.
"Did you sleep together?" this question came from Janine.
Rose spoke again.
RPOV
"Yeah we had sex…but there is nothing you can do about it…and you two can't say anything." I pointed at my newly acquainted father," You have never been here for me so you have no right to tell me what to do. And you, you've never been there for me, you just dropped me off at the academy and left me there, never even looked back. No second thoughts."
My mom and Abe were speechless. They just stared at me with their mouths wide open in shock. I could only imagine what was going through their minds; their daughter had an affair with her teacher slash mentor. Oh gosh we were doomed!
I looked over at Dimitri who was extremely red and extremely embarrassed. I bet he was…
"Well," my mother finally spoke up, "I don't know how to react to all of this, this is insane."
I stood up. "Well while you contemplate I'm going to go take a walk." I walked out of the giant house and onto the side walk.
"Roza wait up." Roza, Roza, Roza. Why did he have to keep reopening the wound? Why do I feel this way every time I look at him? It's awful.
"What do you want Dimitri?"
"I want to explain why I left you, I felt like if we continued in the relationship then we would both be distracted. I would guard you and not Lissa, you have soo much potential. I decided if I really loved you id let you go cause that's what was for the best. I'd just be a distraction."
"A distraction? It's more of a distraction now that your gone, you're all I think about. I've cried myself to sleep because of you…" I started to walk away for what felt like the million time today.
"Roza-"
"No dimitri, I'm done. Don't Roza me because you've broken my heart way beyond repair."
I walked along the road leaving Dimitri in the dust. At this point I didn't care if he thought that he could get me back. I decided to call Adrian to get my mind off Dimitri and to vent a little. I sat down on the curb and pulled out my Samsung Flight. I dialed the number.
"Hello?"
"Hey it's me," I could already feel myself start to crack a little in the inside.
"Little Dhampir! Are you okay? You sound like you've been crying, where are you?"
"Washington, remember, to meet my dad…"
"Oh yeah I remember now, so how is it going?"
"Well not so good, obviously, we got to the door and rang the doorbell and-and I heard a voice that sounded familiar and they opened the door and-"
Adrian cut me off," Dimitri was there." Adrian finished my sentence with out hesitation.
"Yeah, how did you know?" I had tears streaming down my face by now and snot coming out of my nose.
"Because I know you and I know there are only two people in the world that could make you this up set, Lissa or Dimitri. But since I saw lissa five minutes ago when we were practicing spirit I figured it wasn't Lissa soo…" he trailed off.
"You knew it had to be Dimitri."
"Exactly, so tell me what happened." He actually sounded like he cared.
"Well Abe and my mom found out about me and Dimitri." I sighed; glad I could tell someone about all the craziness. I mean I knew I could call lissa but she would just worry a lot.
"Wait Ibrahim Mazur is your father? No wonder your so badass." I could practically hear him smirking through the phone.
"Yeah I guess so; I haven't really talked to him yet. It's just been a bunch of yelling at me and Dimitri. It's exhausting."
"Do you want me to come get you?" Adrian asked. This Adrian scared me a little, he actually seemed like a protective older brother and not the guy who always wants to get in my pants all the time."
"No that's okay I'll fight through it. I mean I have to face the demons eventually, I just didn't want to deal with them all at once you know…."
"Yeah I know…give em Hell Little Dhampir, I'll call you later." He hung up the phone, and after sitting on the concrete curb for what seemed like hours I picked myself up off the ground and headed back towards the house, to the hell I didn't want to face.
My mother met me at the door.
"Rose, what in the world were you thinking?"
I sat down on the steps. "I wasn't thinking, I wasn't thinking of the consequences. I was only thinking about how my heart felt when we were close together, how well he treated me, his brown eyes, how I had never wanted something as much as I wanted him in my whole life. It wasn't a crush mom and he left and I'm completely broken inside because he's gone."
I just let it all out and to my surprise my mother sat down and gingerly put and arm around me. Wow. I'm kind of thinking that I've had too many surprises in one day.
"Rose I know I haven't been around at all, but I do know what it feels like to be in love. I also know what it feels like to be a teenager and what it feels like to be scared and broken. Believe it or not,"
"Really?" I looked at my mother with doubt. She always seemed so heartless and cold.
"Really, I'm serious. Let's go back inside, your fathers waiting for us."
We walked back into the house to see Abe and Dimitri yelling at each other. Great, let the fun begin.
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Til next time Tristan nicole