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What I Wouldn't do

If we were children I would make you a mud pie, warm and brown beneath the sun.

Never learned to climb a tree but I would try, just to show you what I'd done.

Oh what I wouldn't do if I had you babe, if I had you.

-a fine frenzy

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Rpov

When I saw Dimitri and Abe yelling at each other all I could think was oh no. I thought that everything would be okay until I walked in the house.

"I should fire you, you know that right?" Abe yelled at Dimitri.

"Okay do it, I'll leave right now if you'd like. I won't come between you and your family." Dimitri looked ashamed as he said this.

"Wait Abe, don't be mad at Dimitri, be mad at me, it's my fault all of this happened."

"Rose I have every right to fire him."

"He didn't do anything wrong!"

"Yes he did he took advantage of a minor, which is illegal."

Rose! I cant believe you called Adrian before me!

I looked at Abe," I've got to take care of something with lissa, work this out or I'm leaving."

I grabbed my phone and called lissa like she had asked me too.

She picked up on the first ring," Rose Hathaway I can't believe that you called Adrian Ivashkov before you called me, because last time I checked you hated him."

"I knew that you would worry like crazy, I called Adrian to vent and because I needed I male to talk to,,,give me some insight."

"You could have called Christian,"

"Look lissa I don't want to fight with you right now, it's pointless. I'll call and explain everything to you later but right now I'm in the middle of a crisis. I love you Liss, but I got to go."

"Okay you better call me, and I love you too, never forget."

"Okay Liss bye."

"Bye."

I walked back in to see Abe and Janine sitting on the couch awfully close together. This day was getting stranger and stranger by the second. I walked through the living room but they seemed too distracted to notice. I looked at them, "Where's Dimitri?"

They still weren't listening to me.

"Hello, earth to the parents."

They finally looked up after a few seconds. They looked at me questioningly.

"Dimitri? Where is he?"

"I don't know, he went to pack."

I ran up the stairs I saw and looked into every door until I found dimitri. He was facing away from me looking into what I guessed was a closet.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"I just got called on a mission I'll be back in a few days."

"So my father didn't fire you?"

"No I'm his best guardian, I think he was just angry."

"Oh okay, well good luck." I turned on my heel and walked out of his room.

"Oh and Roza…"

"Yeah" I turned around just as his lips crashed down on mine. It ended as quickly as it begun.

"I'll see you tomorrow. Goodbye." He pressed one more kiss to my lips, soft as a feather.

"Bye." I walked away feeling conflicted. Should I take him back after what he did to me or should I stand strong and turn away? I couldn't decide. Just then "Girls just wanna have fun" started to play.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket. "Hey liss I just told you I would call you back later."

" I can't wait till later, start explaining."

"Well I'm sure Adrian already told you everything. He's here and I don't know what to do. I love him so much but I don't know if it's too late. And just a few seconds ago he kissed me. I didn't kiss him back intentionally but my body just responds to him, I can't help it at all. I don't want to love him, he hurt me so badly but—"

I was cut off my Lissa's loud and obnoxious squeal.

"Omg…he kissed you, where is he now? Why didn't you tell him you love him? Rose?"

"Lissa calm down, he just left to go on some mission, he will be back in a couple days. And Liss he left me, he broke my heart in two, he can't just get me back because it's so convenient now."

"Okay, I guess I have to let you make your own decision about what to do. Go get some rest you're going to need it."

She hung up the phone and left me all alone to ponder away at my thoughts.

Even though it was the middle of the day I decided I needed a nap to calm my nerves, I was too fed up with my parents to talk to them now anyways.

Dimitris POV

Kissing Roza again was like coming home. I couldn't wait to get home to her to show her just how sorry I was for leaving. I felt like baing called on a mission was a good thing, give me a chance and her a chance to think for a while. We were going to hunt strigoi at a location about thirty minutes outside of the estate. I figured it would be a quick mission I hoped I was right.

The next day

Rose POV

The next day was uneventful watching my parents pretend they didn't didn't love each other anymore, and thinking about dimitri and our crazy relationship.

THE DAY AFTER THAT

I woke up the next day to my mother shaking me telling me to get up out of the bed, I knew instantly that something was wrong. All I could think of was Lissa and hoping that she was okay.

"Rose, Dimitris in the hospital."

"What why?"

"Rose he is in a coma, he was attacked by a strigoi yesterday, he's in critical condition at the nearest moroi hospital."

"Where?" I could feel the tears threatening to spill over. I couldn't believe this was happening. It was logical yes, but I just never thought another person I loved would die.

"The hospital is about thirty minutes away, I'll take you there if you give me five minutes."

"Okay, ill get dressed."

I sat up quickly and put on the first thing I saw, and brushed my hair and put it up in a sloppy ponytail. It was like I couldn't get down the stairs fast enough.

"Mom I'm ready, can we go now?"

She met me at the front door with the car keys.

"Yeah, let's go."

The ride to the hospital was about thirty minutes away, but in the time of crisis it felt like we would never get there. My head was spinning and though i didn't really believe in God, I hoped someone would keep him safe. He couldn't die, it didn't make sense that when someone gives their life to protect people that they would get hurt after all they had done for others.

"Rose, are you okay we are here." My mother pulled my out of my trance that I was in.

"Oh yeah I'm okay sorry." I unbuckled my seat belt and stepped out of the car. I could feel the tears threatening to flow over. I just stood there for a while just looking at the building, my legs couldn't move. I felt my mother take my hand and pull me towards the entrance of the hospital.

We walked to the front desk to find out what room he was in.

"Room 145." The pretty nurse said with a sympathetic smile.

"Thank you." I replied and followed my mom to the room. I took a deep breath before I opened the door.

Dimitri was hooked up to a bunch of cords and monitors. The tears I kept inside for almost an hour spilled over and down my cheeks.

"I'll wait outside in the lobby okay?"

I didn't answer her I just grabbed a chair and sat beside Dimitri's bed. I heard the door click shut.

His face was scratched and bruised and he had a black swollen eye. His arm was in a cast and and his leg was badly bruised.

I sat there for what seemed like forever, just holding his hand and telling him not to leave me. It must have been a long while because a nurse came in twice to check his vitals.

"I really do love you you know, because as soon as mom told me about what happened to you I forgave you, cause I realized that I can't lose you." He might not be able to hear me, they always say coma patients can hear you, but I had to pour my heart out to him. He couldn't leave me, I needed him here with me, to make love to me and tell me he loves me. That's what I wanted out of our future. Lo-Holy Shit!

I looked down at my hand that had just been squeezed.

"Roza?" I looked at Dimitri who had his non swollen eye open. He was coughing but he was definetly awake. Just when I thought that all my tears were gone more flowed down my face, but these were happy tears.

"Yeah I'm here." I stood up and brushed the hair out of his face that was somehow still gorgeous, to me at least.

"Where am i?" he looked a little out of it.

"You are in the hospital. You were in a coma for almost twenty-four hours. I assume something happened with the strigoi. Do you not remember?"

"The last thing I remember was being hit in the head and blacking out. Then…nothing."

"I was so worried about you, we need to call a nurse to come and check on you." I got up to press the button on the bed and kissed Dimitri's forehead

A few minutes later a nurse came in she had a nice smile and a plump body. "You're awake, good, we were starting to worry about you." She unplugged some of the machines and wrote down his heart beat. " you'll probably be fine, wed just like you to stay for another day or so, just to make sure you are alright before we discharge you okay?"

"Yeah okay."

The nurse smiled at him, "You'll be in that cast for at least three weeks, you sprained your wrist pretty badly, so you'll be taking it easy for a while." She winked at me. Oh gosh. Oh no. Wow.

My face turned red and I looked away. But I secretly wished that that would happen again someday soon. Well in a week or two that is.

The nurse walked out and shut the door behind her.

"Roza are you okay?"

I looked at Dimitri, who had a worried look on his face. I didn't say anything I just smiled and kissed his swollen lips.

"I love you." He said.

"I know, but we have a lot of talking to do, but regardless I do love you back."

"Will you stay with me? I don't want you to leave me."

"Yeah let me just call my mom."

I grabbed my phone and dialed her number. She answered on the first ring.

"Rose? Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine you should come down here, so I can say bye to you, I'm going to stay with Dimitri."

"Um okay I'll be there in a second."

Mom walked in a few moments later. She looked surprised.

"Dimitri? How long have you been up?"

"Oh just a few minutes." He said drinking a glass of water.

"I'm glad you're okay." She said with a smile.

"I'll walk you out" My mother followed me out the door.

"Rose?" she asked in a disapproving tone.

"What?"

"I know I haven't been around a lot, but I really don't want to see you get hurt again."

"I'll be fine mom." I gave her a hug and then walked back into the room to see Dimitri half asleep.

"Roza?"

"Yes?"

"Will you come lay down with me?" he looked hopeful

"Yeah of course" was he crazy of course I would lay down.

I climbed in the uncomfortable hospital bed and laid beside dimitri who winced a little.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Yeah I'm fine just a little sore that's all." He gave me a very sleepy smile. "Oh and I saw the wink the nurse gave you."

I smacked his non sprained arm. "Three weeks now go to sleep." I slept with a smile on my face.

Okay so I hope you guys are glad that I am updating cause I know I am! So this chapter is all rushed and stuff but I hope you like it….one favor im going to need is that id like there to be a lemon in the next chapter but I don't have a lot of lemon experience so I need your help…if someone will inbox me a message ill tell you what needs to be in it….you wouldn't have to do it right away….just with in the next two weeks…..it would help a lot! Thank you so much and id love it if you could give me some awesome suggestions!

Til next time, Tristan Nicole