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"Pain of the mind is worse than any pain of the body"

"Sookie...Sookie this way. Look over here" A delicate utterance scattered in the dark scene surrounding me. I couldn't see anything. Not even my own hands. Pitch black and vacant. Except for that voice that keeps softly filling the room. "Sookie" There it is again! "Over here" It disappears so quickly. "Where are you?" My voice echos but no response. I can feel myself running in a direction but I can't see or feel a damn thing. "Look harder Sookie"

"What are you talking about? I can't see anything It's so dark in here!" I must be dreaming. I have to be. I tried pinching myself but I have no senses other than sight. Suddenly a broad figure lights up the somber environment around me. "Who is that?" Whoever they were they were moving in a fast pace toward me and then a holt. "Sookie!" All I could see was Eric Northman standing in front of me glowing smiling with fangs and all. Gesturing with his index finger that I move closer to him. I could feel myself being pulled toward him unwillingly. Face to face with the vampire, He whispers in my ear " There's only darkness when I'm not with you"

That was the third time I've dreamed about that scumbag this month. I don't know what's gotten into you Sookie but you really need to stop watching late night TV it's obviously fucking with your head. I sat up in bed trying to squint away from the gleaming morning sunshine peeking through the curtains. I noticed the other side of the queen size was unoccupied with my lovely future husband to be. Where did he run off too?

Of course it explained it all in the note next to me with the coffee and breakfast sitting on the nightstand. He was too good to me sometimes. Bless his heart

"Didn't want to wake you beautiful. You look soundly asleep but no worries my darling. See you later tonight 3

I Love you,

Bill

Smiling as I a sip the lukewarm morning coffee I realized, I'm getting married in a week. Then I got the chills but I mean that's normal right? I've watched and read about "Cold feet" It'll soon past. I'm just over excited I guess. After my relaxing sunrise coffee I noticed a something hanging on the closest. For me? The long white sheet hanging on the closest door contained a note of course. People do not know how to communicate now a days.

"This came for you. I guess early wedding present for tonight?"

Bill

Oh maybe Arlene came to her senses and dry cleaned my silk pink dress she borrowed last year and never gave back! I unzipped slowly until an aurora of smuttiness filled the room. Uh, was I invited to a strip club and forgot about it. I looked at the slutty garment hanging in front of me.

" Oh my god, you cannot be serious..." I took the trashy Little Red Riding Hood costume out of the sheet and gazed at all the red bows and lacey ties. A sticky note fell to the floor. Ugh another note!

"Hope you can make your arrival tonight before the big bad wolf gets ya"

Seriously, I thought I was too old for dress up. I threw the note in the garbage and pressed the costume up against my body in front of the mirror. There's no way in hell I'm wearing this. I threw the costume on the bed and headed downstairs to find Jason passed out on the floor next to the couch. I laughed and kicked him in the back. " Rough night?"

Jason groaned as he flipped over and my attention went striaght to the vampire bites infesting his whole upper torso. " Oh my god Jason! Who did this to you?" I kneeled down next to him to make sure his pulse was at a regular pace. " Damn bitches!" Jason moaned as he tried to sit up " Easy Jason You've lost alot of blood. Your white as a ghost!"

" I'm fine Sook, Maybe a little sore but pissed off more than anything" Jason immediately took off his torn up shirt and threw it in anger. " What the hell happened?" I found more vamp bites on his shoulders. " Let me go get the first aid kit" I ran into the kitchen remembering where Gran use to store all the first aid appliances. She always knew they would come in handy. Especially now when everyone is getting bruised and beaten and it's usually always at my house!

I ran back to Jason's side and immediately took out the cotton balls and rubbing alcohol. I could still see the upset look on Jason's face. "This might sting a little" He cringed when I pressed the wet cotton ball to his wounds. "I got played Sook. First time in my life. I got played!" I could tell he was rethinking about last night from all the blurred imagines of partying and a bunch of girls surrounding him. "What exactly happened?" Out of curiousity I knew I had to ask. He took a minute to responded. " Well, Just like any other night when I have off I usually go down to Merlotte's for a drink or two and usually there's easy woman there to pick up but Hoyt wanted to go to Fangastia instead. He said "Vampire chicks" is where it's at. So of course I'm down for the ride but when we got there. I was just surrounded by hot bloodthirsty chicks! I couldn't tell who was vampire and who wasn't. They dress so..."

"Slutty" I finished his sentence just for the hell of it. " Yeah slutty and twisted but HOT! so I met a bunch of girls specially this girl Martina. Hot! But she fucked me over! drugged my drink and took me into the bathroom and her and her little vampire sluts almosted suck me dry until I think some big dude came in and I can't remember the rest. I just wish they would of suck something else besides my blood." Jason was very visual with his thoughts and after that little replay I wasn't too happy with what I heard or seen. I finished ading to Jason " Are you going to be ok? I got work today until six but I mean I can call in if you need me to"

"No No, I'll be fine Sook. I'm a big boy. Just a little fatigued that's all." Jason laid himself on the couch in front of the TV. " Alright well...If you need anything I'm only a phone call away" I went upstairs to change into my work clothes and out the door I was. Driving on the way to work I was thinking about Jason's thoughts and tha Martina girl. I don't know where vampires think it's ok to just screw people over. They seriously need some manners. I was pleased to know that I had one of the well mannered vampires by my side.

I just made it into lunch time and Merlotte's was decently busy. Arlene and that new girl were on my shift today. Tieing my black apron around my waist I notice my section was full. Good start to a good day I guess. Arlene passed by with an order of fries in her hands. " Hey babe thanks for covering me I think I got it from here" I went to take the fries out of Arlene's hand. "Uhh..I haven't covering you Sookie. Sorry, The new girl took it upon herself to take over your section" She looked at me in guilt. "Arlene! seriously?" I looked around the room for that section stealing bitch. " I'm sorry Sookie I tried tellin her she can be pretty bossy" I shook my head and headed in the back for the solution to this problem. Ah and there she was counting MY tips. "I'm here now so you can hand over back my section" I put my hand out empty hoping I get it back full. "Um, I don't know what your talking about sweetchicks but I'm not handed you over anything" She smirked and contiuned to count the wad of cash. " Excuse me darling but those are MY tables in MY section and your counting MY tips. SO before there's a real problem between I recommended you avoid that because believe me you don't want to mess with this bitch" I could feel the heat from bouncing off to me and smacking her in the face. I could also hear Lafayette cheering me on in the background "Ohhhh girl. She bout to fuck..YOU..UP!"

Sam came between us and took me into the other room. "Sookie! What's gotten into you?" He looked into my eyes like he if he was seeing if I were on drugs or something. Ha. " I'm sorry I don't know what's gotten a hold of me but I didn't feel like myself then. I'm sorry I'll go apologize to Luna. ok? Sam stared at me for a bit without responding. " You can stop babying me now Sam" His thoughts were pathetic sometimes.

"Listen Luna, I'm so-" She cut me off even before I could finish. " Don't sweat it kid. I'm finished anyways. Sam said I could have the rest of the evening off. You know working hard and all" She folded my tips in front of me and stuck it in her fake Gucci bag. "You've only been here for two hours. How did you even make that come up with that much cash?"

She smacked her glossy lips at the mirror in front of her. " Yeah I've got a costume to go fetch and it's called skill honey. I'm sure you'll pick up sooner or later" She winked at me and catwalked her way out the door. That French bitch.

"Excuse me Miss! We're ready to have our order taken!" Ugh great, Time to work my "skill" off.