Thanks for the review, UpperClassk9! I got the info on Konzen from the translations of the original 'SaiYuki' story.

Disclaimer: Would I be writing this if I owned SaiYuki? No. Also if I did, I wouldn't be known as GirlWithNoLife, now would I? I do own Tsuki though!

Summary: Sanzo's secret has finally been revealed! Now that the boys all know Sanzo's a girl, emotions are going haywire! And with Sanzo's death closely approaching, what is she to do? And who are these strange gods that keep appearing? And who of the boys will win Sanzo's heart?

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Tsuki's eyes widened and his whole face turned pale when he saw the man standing tall and proud in front of him.

"Susanowa . . . " he breathed. The man before him was a handsome man with long pure, silvery white hair and bright golden eyes. It had been years since Tsuki had seen him . . . since that . . . that day.

"Yomi . . . " Susanowa said, almost sadly. Tsuki's eyes widened and he clenched his fists and gritted his teeth together. The only thing that kept Tsuki from attacking was that Susanowa seemed a bit different than he remembered. That and he knew he would be killed if they fought.

"What . . . are you doing here?!" he snarled. His body shook violently as he remembered everything Susanowa had done. All the people who had been hurt.

Goku . . .

Tenpou . . .

Kenren . . .

Uzume . . .

Amaterasu . . .

Konzen . . .

All their bloody bodies flashed before his mind as he thought of each of them.

"How dare you show your face before me after all you've done?! After all this time . . . How dare you appear before me?!" he yelled. Susanowa looked away and stared at the ground.

"I... I know. I know I have no right after all I did to you and Amaterasu . . . Especially after I killed Konzen, but . . . " he started, but Tsuki cut him off.

"Stop!" he yelled. He was trembling violently now. "Don't . . . Don't mess up the facts. You may have had a hand in Konzen's death but the one who killed her . . . The one who really can't ever be forgiven . . . was me." Konzen's face appeared in mind, her cold, but beautiful face.

"I killed Konzen."

//500 years ago//

It was dark on that day. The sky was blood red and the sun was pure black and across the field were many dead mangled bodies of Humans, demons, and gods all alike. In the center of it, Uzume held Amaterasu's body that was covered in slashes and in the center of her chest was a large hole.

"Ama-chan . . . ! Ama-chan! Ama-chan! AMATERASU!! NOO! Don't be dead! Don't be dead! Amaterasu!" she cried as she clung to Amaterasu desperately. "Amaterasu!! No! Please don't leave me!!"

Meanwhile, Susanowa stood stand, laughing as he brandished his long thick blade that let off little lightening sparks.

"Kenren! Goku! We have to take him down now, or it'll be the end of all us!" Tenpou yelled as he charged forward, long sword brandished.

"Right behind you!" Kenren and Goku yelled, their weapons brandished. They all charged towards Susanowa who threw then all back by sending out a few bolts of lightening that not only electrocuted them, but burn them and cut them up.

"Goku! Tenpou! Kenren!" Tsuki yelled as he ran forward. "Bakas! Leave Susanowa to me! You're not nearly at his level!"

"Tsuki..." Tenpou gasped. "He's... your brother..." Tsuki ran forward and Susanowa brought his blade down, which Tsuki blocked with his scythe. Light exploded from the two as they clashed, moon light against storm light.

"I know that! But he's hurt too many people! I love my brother, but he has to be stopped no matter what! And if he has to die... then it should be by my hand at least!" Tsuki yelled. Susanowa smirked.

"Big talk, but I'm afraid you have it all wrong... Because I'll be killing you!" Susanowa sneered. He threw Tsuki back then gathered a bunch of lightening in his sword and shot it at him. There was a bunch of smoke and for a moment Susanowa thought he killed him, but just then Tsuki tore the smoke away like one would a drape, his cheek bleeding badly.

"We'll see about that!" Tsuki glared and Susanowa laughed. A ferocious battle cut loose. Light exploding every time their weapons clashed together. The sky roared like a lion and if it was fighting with itself and the ground shook as if there was an earthquake. Finally, after a long fight, Tsuki fell back to the ground. He was covered with slash marks and his right arm was broken. He gasped, begging for the smoky air around him. Susanowa stood over him, only bruises were on his tall pale body, for Tsuki could bare to hit him with the blade. For anything the blade of the Grim Reaper cuts, dies. Tsuki had hoped he could subdue his brother, but it seemed he had no choice.

Susanowa had to be stopped.

"This is the end, Yomi!" Susanowa yelled as he brought up his blade. Tsuki clenched his teeth. If he was going to die... then he would take Susanowa with him! He grabbed his scythe, ready to cut down his older brother and he brought down his sword.

But his blade did not cut Susanowa.

Tsuki's eyes widened in shock, dismay, and fear. Standing before him, taking the blow of Susanowa's sword and his scythe... was Konzen.

"K...Kon...zen..." he said as he shook violently. No... What had he done? "Wh...Why?" he asked. Konzen looked at him and smiled.

"'Why'? Because I was bored." she told him. Then she fell back into his arms, her life force, her breath, her heart beat...

All were gone.

"KONZEN!!!!!!" he heard Goku yell, his voice full of pain and anguish. Susanowa just stare, not moving, but just then it began to rain, hiding the single tear that slid down Tsuki's face.

//Back to the present//

"Your blade cut her down as well, I understand that. But she could have survive that blade... It was my blade that killed Konzen. I don't blame you for that, Susanowa... But at the same time I don't want to see you! I don't want to remember that day!" Tsuki cried. "It hurts too much! It hurts so much... that I want to cry! But I can't, not yet! Not until I set things right! I have too much to deal with right now, so why do you choose to appear?! Why?!" Susanowaa stared at him with such sad eyes.

"Because I don't want you to deal with it on your own." he told his little brother. "I did terrible things, trying to avoid the pain I felt. I always trained trying to become stronger, thinking that if I was strong I wouldn't be able to be hurt. I hurt other people too because I didn't want to feel any pain. I made other suffer in my place." He thought of everyone he hurt and all the tears that were shead. "I always called you an idiot, but I'm the real idiot. I could say 'sorry' a million times, but it wouldn't do any good. I can't give back what I've taken and no matter what I do, I know I can't repent ether. Nothing I do... will ever make up for what I did."

"Then... why?" Tsuki asked, finally calming down. Susanowa looked at the ground.

"I was wondering around earth slaying dragons and other things(1), when Kanzeon appeared and told me of all the trouble you were in and that very soon you were going to kill yourself, I just couldn't stay away." he told him. "Even when you were a child you always took on everything by yourself, but that was only because you never believed anyone would ever help you. Well, I'm here and I want to help you. I'm not asking you to forgive me, but let me help you... as your brother."

Tsuki was quiet as he stared at his brother. Then he asked,

"Hey. What exactly do you think I'm gonna say?" Susanowa continued to stare at the ground.

"'I'll never forgive you'. That what you're thinking. I knew it." he said. Tsuki walked over to him and... knocked him right on the cheek.

"Moron! I already said that I didn't blame you! You're my brother! I love you, idiot! I don't forgive you, at least not yet." Tsuki said with a goofy grin. "But I've been waitin' my whole life for my big brother to come see me, so I accept gladly your help." Susanowa stared at Tsuki, surprised.

"Yomi..."

"Could you help me bring the cranky monk back?" Tsuki asked as he held the artifact out to him.

"Huh?" Susanowa blinked. Tsuki explained everything about how he found the artifact and had switched Sanzo, Konzen, and Kouryuu. When he was finished, Susanowa rolled back, laughing.

"Ha, ha! This could only happen to you, Yomi!" he laughed. Tsuki glared at him.

"Stop laughing and help! If I don't fix thing, many angry people are going to come after me!" he whined.

"Alright, alright. Let me see this thing." Susanowa took the artifact and looked it over. "Hm. I found the way to fix everything." he said.

"Really? So fast? How?"

"See the button that says 'reset'?" Susanowa said as he pointed at a button that read, 'reset.'. Tsuki blinked.

"Oh." he said as Susanowa clicked the button.

//Meanwhile//

Gojyo put a hand through his hair.

"Great... Just what we need." he growled as he looked at all the demons.

"What's going on?" Kouryuu asked as she looked over the car door to see what was happening.

"It's nothing, Kouryuu. It's a couple of demons. Get down and hide while we handle them. Make sure no one sees you, all right?" Hakkai told her as he and Gojyo climbed out of the jeep. He wanted to stay and protect her, but if he did the demon would see Kouryuu and attack her.

"Right. Just sit tight, kiddo. We'll be done in a minute." Gojyo said as he summoned Nyoi-bo. Goku ruffled Kouryuu's hair.

"Be back soon!" he told her. Then he jumped out of the jeep and charged towards the demons.

"Prepare to die, Sanzo party!" the demons yelled. The fight began and of course The boys were finishing it quite quickly. But towards the end of the fight, Kouryuu became curious and poked her head out of the jeep. She saw Goku and others beat up the demon and stared in awe.

'Wow. Master's friends are strong.' she thought. Just then a demon appear right in front of her. She scream in surprise and fear as she crawled back. The demon sneered.

"Die!" he yelled as he raised his sword. But just then Nyoi-bo knocked him away.

"Don't worry, Kouryuu! I'll protect you, I promise!" Goku told her as he stood over her protectively. Kouryuu blushed a little and looked away.

In a few minutes all the demons were defeated.

"Well that was took longer than usual." said Hakkai as he dusted his hands.

"Who would have thought that cranky priest actually did anything?" said Gojyo, sakujo over his shoulder.

"You okay, Kouryuu?" Goku asked. Kouryuu nodded.

"I'm fine.. But why?" she asked.

"Eh?"

"Why are you protecting me? What reason in the world could you have to protect me?" Kouryuu asked as she stared up at him. Goku stared back, not knowing what to say.

"That's..." he started to say. But just then a bright light enveloped Kouryuu and she disappeared. Goku looked around desperately.

"Kouryuu?!"

//500 years Earlier//

"Hey... I haven't seen you here before, who are you?" a familiar voice asked from behind Sanzo. She slowly turned and saw... Gojyo!

"The hell..." she breathed with wide eyes. The man who looked like Gojyo blinked.

"Konzen?!" he exclaimed. Just then Uzume ran him over with a library cart and grabbed Sanzo as she zoomed by her.

"Whoa!" she exclaimed.

"Phew that was close!" Uzume said as they zoomed down the halls. "I always wanted to run Ken-nii-chan over."

"What the hell is going on?!" Sanzo yelled as they rolled down the halls. Suddenly a light enveloped her and she vanished.

"Huh?! What the-?! WHOA!" Uzume exclaimed as she rolled into the library Amaterasu and Tsuki were in. She crashed into Tsuki who was getting another book.

"Huh? AHH! OW!" he exclaimed as the book case fell on top of the two.

"Will you two stop playing around!" Amaterasu yelled at them.

"Who's playin'?!" they both whined.

//492 years later//

Konzen sipped the tea Koumyou had given her.

"When am I going to be able to go back?" she asked Tsuki.

"Never knew you were so fond of heaven." Tsuki said back, boredly.

"I'm not. But Goku's probably causing a lot of trouble and thus, making more work for me." Konzen sighed.

"I can make more trouble." Tsuki pouted. Konzen sweat dropped.

"Are you actually competing with Goku for who causes more trouble?" she asked.

"Nope, not at all. It's no competition. I'm the biggest trouble maker." Tsuki said with a pout. Konzen sighed.

"You're so childish!" she said curtly. "But now I have a question."

"What?"

"Why are you looking over this child?" Tsuki panicked, trying to think of an answer that wouldn't reveal anything and wouldn't get him maimed. At that moment, Konzen suddenly vanished.

"Huh?" Tsuki blinked. "I have mixed feelings about this." he said, sad that his past lover had to go, but happy that he didn't have to explain anything.

//15 years in the future//

In Kouryuu place, Sanzo suddenly appeared in Goku's arms.

"Huh?" they both said as they blinked. Then Sanzo realized the position they were in and blushed.

"Let go of me, monkey!" she said as she elbowed his head, hard.

"Ow!" Goku cried as he fell to the ground and let go of Sanzo. "Sanzo! You're back!" he said as he hugged her around her waist. Sanzo hit him with her fan.

"Release!" she hissed, embarrassed.

"Hey, Sanzo's back!" Gojyo said as he ran over.

"Tsuki must have fixed it." Hakkai said.

"Of course I fixed it!" Tsuki said as he ran over to them. He was dressed a woman long red hair and purple eyes. "I told you I would, didn't I?"

"As if! You did nothing." Susanowa said as he followed his brother. He wasn't looking at his dear brother because he couldn't believe he was wearing a dress! Was this because he never spent anytime with him when he was younger?

"Who are you?" Hakkai asked.

"Susanowa. Tsuki's older brother." Susanowa said with no emotion.

"Ah. My sympathies." Hakkai said.

"Hey! What's that suppose to mean?" pouted Tsuki. Sanzo then suddenly remembered something.

"Hey. Tsuki, there's something we need to talk about." she said.

"Eh? Uh! L-look if this is about the artifact, I can explain! See I'm an idiot, so I tend to play with danger objects and I'm sorry I sent you where ever, but-" Tsuki started.

"Not that. I want to talk about where I sent. Tsuki are you– OW!" she hissed as she felt a small shock in the back of her head.

"Gomen." Susanowa said as he pulled her hand away. "Static." Sanzo glared at him.

"Uh, what did you want to ask?" Tsuki asked. Sanzo didn't reply. Damn, what did she want to ask? Actually what had happened? The last thing she remembered was Tsuki showing her something, then nothing. Irritated that she couldn't remember, she decided to beat the crud out of Tsuki. She grabbed her fan and proceeded to beat him. "OW! ITAAII!! Have mercy! Onii-san, help!"

"Why?" smirked Susanowa. "Sorry, but not even a god can save you now."

"You cold hearted brother!" Tsuki yelled as he ran from a furious Sanzo. "Waah! Somebody stop her!!"

"Get back here!"

//500 years ago//

Konzen blinked as she laid in a pile of book. Okay, what the hell had happened?

"Ow, ow, ow! My head..." Tsuki moaned as he clutched his head.

"Tsuki?" Konzen blinked. Tsuki was in solid form and she recognized the library so she guessed she was home.

"Huh? Konzen!" Tsuki said, like a little puppy as he jumped to hug Konzen, who then hit him hard with a book. "ITAII!!"

"What the hell are you up to?! What was that thing you took?!" she yelled angrily. The main reason she was beating him was because the future him obviously took an interest in another girl!

"Ow! Why are you so mad? You're home, aren't ya?" Tsuki asked, shielding his head.

"Is there another woman?!"

"Eh? Wha?"

"There's another woman isn't there?! Isn't there?!" Konzen yelled as she threw the book at him.

"Eh? No! No! Trust me, it's a miracle I have one! AH!" Tsuki yelled as he ran.

"Oh, yeah?! Then why the hell are you following that little girl, huh?!" she yelled as she chased him down the halls.

"What girl?!" Okay, he didn't know what his future self did, but he knew one thing.

'WAAAH! I hate me!' he thought as he ran.

//492 years later//

Kouryuu let out a slight moan as she slowly woke. When her gaze cleared she saw the smiling face of her master looking down at her.

"Welcome back." he said gently.

"M-Master?!" Kouryuu exclaimed as she sat up. "Wha-What happened?"

"You got heat stroke and passed out. You shouldn't work yourself so hard." Koumyou told her. Kouryuu looked down cast.

"I see. Th-then that was all a dream." she said.

'Of course it was. No one would want to protect me.' she thought. Koumyou gently touched her arm.

"What did you dream about?" he asked as he pulled her into a hug. Kouryuu hugged him back.

"Don't worry, Kouryuu! I'll protect you, I promise!"

"I dreamed about a boy... He said he would protect me. He was... an idiot. But I'd like to meet him someday if I could." she said as she remembered Goku. Koumyou smiled as he petted her golden locks.

"Maybe you will. Someday in the distant future... Even though you don't remember him, you'll eventually meet. And when that day comes... you'll be able to repay him for his kindness." he told her. Just then Shuei burst in.

"Don't worry, Kouryuu! I got all the stuff you'll need!" he yelled as he came in with many tampons.

"Eh?" Kouryuu blinked. Koumyou laughed.

"Shuei, she's too young for that yet."

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Ah, and thus everything is right. With Susanowa around, Maybe Tsuki won't get into any trouble(most likely not.).

But man, this was looong! My hand hurts! Oh, well. It was worth it.

1- In old legends, after Susanowa was banished from heaven he descended to Izumo, where he met an elderly couple. Seven of their eight daughters had been devoured by the eight-headed serpent Yamata-no-Orochi and it was about to come for the eighth, Kushi-inada-hime. After the couple promised their daughter's hand in marriage to Susanowa, he agreed to slay Orochi. With the aid of eight bowls of sake(one for each head), Susano'o decapitated the monster once it had fallen asleep. From one of Orochi's tails, Susanoo pulled out a sword, which he named Ame-no-Murakumo-no-Tsurugi(Heaven's Cloud-Gathering Sword), later known as the Kusanagi-no-Tsurugi.

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