warnings for this chappie: Erestor makes his choice and Elladan goes crazy...hmmm wonder what Erestor's choice was?

CHAPTER 14

**4 days later**

Elladan punched the wall as hard as he could. Curse his Ada! Curse Erestor! Curse the whole lot of them! How could this happen?

**FLASHBACK**

" Meleth nin, may I speak with you for a moment?"

Elladan looked at Erestor and nodded. Erestor stood on the balcony and made no eye contact with him.

" Do you remember what you said to me the night you asked to court me?"

Elladan felt his heart twinge.

" Of course I do."

Erestor watched the sky for a moment. It seemed as though the weather had begun to match his mood lately. He slowly turned to face Elladan.

" The time you spoke of has now come. Has it not?"

Elladan felt tears stinging his eyes. Erestor stood in front of him and gently caressed Elladan's cheek.

" I loved him for a long time, Elladan."

Elladan couldn't stop the tears from falling.

" I know."

Erestor pulled Elladan into his arms.

" I am sorry."

Elladan began to sob uncontrollably. Erestor sighed and pulled away from Elladan as the sobs begin to subside.

" I will remember our times together."

Elladan nodded.

" As will I."

**END FLASHBACK**

Since that day, Elladan had become reckless. He did not care anymore. He could not bare the sight of Erestor with his Ada and let his displeasure be known to anyone who would listen. Elladan threw a vase at the wall. He had been a crying fool. He should have known Erestor was only using him until his Ada would take him. Elladan found a robe that Erestor had given him as a gift for his begetting day. He laughed humorlessly and used his dagger to shred it into pieces. How dare that elf make him think that he was in love with him as well? Elladan finally sat down and looked about his rooms. Chaos and destruction had been there. Elladan grinned to himself. If only he could take this aggression out on the root of his problems. He laughed to himself. It was time to find Erestor.

TBC...