Disclaimer: Would I be writing this if I owned Saiyuki? No. Also if I did, I wouldn't be known as GirlWithNoLife, now would I? I do own Tsuki though!

Summary: Sanzo's secret has finally been revealed! Now that the boys all know Sanzo's a girl, emotions are going haywire! And with Sanzo's death closely approaching, what is she to do? And who are these strange gods that keep appearing? And who of the boys will win Sanzo's heart?

I've given up on asking for reviews. Just take the next chapter!

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Sanzo was quiet as she watched the rain fall from her room. Of course, it would have to rain when she was finally away from that Hazel guy. She swore though, if Tsuki showed up and started throwing mud at her again, his head would become jeep's new head ornament.

As she stared out into the rain, memories of her master to flow. She remembered that her master always used to be sad when it rained, but she never knew why. Now, as she watched the rain fall, she wondered if he had lost someone when it rained as well.

A knock on the door brought her from her thoughts and back to the present.

"Go away, or die." she growled, unhappily. Of course, the person didn't listen to her and entered.

"Hey..." Goku said as he opened the door, only to be greeted by three bullets. "Whoa! Hey!"

"I did warned you, monkey." Sanzo said in a low voice. "Now get out!"

"Why so ya can mope around like ya always do? Not a chance!" Goku said, as he dodge more bullets. He knew Sanzo would never really shoot him, but he didn't really want to take the chance so he always made sure to duck.

After all, accidents happened.

"Go away!!" she yelled, a bit more fiercely.

"No!" Goku yelled as he finally reached her and grabbed the hand that held the gun. "No, never! I'm tired of just sitting outside the door while you're sitting alone in here miserable! You can beat me into a coma, whatever! Just... Just let me be in here with you, 'kay?" Sanzo stared at him. When... When did he become this? When... did he go from that little monkey in the cave to a...

She turned away as yanked her hand away from him.

"Hn. You're just lucky I just ran out of bullets, saru." she said as she returned her gaze to the window. Goku smiled widely as he sat across from her. While Sanzo stared out the window, Goku stared at Sanzo.

This woman... who he thought to be a man for over six years, who took him in and raised him, protected him(more or less), and taught him about the world and how to live in it.

His eyes trailed to her hair and he remembered how he thought she was the sun the first time he saw her.

He noticed that her hair had grown a bit longer and how it went past her ear lobes now.

He felt his heart beat a little faster now. He wondered... when it happened. When did he start to notice the smallest things about her? When did his heart start to beat faster when ever she touched him?

When did he start to think that... it would be nice to see her smile?

Little did he know Sanzo was thinking about him as well as the rain fell. She wondered when he grew up. When did that little irritating monkey, who was always clinging to her, and causing trouble grow up?

When did he become so confident as to come and challenge her will?

When did he... become so strong?

Most of all, when did he start to scare her so?

She finally noticed Goku staring at her and glared at him.

"Do you want your eyes torn out?" she asked with a sharp tone. Goku snapped out of his trance and looked away, embarrassed that he had been caught. He decided to quickly change the subject before she decided to keelhaul him.

"He-Hey, Sanzo! Y-You know what day it's gonna be in two days?" he asked. Sanzo stared at him for a moment, then turned.

"Hn. What makes you think I would know?" she asked.

"Saaanzooo!!" Goku whined. Sanzo twitched.

"Oh, god, will you stop your whining?! It's the day I found you! The most unfortunate day of my life!" she hissed. Goku grinned.

"Yup! You also made that day my birthday since I couldn't remember my real one." he said, edging a bit closer to her. She turned away.

"You wouldn't stop whining about it, so I just gave you a day that you could call your birthday!" she muttered. "Honestly, nothing has changed since that day! You're still a child, who never stops whining!"

"That's not true!" Goku exclaimed. "I... I'm not a kid anymore Sanzo!" he placed himself right in front of her, staring up into her violet eyes. "I'm a lot stronger now so I don't need to depend on you all the time! And... And back when I was a kid, I never realized anything! Unless you told me, I didn't see! I didn't understand! That's probably why I never realized anything until it was too late. But now, I'm starting to see! I'm not sure I understand... But I see! I see it, Sanzo! I see a lot of things! And... And someday I'm gonna understand! Because... Because!" Suddenly the was a large clash of thunder that startled Goku making him jump forward. Sanzo was surprised as first, then looked down at him.

"Not a kid anymore, huh?"she said with a twitch as she shoved him off.

"Sh-shut up! That was a big clash of thunder!"

"As if! You did that when you were a kid too! Except back then you would always hide under the covers." Sanzo said as she turned away from him in a huff. Goku blinked.

'That's right... During one of my first nights outta da cave, there was a really big storm. I thought it was gonna flood me like it did in that cave, so I hid under the covers. That night Sanzo let me sleep in the bed with her.' he thought as he blushed a little. Then he smiled. 'After that I wasn't afraid of the rain anymore.' He looked up at Sanzo, who had walked to the other side of the room. 'She always does that. She always makes the things that seem so scary okay.'

"I'm going to bed. If you wake me, I swear; Not only will I shoot you, but I'll make sure you and I are alone when I'm PMSing." Sanzo threatened as she crawled into bed.

"URK! Y-Yes Mam!" Goku said with an army salute.

'Maybe the reason snow and rain aren't so scary is because I realized Sanzo's scarier!'

/Meanwhile/

Watching Sanzo and Goku from a distance was a woman covered in shadow. She clutched her fists angrily as she watched them.

"No... No! This isn't suppose to be! They're not suppose to be together! They're not!" she yelled as she stomped the ground angrily. Then she looked up with a fierce gleam in her eyes. "This won't happen! I won't let it!" she growled as the thunder clashed.

/Meanwhile/

Elsewhere, a beautiful woman let out a moan of pleasure as a man traced her bare back.

"It's almost time... isn't it?" Amaterasu asked as she leaned into him.

"Yes. My followers are awaiting your orders," Amatsu said as he kissed her neck. "Heaven will soon fall to your grace... My goddess of the sun."

/The Next Day/

A week later, the Sanzo party were driving through a forest. It was sunrise and the male members of the party were all exhausted.

"Maaaan..." Goku groaned. As he stared up at the sky. "I'm soooooooo tired!"

"You're telling me? I was up all night with a woman and now, because of a certain monk's mood swing, we had to leave at dawn!" Gojyo yawned as he glared at the back of Sanzo's head. Sanzo glared at him from the corner of her eye.

"I wasn't going to stay there and be hounded by people who wanted me to bless them every five seconds." she said cooly as she lit a smoke. In the last town, people had obviously heard of her status and kept asking her bless them and chant sutras for them, which she hated.

"You coulda waited until breakfast!" Goku whined. "I'm hungry!"

"For once I agree with Goku. You didn't even let us do any shopping." Hakkai said from the driver's seat. "And I wouldn't mind a bit more sleep myself." Sanzo glared at all of them.

"Look! If you're all so tired, pull over and I'll drive."

"NO!!" They all yelled in union, startling even Sanzo.

"No, we're fine! We're fine!" Gojyo said, desperately.

"Yeah, see?! We're wide awake now!" Goku added.

"Never been more awake in my life!" Hakkai put in, gripping the wheel tighter. Sanzo blinked, then smirked to herself. Well, at least she stopped their complaining.

Suddenly Goku heard something.

"Huh?" he said as he looked up.

"What's wrong?" Hakkai asked him.

"Do you guys... hear that?" he asked as he listened even more closely.

"Huh? Hear what?" Gojyo asked.

"Stop the jeep!" Goku suddenly yelled as he made a grab for the wheel.

"Whoa! Hey!" Gojyo yelled as he was suddenly thrown from the jeep.

"What the hell are you doing, Saru?!" Sanzo yelled as she clung to the seat. Luckily Hakkai was able to stop Jeep before the crashed into anything.

"Hakuryu! Are you alright?" Hakkai asked Jeep, looking really concerned. Hakuryu kyuued in reply.

"What the hell were you–! Hey!" Gojyo yelled as Goku jumped out of the jeep and started to run in the direction where he heard the sound. "Where're you goin'?!"

"Goku!" Sanzo yelled after him. Then with a curse she jumped out of Jeep and chased after him.

"Sanzo!" Hakkai yelled after her.

"Now where are you goin'?!" Gojyo yelled. "To make out?"

Sanzo threw the fan back at him and it sent him flying into a tree, which knocked him out.

"Gojyo!" Hakkai yelled as he ran to him. "Are you still alive?! That didn't kill you, did it?! Gojyo!"

Goku could hear his heart beat now. This sound... it sounded like a drum. He heard it before, but he couldn't remember where.

He had to find it. He had to find out who was playing that drum. Finally he came to a small clearing and sitting the middle, was a woman with long brown hair that hung loosely around her body and dark pink eyes that were narrowed as she played the large drum that rested in her lap. Goku stared at her. There was something familiar about her, but what?

"Who... Who are you?" he asked her. Suddenly Sanzo came running up next to him.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" she panted as she stopped next to him. Then she saw the woman and fixed her with a suspicious glare. So that beating wasn't her heart about to give out.

The woman finally stopped playing and looked up at the two of them. She glared at Goku as she remembered something.

"But I won't leave! I'll be here forever! Just give me a chance!"

She gave an empty smile.

"So much for... forever, huh?" she said cooly as she stood.

"Huh?" Goku said as he watched her.

"I guess you're no different from the rest of them, are you? You're a liar too! Just like him!" she said cooly.

"What the hell are--" Sanzo started and the woman turned to her.

"And you! What are you doing with him?! You're suppose to be with him!" she yelled. Sanzo blinked in confusion.

"What--?! What the hell are you talking about?! Who are you?!" she snapped, matching glare for glare. The woman's eyes narrowed as she held out her hand.

"If you do not remember... Then I will not tell you!!" There was a bright light and suddenly a long spear with a sharp silver blade appeared in her hands. Then without warning she twirled and slashed it at Sanzo and Goku, who just barely managed to jump back in time.

"Whoa!" Goku exclaimed as he jumped back. His eyes widen when he saw that even though the blade had missed him, he still had a long slash across his chest.

"Shit!!" Sanzo, who also had a slash across her chest, cursed as brought out her gun. She shot at the woman, who was doing something like a dance, dodging them with ease. Then she flipped forward and stabbed at Goku.

"Aw, crap!!" he cursed as he summon Nyoi-bo. He just barely managed to block in time, but he could just feel his knees bend in strain. The woman wasn't letting up one bit! Goku gritted his teeth. Suddenly, Sanzo appeared right next to her and attempted to do a chop to her neck, but Uzume quickly ducked it and returned it with a hard kick to Sanzo's side. Sanzo went flying into a tree hold her side in pain.

"Sanzo!" Goku yelled, but before he could run over to her, Uzume started to jab her spear at him and it took everything he had to dodge. But even though he was trying the best he could, multiple scratches appeared on his arms and on his face. Just when he thought he going to be through, he heard a gun shot and the woman ceased her attack for a moment, giving Goku the chance to swing his nyoi-bo but throw Uzume back a few feet. Then he fell to his knees, panting heavily. The battle had just begun... and he was already this tired?

Sanzo panted from where she was. She couldn't believe her eyes. The bullet she was... it dissolved before it even hit the woman! But the bullet had done it's job, for the woman had stopped her attack on Goku, giving him the chance to whack her away from him. Uzume staggered back a little, then met Sanzo with a glare.

"Why don't you remember? You two were so happy together! You were suppose to be together forever!" she yelled. Sanzo narrowed her eyes as she gritted her teeth.

"I don't know what the fuck are you talking about, and I don't care!" she yelled as she started to shoot at Uzume.

Uzume just walked towards her as the bullets dissolved when they hit her godly shield. Then she brought up her spear and stabbed through the gun and Sanzo's hand. Sanzo gasped in pain as Uzume pinned her had to the tree.

"Fool. Do you honestly think you can kill a god with that?" she asked a she looked at Sanzo's writhing form.

"Get away from her!" Goku yelled as he summoned all his strength to jump in the air and aim his weapon at Uzume. Uzume, whipped towards him with a glare.

"I've had enough of you!" she snarled as she ripped her spear out of Sanzo and swung it towards Goku. Sanzo's eyes widen.

"Goku!!" she yelled as Uzume's spear thrust right through him. Goku's eyes widen in shock, then he released his staff as he fell back. He didn't even flinch as Uzume ripped the spear from his chest.

"Hmph! Stupid monkey. Power means nothing if you cannot control it. Especially if you cannot summon it when you need it." she said emotionlessly. Sanzo just stared at Goku, unmoving.

"Goku...?"

Her heart beat louder.

"Goku?" She reached towards him as Hakkai and Gojyo came bursting through the bush.

"Goku!" Hakkai cried when he saw Goku. Sanzo didn't reply. It was just like... back then... When she lost...

She felt her heart tighten as she clutched Goku tightly. Gojyo gritted his teeth as he whipped towards Uzume.

"Hey! Did you do this?!" he yelled. Uzume looked at him coldly as she brandished her spear.

"Obviously." she said. Gojyo glared at her.

"You bitch!" he hissed as he summoned his shakujyo. Hakkai, meanwhile, ran over to Sanzo, to tend to Goku, but Sanzo was holding him too tightly.

"Sanzo, give Goku to me! I'll closer his wound! Sanzo!" But Sanzo wasn't listening. She was too busy holding on to Goku. She felt like if she let go... He would go away.

Like Koumyou.

"...Hey." said Sanzo as she looked at him. The boy just continued staring up at her with wide eyes.

"Huh?" he said.

"You the one who's been calling me?" Sanzo asked again. The boy just continued to stare, a surprised, innocent expression on his face.

"I haven't been calling anyone. Who are you?"

Suddenly Hakkai slapped her, bring her out of her small flash.

"Wh-what?" Sanzo said coming back to earth.

"Let him go." Hakkai ordered. When Sanzo realized, she released Goku and Hakkai started to tend him.

Gojyo was trying to fight Uzume, but if Goku was no match for her, there was no way he was.

Sanzo felt tears fill her eyes and she clenched her fists. She felt her heart beat faster as her body became cold.

Again. It was happening again!

Images began to flow into her head. But they weren't of Kyoumyou. They were of someone else. But who?

"You're hair... It's like the sun!"

"You fool!! Do you realize what you just did?! You have sinned against heaven!"

"K...Kon...zen... Wh...Why?"

"'Why'? Because I was bored."

"KONZEN!!"

Light exploded from Sanzo as the image of child, crying came to her mind. A child she knew all to well. She felt herself become empty as waiting for some power to come and fill her now, and the was just a siren call, calling for something to come.

And come it did.

A shadow appeared and began to slither towards Sanzo quickly wanting to get to her before anything else could. When it was just a foot from the form of a giant white snake appeared and it then jumped into Sanzo.

Hakkai, who was blow away from her, shielding Goku and Gojyo, who had forgotten about Uzume, could only watch with wide eyes as she began to transform. Her hair grew longer and it went from being sun gold, to a snow white as she grew a few inches and her skin became even paler.

Her eyes snapped open to reveal two ruby red cat like eyes. In the sky clouds began to roll together, forming a dark storm.

Uzume's light pink eyes narrowed.

"So you're one of his followers," she hissed coldly. "The one who hurt Amaterasu!" She brandished her spear. "I will not show you mercy!!" She charge forward, and Sanzo(or the person she had transformed into), fixed her with a frightening gaze, then moved to the right, so fast Hakkai thought she had vanished. Then when she reappeared, she was in a tree and had deep scratch on her cheek. Uzume sliced the tree and 'Sanzo' jumped into the air. The thunder roared loudly, and rain began to fall like a waterfall, drenching everything and 'Sanzo' was surrounded by a white light making her look like lightening as she hit the ground. Then she charged forward, fang bared. She would have bitten into Uzume's neck, but Uzume brought up her spear just in time to block, making 'Sanzo' bite into it. Uzume then threw 'Sanzo' into a rock. Uzume was just about to stab her, when suddenly she heard a voice,

"Uzume! Return to me! Now!"

Uzume immediately stopped her attack. Then with a curse she called her weapon back.

"You were lucky."she hissed. Then in a flash of light she vanished.

With the threat now gone, 'Sanzo' stood. She started towards the others, but stopped. Gojyo, who had been watching with wide eyes, spoke up.

"Sanzo?" The woman looked up, her eyes suddenly a sad amethyst. Gojyo blinked. "Sanzo?" he said again. She didn't respond. She walked over to Hakkai and Goku. At first Hakkai thought he should pull away, but then he suddenly felt it would be alright.

'Sanzo' bent down next to them and placed her hand on Goku's chest. There was a flow of light and Goku's wound was healed. 'Sanzo' bent down to his ear.

"I'm sorry."she whispered. A moment later Goku suddenly started to breath again!

"Goku!" Hakkai gasped, looking him over as Gojyo ran over. 'Sanzo' then stood and then with a sad look vanished in flash of light. Gojyo and Hakkai looked around.

"Sanzo?!" But it was no use.

She was gone.

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Wow. Once agin Tsuki did not appear(and that one was looooooooooooooong). But the villains have! And not only that but I finally got some GxS fluff in there!(Look, he won fair and square so no complaining!)

What will happen next? What happened to Sanzo? What was wrong with Uzume? Why did Sanzo run? Where is she going? Where is Tsuki when you need him? Why am I asking you? If I don't know there's no way you would!

Also, try to guess who that spirit was. I'll give you a hint: 'White Snake'.