Author's Note: This is my first attempt at writing smut, so I hope it's okay for everyone. And don't hate me for saying this, but we haven't even breached the Halfway there point. We're almost Halfway there though, so be happy. I think the short chapters kind of helped to make the story go by faster and not stall as much. Seriously, I hope you enjoy this as much as I did writing it cause it's been a blast. And if it sucked, it's my first fan fic, so don't be too pissed. And why am I talking about it like it's over when obviously, it'll be a while till we get there. All these questions and more will be answered on the next episode of 'Days of Our Lives.' I have a strange since of humor. Love you. XoXo.
Kendall was starting to drag me to the room when I whined back at him, "I'm so thirsty, Mister Pirate Sir, Let's drink a little my Lord." I mock bowed and almost fell over when Kendall caught my arm and pulled me up. I knew I would need Alcohol to be able to continue through tonight without dying, but I knew I couldn't just take some, so I would have to just live with the head-ache coming on. But I was with Kendall so It honestly just didn't matter at all. He drew closer to me, putting his hands on my hips as he pushed me into the bar in the kitchen, putting his face in my hair as he softly whispered. "I've hurt you before for shit like this, what makes you think I won't do it again this time." I smiled, vulnerably looking up to him as he got even closer than I thought possible, "Jo told me about how you look at me in class when I get *huh* nervous. And now's my turn to do that to you." It was cheesy, but at the time it seemed groundbreaking as he giggled into my hair, "Your right, I do like you, I like you a lot more than any guy should, but tonight was just unforgivable." He picked me up and put me onto the kitchen counter, kissing me slowly and softly down my jaw-line, caressing my neck with his tongue on the way down. "And tonight I'm gonna make you pay for every single unforgivable, fucking hot sin you've committed, including this tight little outfit." He started to suck onto my neck even harder, nibbling so that I could feel a tiny bit of blood and I liked it. I liked it so much I started to moan, loud. He pulled off, licking his lips as everyone around us started to stare at our conquest on the counter. I saw a huge drink on the table before chugging it down as fast as I could and going back to focusing on Kendall, hovering above me with his face against my cheek, breathing hot breath into my ear.
"Promise you'll do naughty things to me," I said as I spread my legs even wider and grabbed for his crotch in the pirate costume, "or have you already been doing naughty things to me this whole time." I grabbed and caressed his hard on through his cheep pirate costume, realizing he hadn't worn underwear. He was planning to bang someone the whole time. At first I was detoured and started to get pissed at the thought that I was just a piece of ass to him, but then a rush like a train hit me and I forgot all about Kendall Knight's problems and only wanted him. I grabbed his dick even harder and pulled the skin back, eliciting a slow moan out of him as I whispered back into his ear, "Do what you were planning to do to me," I purred, "and make me pay for everything I've ever done to you these last few months." I jumped off the ground, hitting it a little harder than planned in the GoGo's before he grabbed me by the shoulders and guided me through the stairs into a bed room next to the hall closet, hidden closer to the back. I recognized this bedroom well when Kendall closed the door and saw the fucking couple on the bed. Sex was apparently a prerequisite when you came to a costume party, or any kind of party like this one. Lots of Virginities were lost that night, and mine was no exception. Kendall moaned again when I pressed my ass against his aching cock and questioned him on what to do. He grabbed my hands and dragged me into the bedroom's huge walk-in closet that James's loved so much. It felt dirty doing something with Kendall in James's most sacred place, but I didn't care. I was getting screwed tonight and I didn't care were. Alcohol does that to. "You want some 'booty' Mister Pirate, because I have plenty in abundance for you," I said to Kendall, smiling into a deep kiss as he pushed me into the wall of the closet. He told me how stupid it was, but he shut the hell up when I pulled him pants down and grabbed his cock into my hand. It was big and hard as I studied it and when he stared at me with beautiful green eyes in lust. I knew what I had to do and I put the thing in my mouth, bobbing on it thoroughly as I jacked it into my mouth at the same time, getting him to run his fingers through my hair as he moaned in pleasure. Then a flash of light came from the corner of the room and Kendall simply grabbed the door handle and shut it, ignoring what the other's in the room were deciding to do while sexing it up on the floor. Then he turned to me and started to thrust hard into my mouth. I teased him though and pulled off as I liked his balls before popping back up and telling him I was ready.
"Kendall, I want it now," I said as a put my arms around his neck and kissed him sloppily again on the lips, loving the taste of his mouth.
He pushed me off giving me a worried look before saying, "I don't have a condom,or have prepared you, or done this before." I laughed watching his masculine hands trying to pry me off as that husky voice I was beginning to love me so nervous. He sounded more like me than bastard, bully Kendall Knight he was at school all time.
" I just don't give a fuck," I responded as I gripped his body with my thighs and lifted myself up. "Now take off that shirt hot stuff …" I trailed off, trying to come up with something else sexy to say before he smiled into a kiss with me. "Your wish is at my command," he said after pulling off of my lips, "And now your ass is at my command too."HE quickly through off the top and exposed himself fully to me, finally before he looked back to me. "Your turn," he said simply before putting me down, laughing at the hunger in my eyes and the slight quiver in my lips. I tore off the hat and the dress before just giving up on the thong and ripping it in half. I began to restraddle Kendall's body, getting my whole ready for that big cock and rapping my arms around his neck when he looked at my feet and said, "What about the boots?" "Fuck the boots," I whispered, "and just fuck me in 'em." He laughed before spitting in his hand and rubbing it on his dick before steadying it to breach my ass. He was right, I need to stretch it first before we started, but neither of us were patient enough. Instead, I just dipped down into it and took it deeper than he was going, crying loudly as I did it. "I told you we needed to prepare Bambi," he chuckled before readjusting and going deeper. "But I guess you want this a lot don't you, like you wanted James," he looked into my eyes, then focusing more on getting inside of me. I yelped again before giving him a confused look. "Didn't James bang you in the alle-AAh!," he yelled as he was all the way in my tight whole. I screamed right after him when it finally hit my brain that my virginity was officially gone. "James's didn't fuck me, he took me home," I said as I started to moan again when Kendall started to pull out slowly, "I'm a virgin." He gave me another stranger look before I just thought fuck it and him and bucked on his cock that was deep inside of me. He cried loud before deciding it was time and furiously bobbed in and out of my hole as he screwed me deeper and deeper, passionate moans filling the air as the closet steamed up. He took my face into one of his hands as he let go of lifting my ass up and kissed me. He kissed me hard and wet, tongues colliding in hot force as he bucked even deeper into my whole and hitting my prostate after missing a few times. I cried, breaking our kiss and purring, "right there baby, just like that." He smiled, lifting the other side of my ass up as he smiled into the next kiss and this time, we didn't break. I didn't know how much time had passed while this was going on, but between all the dirty talking and moaning, I knew it was the purest form of ecstasy there was. We moaned into each other's mouths as he pressed me into the wall deeper. Then he said something that caused me to whine a little, "Logie Bear, I'm gonna – gonna – I'm gonna," I licked up his neck onto his jawline this time and he gave one final, angry buck before blowing his load straight into my ass, making my whole body shake. The last pump into my prostate forced me to do the same, cumming all over our chests before kissing him again a last time while he was in me for the first time.
I slowly pulled off of him, my legs feeling wobbly as I fell onto the floor like I didn't know how to walk. He sat down next to me, sliding into the wall like I had before and facing me. "Was *breath* I *breath* that *breath* good, Bambi!"
"You were so good, *breath* there aren't words to express the feeling you gave me," I purred back at him, "but I have a question," I looked away embarrassed, "CAN WE CUDDLE *smile*!" I gave him the best dough-eyed, innocent smirk I could manage to win when he nodded and smirked, kissing my forehead as I nestled into the crook of his neck and he put his chin on my head. We spent along time trying to regain our breath after that experience, but after a while, we started to talk, and talk seriously, we did.
"What made you so frisky tonight Logie Bear," he said, caressing my ear as I stayed comfortable in his neck.
"Alcohol." I stated matter-of-factly.
"Brainy Boy drinks," he said, giving me a weird look as he started to stare at me deeper. I moved my head so I could look back at him while we were talking. I guess sleeping was out of the window.
"No," I responded, "but Joe put it into my drink before we came and somehow it lasted until I saw you and had some punch."
"The punch was spiked Logie Bear," he said looking in my eyes deeper.
I whimpered a little, "Do you think I'll remember this at all tomorrow," I said in a small voice, "and how amazing tonight was." I was stressed, because I didn't want to not remember when I had lost my virginity. This kinda stuff was very important. And it was to a guy he really, really liked to top it off.
"No," he said laughing, kissing the top of my head again in a smile. I started to cry and sob when I realized there was nothing I could do to keep this feeling, and it scared me. Kendall was special to me, and there was a possibility that I may never know that besides tonight.
"Don't worry my beautiful Bambi," he said, "because you know something, I've liked you since day one, and this was just as special for me as it was for you. And the difference between us is I don't need rum to have sex." He was proud of himself for that, but that scared me more.
"Kendall, I have a serious question for you," I searched his eyes, trying to find the answer without having to ask and ruin the moment, "Why. Did you do what you did. The first day we. *clears throat* met." He looked shamefully away before responding.
"I didn't want to Bambi, but. You just. You scared me. You scared the living crap out of me and I didn't know what to do. By whole life I've settle problems with violence. It's just simpler that way. And you made me feel things I didn't like. You forced me to come to terms with something I had buried very deep inside myself. And I just wanted it all to stop. Kendall was choking on something and he couldn't seem to get it out, so I rapped my arm around his shoulders, laying back down on his shoulder to see if that would help. "Before you showed, I had decided to follow Joe's lead and come out of the closet, and I found a guy that I thought I liked. He was one year older than me. I did things with him I had done with no one else. But I never had sex with him, until one night when he invited a friend over. They woke me up at midnight that night by putting their. Penises." He spat it out, wanting me to understand so badly and the worst part was, I did. "They were fucking me in the mouth. They had been taking pictures and they sent them out to their friends talking about what a 'faggy bitch' I had been. It went around the whole town and I had claimed they had raped me. My parents were embarrassed and just wanted it to go away and so did that boys parents. My mom secretly paid off the guy and his family to just leave the town. Disappear and never come-back. And I decided not to ever come out. I swore to never say either of their names again and put on a new façade. I decided to start by beating the crap out of Jo, but she new. She new because she realized what I was doing. I became a bully, making it my specific job to target the gay kids to throw people off my scent. I had motive and demeaner and when I saw you, I decided to make a point. Show that gay was bad for his town."
But when he looked into my face, I didn't show pitty, just disgust, "That's fucked up Kendall, Jo did nothing to you. Every kid you bullied for being different didn't deserve it. And you know I didn't deserve it either. You were going to let me be hurt the same way you were just so people wouldn't think you were what you are. You need help because that's fucked up." I stood up, grabbing my stuff and starting to put it on as fast as I could as he tried to get up.
"No Logan," he grabbed my hand, "don't leave, I'll change, I promise, don't leave me." He was pleading, but I wasn't having it. I grabbed a jacket from the closet bar and then a pair of James's boxers. I'd apologize in the morning, but this wasn't the time. I stomped out of the closet, the door all ready loosely opened, in my GoGo's when Kendall started to chase me. I ran, I ran for my life because a sinking feeling told me he would hurt me if he walked up. I turned to see if he was behind me when I fell, tripping over a vomiting girl when I turned to face him. I was crying at this point, and mascara was running down my face hard, as I pleaded with my hands up in a defensive position.
"Please, please don't hurt me, I promise, I won't tell what happened," I was sobbing now, loudly, "no one will know anything, but us. I swea-." He bent down, putting his hand over my mouth as I tried to squirm away from him. "Shut up Bambi, Shut up," he said as my tears became louder, "Shut up before I make you." He pulled his fist back, preparing to hit me as I did my best to calm myself when he flew back and a long, white heal swung past my face. Kendall's eyes turned black as he looked at me with a new blood lust.