I don't know what happen, or how long i have been like this, ,with deep cuts in each wrist, tears running down my cheeks. The only thing i know is that i think i'm dead. I wake up and i can smell something that's familiar to me. Cupcakes? I'm really starting to belive i'm dead right now. I look at my wrists, they really hurt but they're not bleeding anymore, in fact i have bandages on them, covering my cuts, and then i hear the door open, i look around me and i realiza i'm still in my room, maybe i'm still alive after all... And then i see her, Jade West coming towards me frowning, i start to think she's going to slap me across the face, so i close my eyes waiting for her hand to leave a mark on my face,but nothing happens, i open my eyes and she's right in front of me and i can see in her eyes something i never thought i could see in Jade's eyes, was that tears? Jade West, the cold heartless bitch of school, was crying, because of me? the love of my life crying over me... I'm looking at her and i feel pain in my chest, i try to get up of my bed, but my legs don't want to and i feel myself falling in the ground, but that's when i feel two srtong arms helping me. It feels so good to be around her, i feel safe when she hugs me like pulls away enough for me to see what i done to her. Her makeup was running down her cheeks along with tears, i never seen her crying before, did she always care for me that much?

"Why Cat, why?" her voice is low and brokes my heart, she look so helpless, but then she her voice is full of anger ." Why did you do thi?WHY CAT WHY?" she's grabbing by the shoulders and shaking me

"Because I LOVE YOU" i feel new tears coming out of my eyes and now i'm the one breaking down, she's holding me but i can feel she's losing the grip on my shoulders, i don't want this anymore, i don't want to know what's coming next or she's going to say, and just wish everything would stop so i could just run away from all this.

"You what?" Her voice is low again, she's no longer angry with me but confused i can see that in her eyes, this time the one who's frustrated it's me.

" I LOVE YOU, I' FREAKING IN LOVE WITH YOU!" I cried out loud, i wanted everyone to know the truth i wanted her to know i want to get rid of this pain in my chest, i want her to know the truth

"Cat I-" I couldn't take it anymore, i had to kiss her, i didn't let her finish her sentence, i want her to feel what i feel, i want to kiss her so badly for so long, i put all the passione and love and desire that i feel for her on that kiss, i want her to be mine. To my suprise she kisses back after seconds of shock not knowing what to do, she's kissing me back, her lips are soft and taste like coffe and...cupcakes? OH MY GOSH I LOVE CUPCAKES! she's sending shocks into my spine making my knees weak. She finally pulls away, letting both of us spechless.

"I...i don't know what to say..."

"DO you love me?"

"You tried to kill yourself because you love me?"

"yes" i say it quiettly and turn my face to the window... anywhere except her face, still i can feel her glaring at me, that's when i feel a sharp pain on my cheek and realize that she slap me across the face, i fall into the ground looking up at her confused, her face shows anger

"What the hell where you thinking? Do you realize that you could be dead if i didn't show up !" That made me realize one thing, why was she here?

"I'm sorry! But i love you Jade, i love like no one will, not even Beck!"

"Please stop..."

"Why? You know it's true "

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