Jade P.O.V

If last week someone told me that i love Cat, i would punch him in the face for thinking that's the stupidest thing I never heard. And now? A week later? If someone told me the same thing? … Well…. i would still punch him in the face but this time I would think ' Is it that obvious?', because in a week I realize that I don't care anymore of what my parents think of me, that I've been dating a douchebag for almost 2 years and that I'm in love with my best friend, Cat. Yup, It has been a loooooooong week.

I hear the bell ringing, I'm supposed to be in Sikowitz class by now, but I'm not, I'm in the jannitor closet, playing with my scissors, god I love it, I wish I could easily cut moments in my life , like the way I cut a photo with a scissor,… But I can't I have to live with this, but as much jelous this might seem , I don't feel so much pain, as I should, I mean me and him datd for 2 years he has got to mean something to me,….

And he does but not that much, and then comes Cat, cheerfull, naïve and funny Cat, damn it why does she makes me feel this way?

Come on, I'm Jade West for crying out loud, and she fell for me, she almost lost her life because of me,…. How could I be so fucking blind?

How could I let things coming this far, I can't imagine my life without her, I can imagine my life without my parents or Beck and definitly Vega but not without her, this can be just a friendship, this has to be more than that,…. I'm in love with her? God this stupid love thing must be contagious,…

I feel my phone vibrating on my pocket, I pull it out , the shinning screen light up the room, my eyes try to adapt to this light and when I able to see, it's a text fom Cat.

Text message

Cat: Where are you?

Jade:Janitor's closet

Cat: Ok

I put my phone on my pocket again, and the next thing I know I'm wrtting my name in one of my scissor blade and Cat's name in the other, that's what we are, a scissor, one blade without the other is useless but together they're perfect, like me and Cat, oh my god I'm getting all chessy.

Suddenly I hear the door open , I look up and in front of me his the most beautifull redhead I ever seen with concern eyes shiffting between mine and the scissor on my hand, suddenly I realize why she's looking at me that way, Damn it …

I put the scissor on my bag and lift myself, now we're standing face to face and I realize 2 things:

1st- I have no idea of what to say right now

2nd – How did she got so tall, she has my high, but how?... oh wait high heels ….right…Ok now it's just one thing, we're so close to eachother like we usually do but this time I'm nervous like hell, I never felt this way before, not even with Beck, the worst part, I think I'm the only one who's feeling this way, I don't think I don't have that effect on her. I open my mouth ready to tell her how I feel, but nothing comes out, Oh come on! Seriously, it shouldn't be that hard , I mean you know how she feels for you, you know she loves you, you love her, and now thing you want the most even more than punching vega again is kiss her. Damn it

"Jade are you ok?" God she's coming even closer to me, damn it this is torture, I look into her eyes to see more concern, I want to tell her I'm fine, oh I remember I can't talk right now my nereves wont let me! Our, lips are inchs apart I can feel her breath in my lips, that's it I can't take it anymore, I lean in and kiss her I hear her gasp, she starts to kiss me back, Hurray! This is so god she taste like strawberries and cupcakes? Of course…. We pulled away when breathing became a need, we look at each other and she's stares confused at me, oh man, she didn't like it? God I never thought I was a bad kisser al least I never heard complaining . I broke the silent wanting to know where did I go wrong

"What's the matter?"

" Yesterday you tasted like cupcakes , now you only taste like coffee" I chuckle, that's it, only cat to say something like this

"That's because yesterday I ate cupcakes before I went to your house" my smile dissapear from my face as memories of yesteray flash into my mind, I gazed her wrist and see lots of bracelets covering her cuts, I look at the ground and I feel a finger caressing my chin and pull him up so I could face her.

"I like coffee too" I laugh at her and lean in to kiss her again , she instabtly kiss me back, it was a soft and sweet kiss we pull away only to embrace her in my arms.

"Jade, do you love me" she faces me still hugging me.

"Yes" she pulls me closer to her I feel wetness in my neck, she's crying but my concern goes away when I hear her say

"I love you so much" And I feel a tear rolling down my cheek, only one tear of hapiness

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