Here's the new chapter for you! I hope you like it, though this won't be such a happy chapter... Charles is back and not for good as you can imagine... I hope you still find some sweet moments in here, mostly in the beginning, cause the end gets a little angsty... well, I best stop talking and let you read it yourself!

watchful eyes

ESME'S POV

Carlisle spent the rest of the afternoon sleeping and I took care of the kids. They were definitely healthy again and should be good to go back to daycare on Monday. I played with them a little more and later made a light dinner.

After we had eaten I got the kids ready for bed and then took them with me to Carlisle's room. All three were worried for him and wanted to tell him good night.

CARLISLE'S POV

I was sitting in bed when Esme gently opened the door. Behind her the kids were peeking inside my room, looking a little worried. I smiled softly. "Hey angels…" I mumbled and held my hand out for them. This made it. They all came running towards me, stopping before my bed. "Are you okay?" Edward asked shyly. I smiled. "Yes, I'm alright, I have the flu, like you had…" I told him. "When will you be healthy again, daddy?" Rosalie asked, trying to climb into bed with me. "Soon, I just need some sleep, and maybe a bit more of the chicken soup Esme made." I whispered softly. That seemed to soothe the kids.

"Okay, I think Carlisle needs to sleep now, and you do too." Esme said after a minute. The kids all nodded. "Good night daddy." The twins said softly, kissing my cheek. Edward gave me a hug and whispered a "get better" then they all left the room with Esme.

I sank back in the covers, closing my eyes for a minute. I felt much better than this morning, but I would also go back to sleep in a while. I was still far from healthy.

ESME'S POV

After the kids were in bed I went back to Carlisle. He was lying in his bed, his eyes closed. At first I thought he was asleep but then Carlisle opened his eyes. "Hey… I'm not asleep." He whispered. I smiled. "You want to eat something more? Little more soup?" I asked him. Carlisle grinned but nodded. "Okay, I actually feel a bit hungry…" he mumbled.

CARLISLE'S POV

After I had eaten the soup I felt tired and only wanted to sleep some more. Esme was sitting on the edge of my bed, stroking my hair. "What about… eh… the kiss?" I asked after a while, not really knowing how to express what I wanted to ask. "I mean… with the kids? Do we tell them? And if we do, what do we say?" I asked softly. Esme sighed. "I don't know… maybe, erm, we could just wait? I mean, see how things go and tell them later?" Esme suggested shyly. I smiled. I liked that idea. "Yes. I like that. And in the meanwhile we can just… practice? A bit more?" I asked with a cheeky grin. Esme laughed. "Okay, I think you're good again! You're such a silly person sometimes!" she grinned and shook her head. I shrugged apologetically but couldn't get the grin off my face completely. "Please?" I asked then with what I hope were puppy dog eyes. Esme smiled and bent down for another quick kiss. I smiled against her lips, but sighed when she pulled back.

"Can you stay?" I asked softly, gently stroking Esme's hand. She sighed. "I shouldn't hm? The kids could notice and maybe it's also a little too fast… don't you think?" she asked me. I nodded. "You're right. It's just, I never slept that well before… and…" I tried to explain. I never wanted Esme to think I was trying to get her in my bed with my question. She smiled. "I know you didn't mean it like that, don't worry." She said when she noticed me blushing. "I'll stay till you're asleep, okay?" I nodded, smiling happily and made some room for her.

ESME'S POV

I stayed with Carlisle until he had fallen asleep, stroking his hair and softly talking to him. He was still a little warm, but definitely on the way to get healthy again.

When Carlisle was fast asleep I left after pressing a soft kiss to his forehead. Then I crawled in my own bed and was asleep within minutes.

CARLISLE'S POV

Sunday was spent mostly relaxing and playing some calm games with the kids. I felt much better and planned to go back to work by Tuesday. The kids would stay home on Monday to make sure they were completely healthy, I would keep an eye on them so Esme could go back to work.

We had a nice day, watching some movies, taking a walk through the forest to get some air and later making dinner together. After that we went upstairs to get the kids into a hot bubble bath. Our walk in the forest had ended up with them being quite dirty. So they spent about an hour splashing and playing in the tub until Esme and I decided it was time to go to bed.

We put the kids to bed and then went down into the living room. I couldn't explain it, but kissing Esme had ignited a spark and we couldn't seem to stop. All day I had tried stealing kisses when the kids were not watching.

"So… a glass of red wine and a movie?" I asked Esme, smiling softly. She sighed. "Movie yes, but no red wine for you. Or do I have to remind you of the fact that you had your first solid meal since three days today?" I grimaced at the thought but had to agree. "Okay, okay… don't remind me…" I mumbled, sitting down on the couch.

ESME'S POV

I sat down next to Carlisle, snuggling up to him and resting my head on his shoulder. It was crazy but I already felt so close to him. Halfway through the movie I simply closed my eyes and snuggled up closer to Carlisle. "Hey… tired?" he asked me softly, stroking my hair. I shook my head. "Just comfy." Carlisle chuckled.

After the film was over we both went to bed. Carlisle sweetly accompanied me to my door. "Okay, have a good day tomorrow… you'll take my car?" I smiled. "Yes, thanks." Carlisle grinned. "It's no problem. I won't need it tomorrow anyway." "Okay, and don't forget that I'll go grocery shopping after work." Carlisle nodded. " Good night." I wished Carlisle before giving him a soft but long kiss. He smiled after I pulled away and gave me another kiss. "Sleep well." He whispered before stepping away and disappearing into his own room.

When I woke up the next morning it was still very quiet in the house. I had almost expected that. Carlisle would still be sleeping. He might didn't want to admit it, but he was not fully healthy again and had been tired last night.

I went down into the kitchen and made myself a quick breakfast and some coffee. After that I headed out for work.

When I entered the school building I felt a little nervous. Outside in the parking lot I had had a strange feeling. I couldn't describe it, but the hair on my neck prickled uncomfortably. But right now I had other things to worry about. I had totally forgotten about Sue. I mean, I had been out for 4 days and I had not even called. I simply forgot about it with the kids sick and then also Carlisle down with the flu. I only hoped Sue wouldn't be too angry.

I entered the class room and found Sue already there. I swallowed nervously, but Sue immediately jumped to her feet when she saw me and hugged me. "Esme! Welcome back! Your little sweeties are good again, I guess?" she asked. I nodded. "You're not angry? I'm so sorry I didn't call, but it was chaotic at home." I explained. Sue shook her head and smiled. "It's fine. Your little ones are more important." I grinned. "Thanks, but still, I should have called you. But I was so busy. The kids were all three sick, Carlisle was hardly at home, then Carlisle got sick just when the kids were on their way to get better…" Sue interrupted me with a sly smile. "The doc was sick?" she asked. I sighed. "Yes, I was very worried. He's staying home today, too. Still resting and keeping an eye on the kids. He was not good at all… extremely weak, and throwing up everything, though he had not eaten in two days. I was not far from calling the hospital. He didn't seem to get better at all." I told her. Sue raised her eyebrows. "So… do I hear some deep concern there?" she asked. "What happened?" I blushed slightly, but didn't answer as the first kids started to come inside the class room. But Sue's glance told me that she wasn't done interrogating me.

CARLISLE'S POV

I smiled weakly as I watched how the moonlight reflected on Esme's bare skin. My eyes followed the rays of silvery light, watching her delicate shoulders, her collarbone, her perfect breasts which were hidden underneath the blanket, her slim form outlining under the sheets, my bed sheets. I reached out with my hand and traced her outlines with my fingers, sighing lowly at that. She was gorgeous. I gently reached for the thin sheet covering her body and was gently started to pull it off her, without waking her up…

At that my dream got interrupted. Something heavy landed on top of me, startling me and jostling me awake. I groggily opened my eyes, scanning around the room, trying to figure out why I was clothed, alone in my bed and why it was morning outside… I groaned, shaking my head, still trying to clear it. "Daddy!" Jasper, who I knew now jumped onto me, asked. I smiled. "Yes, good morning you two." I said, looking at Edward and Jasper sitting on my bed. The boys grinned. "Sorry we woke you up…" Edward mumbled softly. "Are you healthy again, Carlisle?" he asked. I smiled softly. "Yes, I am." I told him smiling. "Is mommy working?" I nodded. "She is, but I'll stay home with you, okay?" Edward and Jasper nodded. "Is Rose awake yet?" I asked the boys. "No, she's still sleeping." Jasper replied. I sat up in bed. "Okay, how about we wake her up and then I make some breakfast for us, okay?" The boys nodded and moved off my bed.

After Rosalie was awake we all went down in the kitchen and I decided to make some simple toast with jam or peanut butter for breakfast, orange juice and a fruit salad. The kids helped me with that and soon we were all gathered around the breakfast table, having breakfast.

ESME'S POV

It was lunch break and the kids were all outside, playing together. Sue and I kept an eye on them.

"So, tell me what happened…" Sue began again. "The doc was sick? Really sick like you could care for him… you said you wanted to call the hospital, so it must have been bad…" she wanted to know. I sighed. "He had the flu, really bad. He was doing nothing else than working for almost three days. The kids or I never saw him, he got no sleep and when he finally got home he was exhausted and already sick. I made him a sandwich, but he threw it up again and later just curled up in his bed with chills and high fever. I was worried. He was so weak and had not eaten and all…" Sue grinned. "Ohh…" she mumbled. "Sounds good… so you took care of him…" Sue suggested. She probably hadn't meant anything by her comment but it made me blush and that of course got her attention. "Okay, whatever it is, spill it Esme. I want details." I groaned. "It was… nothing. Really…" I tried to tell her, but Sue gave me a long look and I caved in. "Okay, Carlisle was shivering, telling me he was freezing and begged me to stay with him… I… I did… and fell asleep…" I admitted very lowly. Sue gasped, her eyebrows raised suspiciously. "Does that mean you slept in his bed?" I grimaced. "Not like you think. We were fully dressed and he was delirious with fever…" I reasoned. Sue grinned. "But still, you and the doc… in one bed… nice, huh?" she asked and again my blush betrayed me. Sue laughed. "He likes you, too? So… any more cuddles than the chill induced one?" I looked down, not being able to meet Sue's eyes as I whispered the next words. "We kissed…" She squealed. "Really? Wonderful! I knew there was something there!" I was still trying to get my blush under control, but I had to admit it felt good having some woman to talk to and share all these little things. I never had that before and I liked it a lot.

Sue continued to pry every detail out of me and I more or less obliged. It was nice having someone to talk to, but I was still happy when my day was over and therefore also my interrogation.

CARLISLE'S POV

I couldn't get the kids to take a little nap after lunch and was really impressed how Esme always got them to sleep for a while. So instead of sleeping I was now building a cave out of blankets and pillows and stuffed animals with them. After we were done we all crawled inside and the kids cuddled up to me in the gloomy light. Seeing my chance I began to tell them a story and surprisingly it worked. They were asleep after 15 minutes. I grinned proudly and thought it couldn't hurt if I also took a little nap, so I closed my eyes.

ESME'S POV

I left work and drove to the supermarket to get some much needed groceries. Because I didn't have the kids with me this time I was much quicker and after half an hour left the market to load everything in the car. Outside in the parking lot I again had that bad feeling that I was being watched. My neck prickled but turning around I couldn't see anyone. I brushed it off. It was probably nothing, but still, there was a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach. Like something bad was about to happen and I couldn't get rid of that feeling…

I settled to ignore it and drove back home towards the kids and Carlisle. But when I stepped into the house it was very quiet and there was no one to be seen. I called a few times, but got no reply. I got worried. I rushed into the living room and stopped. Slowly a relieved smile crept across my face.

There was something that looked like a huge, misshapen tent made out of blankets set up between the couch and the bookshelves. Outside stuffed animals and pillows were scattered around. I went towards the bulky tent-thing and got down on my knees to look inside. And what I saw made my heart swell.

Carlisle and the kids were all lying on a huge pile of blankets and pillows, sleeping peacefully. The kids had all snuggled up to Carlisle and he had his arms around them. Rosalie was curled up in a ball, her zebra clutched to her chest; Jasper was lying on his stomach, one arm across Carlisle's stomach, his blonde curls a mess; Edward lay on his side, his head resting on Carlisle's shoulder, his mouth slightly agape; and Carlisle was lying on his back, arms around the kids, a soft smile on his face. I smiled softly. Without thinking about it I got the cell phone Carlisle had gotten me out and took a picture. This scene was just so perfect and so unbelievable cute.

The click off my phone seemed to wake Carlisle up. He stirred and then opened his eyes to find me smiling at him. "Esme…" he mumbled, his face breaking into a huge grin.

CARLISLE'S POV

I woke up and fond Esme sitting in the entrance of our little 'cave' smiling at us. I grinned back at her and tried to get up without waking the kids. "Hello…" I whispered. Esme blew me a kiss and then indicated to the kids. "Maybe you should wake them up so they can sleep tonight. I am just getting the groceries out of the car." I quickly shook my head and crawled over to Esme. "No, you wake them, I get the groceries." I mumbled, pecking Esme on the lips before going out to get the shopping bags.

ESME'S POV

I woke the kids softly. They were very happy to see me and told me about their day and how Carlisle had played with them. I listened and had to promise them to play with them also before bed time. And so I did, together with Carlisle until it was time for dinner and later time for bed.

We put the kids to bed and then went back down in the living room. Carlisle sat down on the couch and held out his arms for me to come and sit on his lap. I hesitated, but then sat down on Carlisle's lap. He loosely wrapped his arms around me and nuzzled my nose. "It was very cute, seeing you and the kids sleep in that cave you built." I told him, smiling softly. Carlisle grinned. "I just wanted to take a little nap. I never meant for you to find us all asleep…" I shook my head and kissed him softly. "It looked very sweet…" Carlisle closed his eyes and returned my kiss. After a while he did something he hadn't done until now.

Carlisle very gently traced the outline of my lips with his tongue, creating a tingling sensation to set into my stomach. I was a little afraid, but more than that I was excited. This felt amazing. Involuntarily a moan escaped my mouth and felt Carlisle's tongue slip in between my lips. I gasped but soon realized that this was… beyond wonderful. Carlisle was very gentle and slow, exploring my mouth and letting me explore his. I moved closer to him on his lap, placing my hands on his shoulders and kissed him back fiercely. I didn't want to stop. If I had thought what we did before was amazing, than this was indescribable. Carlisle angled his head so we could deepen our kiss even more and moaned softly in my mouth. Then he drew away, gasping for air. I was also panting, but I hadn't noticed until now. After catching our breath for a few seconds we kissed again, letting our tongues duel with each other, moaning softly into the other's mouth. I didn't even notice how my hands fisted in Carlisle's hair. He gently tightened his hold on me and caressed my lower back…

EDWARD'S POV

I was lying awake in my bed next to Jasper. I couldn't sleep. I wasn't really tired. After a while I sat up again. "What is it?" Jasper whispered, also sitting up in bed. "I can't sleep." I complained. Jasper nodded. "I can't either... Let's go down and tell daddy…" he suggested. I shook my head. "But we should be sleeping. He will be angry." I said. Jasper shook his head. "No. Never. Maybe he'll tell us another story. And I also want something to drink, I am thirsty." He said. I shrugged and nodded. "Okay."

We both got out of bed and tiptoed across the hallway towards the staircase. Suddenly we heard someone behind us. "What are you doing?" It was Rosalie. "What are you doing?" Jasper hissed. She smiled and came over. "I cannot sleep…"

I followed Jasper with Rosalie down the stairs, but suddenly Jasper stopped and I bumped into him, then Rose bumped into me. "Jasper!" I said a little too loudly, but he showed us to shut up and pointed downstairs.

I looked through the banister into the living room and gasped. Carlisle and mommy were down there. They were kissing! Carlisle had mommy sitting on his lap and his arms holding her there while they kissed - ewww. I clenched my fists. I was angry for some reason. I was afraid Carlisle would hurt mommy, like he did. No! I wouldn't let him hurt her! I wanted to go down and tell him to stop. I stepped forward but Jasper grabbed my arm. "Hey!" he warned me. I stopped and looked down again. Mommy was now lying with her head on Carlisle's shoulder while he stroked her back. She looked like she liked that…

"That's sweet…" Rosalie mumbled. Jasper shook his head. "No, kissing is icky…" he argued back. I agreed with Jasper, but didn't say that. "Let's go back to bed…" mumbled Jasper finally and I nodded reluctantly and followed him and Rosalie.

We crawled back in our beds, but I couldn't sleep for a while. I wondered why mommy and Carlisle hadn't told us that they liked each other? I frowned. I wasn't sure I liked that… I was afraid mommy would end up crying like she did with him… But Carlisle was really nice… and mommy seemed to like kissing him… even if I couldn't understand why…

ESME'S POV

I sighed lowly in Carlisle's arms and closed my eyes. I had never imagined simply kissing could feel that way. In truth, I had never ever imagined anything could feel so good. Carlisle was stroking my back, humming a soft melody. I felt safe there, safe and comfortable. I had totally forgotten about my strange feelings today. In Carlisle's arms nothing could happen to me.

"We should go to bed, I think…" Carlisle said after a while. I nodded and disentangled myself from him before standing up.

We headed upstairs and after a soft good night kiss everyone went into their own room to sleep.

CARLISLE'S POV

The next morning was started out normal again. After a shower I woke the kids up and helped them getting ready for daycare and then we all went down into the kitchen for the breakfast Esme had prepared in the meanwhile. The only strange thing was Edward. He was very quiet and distanced. He sat at the breakfast table, eating his cereals but wasn't saying a word. "Edward buddy, are you okay?" I asked him softly. He looked up and frowned at me. "Yes. Just thinking." He replied shortly. I looked at Esme for help but she also shrugged. Well, maybe he just had a bad day. I mean, everyone has them, right?

After breakfast we cleaned the kitchen up and then drove the kids to daycare. "Okay, have fun!" I said and hugged each of them. Edward still seemed lost in thought and quickly disappeared to play in a corner.

ESME'S POV

Edward was very quiet this morning and seemed a bit cool towards Carlisle. I couldn't think of anything that would explain his behavior but I also had no time to talk to Edward now and I was sure if something bad had happened he would come to me. Besides, even the twins were quieter than I had seen them in the morning.

Carlisle drove towards the hospital and smoothly glided in a free parking space. Then he turned to me. "Have a good day!" he wished me, then quickly scanned the parking lot outside before kissing me softly. I returned the kiss but rather quickly pulled away. "Carlisle…" I protested lightly. "What if someone sees…" I reasoned with him. He sighed lowly. "Sorry, I know… but I couldn't leave without a goodbye kiss…" he replied, giving me a lopsided grin. I giggled. "Okay, go to work now." Carlisle smiled, blew me a kiss and then stepped out of the car.

I also stepped out and went over to the driver's side. "So, erm… Edward was strange this morning." Carlisle began. I nodded. „Yes, but don't worry. I'm sure he'll tell me if something's bothering him." I told him. Carlisle smiled weakly. "Okay. Have fun at work." I smiled and gently squeezed his hand one last time before Carlisle went into the hospital.

CARLISLE'S POV

I stepped into the hospital and immediately Nurse Jessie rushed over. "Dr Cullen! You are healthy again! How are you? Is everything alright?" she rambled. I sighed. "Yes, I am fine." I replied shortly before going into my office to change.

I had just put my lab coat on when it knocked. "Come in." I called. Dr Chapman stepped inside. "Dr Cullen, it's good to see you healthy again. The flu knocked you out pretty hard it seemed." I nodded. "Yes, it wasn't nice. But I'm good again." Dr Chapman nodded. "Alright, if you're ready then follow me so we can talk about what we have today." I nodded and followed Dr Chapman out to the reception desk.

JASPER'S POV

I still thought about daddy and Esme kissing last night. I couldn't understand why they would do that. It was ewww. Kissing was gross. Girly stuff. But daddy had looked like he liked it. I was confused. I had never seen daddy kiss a girl. He and Esme were friends. They had said so, but why would he kiss her then? Edward also didn't like it. Only Rosalie thought it was sweet and giggled all the time but wouldn't say more. Stupid girly stuff.

I wondered what that meant. I knew that mommies and daddies kissed each other and if daddy kissed Esme did that mean she was something like a mommy for Rosie and me now? It was so complicated. I went over to Mrs Cope. She was a nice old lady that sometimes also came to daycare to play with us. Maybe she could explain that.

"Mrs Cope?" I asked. She smiled at me. "Yes Jasper? What is it honey?" I bit my lip. "It is complicated. Can I ask you something?" She nodded and lifted me up on her lap. "Of course, Jazzy. What is it?" I thought about that for a moment. "Well… if my daddy liked Edward's mommy… erm… is Esme then something like a mommy for me and Rosie too?" I asked and looked at Mrs Cope. She sighed. "Well Jazzy, maybe you should ask your daddy how much he likes Edward's mom, okay?" I frowned but nodded. "Okay. But thanks Mrs Cope." I hopped off her lap. She also hadn't told me anything. Maybe I really should ask daddy…

ESME'S POV

After I finished work I picked up the kids at daycare and drove home with them. Carlisle had called me earlier, telling me he could get a lift from a coworker so I didn't have to pick him up.

I was reading on the couch watching the kids play in the corner when Carlisle got home. "Hello everybody!" he said and kneeled down by the kids. They greeted him happily but quickly went back to playing. Carlisle went upstairs to change and decided to go into the kitchen and get me something to drink.

CARLISLE'S POV

I came back into the living room, but Esme was gone. I heard some sounds from the kitchen and so I went in there.

Esme was leaning against the kitchen counter, a glass in her hand. I smiled softly and went over her to kiss her softly. "So, how was work?" Esme asked me after a we parted again. "Okay. Dr Chapman made sure I didn't over work myself on my first day, so it was not very hectic." I replied softly, before kissing Esme again. "How was your day at work?" I asked her back. "Good. I love the kids. It doesn't feel like real work actually, I enjoy it too much for that." Esme said smiling. I grinned. "That's very good. Edward is still very quiet, isn't he?" Esme nodded. "He is. Jasper too, I wonder what the boys are up to…" Esme mumbled thoughtfully. I nodded and glanced in the direction of the living room. "Maybe they're planning some mischief…" I chuckled lowly before moving closer to Esme and hugging her softly. I pressed my forehead against hers and closed my eyes for a little while. I had missed Esme at work and I couldn't wait to have some alone time with her this evening after the kids were in bed.

ESME'S POV

I smiled as Carlisle pressed his forehead against mine and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. After a while we went back into the living room and I turned the TV on. It was some romantic movie it seemed. I sat down on the couch to watch it, Carlisle sat in the armchair. The kids also joined us soon, watching the film with us. After a while there was a romantic scene coming. The characters were kissing outside on a porch in the dim evening light. It looked very romantic but the kids obviously disagreed. At least the boys. As soon as the kissing was on the both groaned simultaneously.

Suddenly Jasper caught asked something and caught me and Carlisle completely off guard. "Why do they do that? Daddy, why did you kiss Esme last night?" Jasper asked. Carlisle first got chalk white, then blushed terribly. I felt myself flush also and stared at the kids.

CARLISLE'S POV

I blinked a few times before realizing what that meant. The kids must have seen us kissing some time. "I… I…" I stammered. Esme looked at me for help. "Okay, come here all of you. I think we have to explain something…" I finally said and took a seat on the couch. Esme looked unsure at me, I gave her hand a soft squeeze and lifted the kids up on the couch.

"Look. Erm… Esme and I, we really like each other…" I began hesitantly. "And when adults like each other, they kiss and cuddle, you know?" The kids all nodded. "So… you like my mommy? Really?" Edward asked me. I nodded. "Yes. You have a great mommy, you know." I told him. "I really like Carlisle, Edward." Esme told him sincerely. "Why didn't you tell us?" Rosalie asked. I smiled. "I didn't know how. Esme and I were thinking about telling you, but we didn't know what you would say…" "Are you okay with that? With me and Carlisle kissing and cuddling?" Esme asked the kids. They all nodded slowly. "If you don't do it all the time…" Jasper said grimacing. I laughed. "It's ewww…" he said. Esme ruffled his hair. "Alright Jazzy, I promise I only kiss your dad when you're not looking." The kids all nodded.

ESME'S POV

The talk with the kids had gone over better than I thought. They seemed okay with Carlisle and me. When I went into the kitchen to prepare dinner Edward followed me, looking at me like he wanted to say something. "What is it, honey?" I asked him softly. "Mommy, Carlisle is not hurting you?" he asked very lowly. "You really like him?" I smiled and bent down to hug him. "I really, really like Carlisle. He is very sweet and he would never hurt me." I told Edward sincerely. Edward nodded. "Okay…" he said smiling. "You looked like you liked kissing him last night…" he mumbled after a while. I grinned. "When did you see us?" I asked. Edward shuffled his feet at my question. Of course I already know they must have been out of bed past their bed time, but Edward didn't seem to think of it. "Last night… I couldn't sleep, and Jasper too and we went back down… and then we saw you cuddling." He replied softly. I nodded softly. "It is alright, Edward. I'm not angry you sneaked out of bed." I told him and kissed his head.

We all made dinner together and after eating and playing some more brought the kids to bed. They fell asleep rather quickly but eyed me and Carlisle suspiciously most of the time. They probably waited for us to kiss and when we did they seemed fine with it.

CARLISLE'S POV

After the kids were in bed Esme and I went down into the living room for our quiet evening together. "I'm happy they know." I mumbled as we sat down on the couch and Esme snuggled up to me. She smiled. "Yes. I am also happy. They are okay with it." I smiled. The kids had been a crucial part of that. Without their consent things would have been impossible for Esme and me. I kissed her softly, again moving my lips gently against her own, asking for Esme to open her mouth which she did immediately.

We kissed for a long time, happy everything was going so well. Happy we were together, the kids were happy and everything seemed to be fine – finally. I sighed and pulled Esme against my chest. "You know I will never let you go again, if I can help it?" I asked her softly. Esme smiled. "You don't have to. I won't go anywhere… not without you." I smiled and looked at Esme. She smiled softly and then kissed me, showing me with that kiss how much she meant to me. I tried the same, putting everything I felt in that one kiss. Showing her what I felt without saying it.

"Let's go to bed…" I mumbled finally. Esme nodded. We went upstairs together, holding hands, smiling at each other. I again stopped in front of Esme's room, giving her a long and passionate good night kiss before going into my own room.

I slept deep and dreamless until the next morning. I dreamt of Esme and the kids until something shook me out of my dreaming. "Carlisle…" she mumbled. I opened my eyes and saw Esme softly stroking my shoulder. I grinned. "Hey…" I mumbled, still in a sleepy haze. Esme shook her head. "You have to get up, sleepy head. The kids are already awake." She whispered. I groaned and glanced at the clock. I had forgotten to turn my alarm on. "Shit…" I mumbled, rolling over. "I'm getting up…" I added reluctantly. Esme grinned. "I'm downstairs, making breakfast with the kids." She told me before leaving again.

ESME'S POV

I left the kids in the living room, telling them I would make breakfast in a minute but had to wake Carlisle first. I went into his bedroom to find him still sleeping. He was lying on his side, his pillow clutched to his chest with one hand, his hair a mess, looking extremely cute. I watched him sleeping for a few moments. He smiled and sighed softly in his dream. I would have let him sleep, even cuddled up to him but we had to go to work.

I reached for Carlisle's shoulder and woke him up. He looked a bit disoriented but then finally told me he would get up, so I went down to make breakfast for us all.

CARLISLE'S POV

After a quick breakfast we set the kids off to daycare, then Esme drove me to the hospital and I went to work. "I'll miss you…" I whispered, before giving Esme a soft kiss. She grinned. "I'll miss you, too. Have fun at work." She said before driving off. I smiled brightly, still light headed from our kiss and went to work.

ESME'S POV

The day flew by so quickly. I loved spending time with the kids at school, playing with them and teaching them a few things. I was in a very good mood. Carlisle's and my relationship seemed so much more real now with the kids knowing and being okay with it. I was happy. Happy for the first time in so long. Happy when I believed I could never be happy again…

After work I drove to daycare to pick up the kids. I had a little surprise for them. I entered the building with a smile on my face. As soon as the kids saw me, they came running toward me, crashing into my legs. "Hey you three…" I greeted. "Can we go home now?" they asked me. "Yes, but we will pick Carlisle up from work before we go home. He got to finish early." I said, smiling. The kids' eyes glowed. "Daddy is coming home already?" Rosalie asked. I nodded. "Cool!" Jasper said.

CARLISLE'S POV

I grinned when I glanced at the clock. I was able to finish earlier today and start the weekend early. I was very happy to have the weekend off and spent time with Esme and the kids. Maybe we could drive to Seattle or something this weekend. I would have to talk with Esme about taking the kids out.

"You look very happy Doctor." The elderly woman I was treating observed. I smiled. "Yes. My shift ends soon and I can't wait to spend the weekend with my family." I said. She nodded. "Well, have a good weekend, then." She told me. I grinned. "Thank you. You too, Mrs Parker." I wished her off.

After I signed the last patient's file I dropped my lab coat off in my office and then went outside into the parking lot. Esme was already waiting. I quickly got in the car and leant over to Esme for a kiss. "I missed you. I hope you had a good day." I told her softly afterwards. Esme smiled. "I did. I missed you too…" she grinned, kissing me again. We were interrupted by the kids who complained about us kissing while they had to watch. I pulled away from Esme with a grin and turned around in my seat to greet the kids while Esme drove us home.

ESME'S POV

After we got home the kids wanted to play with us. They enjoyed the fact that Carlisle was home early and we could all spend some time together.

"Daddy? Can we watch a movie with you tonight?" Jasper asked when we were all in the living room. Carlisle smiled and looked at me. I nodded. "Hmm… I guess because it is Friday and you have no daycare tomorrow you can…" he said slowly. Jasper grinned and turned triumphantly to Edward and Rosalie. "Okay, what do you want to do now?" I asked then. The kids thought for a moment and finally Edward asked. "Can we play 'Sorry!'?" Edward asked after a while. Carlisle smiled. "Of course." He replied softly.

We got the board game out and began to play. The kids were having a great time, especially with Carlisle acting like he was being a sore loser and making them laugh. We were having a really good time.

CARLISLE'S POV

We were just starting the third game when the door bell rang. I frowned. I wasn't expecting anyone. I glanced at Esme but she looked just as confused. "I get it…" I mumbled and got up.

I opened the door and froze when I saw the Chief of Police, Charlie swan standing in front of me. "Chief Swan. What can I do for you?" I asked a little startled. "Well, I am actually here for Mrs Esme Evenson. She lives here with you, am I right, Dr Cullen?" "Esme Platt." I corrected automatically. The chief's tone made me uncomfortable. It was far too serious and professional for Charlie Swan. I swallowed hard and nodded. "Yes… yes, she is…" I replied hoarsely then called Esme over my shoulder.

Esme came over and stopped next to me. Her eyes were wide, her face pale a look of utter horror on her face. She was staring at something behind Charlie Swan. Just then I noticed the two men standing in the background. One was a tall, though smaller than me, bulky one with black hair and tiny, mean eyes. He glared at Esme with a dasngerous smirk on his face. I saw Esme shiver and involuntarily stepped closer to her, shielding her with my body.

The other man was lean with blond hair, tied back at the nape of his neck. He wore a gray tailored suit and carried an overly arrogant smile that I knew too well. Young, cocky, probably ruthless lawyer.

"Esme… it's a pleasure to see you.." the dark haired man sneered. I glared at him, wanting to shut him up since Esme was obviously frightened to death. "Well…" Charlie Swan said after a moment. "Mr Evenson is actually here to collect his son, Edward Evenson…" he said. At that Esme gasped. "No!" she said, staring at the three men in front of her. "Chief Swan, can you explain that please?" I asked with a nervous voice. Chief Swan cleared his throat and looked at the blond man in the suit. "Well, May I introduce myself, My name is James de Cavey, I am Mr Evenson's lawyer…" I growled very lowly. I had expected that. "Well, since Mrs Evenson here took Edward Evenson, my clients' son out of state without my clients knowing or consent he is now here to take his son back to Ashland with him." Esme broke out in sobs at these words, shaking her head wildly. "No, no, you can't take him away…" she cried and I pulled her closer to my body, willing to do whatever it took to protect her and Edward. I knew with one glance that Charles Evenson was no one you could give a child to. "Well, correct me if I'm wrong, but Ms Platt is no longer married to your client." I replied icily. The lawyer gave me a sly smirk. "Oh, that's not the point Dr Cullen…" he said, drawing out my title. I growled lowly. "But unfortunately Mrs Evenson has no sole custody on Edward Evenson, so leaving the state with him after her divorce is counted as child abduction." I stared at the lawyer, wanting nothing more than to wipe that arrogant grin off his face. But I realized the truth behind his words. "Well, my client is willing not to press charges against his ex-wife, if his son is handled over right now." "No…" Esme whispered, frozen by my side. I looked at Charlie Swan for support. "I don't think that this would be in the child's best interest." I said slowly, but Charlie shook his head. "I'm sorry doc, but I am here to assist Mr Evenson take his son back to Ashland with him. Mr de Cavey is right. It is child abduction taking the boy away from his father. He has every right to take his son with him now." I stared at him. I couldn't accept that. "But, Charlie, you can't possibly want to hand a child over to an abusive man, who knows what he'll do to Edward. He's five!" I reasoned. Charlie sighed. "Sadly there is no proof of that accusations, Ms Platt only claimed to be abused by her husband. As long as I have no proof of that I can't do anything. I'm sorry, but would you please get Edward now." He said.

I didn't move. I only held Esme tightly pressed against my chest, stroking her back, trying to tell her everything was going to be fine though I knew it wasn't going to be. My world had just crashed down around me. I could feel Esme's fear as if it was my own. I heard the kids laughing and talking in the living room, unaware of what was happening. No, I couldn't hand Edward over to this man that I knew with one look was dangerous and cruel. "Let me call my lawyer first. I'd like to go over things with him." I said tightly, but Charles Evenson only sneered. "Ohh… so you got yourself a doctor now, huh Esme? You must fuck him real good when he's willing to pay a lawyer for this little bastard…" At that I saw red. I lunged myself at Charles, but Charlie Swan stopped me. "Dr Cullen. Calm down." He said. I struggled against his grip, trying to get to this sick bastard and rip him limb from limb, but this stupid lawyer then said something about pressing charges against me and I stopped. I couldn't lose my temper right now.

"We will take Edward with us, now." James de Cavey sneered. "You are, of course, free to call your lawyer and take this to court to get sole custody for Edward Evenson, Mrs Evenson, but until that Edward is coming with us." Esme stared at Charles. Her whole body shivering, her legs hardly keeping her up. She was sobbing into my shirt, holding on to me tightly. "Would you please get Edward?" Charlie asked me then, his tone serious. I swallowed hard and looked down at Esme with what I hoped was a reassuring smile. "We will work this out. We will get Edward back, okay?" I told her softly. Esme nodded numbly and tried to straighten herself up.

I was astonished how calm and strong Esme was, telling Edward he had to stay with his father for a while, but she would soon come and get him. He was crying and begging, clinging to Esme – it broke my heart. He was obviously afraid.

"Please, Charlie, you see how afraid he is." I reasoned with the chief, but Chief Swan shook his head. "I am sorry, but I can't do anything against it." He said.

ESME'S POV

I was trying to hold my tears back while I talked to Edward. "No, Mommy, I don't want to go with him!" he begged, crying, holding on to my legs. "I know, I know, angel, but you have to. I am so sorry. I promise I will come and get you soon, okay? I won't leave you there long. I promise." Edward cried, begging me but I had to let him go. It broke my heart. I had to let my little angel go with this monster. I couldn't even imagine what he would do to Edward.

CARLISLE'S POV

Seeing Edward leaving with his father broke my heart. He was clutching his stuffed mountain lion to his chest, crying, begging for Esme to help him, begging everyone to let him stay with his mommy. Esme was crying so hard, leaning on me, the twins were both sobbing into my legs.

Edward was thrashing and struggling when he was put in the car by his father, crying and kicking. Esme only watched horrified. Her lips were trembling while she mumbled "don't…" over and over.

Finally they drove away and Esme broke down in my arms. Her legs wouldn't support her any longer. I held her. "Esme…" I mumbled, concerned. "Daddy? What is happening with Edward?" Jasper asked me, crying. I only shook my head. I couldn't explain that now.

I halfway carried Esme over to the couch and sat down with her. She pressed herself close to me, sobbing into my shoulder, clutching my shirt in her hands. The twins also came up to us, snuggling up to me and Esme, crying also. I stroked Esme's head, trying to soother her.

"He will hurt him… Edward mustn't act like that…" Esme cried. I stroked her hair. "Shhh… Edward is a clever boy… he will keep calm, I'm sure he'll be alright… and we will have him back in no time. I promise you that." Esme shook her head. "He will hurt Edward. I know it. He will hurt him." I kissed the top of her head. Felling just as helpless. "Daddy? Why is Edward gone with this man?" Jasper asked again. "The man was his dad, but Edward will be back with us, soon." I told him.

ESME'S POV

I just knew Edward would get hurt. I prayed he would just keep calm. I didn't dare to think of what Charles might do to him… there was no one there to protect Edward if Charles got mad at him… I shuddered and buried my head deeper in Carlisle's shoulder.

CARLISLE'S POV

After a while I gently stroked Esme's head. "Can I leave you for a minute? I want to call a friend of mine, a lawyer, a very good lawyer…" I explained softly. Esme nodded and I stood up and went into my study. The kids took my place, snuggling up to Esme, trying to comfort her. She was holding them close, still sobbing.

Upstairs I grabbed my cell phone and called Eleazar. He was my oldest friend. And he was the best lawyer I knew. "Carlisle? Hello, I haven't heard from you in a long time!" he greeted me happily but I interrupted him. "Eleazar, I need to talk to you about something very important. I need you as a lawyer." I said. Eleazar was all ears. "Has it something to do with the kids?" he asked. I sighed. "Not Jasper and Rosalie, but with a kid, yes." I said, then gave him a quick rundown on everything that has happened in the last weeks.

I tried to keep my story as short as possible because I wanted to go back to Esme. Finally I had explained all the necessities to Eleazar and waited for his reply. "Okay, Carlisle…" he said finally. "I think I don't know half of the story yet. But I can tell that you're impatient and won't explain that further now. I can be with you in an hour, if that's okay? You can tell me everything when I arrive and maybe I can meet this mysterious woman that has captured your heart myself then, too." I sighed in relief. "Thank you, Eleazar. You can't imagine how much that means to me." I said. He chuckled. "Well, I guess I'll find out soon. I'll see you shortly." He said and hung up.

I quickly went back down to Esme. She hadn't moved from her curled up position on the couch. The twins were still holding on to her. Jasper was gently stroking Esme's head, like he had seen me doing, trying to appear very controlled and calm, but he also had tears in his eyes. He was really a wonderful boy, my brave little boy. Rosalie was cuddling with Esme, both of them crying.

I gently sat back down with Esme, wrapping a blanket around us to keep Esme warm. She was shivering in my arms. "Shhh… I called Eleazar… he will help us… Edward will be back with us, soon…" I whispered, hoping this would help Esme calm down. She only nodded, pressing herself impossibly close to me. "Thank you…" she whispered lowly.

I held Esme in my arms and tried to calm her down. Her breathing was slowly calming down and her shivers subsided. Rosalie and Jasper were cuddling with us, looking up at me with big, sad eyes. They missed Edward just as much as Esme and I did.

ESME'S POV

I was feeling slightly better, though I was still worried sick for Edward. But Carlisle had called his lawyer and promised me it would all be alright. I trusted him. I pressed Jasper and Rosalie closer to my body, seeking comfort from their closeness. "Don't cry, Esme… Daddy will make it all better…" Jasper told me softly. I grinned weakly at him. I only hoped Jasper was right.

I heard Carlisle opening the door and greeting whoever was there. A few moments alter Carlisle came back into the living room accompanied by two persons. A man and a woman. As soon as Jasper saw the man he jumped from my lap and ran over. "Uncle Eleazar!" he said, holding onto the man's leg. "You will get Edward back, right?" he asked. I bit back the tears at his words. Jasper and Edward had become so close over this short time. Rosalie only greeted everyone from her spot in my arms. Carlisle immediately came over to me, hugging me close to his body. "Esme, these are Eleazar…" he gestured to the tall, tanned, dark haired man Jasper was still hugging. The man smiled softly at me. "It is a pleasure meeting you, my dear." He said with a deep, but soft voice that still carried the hint of an accent. He was as tall as Carlisle, but older, probably in his late forties or early fifties, wearing black dress pants and a tailored grey shirt. "And this is his wonderful wife, Carmen…" Carlisle continued. I looked at the woman, standing next to Eleazar. She was rounder and a bit smaller than her husband, wearing khaki pants and a white blouse. Her hair was a long, black and curly. I smiled at both of them, embarrassed wiping the tears from my eyes. I could only imagine how I must look, my clothes all wrinkled and my eyes puffy and bloodshot. Carlisle gently rubbed my back, pressing a soft kiss to my temple, telling me without words that it was okay. I slightly relaxed.

"Carmen, Eleazar, this is Esme." Carlisle said then. They both smiled warmly at me and Carmen even came over to the couch and sat down on the edge. "It's a pleasure meeting you, my dear. Don't worry, this will all work out. You have two fabulous men here doing everything in their power." She told me. I tried to smile in return, but probably failed terribly. Carmen gave me another warm smile, then turned to the twins. "So you two, why don't we go and make dinner while your daddy, Esme and uncle Eleazar talk, hm?" she asked them. Rosalie and Jasper agreed and followed Carmen in the kitchen.

CARLISLE'S POV

I sat next to Esme, wanting to support her as much as I could, even with just being there for her. Eleazar smiled softly at Esme. "Well, for me, too, it's a pleasure meeting you, Esme." He began softly, then turned to me. "Carlisle explained a bit about what happened the last weeks, but I need to know more. I know this is hard for you, and I apologize for having to ask these questions, but… Well, Carlisle told me that you have a son?" he began. I was shaking my head, trying to tell Eleazar that I didn't think it was a good idea to start questioning Esme right now, but he didn't listen. Esme sobbed again at the mention of Edward and I glared at Eleazar. "Edward…" Esme then choked out. I rubbed her back. Eleazar nodded. "Right, and as far as I know your ex-husband came with an lawyer earlier today and took Edward with him under the accusation of child abduction?" At that Esme began crying again and I lost my temper. I almost jumped up from the couch, dragging Eleazar over to the window. "Do you have to do that right now? Like that?" I asked him between clenched teeth. "Can't you see how hard this is for Esme?" I was practically growling now. I hated seeing Esme suffer like that and my nerves were already on edge from my brief meeting with Esme's ex-husband and his stuck-up lawyer. "The sooner I know everything I need to know, I can work on getting Edward back!" Eleazar reminded me, ignoring my temper. I opened my mouth to argue with him but was interrupted. "Carlisle… it is alright…" Esme mumbled from the couch. I turned to her. "I'm sorry, I just…" I said, going back over to her and kneeling in front of her. "I want to protect you… Maybe you should rest a bit first, we can still talk about everything tomorrow…" I whispered, a pained look in my eyes. Esme stroked my cheek. "I know, I know Carlisle… but it is fine… This won't get easier, no matter if I tell this today or tomorrow." She whispered, trying to stay strong. I hugged Esme, glancing over my shoulder to shoot an apologetic look at Eleazar. He only smiled and nodded. I was forgiven.

Eleazar again sat down across from Esme, giving her a reassuring and encouraging smile. Esme swallowed hard and began explaining everything Eleazar needed to know. I was sitting close to her, supporting her as good as I could.

After Eleazar knew everything he needed to know he got up, giving Esme a gently hug and a smile. "Don't worry. After everything I heard I am sure that you will get sole custody for Edward. This case is my highest priority now and I will make sure that your son is back with you as soon as possible." He said. Esme sniffed and tried to smile, but failed. I thanked Eleazar also, standing up to talk with him for a moment.

"I know you can't work here as good as you can in your office or your registry, but you can use my office and laptop if you want." Eleazar smiled. "Thank you, Carlisle. I appreciate this. I would like to check some things right away." I nodded. "Please do yo, you know the way to my office. Make yourself at home." I told him. Eleazar nodded and disappeared upstairs.

Esme smiled at me when I sat back down with her and then hugged me fiercely. "Thank you…" she mumbled. "Thank you so much…" I kissed her head. "I want Edward back, too. It was the least I could do. And Eleazar will get him back. He is the best lawyer I know." Esme smiled weakly, tears streaming down her face again. She hugged me again. "I love you…" she whispered between sobs. I froze. A smile breaking out on my face. Esme noticed my stiffening and pulled away to look at me, but relaxed when she saw me smiling. "I love you, too." I mumbled, meaning every syllable. I looked at Esme and then kissed her softly but still passionately. It was fast, it was probably way too fast to speak of this, but it was still true. I loved Esme. With all my heart. And I loved Edward. I couldn't imagine my life without them anymore.

Carmen called us to dinner a few minutes later. I helped Esme up and we made our way into the kitchen. The table was already set. When I saw what Carmen had done my eyes grew wide. There was salad, bread, chicken wings, potatoes. "Carmen, there are only 4 adults and the twins…" I said. She shrugged. "Well, you two need your strength and Eleazar tends to forget to eat when he has buried himself in work, so a bit more can't hurt." She told me.

ESME'S POV

I sat down at the table with the others but I couldn't eat. I wasn't hungry. I was sure that Carmen's meal was delicious but I just pushed it around my plate, hardly eating anything. But no one said a thing.

After dinner I helped Carmen to clean up the kitchen. Eleazar was working again and Carlisle occupied the twins in the living room. It was the quietest evening since I had met Carlisle.

When the kitchen was cleaned Carmen and I went back into the living room. Carlisle was looking up from the floor, where he had played with Jasper and Rosalie. "Okay you two, say good night to Esme and Carmen, it's time to go to bed." He said. The twins didn't even argue. "Aren't you putting us to bed tonight?" Rose asked me then. I smiled. "Of course…" I said, trying to keep my voice from breaking. Carlisle smiled weakly, telling me with his look that I didn't have to do this. He knew how much this hurt.

I went upstairs and helped Rose changing into her pajamas while Carlisle helped Jasper. After that we tried to put them to bed, but the twins didn't want to sleep in their rooms. They felt extremely sad and shocked form today's events and wouldn't calm down until they were cuddling in Jasper's bed together. I kissed both of them good night, just like Carlisle had, glancing down at the second bed where Edward used to sleep in. My heart clenched painfully in my chest.

"I'm going to take a shower and go to bed, alright?" I told Carlisle softly. He nodded, squeezing my shoulders softly. "Of course. Try to sleep." He said before kissing me quickly on the lips.

I went into my room, stepping into the shower. The hot water was almost scalding me, but it distracted me from the emotional pain. When the water began to turn cold I shut it off and dressed myself in a comfortable long sleeved shirt and then snuggled up into bed. Here, all alone in my room, the pain and fear was back full force. I wondered where Edward as right now. Was he alright? Or was he hurt? Crying? Afraid? I shivered. In my mind I saw my sweet boy hiding in a corner, shielding himself from the fury of him.

CARLISLE'S POV

After Esme had gone into her room I went into my study where Eleazar was working. He was sitting behind my desk, typing on the laptop. Carmen was also there, looking over his shoulder. "Carlisle!" He greeted smiling. "How is it going?" Eleazar grinned. "Good. I will go back to my registry tomorrow and work from there, though. But I am optimistic. I have just written a few emails to get access to all the information. But, it would be good if I had access to Esme's and maybe Edward's medical history to prove the abuse. You are her doctor, aren't you?" I shook my head. "No, not anymore. Dr Chapman is. But I have to talk to Esme, first." I said. Eleazar nodded. "I understand. I don't need this right away, take your time." Eleazar said smiling. "Alright. So, I will prepare a guest room for you to stay in." I said and turned to leave.

I went into one of the guest rooms and began to get everything ready, when Carmen entered behind me. "I can do that, Carlisle. It's fine." She said. I shook my head. "Please, you're my guests." I said. Carmen shook her head. "Ever the gentleman. Thank you." She said with a soft smile. I smiled back at Carmen. Just then Eleazar entered. It was already quite late. And the events of this afternoon had left us all tired. "Well, good night." I wished them and went into my own room.

I slipped on a pair of boxer shorts and a t-shirt and lay down on my bed. I listened to the silence, but I couldn't sleep. I had so much on my mind and I was so very worried for Edward and Esme. She had been devastated, naturally.

After a while I got up again. I wanted to go down again and maybe get a glass of water, maybe. But when I stood in the hallway I heard very soft crying sounds coming from Esme's room. I glanced in the direction and then, without consciously deciding it, I went over to her room.

I stood outside her room, unsure what to do, when Carmen stepped out of the guest room. She saw me standing there and I suddenly felt like I had been caught; like a teenage boy trying to sneak into his girlfriend's room and being caught by her parents. Carmen gave me a soft, knowing smile and quickly disappeared downstairs. I took a deep breath and then stepped into the room, trying to get rid of that blush.

Esme was lying on her bed, curled up in a tight ball, shivering and crying. I didn't say a word, though I knew Esme had noticed me. I gently pulled the blanket back a little and carefully slipped into bed beside Esme, wrapping my arms around her from behind.

"Shh… I'm here…" I whispered, pulling her softly against my body. Esme turned around in my arms, moving impossibly close to me, wrapping her body around my own as close as possible. "Carlisle…" she cried. I stroked her head, cooing in her ear. "I'm here. I'm here for you." I whispered and stroked her head and back, rubbing slow circles on the small of her back to calm her down. Esme held on to me and somehow we found comfort in each other's arms. Holding each other Esme calmed down until she drifted off into an exhausted sleep. I followed soon after, not letting go of Esme, but cradling her even closer in my arms.

well, I know this was not so happy, but Charles had to come back... review and I'll work even faster to get a new chapter up! ;)