I won't make so many words, since you all waited long enough for this chapter! I hope you ennjoy it and excuse the terrible long wait...

Missing piece

CARLISLE'S POV

When I woke up my body was wrapped around Esme even closer than the bed sheet. She was still asleep luckily. I knew Esme needed the rest. She had cried herself to sleep last night in my arms…

I tried getting out of bed without Esme waking up because I heard soft footsteps outside. Carmen and Eleazar were surely awake already. I finally managed to untangle myself from Esme and made sure she was securely wrapped in the warm blanket before I left her room.

I was still in a daze when I put a pair of jeans and a shirt on in my room. I felt sad knowing Edward was not here. Something was missing. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair partly out of frustration that I had been unable to protect Edward and Esme and partly to flatten it a bit. I was sure it was still rather tousled from my odd sleeping position. But still. Holding Esme in my arms had helped us both, I thought. Just holding had each other we were able to draw strength from each other's closeness.

I finally went down into the kitchen, were Carmen and Eleazar were already. Carmen was making breakfast, managing several pans, the toaster and various other things all at once while Eleazar was sipping a pot of coffee, not even sitting down.

"Good morning." I greeted them. "Carlisle, good morning." Eleazar said. I grinned at him. "You look like you're in a hurry." I observed. "Well, yes, actually I want to go back to the registry as fast as possible." He replied. I nodded. "Thank you, Eleazar, for doing all this." I said with a sincere smile. He smiled. "It's fine. You are my best friend and you really adore this woman and her boy, I can see that in your eyes." He said. "So, you're leaving again…" I said, not being quite able to ban the sadness from my voice. Carmen immediately came over and shook her head, then hugged me. She had always been a very motherly type and since she was over 20 years older than me that qualified her to act close to a mom to me. This time, I appreciated it. "No, no, honey, I thought I could stay, if you don't mind." She explained quickly. I looked up. "Well, you need to be back at work tomorrow, Esme too if she feels up to it. You have the twins to take care of and you have a lot to handle with Edward's absence, so I thought I could stay and help you cope as good as I can." I smiled at Carmen. "Yes, I'd like that, if it is alright with you." Carmen shook her head. "Silly you, of course it is alright. I will help you with whatever I can. Esme needs you now, she needs you to be there for her, and I will make sure you all get as much time together as possible. Besides, I will enjoy it. Eleazar will probably be working night and day again and I wouldn't see him except when he comes home to shower and change clothes…" Carmen said, shooting her husband a stern look.

Eleazar left a few minutes later. He had already arranged some meetings this morning so he could work full force on Edward's case. I was very grateful for him doing everything he could. Seeing Esme suffer like last night was causing me physical pain.

"Esme is still sleeping?" Carmen asked me, when I sat down at the kitchen table. I nodded. "She cried herself to sleep some time after midnight. She was exhausted. I hope she can sleep a while longer." I said. Carmen nodded, putting a plate of food down in front of me. "She needed you." She said. I blushed a little, remembering how Carmen saw me entering Esme's room last night. "She needed you to be there, Carlisle. She loves you very much. It is easy to see how much you mean to each other." I nodded. "Thanks Carmen. I love her, too. And seeing her like this, it hurts… Also… I miss Edward." Carmen smiled. "He must be a very fine boy, indeed. Don't worry, Eleazar is very good at what he does and even better when he is passionate about something." I nodded.

ESME'S POV

I opened my eyes, half hoping everything had been a horrible nightmare, but I knew it wasn't. My head was throbbing from all the crying I did yesterday and last night, my pillow was smeared with make-up and my sheets smelled of Carlisle. I swallowed the lump in my throat. I was so grateful he had been with me last night. I needed him. His closeness gave me a feeling of security. He was my rock. I needed to draw strength from us, from the trust he put in his friend, from his conviction that everything would work out. I curled up in a ball in my bed, wrapping my blanket around myself, inhaling Carlisle's scent. I tried to calm myself down. I just wanted to have Edward back in my arms… I swallowed again but a few tears leaked from my eyes.

After a few minutes I got up and went into the bathroom. I looked like a mess. My face was swollen, my eyes blood shot and puffy, I had dark circles under my eyes and was pale. I turned away from the mirror, undressed and stepped in the shower. But even the hot water couldn't relax me or distract my mind from thoughts about Edward. I wondered where he was now if he was alright, or hurt? He must be scared to death… all alone with this… monster… I choked back a sob and wrapped my arms around my body. I wanted my son back…

The hot water mixed with my salty tears while I leaned against the cold tiles. My head throbbed painfully. I closed my eyes tightly, willing the images of Edward crying in a corner or worse to go away.

CARLISLE'S POV

"I should probably wake the kids up." I said and got up. Carmen nodded. "Yes, what do they like for breakfast? What should I make?" she asked. I grinned. "Doesn't matter what it is as long as it is sweet. But toast and jam should be alright." I told her. Carmen chuckled.

I passed Esme's room and heard the shower running. Esme was awake. I hoped she was feeling a little better.

When I stepped into Jasper's room and saw the twins cuddling in one bed I smiled sadly. Jasper and Rose had also been very shocked by yesterday's events and they missed Edward dearly. Especially Jasper had been happy to have a boy to play with. He didn't make friends that easily, opposite of Rosie, who always loved to have a crowd around her and be the centre of attention.

Right now they were both still sleeping, holding on to each other. I bent down and gently stroked their heads, waking them up softly. "Daddy?" Rosalie asked as she opened her eyes. I smiled. "Good morning angel." "Is Edward back?" Jasper asked when he opened his eyes. Rosalie looked up at me, the same question shining in her eyes. I shook my head. "No angels, but uncle Eleazar is working on getting him back as soon as he can. Edward will be back soon." "Promised?" Jasper asked me. I nodded. "Yes, I promise." I replied. "Come on, let's get up. Carmen is making you breakfast downstairs." I said and lifted them out of bed.

After I had helped the twins to put some clothes on we went down in the kitchen. Carmen had already set two plates for them and they immediately began eating. Just a few minutes after the kids and I, Esme came down into the kitchen. She was wearing simple jeans and a dark sweatshirt, her hair was still damp from the shower, flowing down her back.

"Hey, how are you?" I asked gently, going over to Esme and hugging her softly. She tried to smile, but failed. "Alright, just a little headache…" she whispered. I nodded, stroking her cheek. "You're probably a little dehydrated… eat some breakfast, drink some tea and I get you something for the pain, alright?" Esme nodded and sat down on the table after giving me a quick kiss.

ESME'S POV

I tried to keep it together, especially with the twins present, but I knew I couldn't fool Carmen and of course not Carlisle. He saw right through me, saw the hurt there. The twins were sweet, trying to cheer me up and telling me not to worry. I smiled at them, stroking their heads. "You two are very sweet." I said.

"It will all be alright. Eleazar is already back in Port Angeles, burying himself in his work." Carmen said, setting a plate down in front of me. "Now eat something, that will make you feel better, I'm sure." She gave me a reassuring smile. "But… it's a Sunday!" I said, not understanding why Eleazar would be working today. Carmen laughed. "Oh, Sundays don't exist in Eleazar's calendar… Don't worry, Esme." She replied smiling. Still, I felt bad for knowing Eleazar was sacrificing his free time.

I tried the food, but I had no real appetite. Everything reminded me of Edward. I picked at my food, shoving it around on my plate, wondering if Edward had gotten any breakfast at all. Or dinner. Charles had never bothered taking care of his son and Edward couldn't fend for himself… Esme sighed, sipping the tea in front of her and forcing another bite down. She needed to eat, she knew that, but she almost felt sick…

Carmen took the twins into the living room and Carlisle sat down next to me, rubbing my shoulders. I looked at him. "Thank you… for last night… I needed you." I whispered. Carlisle tightened his embrace a little and pressed a kiss to my temple. "I love you and I'm here for you… whenever you need me." He told me sincerely.

CARLISLE'S POV

Esme was pushing her food around her plate, hardly eating. I tried to encourage her but I didn't want to force her, so I let it go after a while.

The day was spent playing with the kids. The twins enjoyed it, but still, it was quieter somehow, less laughter. Carmen was also playing with the kids a lot to give me and Esme a little time for us.

In the afternoon we took a walk outside to get some fresh air. The kids were running ahead of us with Carmen following behind them, while I stayed close to Esme. We walked a few feet behind the others, not talking, only trying to relax a bit. But I couldn't really calm down and I knew that Esme was terribly worried.

After our walk it was time for dinner and afterwards get the kids to bed. Dinner was very quiet, Esme was again hardly eating which worried me but I kept silent. I wasn't really hungry myself.

Carmen cleaned the kitchen up after dinner while Esme and I brought the kids to bed.

EDWARD'S POV

I sniffed lowly and stroked Carlin's head. "Don't cry…" I mumbled, stroking Carlin's head. "I miss mommy and Carlisle too…" I whispered. I swallowed and looked at Carling again. One of his legs was almost ripped off. Charles had roughly shoved me around when I was crying after we arrived in his house. He had almost ripped Carlin's leg off completely. I held my animal tighter. "I know it hurts… my arm hurts too…" I mumbled and sniffed again. Charles hadn't been nice. He was angry and shoved me around a lot, shouting at me, slapping me when I didn't obey. It was just like before mommy and I got away. He was a bad man. I curled up in a ball on the small cot, crying a few silent tears. I missed mommy and Carlisle and Jasper and Rosalie. I stroked Carlin again, pressing him against my chest. His leg was dangling on a few thin threads. "Don't worry… Carlisle promised that he would come and get us, and mommy did too… They will come and get us… " I mumbled before falling asleep.

CARLISLE'S POV

The twins were in bed and we were all sitting in the living room. Carmen was reading in the armchair while Esme and I watched the news, but not really paying attention. Esme sighed lowly and I squeezed her shoulder. "Let's go to bed, shall we?" I suggested gently. Esme nodded and got up. Carmen smiled at us. "Get some sleep you two." She said softly. "And try not to worry too much. Eleazar will have news tomorrow, I am sure…" Esme gave Carmen a soft smile and wished her a good night.

We went upstairs and halted on the top of the stairs. "Good night." I whispered, taking Esme softly in my arms, kissing her gently. She sighed lowly. "I'll try…" Esme replied, leaning her forehead against mine for a few seconds. I brushed my lips along her jaw line. "Sleep well…" I let go of Esme and we both went into our own respective rooms.

ESME'S POV

I went into my bedroom and changed into the huge t-shirt I normally wore to bed. Then I went into the bathroom to get ready for bed. After that I snuggled up in my bed, but it felt wrong somehow. I wasn't comfortable. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, but couldn't. My mind was racing with thoughts and images, now that I had nothing to distract me and I began to feel panic rising inside of me. I couldn't lay still any longer and got up. I couldn't stay in that room. It was too quiet. It gave me too much time to think… of things I only wanted to forget, to erase from my brain.

I leaned my head against the cold window and sighed. I would never be able to sleep like that. I turned around and glanced at the door. Could I…? I swallowed hard and left my room.

CARLISLE'S POV

I was lying in my bed, eyes closed, when my door suddenly opened. I sat up in bed, noticing how Esme peeked inside my room. "Hey…" I mumbled. Esme blushed a little and bit her lip. "What is it? Come on in." I said smiling. Esme softly closed the door behind her and stood before my bed, shuffling her feet. It made me notice Esme's long creamy legs, but I focused on her face instead. This was not the time. I got out of bed and stood before Esme. "Don't be nervous, just tell me what it is." Esme swallowed and then asked: "Well, could I… stay with you, maybe?" she asked lowly. "I just… don't want to be alone… the quiet is… terrifying…" she mumbled. I smiled. "Of course you can stay here. I'd like that, actually." I said, guiding Esme towards my bed. She smiled at me before climbing into my bed, snuggling into the covers. I followed after her, gently wrapping my arms around her slender frame. Esme sighed and leaned her head against my chest. "Thanks…" she whispered. I stroked her head and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead. "My pleasure, really." I whispered, closing my eyes.

ESME'S POV

I snuggled up to Carlisle's warm body and instantly felt better. Safe and protected, and just comfortable. Carlisle held me in his arms, his hands running over my back, relaxing me. I had my head on his chest, listening to his heart beat, softly caressing his sides. It didn't take us long to fall asleep that way.

CARLISLE'S POV

In the middle of the night I was jerked out of my sleep when Esme started thrashing and screaming in my arms. She was having a nightmare. Her face was contorted in emotional pain, her lips were trembling, mumbling incoherent things. I shook her softly, trying to wake her up, but that only caused Esme to lash out at me. "Esme… Esme, wake up!" I whispered. "It's me, Carlisle." I said, softly touching her shoulder. Esme calmed down for a moment, before she screamed again, sitting up in bed, suddenly awake, her eyes wide with fear.

"Esme…" I mumbled, reaching for her with my hand, but not touching her. Esme looked around the room, her eyes scanning everything quickly, her breath ragged. "Esme… you're safe… it is alright." I whispered. Finally Esme turned to me. She stared at me in shock before she relaxed all in a sudden and sank back in the covers, crying. Without thinking I pulled her in my arms, soothing her, whispering comforting words, stroking her head. Esme didn't say a thing, she only cried until she fell asleep again.

I opened my eyes as my alarm began beeping. Esme was snuggled up to my chest, groaning lightly when the alarm woke her up. "Sorry…" I mumbled, gently kissing her head before disentangling myself from her body. "I have to go to work…" I whispered. Esme shook her head. "It's okay… I have to get to work too…" she mumbled. I hesitated. "You want to work?" I asked. "Not that I want to keep you from it… but…" I said carefully. "I can't stay home, sitting around, doing nothing…" she said softly. I nodded. "Okay… just don't… well, don't overwork yourself… I'm worried for you…" I said softly, stroking her cheek. Esme smiled. "I'll be alright, don't worry…" she told me, giving me a quick kiss. I sighed. "Good, I'm taking a shower now." I said, disappearing into the bathroom.

ESME'SPOV

I stayed in bed for a while longer, listening to the water running in the attached bathroom. When the water was shut off I quickly got up and left the room. I wanted to give Carlisle some privacy in his own room.

I went into my room and took a quick shower before dressing in jeans and a dark sweater. I simply swept my hair up in a pony tail. I had no sense for fashion right now…

When I went down in the kitchen Carlisle was just making coffee. I noticed he was also dressed in darker colours. Was it to resemble his mood, like in my case? I knew he also missed Edward…

He turned to me than. "Hey… I just talked to Carmen. She'll watch the kids. They'll stay at home." He told me. I smiled. "Yes, that's probably for the best." I agreed. The kids would be better off at home. Carlisle nodded, hugging me gently. "If you want to stay with them, it is okay, I'm sure." he told me again. I shook her head. "I need a distraction, Carlisle… I can't sit here all day, not knowing what to do with myself… Work will distract me…" I told him, giving him a soft kiss. "Alright, I'm just very worried for you…" he whispered, giving me another kiss.

After breakfast we quickly headed to work. Carlisle drove me to the school. In the parking lot, he turned to me. "Well, have a good day… Can I call you in your lunch break?" he asked. I nodded. "Yes… I'd like that." I whispered, leaning over to kiss Carlisle. We kissed softly for a few minutes, drawing comfort from our caresses, but finally Carlisle pulled away. "I'm sorry, but I have to get to work." He mumbled. I nodded, stroking his cheek. "Have a good day." I whispered.

CARLISLE'S POV

I gave Esme one last peck on the lips, before she left the car and I drove off. I arrived at the hospital in a few minutes. I went into the hospital, not really thinking I would enjoy work this day. I had felt bad at home with Esme, but now I felt even worse. I was worried how she was, and I was worried for Edward.

ESME'S POV

I got out of the car and went towards the school building. I saw several kids already in the yard outside. It made my heart drop. I thought of Edward constantly, but this was even more painful, seeing these happy, carefree kids when my little angel was in the hands of that monster. I suppressed a sob. I couldn't break down now.

CARLISLE'S POV

Work was hard today. I didn't enjoy one bit of it, like I normally did. My thoughts were centered on Esme and Edward. I could hardly concentrate, because my worry for them was ever present.

In the late morning Eleazar then called, asking me if he could have access to Esme's and Edward's medical files to maybe find proves for abuse. I called Esme and after she gave me her permission told Eleazar to contact Dr Chapman.

ESME'S POV

I tried to keep up a happy façade, but it was extremely hard. The kids made Edward's absence so much more present to me. They were playing happily while Edward was… I shuddered. I couldn't think of where he was. I only wanted him back. With Carlisle by my side I had faith. Faith that Eleazar would get Edward back to me. But now all the worries and horrible scenarios played up in my head. Edward was all alone. If I wasn't there to protect him, who knew what would happen. He had never hit Edward, because of me, because I always protected him, I took the beatings. I shivered and closed my eyes tightly. I suddenly felt cold.

"Excuse me?" A dark male voice ripped me out of my thoughts, startling me. I jumped to my feet, backing against the wall. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." The man quickly apologized and I realized he was just the father of one of the kids. "I'm sorry…" I replied shakily. "I was lost in my thoughts for a moment." My voice still sounded nervous. The man smiled softly. "I'm here to pick Ben up." He said softly. I nodded, looking for the little boy. "Yes, he told me that. He was excited, saying you were taking him to Seattle." I tried to make small talk, to down play my earlier shock. "Yes, some family time with his grandparents and me and my wife. We are going to the zoo." I tried to smile, but failed terribly. I thought back when Carlisle took me and Edward to the zoo and tears welled up in my eyes. Luckily Ben had spotted his father and was just running towards him, so I could wipe away the traitorous tears.

After Ben and his father were gone I excused myself from the kids, told Sue to look after them for a moment and went into the restroom. I leaned over the sink, finally letting the tears stream down my face. Strangled sobs escaped my throat and I shut my eyes tightly to prevent more tears from falling. "Edward…" I whispered hoarsely, my voice breaking.

"Esme?" Sue knocked on the door outside. She sounded worried. I took a few deep breaths and then replied. "Yes, I am fine…" I said, but my voice was hoarse. Sue knocked again. "Esme, please, open the door…" she said. I groaned and unlocked the door with shaking fingers.

Sue stood outside, looking at me with a sympathetic smile. "Esme, what's wrong? Can I help you somehow? Has it something to do with Carlisle?" she asked. I sobbed again and shook my head violently. "No! No! Carlisle is wonderful!" I told her. Sue nodded. "Okay, okay… but, what is it? You look terrible, Esme…" I sniffed, wiping the traitorous tears out of my eyes. "It's nothing, Sue. I am fine… I just…" but Sue blocked my way. "You are far from fine. What happened?" I shook my head, I couldn't talk about it. It hurt too much. Sue gave me a sympathetic look. "Esme, whatever it is, you can talk to me…" "It's Edward…" I finally choked out. "He… took him away… my ex-husband…" Sue stared at me. I hadn't exactly given her any information about Charles, but she had noticed my reactions and drawn some conclusions. "Oh Esme, I'm sorry…" With that Sue hugged me fiercely. After a few moments I let go off her. "Carlisle called his lawyer, he's doing everything he can… but… I miss Edward…" I whispered. Sue nodded, hugging me again. "I'm sure you will get him back in no time. First, how could anyone let this boy stay away from a great mum like you, second: Carlisle will do everything he can. He won't let you down." She assured me. I gave a weak smile.

"Do you want to go home? Or should I call the doc?" Sue asked. I shook my head. "No, Carlisle's probably busy at work. But I'd like to go home, if it's okay…" I told Sue. She nodded. "Of course. Go home and stay there until you feel better. We'll get along. Don't worry, I understand." I smiled. "Thanks Sue." I mumbled. "If this were Leah or Seth, I wouldn't be able to work either." I thanked her again then my phone buzzed. I glanced at the display and saw it was Carlisle.

CARLISLE'S POV

I finally had lunch and went into my office, taking my cell phone out to call Esme. She answered on the second ring. "Hey…" she greeted me, but her voice sounded thick with tears. "What's wrong?" I immediately asked, worried. Esme had been crying so much was clear. "It's fine, I'm just…" she began, but I interrupted her. "Should I come over?" I heard Esme hesitate for a moment before she replied: "If it's alright, I don't want to interrupt your break, or get you in trouble…" I smiled. "You won't, and besides, I couldn't imagine a better way to spend my lunch break. I'll be there in a few minutes." I said. "Thanks." Esme whispered softly.

I quickly changed my lab coat for my jacket and headed out, stopping at the reception desk to tell the nurse I would be back after my break.

I quickly drove towards the school and then got out of my car. I rushed inside the building, looking around for Esme. I spotted her after a few seconds, sitting in the hallway with another woman next to her. I rushed over to Esme, relieved she was more or less alright.

"Esme!" I whispered, taking her in my arms.

ESME'S POV

Carlisle came running over and took me in his arms. I buried my head on his shoulder, feeling much better just from being in his arms. I held on to him, listening to the soothing words he whispered in my ear.

"Let's get into the car for a while, shall we?" he asked and I nodded. "Yes…" I whispered. Carlisle led me to his car and I sank into the soft leather seat. He closed the door behind me and sat down in the driver's seat.

I took a few deep breaths, feeling much calmer now, also because Carlisle was here again. He reached over the middle console, stroking my shoulder. "Thank you…" I whispered, looking over at Carlisle. He smiled. "Of course. You are alright? What happened?" he asked, concerned. I shook my head, simply closing my eyes and leaning my head on Carlisle's shoulder. "Nothing… just… I got scared a bit…" I mumbled, then softly told Carlisle everything that had happened. He stroked my back, calming me down.

"Do you want to go home?" Carlisle asked. I looked at him. "Yes, I think you were right, work wasn't the best idea." I admitted. Carlisle gave me a sympathetic smile. "I drive you home, okay?" he said. "But, your break… I mean, I spoilt it, have you even eaten anything?" He smiled. "I am fine, don't worry about me. Besides, I couldn't think of a better way to spend my break." He assured me, leaning over to kiss me softly. I returned his kiss for a moment, then we broke apart.

CARLISLE'S POV

I drove Esme home, stopping the car in the driveway. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't get out, the twins won't let go of me, when I do." I said with a soft chuckle. Esme nodded. "Thanks for driving me home." She said. I leaned over, capturing her lips in another kiss. "It was my pleasure. If you need me, just call me, okay?" I said after breaking our kiss. Esme nodded. "Thank you, Carlisle." I kissed her again. "No problem, darling. Now get some rest. I'll see you tonight."

ESME'S POV

I got out of the car and went inside. Carmen was not really surprised to see me and after making me some tea got me to lie down for a while. I was already feeling slightly better. Especially when Carlisle got home in the evening.

CARLISLE'S POV

After getting back to work my thoughts stayed focused on Esme. I was worried for her and happy when I could finally go home.

We spent the evening with the kids and Carmen. Esme was hardly eating again, leaving me very worried for her. She also had nightmares again.

The whole week continued this way. Esme stayed home, being sick with worry for Edward. She was hardly eating, not really sleeping but living through the hell of her marriage at night and looking worse by the day. I was terribly worried. Esme kept waking up at night, screaming, shivering with fear. I could hardly calm her down. I was also getting not much sleep, but I could cope with it. I was more concerned for Esme. She looked also pretty bad. Pale and tired, easy to scare or startle. Carmen was also worried, but telling me that it was natural. Esme missed Edward terribly and she was of course worried for him, even more when we heard nothing all week. The only little comfort came from Eleazar who assured us that he got child care to keep an eye on Edward and Charles. But this was just something little. Child care couldn't be there all the time, and Esme knew how good Charles was at hiding and threatening. I also had a good idea after all the nightmares from Esme I witnessed every night.

ELEAZAR'S POV

I was looking through all the papers on my desk again, waiting for an important phone call. I really hoped the judge would call a hearing on Edward's case. I knew Esme was really bad and Carlisle was worried for her, calling me almost every day asking for some news. Sadly I rarely had any. I hadn't been able to see Edward until now and could only rely on the child care reports saying that he was well.

Hearing how bad Esme coped left me to imagine how the little boy was. He must miss his mother terribly, I imagined.

Finally my phone ringed. "Hello, Eleazar Gonzales speaking." I said as I took the call. "Yes, this is Lesley Erin, I'm the assistant of Judge Annabelle Moss, I am calling to inform you of a hearing that will take place tomorrow at 9 am in Ashland at the courthouse, room 217 about the custody of Edward Cullen." The young man explained. I sighed. This was good, because a hearing meant that I finally had something else to do than studying papers, something that pushed this case forward, but I was a little angered at the fact that I was alerted to the hearing the evening before it was held. "Thank you for the information, I will be there." I said in a polite voice then hung up. "Andrea!" I called, already collecting all my papers. My assistant opened the door and peaked inside. "Yes?" I looked up at her. "I need a flight to Ashland as soon as possible. I just got a call that a hearing is scheduled for tomorrow morning." I said with a sigh. She nodded. "Alright, I book a flight for you." She said. I smiled. "Thank you." I stuffed all my papers in my bag, then headed out to my car to drive home and pack a few clothes.

On my way home I called Carmen. "Yes? Eleazar?" she asked. I smiled hearing my wife's voice. "Yes, hello darling. I just wanted to tell you that I'm on my way to Ashland for a hearing tomorrow. I just got informed." I could practically hear Carmen's smile. "That's great news!" she said. I hated to stop her enthusiasm. "Please, could you not tell Carlisle and Esme yet? It is only a hearing and I don't expect to see anyone else than the judge and the lawyer. I don't want to get Esme's hopes up just to disappoint her again. I heard she is not so well." I said. Carmen sighed. "Yes, she is not really well. Okay, well take care honey, call me when you landed." She said. I smiled. "Of course love. Good Bye." I said and hung up.

I took a late flight to Ashland and arrived there after 11pm. I checked into the hotel and then went to bed after quickly looking through my papers again to prepare myself for the hearing.

The next morning I was on my way to the courthouse quite early. I didn't expect this to be anything more than a formal meeting, but I still hoped to get new information about Edward. When I arrived at the meeting I was very surprised to see it was a rather large courtroom. The whole setting looked intimidating for someone who wasn't used to it. I confidently took my place, waiting for the hearing to start. I watched how Charles Evenson and his lawyer entered the room, exchanging stiff formalities with me. But what me surprised the most was that Edward was with them. He waved shyly when he saw me, but obviously didn't dare to do anything else. His father was watching him intently. This man was even giving me the chills; I couldn't imagine how a 5-year-old must feel like.

The judge finally entered the room and gave a warm smile to Edward. I smiled too. The judge was an older woman and I hoped that this would be an advantage.

The hearing began in a normal way, but then Edward was asked by the judge to answer a few questions. He came in the middle of the room, sitting down in the chair, clutching a stuffed animal to his chest. "Well, Edward, can you tell me a few things?" the judge asked gently. The young boy bit his lip, looking at his father and the lawyer. He looked a bit scared. "Edward, whatever you say here, it has to be true, okay? I promise nobody will be mad at you. Nothing will happen, alright?" the judge said softly, reassuring Edward.

EDWARD'S POV

I was afraid. A nice woman had explained to me earlier that I needed to tell the truth here because the woman in front of me would decide if I could go back to mommy and Carlisle. But I was afraid that he would get mad at me if I said something… But I didn't want to stay with him… Never… I missed Mommy… and Carlisle and Jasper, even Rosalie.

"Okay Edward. We start with easy things. You have a nice animal there, where did you get it?" she asked. I glanced down at Carlin, smiling. "From Carlisle. He gave it to me." I said. "And who is Carlisle?" I frowned. "He's a doctor. He's very nice. Mommy and I live in his house, with Jasper and Rosalie." "Okay, and Jasper and Rosalie are who?" "They are Carlisle's kids. And my friends. I go to daycare with them." "That's nice. Can you explain why you are living with Carlisle?" the woman asked me. "Mommy and I had a flat together, but… erm… we couldn't go back there, someone destroyed our flat. So Carlisle said we could stay with him. Mommy was frightened, I was too." "Good, and how did you get to know Carlisle?" "Mommy and I wanted to go shopping, we needed to buy food. But there was an accident and I got hurt, I broke my arm. Mommy hurt her head. We were in the hospital and Carlisle was the doctor there. He took a picture of my arm and showed me which bone was broken." The woman smiled as I told her that. I smiled too. Carlisle had been very nice. "Because mommy hurt her head Carlisle said she couldn't be alone. But mommy didn't want to stay in the hospital. Hospitals are bad." I explained. "And Carlisle said, he could watch mommy, he is a doctor. So we went home with him and I played with Jasper and Rosalie, they are very nice. Carlisle is too. He always plays with us. He took us to the zoo and bought my animal." I said, smiling proudly. "You liked the zoo, Edward?" I nodded. "Yes, I have never been to the zoo…" I said sadly. At that the woman stopped smiling for a while but I heard him clear his throat. I flinched.

The woman kept asking me a lot of questions. About mommy, about Carlisle and many other things. I told her a lot.

"So Edward, how about being with your dad? Do you like it?" the woman asked. I bit my lip and glanced over at him. "Edward, you can tell me, okay? No one will be mad at you. I promise." The woman said again. I quickly shook my head. "You don't like it?" she asked. I shook my head again. Suddenly I heard him yell. "That's bullshit! Of course he likes it! His stupid mother must have told him bad things about me!" I flinched, I was really scared. "Mr Evenson, calm down. I am asking your son here." "Can you tell me why you don't like being with your father, Edward?" I shook my head. I was afraid I had to go back to him. He would be very mad at me. "Look Edward, I know you are afraid, but you have to tell us. I ask you something else, okay? Do you want to stay with your mommy or with you daddy?" "Mommy!" I quickly said. "Good, and why?" "Mommy is nice. She plays with me, she cooks great, she never yells." "Does your daddy yell a lot?" I nodded, looking down. "You little brat!" "Mr Evenson, stop it!" the woman said angrily. "Excuse me, but my client is a little excited because his son fails to say that my client has reasons for being mad at his son." "And what would that be?" the woman asked the mean man who was with him. "Well, obviously the boy is very unbehaved and rude." "Excuse me Mr de Cavey, but I only met a very polite boy here today. I won't tolerate your client's outbursts any longer."

I didn't want to say anymore now. I knew that when I got home he would be very mad. I touched my knee. It still hurt from where he had shoved me. "Edward, you are a very brave boy and I just have a few more questions, alright? So you want to stay with your mommy? That is fine. Can you tell me why your mommy left your father?" "He was mean." I whispered. "Mommy was afraid. He often got angry, when he came home, he yelled a lot." "Did he ever hurt your mommy? Or you?" I looked down, afraid. I must not tell this. "Edward?" I gave a tiny nod. "You stupid bastard! Wait till you get home!" he jumped up from his chair and tried to get to me, so I quickly ran away. There was a man with black hair on the other side of the room who opened a little door. I ran to him. He looked nice. He was smiling. I crawled under the table.

I closed my eyes and put my hands over my ears, afraid he would get me. I began to shiver. Suddenly someone touched me and I flinched. "No!" "Edward, it is fine. I won't hurt you. Please come here." I opened my eyes a little bit and saw the man with the black hair in front of me, he had also crawled under the table. "Who are you?" I asked. "My name is Eleazar, I am a friend of Carlisle and your mommy. Come here, I promise we will help you." I took the man's hand. He seemed nice. Like Carlisle. The woman was still yelling at Charles. She was all red in the face. She sounded very angry. I saw that a police man was also standing by him. Eleazar put me on a chair next to him. I felt better there, with the table between me and Charles. "Edward, I am sorry." The woman said. "I won't ask any more questions. I will go for a few minutes now to think and then I will tell you, where you have to stay. With your mommy or your father. I think you can stay with Mr Gonzales until then. He will explain everything." I nodded and looked at Eleazar questioningly. Did she mean him? "Yes, Edward. I am Eleazar Gonzales." He said.

The woman had left and I was afraid what she would say. "Can I go home after that?" I asked Eleazar. He smiled. "Yes, I think you can. The judge, the nice woman who sat in the front, is making a decision now. She will tell you where you have to live." "I want to be with mommy! And Carlisle!" I said. He smiled. "Yes. I think things look good, but I can't promise it, okay?" I nodded and waited.

When the woman got back, she said I could stay with mommy and that daddy was not allowed to see me or come near me. I was very happy. But I was not really sure if I had to go back with him until mommy could pick me up. "Sorry?" I asked shyly, trying to get the woman's attention. She looked at me. "Does that mean, that I can go home to mommy, right now?" I asked. The woman smiled. "Yes, I am sure Mr Gonzales will take you to your mommy." I looked at Eleazar and he nodded.

ELEAZAR'S POV

After the hearing was over I was not only very happy but also relieved and surprised. I had never imagined it to end with me taking Edward home. He was also very happy. "Okay Edward, let's get you home to your mommy. She misses you a lot. Carlisle does too." I said. Edward grinned. "I miss them too. I want to see mommy!" I smiled. "Yes, Do you have anything we should get from the house of Charles?" I asked him. Edward shook his head. "No. I don't want to go there again." He said. "Okay, then we go to the hotel to get my clothes and then we fly home to your mommy, alright?" Edward beamed.

On our way to the hotel room I noticed that Edward was limping a little bit. After asking him, he told me that Charles had shoved him and he fell. I picked Edward up then, carrying him through the airport to our plane. Andrea had booked another flight for Edward. I had tried to call Carmen from the airport but couldn't reach her, neither anyone else. Well, I was bringing a surprise with me now.

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