"Logan," he said in a sleepy voice, "you doin okay Sugar," still waking up a little.
"Not without you Kendall," I responded, planning to explain myself, but instead he cut me off.
"I hope you know that I regret the moment I hurt you more than anything right now. The only thing I regret more is the first time I did it. I'll do anything you want just so you're happy and if that means you want me to go away forever, then I will. As long as I know that you'll be okay, I'd do absolutely anything, but I refuse to let you hurt yourself. You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen and it hurts when you hurt. I'm not asking for forgiveness, I just want you happy."
"Kendall, you're what I want; I can't stand when you're not with me all the time. I should have confessed those feeling to you earlier; you were just teasing a little, something we both do. But now, I just want you back."
"This isn't your fault and you can't pin it on yourself; I screwed up being an ass and I'm going to repay you anyway I can." Kendall said it solemnly as he stood up to finally face me.
"Well, you can repay me by coming back to bed with me," I said, smiling a little now, "because I just can't seem to sleep without your touch tonight." He laughed a little before responding sarcastically:
"If I must." We both giggled as I dragged him back in the room, forgetting the water completely, and going back to bed with Kendall. As soon as he got in and put those arms that I loved so much around me, I fell straight to sleep. No nightmares to haunt me anymore because I had his protection. At this point, I don't think I couldn't live without him.
1 week later
Kendall and I didn't fight much after that, but he didn't walk on egg shells with me, which made me happy cause the only thing worse than no Kendall would be fake Kendall. On the week days he slept over at my house and on the weekends I went over and stayed with him at his apartment, but we were never apart anymore. It seemed forbidden and I liked that. The next day, he proudly showed me off with my new hickey which got stares, but the taunts were over, especially cause he had beat up a few kids who'd been teasing me the day before. And boy was one of those very, very gratifying, because guess who decided to hit on me again.
I felt a hand on my ass and at first, I thought it was Kendall, but I felt very unfamiliar breath on my neck and I bit my bottom lip out of frustration. I thought he would just go away, but I guess that was too much to ask.
"I really liked what you did with that little treat I gave you Logan," Dak's breath was heavy and he was a little too close, but I was trapped. "I just have one request, next time, make that me; it doesn't have to go deeper than that. I don't think I'm asking that much of you. I don't want to date you, and I'm not gonna screw with Kendall, I just need some … stress relief." He was putting his hands on my hips when I finally spoke.
"Yeah, no thanks," I tried to say it without my voice cracking, but this was difficult, "I like to bite into my suckers when I'm finished. That's my stress relief." I thought maybe that would scare him and of course, it didn't
"I love when you talk dirt to me like that," he kissed me behind my ear, forcing my skin to crawl, "I just wished there was a little less clothing involved with that."
"You know Kendall's going to freak if he sees you," I said, maintaining as much resolve as I could, even when I heard the late bell ring.
"I doubt he'll be walking by anytime soon Lollipop; how about one good lick," he smiled when I felt a hand leave my hip and I heard a zipper. That's when panic set in.
"Look, no I don't want to do this, I'm taken and I swear, if you try to force anything on me, I'll tell Kendall, and he'll, he'll," I just, I just couldn't think, too much was happening and I was so stressed and everything kept rushing forward.
"He'll do what," Dak said, "He'll hurt me, doubt it, he's just as scared of me as you are." He spun me around to face him and immediately, he started to attack my neck while I just did everything in my power not to cry. Why did frickin stuff like this happen to me?
"What will you do if I don't," I tried to sound powerful, but it came out a scared, squeaky mess.
"I'll make sure that your precious Drama Club gets its entire funding cut and you know what, I'll one up you, I'll make sure Ms. Wainright is fired. My dad's the Principal Lolli, I have a lot of power to make you do it."
"So, I don't care about drama," Kendall mattered more to me than that.
"I'll also get Mr. Knight kicked off of his hockey team." He gave me a blank stare. And I'd have to give in. Kendall adored his hockey and I couldn't take that from him. I'd have to eat my pride and do this; no one would ever have to know about it and I sure as hell wouldn't be say anything. I'd just do what he wanted and live with it. So I took his hand and he gave me a devious grin before taking my hand and leading me into the bathroom at the end of the hall. So this was all real. Great.
"This one'll do, and it only looks like one person's in her and I'm sure that they'll know to leave as soon as they here those beautiful noises leave that pretty little throat of yours, now," he pulled his dick out and instantly I bared my teeth in disgust. This wasn't going well so far, "Now, come on, use that beautiful gift you have and make me moan. I know you can, if you need to get nervous, think about Kendall. He'll get thrown off the team if you don't help me, it's just how it's gotta work."
"Please, I really don't want to, can't we work something else out."
"Maybe another time, but now, I really need this," he started to thrust upwards at me and I gave up. I was doing this for Kendall and so, I grabbed the hard member in front of me and just, shoved it in. And I did my best to pretend it wasn't what it was, even with all of Dak's loud, loud, moaning.
"Oh yeah baby, right there, you got it, you make me feel just right when you do that," then I heard a flush and got instantly embarrassed. Someone was hearing me give a blow-job and it was just so, so, so embarrassing. How could this be happening? And boy did he have stamina because every time I thought he would just climax and get it over with, of course, it was just another throaty moan. "OOOH! That's the spot." When he started to put his hands through my hair, I was so upset I just wanted to break it off.
After the longest time of working on his, thing, he finally started to talk again, "Oh LOLLIPOP, YEAH, YEAH KENDALL'S SAFE, BUT YOU AREN'T, I THINK I'M GOING TO CA … C.. CUM!," and then he exploded all over my face. I just wanted to die and it was still in my mouth and I started to cry when I heard him yell, "Fuck, you just bit me." He pulled out after he said it when full on tears started and then I felt his knee hit my chin. "I should, I should" and then the door swung open and he almost fell.
"What the hell did you just do to my Boyfriend," I heard Kendall yell while I sat on my knees, still crying hard.
"He asked for it, he wanted it and I just gave him what he requested," Dak smiled again at a furious Kendall, "That's what you're supposed to do, make him happy. You should be happy with me."
Kendall looked back at me before picking up Dak a little, "Does he look. Happy." He barred his teeth in his face while pointing at me on the floor in tears.
"Eh, guess I'm just that good," the football captain laughed a little at that one and then I heard a snap when I saw Kendall punch him hard in the face. Dak hit the wall hard before he turned to face Kendall again, "It's not like you didn't do the exact same to him too," he said, adjusting his nose a little before coming back at Kendall, "We all know he ran away from you crying too." Kendall dove at Dak, but he moved in time before he could land his attack and Kendall almost lost his balance, but not before swiping at the foot ball captain's knees. Then a thud happened and Dak hit the ground hard with Kendall on top of him.
"Don't. *Punch*
Ever *Punch*
Touch *Punch*
My *Punch*
Sugar *Puch*
Again *Punch* *Spit*"
He got off of a bleeding Dak before standing up and helping me up, sticky liquid covering my face and mouth a little while tears rolled. "Are you okay Logie," he started to pet my hair before stopping to look at the foot ball captain on the ground. He stepped on his arm, eliciting a cry before kicking him in the chin and walking me to the sink. "Let's clean you up." Kendall grabbed a few paper towels and got them ready to clean my face as best he could. The tortured look in his eyes said a lot. "Here, Bunny," he made a cup with his hands and put the water up to my mouth, "Take a drink, let's get all of that nastiness out of you." Immediately, I sipped it up and spat out the little bit of goop left in my throat. "Why don't we go home." So, Kendall, putting me all back together the best he could, walked me out of the school in the middle of the day and took me home were we did what we always did; slept the day away.
But the real retaliation would come the next day. Dak was waiting by my locker with a scowl and a few bruises when Kendall walked me to it.
"I'm going to make you pay," he said, still not looking at either of us, "you shouldn't have done that yesterday."
I looked up, "I gave you what you wanted yesterday, that wasn't enough."
"You bit me and even though I'm fine down there, you'll pay. Kenny beat the crap out of me, so deals off." He said it just as pissed as he did the first thing while Kendall did the exact same thing in the opposite direction. Was I the only rational one of us all. "But I will admit, that was the best BJ of my life, better than every cheerleader, and drill team leader, and -." Kendall punched him in the gut, forcing him off his balance and then kicked him in the ankles, forcing him on the ground. He got back on top of him like the day before, but this time, he didn't hit him, he went for that spot in his boot that terrified me. That haunted my very dreams.
"Kendall, wait," I tried to say it, but he didn't move other than to bring the knife closer, "Please, don't, don't do this, I'm okay."
"Don't worry Bambi," he replied, never looking back, "I'm not going to kill em, just teach him a lesson. I know how much you love to teach." He brought the blade against Dak's shirt, before swiftly cutting down it, making it fall away in two pieces. "Ever. Touch. Him again. I swear I'm going much deeper than your clothes." He made one last slash and cut Dak a little, but it barely bled, still he couldn't open his eyes he was so fearful. After that, he kicked him in the crotch, forcing him to clench his teeth.
"Fuck off scum-bag, or I'll beat your ass again and next time, I'll crush you're dick." Kendall pulled me close before grabbing a few books out of my locker(of course none of them the ones I needed) and walking away with me by his side. And I didn't even show any fear this time. That's just how awesome Kendall was for me. And no one fucked with Kendall, or me, again.
Author's Note: This isn't the big thing, because the big thing still has a few chapters, but I decided to add this after reading a few reviews for the last few chapters. Originally, this one and 21 was one giant mega-chapter, but I felt that I should split it to do them both justice. It was hard to write Logan being Semi-tricked, Semi-raped, Semi-coerced and all pissed, but I like the end direction it went with. And Dak totally deserved all that happened to him. So I dedicate this chapter to someone who totally got me to re-write everything I already have done (I'm almost finished writing the rest of the chapters for the story, so it wasn't easy) because she gave me such a great idea and got me to post twice in a day which isn't that unusual for me, but isn't easy either because it makes me seem so obsessed (which my boyfriend makes fun of me for). So this chapter's for you gleechild, I hope it was up to par with your expectations. Also, sorry if my last note was really messy and made no sense, but I had decided to add it like three minutes before I did and was fixing it at the last second. Luv Ya. XoXo
