Warning: excessive language, sexual themes (and actions), things of the like. SasoDei. (sub: KisaIta and KakuHida)
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of its characters. They belong to Masashi Kishimoto.
Note: I use "hmm" as Deidara's speech impediment, so I'm (almost) sorry if it makes things harder to understand while reading. Also, for black Zetsu, his words will be underlined while he's speaking. Deidara's past: REVEALED! Or, kind of revealed. Sasori and some other characters (Uchiha) may be a little OOC, but... I needed him to be. It's relly hard to write a fluffy-ish scene with an emotionless puppet boy, you know? But, hopefully it turned out wll enough all the same. Also... lemon! Or, in the very least, the start of one. Sorry, to those who are getting impatient... and sorry fo the little bits of perspective. They aren't as long as I would have lked, but I was trying to get both of their feelings and reactions to what was going on. Forgive me if that makes this chapter difficult to read. Please, enjoy!
Can I Love You?
Chapter 6
Silly danna. He should know that everyone has secrets.
"Danna, hmm... didn't you ever wonder why you haven't seen my hands or left eye, hmm? Or why no one has seen me without a shirt on, hmm? Well... here, close your eyes, Danna, and I'll show you, hmm."
My danna really is beautiful. It doesn't matter that he's part puppet. It just adds to his character, to actually be his art. I just wonder how he'll react to all the extra mouths... oh well. No time better than the present!
I tugged my shirt over my head slowly, still thinking about how much this might change things. Looking at Sasori-danna again, though, and I made up my mind. The gloves were slipped off of my hands and I tucked my bangs behind my ear so he could see both of my eyes.
"Danna... you can..." He opened his eyes slowly, and once he saw, his eyes widened slightly. I knew this was a bad idea.
"Did it hurt?" He's going to be disgusted and never want to see- what? I guess my face showed exactly how confused I was, because he didn't wait
for an answer, but explained his question. "Getting it sewn shut," gesturing to his chest," did it hurt?" He... what?
"I... don't really know, hmm. I was little when it got done, hmm..." I knew my voice sounded puzzled, but he just nodded.
"...can I?"
"Can you what, danna, hmm?"
"Can I touch...? And... may I ask what happened to your eye?" I nodded, and shuddered a little when his hands traced the sewn mouth on my
chest.
"I.. was in an accident when I was a kid, hmm. People didn't like my... condition, I guess you could call it," I gestured to my hands and chest, "and someone got a lucky shot and hit me in the eye with something sharp, hmm. I can't really remember much after that, but I knew that they had to implant this device to help what little sight I still had, hmm. It's kind of like a tiny targeting system or camera thing, I guess, hmm... It's hard to explain..."
"Shit, Dei... why didn't you ever tell me? Come here." He opened his arms an I immediately stepped into his embrace.
It was then that I finally realized. He wasn't afraid of me. He wasn't afraid! That means I can- but wait. What if he doesn't want to be loved by me? What if he just sees me as something to gain pleasure from and then throw out? "Is it just an act?" I couldn't help it. I was so caught up in my thoughts that I whispered it out, directly to him.
"Deidara. Don't you ever think that again. I could never act like that to someone, and if Icould, I sure as hell wouldn't do it to you." Was that confession? No... of course not. He could never feel the same about-
He hadn't let go yet. His arms were warm and strong around my waist. It made me feel... wanted. And happy. As cruel and antisocial as he can be, I really like the little gestures of kindness that my danna has. But, everything good has to end. As much as I love them, those moments are few, are gentle, are fleeting... just like art. I know he couldn't possibly return the way I feel, so I tried to turn to leave. All I succeeded in doing, though, was pressing closer to him. I heard my danna's soft growl, and wondered what would have caused him to do that.
But, I have no time to think about that now. Danna's kissing me, and his hands are going everywhere. Our hips were meeting each other in the most delicious way and-
"Danna, hmm? Wh... Wha- ah..." Where the hell did his hand think it was going? And just who, pray-tell, gave it permission to touch- who the hell am I fucking kidding? It felt good.
"Just relax, Dei-chan. I won't hurt you." Again, our tongues clashed in one another's mouths and our bodies were creating such sweet friction. I felt like I was going to need anew pair of pants, either do to a mess, or they'd break... and danna looked damn near in the same state. And dear Kami did he look hot.
Sasori's POV
"Oh for the love of me! If you're going to have it, get moving! We all paid for good money for this, so don't disappoint!" Great... It's Pein and his god-complex. Stupid egotistical bastard, interrupting my fun. I mean, I was right in the middle of feeling Deidara up. And, oh, how my little blonde could move in just the right way...
"Yeah! Just get on with it, you heathen bastards! Look you dumbass Puppet Fucker, just fuck Blondie's brains out already! I'm not gonna waste my whole damn day waiting for this shit to get somewhere good, got it?" And Hidan... wait. Why are they here? Please, Kakuzu, tell me you didn't make them pay you so they watch...
"Zetsu-san? What did he mean by 'fuck sempai's brains out'? Can that really happen? Tobi's been a good boy in bed and Zetsu-san never-"
"Enough, Tobi. Please don't say another word. Now, Hidan... Just what the fuck do you think you're doing! Don't you fucking teach Tobi words like that! Yes, he's just too innocent to be saying things like that. You should be ashamed of yourself, Hidan." Shit... is the whole damn gang here? Wait.. I haven't heard that weasel Uchiha or Kisame... Thank Kami.
"But Zetsu-san... you told me last night to be a good boy and beg for you to fu-"
"Tobi! Enough, please. We're begging you!"
"Hn. I'm quite sure that we could all not care less what you do to that poor boy, Zetsu, but... perhaps all our little scorpion and bird need is a bit of.. persuasion? Kisame, come here. Now, if you will all excuse us, Kisame is going to have his way with me behind this convenient screen here. Please, pay no attention to the moans and pleads that will undoubtedly be coming from the both of us." ...What? Oh, please tell me that they aren't-
"You horny fucking weasel bitch! Can't even last a day without him up you, huh, Uchiha? Horny bastards." Great. That's just my fucking luck.
Deidara's POV
Oh my...who would have thought that Itachi-kun would have been this vocal? But... maybe we should have expected it. The fact that he's screaming, "Oh fuck, Kisame, harder!" at the top of his lungs is a decent reason to stay silent the rest of the time.
"Danna, hmm... that... that actually sounds kinda erotic, hmm? No, not 'kinda'... that was the wrong word, hmm. 'Really' is the word I need. That's really erotic, Sasori-danna, hmm. You think you could make me sound like that, hmm?" Dear Kami did I sound like a man-slut for saying (thinking?) that, but damn...their noises are making me even harder, and that's saying a lot considering how hard I was thanks to my danna. You know, I really like the sound of that. My danna. Hm... I wonder if it would turn him on if I said that to him while he was fucking me... Well I guess I'll find out soon enough.
Sasori's POV
Shit, Dei... Why'd you have to say that? Damn it! I need all of them to leave. There's absolutely no way in fucking hell that I'm putting on a show for
these perverted fuc-
"Danna... Can we just ignore them, hmm? Please, Sa-so-ri, hmm?" Damn. Fuck it. They want a show, then they'll get one.
"Sure, Dei, we'll ignore them. Just tell me when I do something you like, brat, okay?" I whispered by his ear and traced his jaw with my tongue, loving the way he gasped when I put my hands on his hips and pulled him flush against me.
Damn, Deidara... the things you do to me. And I love each and every one of them.
Deidara's POV
Damn it... Danna, why do you have to make sound like some sex-deprived girl? Okay, I guess saying that I'm not sex-deprived would be a huge lie, but I am not a girl an don't like sounding like one. But to be completely honest, I couldn't care less. My danna's rolling his hips to meet mine and, oh, Kami, his tongue... damn. I don't think I could control myself now if my life depended on it. But, that doesn't matter, because I'm the one that told him to ignore Itachi-kun and Kisame-kun... and Hidan and Kakuzu-san. I gotta admit, though, it was funny to listen to Hidan-kun's rant.
"-and that's exactly how many times I've told you to not decapitate...why the fuck did put my head on the ground? Put me back on my body, damn it!"
"Hidan, just shut up and watch." Watch? What the hell did Kakuzu-san mean by watch?
"Why? It's not you have some fucking right to tell me- oh...that's what you mean by watch. You know, 'Kuzu... That's really fucking hot." Umm... Okay. I'll leave them to their kinky fun.
"Brat," shit, even by just saying that he can make me shiver. And who would have thought that I would like being called brat by him? "Dei, you have to turn your head or I can't kiss you." Oh, he just had to say that into my neck. Okay, breathe, Dei, breathe-
"Danna!" Dam his sinful tongue! Trailing up my neck... again... and.. oh screw it. Turning, I grabbed his arm and crashed our lips together. His teeth tugged on my lip and I let out a small moan as I opened my mouth. Sasori's hand trailed down my chest, making me shudder when his fingers ghosted over my nipples, and followed the lines of my abs down to my-
"You like this, Dei-chan? Your breathing got even more ragged..." No shit, danna. You're turning me on so much it fucking hurts! "I'm sorry, Deidara. I didn't mean to cause you pain," was his only response to my whimper and sudden thrust into his hips.
"Danna... mm... do you even know how bad I need you right now?" My pants hit the floor, followed by my danna's. Okay... guess he did know.
"Just what makes you think you're the only one?" Again, our bodies met, sliding against the other like the damn world was ending.
But I need to know.
"Danna, hmm...? Can I... ask you something, hmm? It's something very serious, and I'll need an honest answer, and depending on that, we can continue, hmm."
Sasori's mouth was pressed to my throat, "You can ask me anything, Dei. You should know that." I doubt I had ever been more nervous in my life.
"Oh... so that means I can... No, I'm going to ask properly, hmm. Sasori-danna... my danna... is it okay if... I mean, hmm... Can I love you?" I looked at my danna for about half a second, then shut my eyes tight. I didn't want to see the repulsion that would be evident in his eyes.
-Okay! sixth chapter, done! I think this may just be the longest chapter yet. Let me know if it was any good, please. That's right, my pride has lost to my possible fear of not being a decent author. Regardless of if you agree with that fear of mine, please, please, coment or give ideas for the next chapter(s), and I will try to incorporate them! Thank you for reading chapter six, and I hope you will enjoy the next installment when this story is updated next! Until then,
-Akari's Blood