Authors Note: people have told me that Brendon seemed very ooc last chapter. Just so you know I sorta imagine Brendon deeper when hes away from the press so thats why. If that bothers you then don't read this. I don't own panic at the disco. Oh and this is Lolita's point of view I don't own Panic At The Disco including any of there songs. I also don't own Sweeney Todd.

I woke up sweaty and terrified. Terrible dream. Just terrible. The weird thing was I barely remembered it. All I remembered was it being very dark and hearing strange noises,like chains being sawed at. It hurt my ears.

They were ringing. I think my leg was sawed off in it. I couldn't remember.

" Whats wrong."

I gasped. I didn't know I woke him up.

"Nothing." That was the worst lie I ever said. My voice was very shakey and weird. It barely sounded like me.

" your leg hurt."

Great. I have people worrying about me.

"No." Lie." Just a bad dream."

" You wanna talk about it."

" No. I think I'm just gonna get some breakfast."

" At three in the morning?"

I looked over at the clock. Wow it doesn't feel like its that early.

" Oh, well I guess not."

" You can if you want! Theres nothing wrong with that!"

" No thats ok. Really. Owww." That stung. To much movement.

" Are you ok?!" Wow hes really worried.

"I'm fine." Lie.

"Let me get you some ice." He got up out of bed and walked over to the kitchen part of the hotel and starting filling a plastic bag full of ice.

It was weird to think that Brendon Urie was getting ice for me. I tired not to think about that.

" Here ya go." He rolled up my pant leg. I couldn't help but blush. He set the ice on the bandages and grabbed the pillow he had been using and put my foot under it.

" You ok Lolita."

" Um. I think so."

"Good."

He layed back down next to me and just starred at me. I didn't really bother me. It was sorta weird though. I tired to go back to sleep but I couldn't. Everytime I was almost asleep the headache would return. It wasn't as bad though.

Brendon fell back asleep. His head was right next to my arm. I hope he knows he sleeps in a curled up ball. I felt sorta bad for stealing his pillow. He looked pretty uncomfortable. And then the worst headache came. It was like a hammer was smashing my head. I made some unearthly noise but it was quiet. It was loud enough for Brendon to hear though.

" Whats wrong!"

" I'm ok."

" Stop lying."

" I'm not!"

" Yes you are. Its written all over your face"

"Alright my head hurts thats all."

" You want some medicine?"

"No thank you.I just need to sleep." I closed my eyes and the noise returned.I cringed.

" Let me get you something."

" I'm fine."

" Are you gonna go back to sleep?"

" No."

" Why?"

" The bad dream keeps coming back."

" Tell me about it."

I told him my dream. He listened and nodded when I paused to see if he was sleeping and he wasn't. He listened to me rant not just about the dream either. About school,friends,flute,karate,everything. Then I shut up.

" Sorry for boring you."

" It wasn't boring. I don't mind."

" You look want a pillow."

" No thats ok. Your the one on the mend."

I didn't listen to him. I lifted up his head and scooted my pillow under it.

" Its ok. I don't need it." He was getting ready to give it back.

" No I don't want it." He was making it hard to be nice.

" thank you." He knew he wasn't winning this battle. I put my head on his chest, sorta without thinking. Then I realized what I did and started lifting my head. He put his hand on my head and wouldn't let me move it.

" Sorry! I didn't mean to put my head there."

"I love you."

What did he just say!?! I was speachless. No words came to me. How could he love me? Hes famous! Hes lovely! Hes nice! What am I? I turned my head and looked at him. His dark brown eyes were warm and happy looking, like he had just gotten something big off his chest. Then I realized it.

" I love you too."

He smiled a pretty little smile and rubbed his thumb across my forehead and down my cheek. He pulled me up closer to him and craddled me in his arms. Then something that I should've seen coming happened. He leaned in and kissed me. He was nice and gentle. Of course I kissed him back alittle bit harder though. He pulled away though.

" Your hurt. I don't wanna mess your leg up more then it is."

Stupid leg.

" I guess that makes sense."

" Do you wanna try to sleep again?"

I was starting to get tired but I was scared that the dream might come back. It was almost like he knew what I was thinking.

" I'll help you fall asleep. Promise."

He layed me back down on the bed and gave me half of the one pillow that we had for the moment. He put his forehead against mine and his arms around started humming 'When The Day Met The Night'. In between each verse he would kiss me on the cheek. I was asleep in no time.

...........................

I woke up slowly. I didn't know what time it was but right away I thought that this entire thing had been a dream. Brendon wasn't laying with me. No! It couldn't have been a dream. I sat up and saw Brenda trying to get the fold out sofa to become a sofa again. She wasn't doing to well.

" Brenda!!"

"WOAH! Sorry I didn't noticed you woke up. Oh Brendon told me to tell you not to worry him and the guys had to do an early morning interview. I don't know why he thought you would worry though."

She was starring at me suspicusly.

" What!" Wow I was cranky.

" You look like crap. Did you sleep at all last night?"

She threw a hand mirror on the bed and I looked in it. I had bags under my eyes and my face was all red. My hair was also really messed up as if someone had been running there fingers threw it...

" BRENDA! HOW COULD YOU EVEN THINK THAT!!!"

" Its not my fault!!! And I mean its not like you wouldn't give your virginity to Brendon."

" I BARELY KNOW HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I could tell she sorta felt bad for jumping to that conclusion.

" Sorry I am. Its just you didn't hear or see him this morning. When he woke up he looked at you and had the biggest smile on his face. Then he ran his fingers across your cheek. All through breakfast all he talked about was you! He talked about you like he'd known you all his life! Whats up with that!!"

I looked at her and right away felt bad. She was jelous. It was written on her face. She was angery too. It looked like she was angery at me but I knew she wasn't. If anything she was mad about the situation. She knew Brendon just as much as I did when he gave me the locket. Why me though. Why not her? Thats why she was angery.

"I'm sorry Brenda."

" Its alright. As long as your happy. Besides your the first one who liked him."

I still felt bad. Really bad. The moment was ended by a grumbling in my stomach. She couln't help but laugh.

" Sounds like you want something to eat."

She went into the kitchen and came back with a poptart. The breakfast of champions.

" Thanks."

" No problem. Remember I had stitiches in the same spot. That summer before 8th grade."

I remembered that. She ripped her leg open on her bike spoke.

" I know. I remember."

I sat there eating my poptart and started thinking. Everythings different now. I have a boyfriend (sorta) whose famous (sorta). I have to leave him for a long time. A really long time. Who knows when I'll see him again when they go back on tour. How am I gonna explain to my mom that I'm dating a twenty one year old! Oh no! I feel a grounding coming on. Then I realized something else.

" Wheres Paravati?" I'm sure she probably hates me too.

"Where do you think?"

" Shopping."

" Only window shopping though. She forgot her and you might want to tell her that you and Brendon weren't reproducing last night cause she thinks you guys were."

" Really?!?!?" She usually doesn't jump to those kind of conclusions.

" Well yeah. She called me dense cause I didn't think that right away. She said it was so obvious."

" Why?"

" Well Brendon was like the happiest person I've ever seen and everytime he looked over at you he got this weird grin on his face. It was pretty funny actually."

" Goodness! Can't someone just be happy!"

" I know but I'm pretty sure the guys were thinking the same thing."

Great. Just wonderful.

" I'm sure there bombarding Brendon with questions."

"Probably."

I finished my poptart and went to go get a shower. It looked like I was gonna have to wear these clothes all weekend. It was worth it.

When I got out of the shower Paravati had already come home from window shopping.

"Hi Paravati! How was the shops?"

"Since when are you excited about shopping?"

"I'm not but I was just curious."

"Oh. Well they were alright. Most of the stuff we have at home though. So when are the boys coming back. I'm pretty sure we're watching Sweeney Todd tonight."

It was almost as if it were on cue that we heard them in the hallway.

" YOU COULD BE ARRESTED YOU KNOW!"

" I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!!"

" YOU SERIOUSLY EXPECT US TO BELIEVE THAT! HOW COULD YOU BE SO IRRISPONSIBLE!!! SHES ONLY A MINOR! what if you got her pregnant."

They came into the hotel room in a pretty loud fashion. From the looks of it Brendon and Ryan were the ones who were shouting at eachother in the hall.

" Hi guys!" I was so happy to see them again even if they were fighting.

" I'm sorry Lolita but can you please tell Ryan that you're a virgin."

" Ryan," I said in the most serious voice I could manage," I'm a virgin."

I think he realized he had been mistaken. Mostly cause he turnned as red as the stripes on Brendons shirt.

"Oh,sorry Brendon."

"It's ok."

"Well now that we're a happy family again can we watch the movie!" Paravati really wanted to see this movie for a long time. She loves musicals.

Brenda,Paravati,Jon and Ryan all squeezed onto the couch. Spencer sat in a chair and Brendon came over and sat next to me in the bed that I migrated back to.

Zac turned off the lights and sat on the floor and the movie began.

..........

Amazing movie! Definintly on my favorites list. Not just because Jonny Depp and Helena Boham Carter are my favorite actor and actress. It was beautiful. I loved each and every only bad thing was it was alittle too gory for my taste. Durring the song 'Not While I'm Around' Brendon fell asleep. He probably was really tired cause he stayed up with me and then he also had a show the night before. It feels like the concert was only a dream now but I knew it wasn't. Tommarrow was going to be our last day together. I'm gonna miss all of them, even though Ryan gets on my nerves alittle he usually has good intentions. I barely know Jon and Spencer but I'm gonna miss them too. Its not fair!

I looked at Brendon's face. He'd fallen asleep with his head in my lap. I was really gonna miss him. I started running my fingers through his hair but tried not to wake him up. I didn't. I leaned over and gave a kiss on the cheek and then decided I should fall asleep. Easier said then I ended up making hot chocolate just so I could smell it. The smell made me tired. Why? I don't know. I headed back over to the bed and put the cup on the little end table near us.I turnned to get back in bed and saw Brendon sitting cross legged on the bed. He was just sorta looking in one direction. It worried me.

"Brendon,"I whispered," Whats the matter? Are you ok?"

"Yeh. I just realized that todays our last day together." He signned at the end.

I looked over at the clock. It was one o' four

"Yea but we can still talk on the phone and email."

He looked over at me and smiled.

"I guess but being with you is better"

"Barely."

He slidded near me and grabbed my waist. What is he doing? He pulled me on to the bed. We landed sorta akward though. I was on top of him and our heads almost crashed together. He was only alittle bit taller then me.

" Don't forget. I'm a minor."

He snickered at that.

" Like you would try and stop me."

"I never said that, but I won't be the one who goes to ja..."

He didn't let me get the whole word out. He was making my mouth too busy to talk. He was being quite a bit rougher though. Which I have no problem with. Then he tried to sqeeze me closer to him and he hit my leg.

"Ouch."

"Sorry."

"Thats ok."

" Lets get some sleep so we can do something cool tomarrow."

"Alright."

And just like that we were both out.