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BPOV

Darkness, that's all I see hear and feel. I don't think I'm dead, unless this is what hell is really like.

Something's off, I feel myself slipping.

What is going on?

What do you think dumbass, you were knocked out.

Whoa, what was that? Did I just answer myself?

Wow you really are an idiot! We need to have a little talk. You see, I am you, or the better you anyway.

I'm the selfish, cocky and much stronger half.

I started to come to the surface earlier when you were finally letting that mangy mutt have a piece of our mind but than you go ahead and let his stupid ass comment affect you. I think we need to work on that.

What do you mean?

I mean, you need to grow a set of balls. Quit letting people walk all over you!

Man the fuck up swan. Show that stupid mutt you don't need him.

No more of this 'oh woe with me' shit! Get over it and embrace your inner fucking beast!

How do I do that?

Easy, let go of your pansy ass emotions, embrace the anger and rage fuck everything else.

Love only fucks you over in the end and you know it.

I am starting to think you're right.

Of coarse I'm right, now lets wake up and show these fucking leeches that took us why we were apart of the royal fucking guard, lets give them hell.

Yes, lets.

After my little inner discussion I have realized that the only thing I need is me, and I won't ever let anyone close enough to break me down again.

I slowly open my eyes to find I am in a warehouse type building, chained to the wall.

"Ah, so nice of you to finally join us, Victoria will be pleased to hear. I am Riley and I will be torturing you this evening."

The vampire I now know as riley said while tipping his imaginary hat.

Real original dickhead.

I couldn't help the sick smile that found its way onto my face.

I am really going to enjoy this.

There were only about seven vampires in the room and I heard the asshat in the corner speak to Riley.

"Why is she smiling? You think she hit her head to hard?" He laughed like he was actually funny.

I decided to cut off riley and explain to asshat in the corner my smile.

"I'm smiling, sir asshat, because you are all going to die. I promise you that." I smirked at his surprised face.

"And what, dear Isabella, is going to see to it that we die? Your wolves will never get here in time, Victoria is already on her way." Riley stated simply.

"My name is Izzy, and I don't need those mutts to protect me." I snarled thinking of one mutt in particular.

All the vampires in the room started laughing which to be honest ticked me off.

That's right Izzy, feed off the rage.

I strengthened my shield and tore my legs out of the chains followed by my arms and jumped to the floor.

Corner asshat, that's what I'm going to call him because I don't know his name, spoke up again.

"What? How? I put those on you there is no way a mere human could snap them like that!"

"Well, looks like I'm just special. Now, who's first?" I snarled.

Riley waved his hand and sent all the vampires except him and corner asshat after me.

Looks like they are the top leeches around here.

I think I'll have some fun here, no need to make it quick when I'm in no rush.

The first vampire came at me and I let him get a hit in. I move my face with his hand so it looked like I may have actually been hurt.

I kept my head down to the right and slowly turned to look at him with a sadistic smile.

"Is that all you got sweetheart?"

I took my right fist and swung hard enough to knock his jaw clean off. After that hit the others seemed to flood with fear.

I don't know how but I could actually smell it in the air. I took a big whiff of it and exhaled through my mouth smiling again.

That scent is like the most mouthwatering dessert. I needed more.

"I smell fear."

Though they were still afraid the remaining four vampires plus the one with a missing jaw attacked me all at once.

I was so full of rage and a sudden giddiness I started dancing around them ripping of limbs and tossing them around.

I didn't rip any heads off yet because I was having way too much fun.

Suddenly, I got knocked through a wall by a metal table that happened to be thrown at me landing me outside in the middle of a field.

It looked like the warehouse was pretty far out from civilization. It was raining outside and I took a minute to just appreciate it.

I never used to like the rain but when accompanied by lightening and thunder, it is like a beautiful ballet. The way the lightening dances through the sky lighting its path of destruction followed by the deep rolling of the thunder.

I held my hands out at my sides looked up and smiled to the skies.

I sighed and looked back to the vamps that were slowly trying to put their fingers and arms and such back together.

I wanted to cause pain and drag out the fight hence the fingers and ears and such I yanked off.

"Would you fellows like a break? I know I know, one human girl is far too much for such pathetic beings such as yourselves." I smirked.

I was having so much fun provoking them.

"Hey, corner asshat and Riley, don't want to join in on the fun?"

I laughed as asshat fell for the bait and came running at me.

I felt the wolves come within my shield range and blocked them off.

This is my fun and I won't let them ruin it for me.

I was actually starting to move faster which was new for me. Normally I had to slow down my opponent because my shield only pushed me faster when I was running.

I was starting to match asshat with all his swings. You could hear my laughter echo throughout the field.

The wolves had finally stopped attacking my shield to get through and just sat outside it whining like the little bitches they are. Ok well technically only Leah would be a bitch but still you get the point.

I started moving our fight in a circle while skipping and singing 'Ring around the Rosy'. Every line I would take another part off.

When I was finished I ended the 'all fall down' with a double punch right through his middle.

Hmm, I didn't know that was possible.

I lifted asshat from the floor while the other vampires and wolves stared wide eyed.

I look in the whole I created with a contemplative expression.

"What do you know, there's no heart."

I dropped his limp body to the floor and spun around to face the remaining five vampires.

Looks like riley was the only smart one to escape.

"Well, well, well, look what we have here. Ya'll have managed to piece yourselves together again. Hmm, that just won't do. I believe I made a promise earlier did I not?"

I noticed one of them try to run but I put up another shield to circle us off.

"Tsk, tsk, tsk. No escape now. Come on let me have my fun."

I pouted and then smiled as I noticed they would make sure to go down with a fight. We were back to the same dance.

I was skipping around tearing off small body parts again while they were trying to piece themselves together while still fighting.

This time I was enjoying myself singing 'Humpty dumpty'.

After about half an hour of playing I decided to just end it.

I'll save the real joy for Victoria.

I piled all the limbs I could find and put down my shield.

I walked right up to a shaking human Quil. He was closest to me.

I couldn't help what I did next, I smelled him. I ran my nose right across his chest and up his neck.

The fear was just amazing. He was shaking in fear; I had to laugh at that. Especially since through that fear he was aroused.

Such a silly boy.

I turned to Sam who was actually hiding his fear pretty well but I could still smell it.

"Sammy boy, would you be a doll and light them up for me? Oh, and maybe have your pets go through to make sure I didn't miss any fingers and such. Thank you sweetie."

I winked than blew him a kiss and skipped off.

Sweet, innocent Bella has officially been replaced by Izzy, and I think I like it.

A/N So I'm not going to lie, I've kind of changed what I originally planned with this story. I'm just having more fun with it like this. To clarify, yes Bella is indeed talking to herself. I'm sure almost everyone has had those brief moments of insanity when they talk to themselves and well, Bella has had her heart broken so much she's decided to take the cold hearted bitch escape route. Oh, and I have changed the rating to M because I am slightly paranoid and there is some language not suitable for children thrown in. Let me know what ya'll think!