Disclaimer: I have never owned Twilight and never will.
A/N: We have a lemon! Whether or not it's good is entirely up to you people, but it's there all the same. As always outfits are on my profile.

November rolled in cold and rainy leaving October behind. I had spent a lot more time with Edward and the more I got to know him the harder I fell; he's sweet, sexy, kind, sexy, funny, and did I mention sexy. He is so perfect on paper. So why do I get this feeling of foreboding in my gut? There's something about him that scares me. A lot. It could be that I have never left myself so vulnerable before, I've always kept this wall up, but I can feel it crumble around me.

"You coming Bella?" Edward asked smiling at me from the passenger side door he just opened for me. We walked in the school building hand in hand, it had been three weeks, but people still stare.

I don't blame them for being curious. Edward hadn't so much glanced at any of the girls here, but all of a sudden he was with me. I know we must have looked odd walking down the hall, although I felt more confident than usual. Alice had sent me a text saying 'where the boots –A', I knew which boots she was talking about of course. They were an impulse buy, they're black suede, lace-up ankle boots, with a thick heel, and they were on sale. I hadn't worn them yet and I didn't think a rainy day was the best time to wear a $200 pair of suede boots, but this is Alice. If I didn't chances are she would leave school immediately, break into my house, steal my boots, and shove them on my feet in first period. I would rather avoid the embarrassment thank you very much.

To be fair they did set of my dark blue boot cut jeans, navy Henley T, and my cream stitched cardigan nicely. Standing next to Edward in his gray Batman shirt, dark jeans, and black converse; I almost felt like his equal. Almost.

Alice and Jasper found me at my locker. Alice was wearing knee high black slouch boots, a white and black striped sweater with a strawberry on front, black skinny jeans, strawberry earrings, and a strawberry bracelet. Jasper was wearing a red and gray striped sweater, black skinny jeans, and black Van's.

I followed them to Rose's locker where she was standing with Emmett. She was wearing light blue skinny jeans, thigh high brown boots, a white wrapped sweater, and blue and black feather earrings. Emmett smiled with his arm around Rose's shoulder in a light colored jean, an Element thermal shirt, and high top Nike's. We were talking about last weekend when the bell rang.

We were reading To Kill a Mockingbird in English; it's one of my favorite books, which made that class fly. After lunch I took my seat next to Edward in Biology, when class started he passed me a note that took me off guard.

Are you a virgin?

I glanced at him and say him looking at Banner.

No. Why? Are you?

He took the note smirked and responded.

Just curious. Don't be silly Bella of course not. How old were you?

Are we really having this conversation in Biology?

I was 15. How old were you?

He let out a small sigh.

I was 14. What was his name? It was a he right?

I rolled my eyes and replied.

Yes Edward he was a he. His name was Jacob. Who was your first?

Edward smiled and nodded before responding.

A girl named Tanya. Was it just the one time?

These questions are awfully personal.

Yes. Was yours?

He glanced at me almost guiltily.

No Bella.

With that last note class ended and we walked out holding hands.

Edward drove me home, but I had barely walked in the door when Edward pushed me up against it and rested his forehead against mine with his hands on either side of my head. He traced his nose down to my chin and back up again. I felt a tightening in my stomach and girly bits. He trailed his nose to my left temple, down the side of my cheek, and along my jaw; he traced it up to my ear and whispered "You're so beautiful Bella". My breath caught in my throat when I felt his hot breath tickling my ear.

He moved his hands to my waist and lifted me. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me up the stairs and to my room. He laid me on my white and purple comforter, hovering just above me.

He lifted my shirt to just below my bra, blowing cold air on my belly, causing me to whimper. Edward had yet to kiss me or to really touch me, but I felt myself getting more and more turned out with every move he made.

He slipped my boots off my feet, leaned in and whispered "Tell me when to stop". Finally he brought his head down and kissed me very softly on the lips. I threw my head and shoulders up deepening the kiss. He sucked my bottom lip and lightly bit down, causing me to whimper once more. I felt the tightening in my stomach get stronger. I trailed my hands down his chest and abs grabbing him through his jeans making him growl in my mouth.

He pushed his dick into my hand and rocked a little. I felt so powerful. I rolled him over and straddled him, grinding my center on to his very hard manhood. He grabbed my hips pulling me down harder creating even more friction. I threw my head back and moaned. He flipped us over once more sliding his hand up my shirt and under my bra grasping my right breast teasing the nipple with his thumb. I arched my back pushing my chest into his hand.

I wrapped my legs around his waist grinding into him, making him push back with equal force. Edward slid his hands up my back gripping my shoulders, grinding and thrusting himself harder against me. I cried out as I felt the spring in my abdomen break and first orgasm rock through my body. I felt Edward thrust twice more before growled out something I couldn't understand.

He looked in my eyes and kissed my nose, cheek, forehead, eyelids, and chin; before coming back to my mouth. He smiled at me and laid his head in the crook of my neck. I wrapped my arms and legs around him, hugging him fully, but before anything could be said there was a knock at the door.

Edward whined in my shoulder making me giggle. "Don't answer it." He said never lifting his head. Before I could respond there was another knock. "I think I have to." He groaned but released me. I slipped my jeans off showing Edward my red boy shorts and put on a pair of sweats.

Edward followed behind me touching me in some way the whole time. I answered the door, but had never expected to see James standing on the other side.

A/N: Didja like how I fit Jacob in there? I thought it was clever. Or not. Whatever. Let me know what you think of my pathetic attempt at lemon, keep in mind that was my first attempt.