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Previously…

"Well, first off, he is really a she…" I smirked.

Now…

The wolves all started going crazy, growls and profanities could be heard through the uproar.

"Hmmm, guys I'll have to call you back when things calm a bit here. You can just text me the information I need, thanks" I said to my vampire family.

I could hear laughter in the background. "Good luck Izzy we will talk to you soon. Do keep those mutts in line."

I closed the phone and took a deep breath.

"Will everyone shut up?" I shouted above the yelling.

You could still hear the growling but for the most part it as quiet.

Sam decided to try to speak through his growling. "Leah, I am alpha ordering you to stay. You are not to leave La Push."

I started giggling while Lee growled.

"Sammy Sammy Sammy," I purred, "why is it you don't want Lee to come with me? We will be back and she'll be doing what she was made to do, take out leeches."

I sneered the word the same way Jared did when he called me a Leech lover and I made sure to make eye contact with him when I said it.

I thought I might've seen him flinch but that would mean he cares, which I know isn't true.

I smiled the same smile I use when I'm getting ready to tear someone apart, you know, that evil sadistic smile.

I slowly strutted over to Sam who was vibrating in his seat. I could smell the fear starting to leak through as he took a look at me.

I placed a hand on his upper thigh and leaned over toward his ear.

"Do you want her to stay to protect the tribe? Or so you can keep her close. All. For. Your. Self.?" I whispered while fanning my hot breath on his neck.

His shaking had slowed and his breaths became heavier.

I'm starting to like this new effect I have on men.

I could hear Jared behind me start to growl louder, probably because I am touching a man who isn't him.

I looked over to Jared and squeezed Sam's leg one more time before walking over to him.

Sam never answered so I'm sure everyone could figure out the answer. Lee was just sitting back relaxing, watching me work.

If all goes right she may not have to leave her pack, although I'm sure she still wants to.

I stalked over to Jared who calmed his growling and was now staring back at me.

As I approached him I ran my hand up his arm and around his shoulders as I walked behind him to the other side.

"Jared, baby, why are you growling so much?" I pouted while talking like one would to an infant.

"I do believe you are the one who rejected me, not the other way around. Now be a good boy and let mama have her fun."

I squeezed his cheeks and pat his head before winking and turning around to walk back to Lee. She was currently trying to hold herself up she was laughing so hard.

Jared grabbed my wrist to turn me around, "Bella, wait I…"

I growled and cut him off. "Bella is dead. She is gone and not coming back. No one wanted that pitiful excuse for a woman. She couldn't even keep her supposed soul mate. She won't be coming back and I like it that way. Now let go of me before I make you. Although, I might enjoy forcing you to let me go."

I smiled again but Jared was smart and quickly dropped my wrist.

I turned to walk away as he hung his head down. "I'm sorry, and I do want you." I heard him whisper.

My head snapped back to him.

"What did you just say? You're sorry? You said you're sorry?"

By the end I was yelling and unintentionally my shield strengthened itself in my anger and was now spread so no one could come within 3 inches of me, which wasn't much but no one could touch me.

I wrapped a shield around Jared and brought him to me, I had him kneel in front of me and put another shield around us because by now everyone was trying to get to him.

Lee was still within my shield because she is family and I trust her.

I could hear the girls crying begging me to not hurt him.

Sam was trying to alpha order Lee to attack me but it wasn't working. I think because she had planned to harm a human she was automatically separated from the tribe 'protectors' without having to complete the task.

Sam was not happy and sent the elders and imprints away with Brady and Colin. Jake was trying to talk to me while Sam was yelling and threatening me and Lee.

Paul, surprisingly enough, just sat back. I think he knew I wouldn't actually hurt Jared.

I mean I know I'm a sick bitch but just because I'm crazy, extremely angry and not liking this mutt in front of me doesn't mean I'll just kill him.

"So Jared, explain to me why you decide that now all of a sudden you are sorry and you want me? Is it because you are scared? I smell your fear Jared I know you are afraid. So is this you trying to save your own ass in some pathetic attempt at pleasing me?" I was shaking in my emotional overload.

I covered it with my anger but really I was upset and sad and depressed.

I don't know what was going on in my head but I couldn't control the venom in my gaze or voice.

"Answer me damn it!" I used my shield to make him look up at me.

I almost gasped out loud at the hurt and pain I saw in his eyes. He was crying. Silent tears were streaming down his face.

I had to step back from him.

Lee came up to me and grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze.

"I'm not scared of you, I'm scared for you. I'm scared I turned you into this and I know you don't really want to be this cold all the time. I'm scared I really lost you before I even had you. I'm scared that when you leave I won't be able to protect you the way I should. I've already killed part of you myself and I'm scared you finally see how undeserving I am of you. I've wanted you from the beginning, I broke up with my girlfriend the day after I met you but I didn't want to push everything. I just," he sighed, "I was stupid and I'm sorry."

I released my shield on him and he fell to the ground.

I looked at Lee who had a sad smile on her face as she looked down at Jared who was on the floor than back at me.

"Iz, you are my sister in every way that matters. I love you and I will always be by your side no matter what you choose but I think instead of being either 'Bella' or 'Izzy' you should find a way to be both. You deserve happy and I know that if you let him he won't mess up again."

She growled that part and flashed a look to Jared who was staring at her with a look of pure shock.

"I think you should at least give him a chance to prove himself. Oh, but I am definitely still willing to take that little vacation stress reliever with you." She winked at me.

I smiled back and nodded my head.

"I'll try Lee," I dropped all my shields and turned back to Jared.

I knelt next to him and put my hand out to help him up with a sweet smile on my face.

Just as he touched my hand I heard a thunderous growl and was attacked from the side by a huge black wolf.

All I could think was, it figures.

A/N ok readers I need help! Should I make Sam good or bad? I have great ideas for either so really it's whatever you want. Kim will eventually be back too so more drama to ensue. I'm leaning more towards good Sam but I want to know what ya'll want. Poll is on my page so vote please! I'll also take into consideration the reviews!