I found out that there will be two new vocaloids! WOOOT! THE NAMES ARE…*drum roll* HIBIKI LUI AND SUZUNE RING! They so pretty :3 CHAPTER TWO OF EMOTIONLESS LOVE IS HERE! READ! Oh yeah and about the last chapter….. I know there were a lot of mistakes, and stuff, sorry. It was morning and I was still hyper. I'll try to behave on the next chapters.
Disclaimer- no….. (I swear it's mocking me)
Len POV
My mind thought about the problems that Kiyoteru-sensei wrote down. I scribbled some notes, just barely realizing that the new girl, Rin Akita, watching me carefully. But I ignored it.
The day went quickly, seeing that no one but the senseis talked to me. I looked in my bag for my bento. But it wasn't there, I double-checked, gone. I looked in my pockets, no money to buy anything either. I did feel a bit irritated. Yes I can feel emotions, well, at least a couple. I sat down outside on a bench, just outside school, no one else was there, trying to ignore my hungry stomach, I closed my eyes, thinking of nothing. Until I felt someone behind me.
" Hello, your Len Kagamine right?" I turned around at the soft voice, it was Rin-san. She was smiling a little. I felt something inside, it was weird, but maybe it was hunger.
" yes" I replied quietly, it wasn't that I hated attention, I just wasn't used to it.
" aren't you hungry?" she asked, sitting next to me.
" I forgot lunch" I replied calmly, she laughed melodically. I never knew a laugh could sound so sweet, again the same feeling inside, now I'm sure it wasn't hunger. So what was it?
" here" she offered me a banana, I hesitated, but took it.
" Thank you" I began peeling it, she nodded.
" no problem" she peeled an orange for herself, and we ate in an peaceful silence. I finished my banana, feeling satisfied with lunch, I sat on the grass and lay for a bit.
" Len-san?" Rin looked at me curiously, I glanced up.
"yes"
" are you still hungry?" she asked, " I still have half of my bento" she showed me her lunch.
" no I'm not hungry anymore" I closed my eyes again. I heard her sigh, but ignored it. Silence again, I took it as an opportunity to think for a while. That feeling in my stomach was still there, but it wasn't too bad. But what really confused me was why have I never felt this before? Why when do I feel it when I'm with Rin-san?
Rin POV
I don't get him at all, when I shared my lunch all I got was a thank you, when I laughed and smiled, all I got was an emotionless face. Len was a hard person to understand, its almost like he's pushing everyone away. I'm sure he would look very handsome smiling and laugh, heck, he would look fricken HOT! Wait, you didn't here that, you didn't see anything at all. I blushed a little, thankfully Len's eyes were closed thinking about who knows what. The bell rang, it was after lunch. I packed up my trash and left over lunch, walking back to the building with the silent Len was a bit…weird.
" Thank you for lunch" he said, then walked among a throng of students, and vanished. I sighed again, he was so hard to get to, just what can I do?
" Akita Rin!" Kamui-sensei slammed my test back on my desk. I winced, guessing by his expression, I did horribly.
" y-yes sensei?" I smiled weakly, hoping to relax the mood. Haha, I was wrong.
" You only got 15 right on your test, would you like to explain?" he looked at me sternly. I could the class's eyes on me, I shivered
" I'm stupider than normal?" everyone chuckled weakly, everyone except Gakupo, of course.
" IF this continues, I'm giving you a tutor, understand?" he left my desk to torture another poor kid. I paled slowly, I hated tutors, they were so smart and boring! I could only pray that the next test I actually pass. I felt a pair of eyes at my neck and turned around, Len was staring at me.
" uh, can I help you, Len-san?" I asked, he blinked.
" sorry, just thinking" he apologized, the usual monotone in his voice almost sounded robotic, so creepy. He looked down on his desk. Kamui-Sensei strode towards him.
"congratulations Kagamine-san" he smiled a smile that I never thought could never exist on his face. "all correct, again!"
"thank you" Len said indifferently, poor Kiyoteru looked a bit disheartened. I fought the urge to snicker.
"ok, onto class matters" sighed sensei, he began to drone, and I spaced out. Then a single word caught my ears. " -dance, so please remember that this event is NOT for kissing, confessing, or anything but dancing" he looked at us pointedly. I rolled my eyes, like anyone's going to listen, but I was so excited for this dance! The bell rang for the end of the day and I packed up.
" Rinny!~" I looked up, Miku waved her hand, Teto next to her looking a bit unsettled.
" yeah?" I walked in between them.
" don't you think Teto would get a date?" Miku asked
" of course! Why not?" I looked at my friend, "your pretty, smart, and fun, any boy who won't is probably already in asylum."
"But I don't want just any boy!" she protested, Miku and I fell silent, then flashed identical grins.
" so, who's the lucky guy?" Miku wiggled her eyebrows, the same way she did to me. Teto turned pink.
" w-w-what? No, I don't like anyone!" she tried to convince us, it didn't work.
"Denial!~" I sang, " come on Teto, you can trust us!"
" er….it's" she mumbled something to the ground.
" who?"
" uh…. T-T-Ted-san!" she gasped as the red haired boy bumped into her. Miku and I watched highly amused as her face changed to the color of her hair.
" oh! I'm sorry Teto-san" he smiled sheepishly, " wasn't looking"
" n-no! it's ok! Um, everyone bumps into me once in a while! I mean each other." she stammered back, her face growing redder and redder, " um bye Ted-san!" she squeaked and sped away.
" is Teto-san feeling well, she looked red" Ted turned to look at us, trying to swallow my laughter, I shook my head.
" she's a bit sick, but she's fine" I smiled, and he nodded
" tell her I hope she gets well, and um sorry" he left, his long red hair trailing behind him.
" She's love sick" snickered Miku.
" they would be cute together" I sighed dreamily, Miku agreed.
" time for Miku's Love Advice!" she cheered, and ran after Teto. I sighed,
" crazy" I muttered under my breath, and walked to alone on my way home.
"Len-san? Can I talk to you?" I heard, I stopped abruptly. I know it's bad to eavesdrop, but I couldn't help it. I peaked behind a few lockers to see Tei Sukone tucking her hair nervously behind her ear.
" Sukone-san" Len nodded,
" I-I have been feeling something strange" she whispered, and my blood froze, could this be a confession?
" are you sick? Why don't you go to the nurse?" although it was supposed to be caring, I could here no sympathy in his voice.
" no, I don't mean it like that" Tei laughed, I winced it sounded a bit harsh. " I-I think I like someone"
" I'm not someone that you should come to for this kind of thing" Len told her, I risked a quick glance at them, and I saw his face more stony than usual.
"w-well, I-I l-l-like you Len, will you go to the dance with me?" she asked, I waited for his answer.
" I see" he said, I nearly gasped, he had emotion in that voice! But, it wasn't anything good, instead of nervousness or happiness, I heard boredom.
" L-Len-san?" gasped Tei
" I'm sorry" he sighed, " but I'm not interested in relationships right now, and I barely know you, Sukone-san. So I will have to decline the dance" he told her, and came my way. Barely thinking, I rushed around the corner, and peaked out to see Len walking the opposite way, I caught his expression of boredom. Wow, even boredom looked good on him… I did NOT just say that, it was your, um…. Imagination. Yeah, that thing. I was about to leave, when I heard a dry sob. Right, Tei was still there, not wanting to get caught eavesdropping I waited.
"baka, baka, baka" she wailed, she's blaming herself? "BAKA LEN!" she shrieked, I almost fell backwards. " I-if you don't love me…..then who do you love? Y-you j-just don't understand yet. I will m-make you understand. Yes, I will watch you and you will learn to love me too" she laughed now, a crazy demonic laugh that echoed in my brain as she left the building. What. The. Hell. She was crazy, that laugh was not from a sane person. Shakily, I walked outside, to be hit by an angry Lily.
" y-you" she growled, I rubbed my head.
" what?" I grumbled
" your late" she snarled, and grabbed me by the collar, she practically threw me in the car. Neru was already there.
" hey sis" she mumbled, I felt bad for her phone being overly used like that.
" Rin, you better have a good explanation for being late!" hissed Lily, I smiled sheepishly.
" I had extra cleaning duties" I lied, " I was caught talking in class"
" jeez, you baka airhead!" she jammed the keys in the ignition, and Neru whipped her phone away, and clutched the handle tightly. I began to shiver, I made Lily mad while she was driving. That meant she drove as good as a drunk person on drugs. Way to go Rin, now you'll be the cause of the death of three akita sisters. I gripped my door, tensed. Lily drove out of the school parking lot, scraping her car against the flag-pole. She cussed and drove faster, swerving onto the street, earning the swearing and honking of furious drivers. Neru and I shoke I fear as our sister's arua turned murderous. She made a wide arc as she turned to our street, flinging Neru onto me, her hands tightened around my neck as we approached our house to quickly. We were fifty feet away, and still going 80 miles an hour. Neru and I screamed our heads off, scooting as far back into our seats as they allowed. Lily brought her foot down so hard on the brake, I swear they could hear it back at America. The car screeched to the halt, just as it nudged the garage, shaking our house a bit. Lily ripped out the key with a laugh similar to Tei's Neru looked close to crying, and I was trying to remember how to breathe.
" That felt so damn GOOD!" stretched Lily, her blue eyes no longer held the anger for me.
"g-g-good to know Lily-nee" I stammered, I nearly fell as I got out of the car. Leaning heavily on the car, I watched as Neru actually fall.
" n-n-never, ever be late getting out again" Neru groaned at me, I laughed nervously.
" n-no problem Neru-nee" I told her, helping her up. I don't normally use honorifics, but when I'm in trouble like this… it helped lessen their anger by a fraction. We walked inside, and Lily began to cook. Our parents were almost never home, always on some business trip, or vacation. They never took us anywhere, and it was hard to believe they loved us, but they did, even if it was only just barely. Life was good though, Lily took great care of the house, somewhat, Neru and I helped with chores, and such. But for some reason, I wouldn't change my life at all.
Len POV
I walked away from Sukone-san, I was bored, it happened quite often. I never liked this kind of attention from girls, it was annoying. As I walked out, I heard a faint sob escape, but I felt nothing, maybe I was heartless. I walked home, just as I passed the first block, I nearly fell by the ferocity of a speeding car, just as it flashed by I saw the driver, with a triumphant smirk, and a two horrified girls. Wait, was that Rin-san? A small flutter in my stomach as I remembered her. That was strange, only Rin-san, with Sukone-san I felt nothing if not irritated. I pondered this and stepped into my house. My mom smiled brightly, something I didn't inherit.
"welcome back, Len" she greeted, I nodded, I wasn't good with words. " school ok? I realized you didn't have lunch" she indicated my lunch on the couch. " you must be hungry." I shook my head,
" only a little, someone shared with me" I told her
" oh? Who!" she was surprised that someone was friendly towards me.
" a girl in my class" I replied, putting down my stuff, she gasped.
" a girl" she stared at the back of my head.
"yes oka-san" I said, taking out homework. She smiled
" what's her name?"
" Rin akita" her name rolled off of my tongue, and I felt that fluttery feeling again. I quite enjoyed it now, it was refreshing compared to the emptiness otherwise. My mom left giggling, and left me with my homework. Maybe, just maybe I'll talk to her tomorrow, and thank her, just to feel that feeling again.
FINISHED! This one was more fluffy then funny, but it was fun! I had never done a vocaloid fic before, and it's really good experience. It's really great writing this story, and I hope you like it so far. You can ask any question for me, anything. HOPE YOU LIKE THIS SO FAR!
Mush Luvve
~asianchibi