Author's Note: *IMPORTANT* Logan's back, so we'll have his perspective come back into the story. Kendall's back to the underlining, sorry.
Logan, or what was left of him, sat in the wheel chair in the doctor's office again like the time that he'd been cured, but this time, there'd be no cure at all. Logan Mitchell was dead.
"Hello Logan," the old doctor said, smiling that familiar wrinkled smile, but it was the voices turn to voice some opinions and he'd start with the insufferable old man.
"He's dead; don't call me that."
"Then what exactly do I call you," the doctor responded, starring at his notepad intently like he always did when the voices appeared.
"Well, I don't know, but not that, never call me that because he's gone, forever."
"Do you miss him?" the doctor asked quickly, jotting things down with fury.
"I've spent months trying to kill him, what do you think."
"Do you miss Jennifer?" the old man interrupted, writing things down quickly.
"No, she was a sour bitch who'd always interfere when I tried to do my job; you know how annoying that is to have someone like her interfering in business that isn't hers. Thank god she's gone." The voice chuckled at the fact that she was officially out of his life. He couldn't stand her; she always made Logan feel so good about himself. There was only one person he hated more.
"Okay, do you miss Kendall Knight?"
"Don't ever mention that name in my presence," the voice spat out at the man, "he is the reason I'm here right now. I could have been done with this fucking world and he just wouldn't. He wouldn't just let him die. Why. Who could love Logan? He was a little fag boy. He was practically a girl without any of the good parts. Why. I just don't get it at all."
"So, you envy Kendall?"
"No."
"Fine, you enjoy Kendall?"
"NO."
"Okay, you like Kendall's presence."
"Hell NO!"
"You crave Kendall's presence."
"NO! NO! NO!"
"You love him?"
"Yes," a different voice said and immediately, life started to trickle back into Logan's eyes. A different voice had re-submerged that was still was not his own, but one that could feel mercy and apathy. "Logan does love Kendall. Logan always will love Kendall."
"Finally," the doctor smiled kindly, "A voice of reason."
"I'm so happy to be back doctor, oh how I've hated being locked in that mad man's cage who's taken over sweet Logan."
"Is he dead?"
"Well," this was important, for the first time in days, the other voice was completely silent, "not exactly." And the doctor smiled; he knew the exact thing that would bring Logan back to life.
Kendall hadn't died from his injuries, but his wrists were still very sore and his head still pounded because he had lost quite a bit of blood. The ambulance had arrived in time to save him and he was thankful, but after a few weeks in the hospital, he was desperate to get out and go to the ward. It was all he wanted and he was finally going to get it. Because on Saturday, December 16th, just days before Christmas, Kendall was going to receive the greatest gift of all. He was going to get to see his Kisses again. And as he was being walked into ward, his heart started to pound.
He'd kept the voices down for a long time now and he just wanted to see the love of his life; he realized something imperative, the voices were self imposed because as soon as he realized that he might see Logan again, they were gone. And good riddance to them because no matter how much they had helped him to get to where he was now he had absolutely no intention of sharing his Coco. And as soon as the nurse gave him his room, he put his bag down and started his quest through the big place. He went room by room; patient by patient until he came upon a door that had the word, 'Mitchell' placed on it in bold black letters.
Kendall was scared though, he just wasn't ready to enter yet and see him; what if that horrifying voice was still his body's inhibitor and he got enraged at the sight of the blonde. So, instead of going in fully, he creaked the door open quietly to listen to what the boy was saying and he was delighted as soon as his voice rang in the air.
"Where's Kendall, the doctor promised he'd be here by now and I'm so excited for Logan to see him again." "Logan's dead, how many times will I have to say it before you finally believe me on that?" "You can say it till you're blue in the face, but it won't matter because he's alive, I just spoke with him." "No, I killed him, I was there." "The only thing you killed was any sense of self importance you had left." "Why would that be." "Cause you hate that you love Kendall as much as we do." "What We?" "All three of us because as soon as Kendall's back, I'm sure it will wake Logan up." "You can't wake up a dead person." "NO, you cannot, but thank god you can wake up a sleeping one."
Kendall was so happy to hear the second voice that he started to lean against the door for support, but it didn't work and he fell straight through, hitting the floor hard and revealing himself prematurely to the brunette in the rocking chair. Kendall stared straight into his beautiful, chocolate eyes when Logan finally opened his mouth.
"Kendall!" Logan yelped in joy at the sight of the love of his life, "Kendall, is it you, are you really here." It was the first time in a month that Logan's real voice had submerged. Cause for a month, he was dead, but with Kendall's presence after so long, somehow he had been resurrected. Because Love could do that kind of thing.
"Yeah Coco," Kendall responded with tears welling up in his eyes, "It's me, I'm back, I'm back and I swear to god, I'll never leave you again." He ran up and wrapped his arms around the beautiful brunette in the chair across from him, wanting to consume every part of him. And Logan buried himself deep into Kendall's chest.
"Kendall" Logan started crying, "I missed you, I missed you more than you could understand, and, and, I lo-."
"No Kisses," Kendall responded, reveling in the presence of the only thing that mattered, "I love you. I love you more than I love anything else. I love you with a passion that only death can stop. And without you here with me, all I wanted was to die. I drove myself insane when I thought you were gone forever. That's how much I love you and now, now you're back in my life and every moment from now on, I want you to know that I love you."
Logan grinned, "I love you too Kendall Austin Knight, I love you more than the universe can contain."
"I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry what happened happened, but I'm so happy I have you back because without you, I just, I can't live."
"Well Kendall, I'll never leave you again if you make me one promise?"
Kendall looked at Logan longingly, wanting to know his key to never losing him again, "What Kisses?"
"You'll stay with me forever."
"And ever and ever"
"Yeah, forever and ever Kendall"
"You know I love you, don't you Coco,"
"Yeah, I think you've told me,"
"Well, just in case, I love you."
"I love you more."
"No me."
"I think it's me."
"Well, you're kidding yourself because I absolutely love you more than anything else," Kendall said triumphantly to the boy next to him. But Logan did something very out of character next; he grabbed Kendall downwards and carefully, he pulled their lips together as lovingly as possible.
The kiss was beautiful and sweet and incredible and nice and amazing and everything good Kendall could think of. Their lips connected and immediately, Logan allowed the blonde's tongue to enter his mouth and Kendall loved it. He loved every part of Logan. And when Logan started to go back and their tongues collided, Kendall wanted to die. It was so incredible to be there in that moment. It seemed like it lasted forever.
EPILOGUE
Jo died that night in her sleep; the next day, EMS workers found her with a suicide letter full of apologies for what she'd done to the brunette. While they loaded her onto the cart to take her back for an autopsy, they found dozens of empty pill bottles. She'd overdosed over guilt.
The Pastor, having lost his son, stopped caring about life and instead started taking up habits to numb himself. He took up drinking and abandoned his house, going town to town bar hopping, always shit-faced and sorrowful. He could never live down what he did and later was paralyzed from the waist down in a car accident. He ended up turning his life around and sponsors a no hate church group in upstate Minnesota.
Jennifer had a break down when she discovered that Logan had left, but she kept it to herself; later on, she tried to hang herself and was barely stopped by Fender who said his first words in seven years. She was sent back to the ward were Logan and Kendall were now, and later Fender followed, requesting a move by his doctor who realized that the girl was his only sanity. Now happily, the four all are good friends and share almost every moment they have of the day together. The nights were private for both couples. Fender proposed to Jennifer a year after they arrived and they're set to get married in a few months.
Stephanie ended up learning to recoup back into society and decided to take up Logan's dream of being a doctor to help the mentally ill. At the moment, she is an intern in the ward with Logan, Kendall, Jennifer and Fender. She's set to soon be Kendall's main therapist when she graduates in two weeks.
A certain very busy intern, Carlos, finally became a doctor and moved to L.A. because the rest of his family lived there. But of course going to a big city was confusing and he got lost one night with friends. Wandering the streets, he ran into a certain tall, tan hooker who was off for the night. James the hooker, having flash backs of a very different boy who needed his navigation services, decided to take Carlos home, again, free of charge. James slept over that night, and he didn't leave in the morning. Slowly, the oddly matched pair fell in love and four years later, they got married. James now works to get kids off the streets and away from the life of selling sex; Carlos is an award winning doctor. They're going to finally adopt their daughter in a year.
Lucy and the rest of the house members moved on successfully and a new batch of mentally ill patients reside in the Schizophrenic/Schizoid/Schizotypal were they are waiting to see if they can make it as well. So far, the program's least successful batch was Logan's group.
But, after years of being together, Kendall and Logan never got tired of each other; they would stay in that ward for the rest of their lives with their friends and doctors and so on. And the voices never came back to either of them because of the true love they shared with each other. Because love does not know race, gender, disabilities, problems, pain, or illness. Love is something beautiful, a gift that only itself can be replicated. Love only knows Love. And love can bring what was dead in people back to lives, no matter how fucked up it may be. Love is True Perfection.
"Hey Kisses," Kendall started, "how are you doing right now?"
"I'm right next to you Kendall, what do you think," Logan responded smiling while flipping through his picture book; he loved Kendall so much.
"What do you want to do today?"
"I don't know. Maybe we could go to the library."
"Well, thank god I have my library card because I'm totally checking you out."
"Kendall!"
"What, I thought you liked that."
"I like you, but I think you just like making me blush."
"Maybe I do hot stuff."
"Huh, sometimes I wonder how I can stand you."
"It's cause you love me."
"Yeah. It is"
"If you were a burger at McDonald's you'd totally be the McGorgeous." "That was super cheesy Kendall." "Hey, I like cheese." "I like you." "Who wouldn't""Wow, way to be vain blondie"
"I'm just being honest."
"Then let me honestly say, I love you."
"I love you to Kisses" *kiss*
Author's Note: Ah! I told you guys it'd end bitter sweet and that everyone would get what's coming to them. And I decided to give James and Carlos a happy ending because honestly, I just wanted too. After so much sadness, I just needed to write something happy for once. I really hoped you liked it because it's my first story of mine that I actually like. You all were the best audience and after all my mistakes, you never quit me. Please, Please, Please Review and tell me if you liked it ending happy; it means a lot and I want to know how it was. I hope you can read my newest on-going that I'm posting the second chapter too after this; try my channel, its called 'Colorless Color.' I'm really hoping it can be half as good as this. Still, I have faith that you'll stick with me; you guys are just that awesome. I love you all so Frickin Much. See you Next Time. XoXo.