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07 Ghost – Stop Running

Know me

Being a human-cat had many pros. You could hear better then others. You could smell more then others. Your reflexes were faster. Your instincts were sharpened.

But one thing bothered me very much. As a human-cat I really liked to be tickled at my ears. Well, my cat-self liked it but my human-self hated it.

I don't know how I got myself into this, but right now I was laying on my bed on my stomach and Hyuuga tickled my cat-ears.

It felt so damn good! But hell, I didn't want this soldier to make me feel good like this! Oh, I really didn't know what to do to stop him.

"Say...", Hyuuga suddenly began.

"Hm?", came from me.

"You don't seem mad anymore at me", he said.

"I am, don't worry about that. But you see. I'm not the type of human, that looks back all the time.

I have to look forward and that's what I'm doing. And also my mother...she gave me something I personally don't like that much. Forgiveness. Mother forgave everyone, even the Barsburg Empire. Crazy if you ask me. But in the end, I'll be the same when I'm older", I sighed.

"And also, didn't you say yourself, killing you or only screaming at you won't bring them back? I have to admit you're right. It won't bring them back...", I mumbled looking to the ground.

Yeah, maybe he killed my parents, but what should I do about it? No matter what I do, they won't come back, so much I know already. Ducan told me often as well as my brother.
My mother taught my brother and me whatever happens, not to let hatred get too near to us. Meaning, don't let yourself eaten by it and look forward and especially, forgive the ones who hurt you, don't hurt them as well and everything will be alright.

That's how my mother lived and that's how my brother and I try to live as well. More or less we manage to do so.

I hated the Barsburg Empire. I couldn't stand this man right in front of me, nevertheless, there was this small voice in me, that said something else to me. It said thinks like This man isn't as bad as you think or You don't hate him, actually you like him. I couldn't find a way to just shut this voice down. But it was so annoying, because it wasn't true...was it?
There again! Why couldn't this freaking inner voice shut up? It irritates me and makes every situation with this idiotic major worse!

You think so? Come on. I'm right when I say you like him.

There it goes again. This freaking annoying conversation with this freaking annoying inner voice.

No I don't like him!

Are you sure? I mean, it was easy for you to forgive him.

When did I say that I forgave him?

Look at what you just said to him. Your mother gave you the abilities to forgive. And since you said that you have to admit that killing him or screaming at him won't bring your parents back, you more or less forgive him.

That makes no sense to me.

That's your own logic!

It is? I don't think so. And whatever you say, I don't like that man!

Are you sure? Now then tell me why you don't like him.

Okay, that's easy. First he is an idiot, annoying, noisy, likes to tease and mock me, tickles my cat-eras even if I say that I don't like it, he is a soldier of the Barsburg Imperial Army, is a Warsfeil, manged to catch me, is really good looking, his eyes make me melt, his swordsmanship is admirable, his grin is awesome, those black glasses look fucking good on him...-

Ahem...so, I ask again. Do you really don't like him? I think the last five points say something else.

Huh? No, I don't like him because of those points.

That's what you think. Ask your heart, what does it say?

It says that you're annoying.

And something else.

...you wont leave me alone until I say that I like him, will you?

I just want you to know your true feelings for him.

Those are my true feelings for him. I don't like him! Fin!

You're so stubborn!

Just like you!

Now again! Do you like him?

No!

Do you like him?

And again. NO!

Do you love him?

I wish I could kill you.

So you love him?

God, no! I don't like him!

Come on! Why don't you give up? Everything says yes!

Don't you see that this conversation goes to nowhere?

Yeah I know! But I want you to understand your own feelings for this freaking man!

You are truly my inner voice.

Yes I am! And now understand that you like this man!

No!

Laura Janina Auron of the Raggs-Rebellion! Admit that you like Major Hyuuga of the Barsburg Imperial Army!

Could you please stop screaming? I'm getting a headache of this conversation.

Argh! Okay! Let's stop that already. Next time you have to admit it!

God, she is gone. Well, I think you understand one of my current problems now.

Not only that Hyuuga keeps me here and I don't know what to do to escape. No, my inner voice annoys me with the statement that I like him!

Major Hyuuga, currently more or less my master.

Lowly sighing I looked at Hyuugas eyes. Those dark-blue eyes with a amused look in it. They really let me melt a bit.

Grinning he locked his eyes with mine.

"Are you daydreaming? Right after you've awakened?", he asked whispering.

"Ah...er...no...I just had to though about something", I mumbled slightly blushing.

Carefully I took his glasses from him. "Why do you wear them?", I asked.

"Secret~", he whispered teasingly.

I rolled my eyes, set the glasses back and straightened up.

Yawning and stretching I stood up from my bed.

"So, what do we have to do today?", I asked, while I walked over to my desk and grabbed my overcoat.

"Until the late afternoon paperwork. Then we have another mission", Hyuuga answered.

"I see. What kind of mission?", I asked, while I put on my overcoat.

"You'll see~", he thrilled.

I sighed a bit, hasting into the bathroom to refresh me a bit and then followed Hyuuga out of my room to the office.

Right after we entered the office we had to work. I didn't know we had so much paperwork to do.

Before we left the Ho-Burg we had managed to do all the work, so why was there so much again?

I asked Konatsu and he said: "Well, those papers here are Major Hyuuga's, but since he doesn't do his work we have to do it and sometimes it get's to much."
I groaned. That guy! I really didn't like him! Next point to add to the others:

He doesn't do his paperwork.

While Konatsu and I worked on the papers we talked with each other. "

"Did you know, that your in someway use full to me? Since you're here Major Hyuuga wakes up on his own and that really early, just to see your sleep", Konatsu said.

I stopped for a second working. "That's...not true", I stuttered.

"Yes, it is", Konatsu smiled at me.

I slammed my head onto the desk. Damn it! Why me? Whatever I've done wrong I want to know what I have to do that all this stops.

Okay~ stop here :3

it's not as long as the others, but I'm really exhausted, two chapters on one day is really hard

especially when the only thing you've done the last four days is writing fan fictions. To make that worse, it's even one that isn't in my native language :D you know how exhausting this is?

I need a vacation after this but next week I've school again xD

Well whatever, to be honest, I wouldn't write this if it wasn't fun for me to write (:

I really like to write this story and since there are some who like this story I'll keep writing on it (:

leave a review if you like to, until the next chapter (: *waves*