Chapter 3:
5 Days
Wade POV
5 days later
The past five days Ive spent seeing John all the time during the day and having wet dreams about him at night. Thank god I had a room to myself.
12:30 a.m.
I laid on my bed wide awake thinking about me and John. Did I really have feelings for John? Did John really have feelings for me? I felt my heart breaking. I didn't want to lose John because I couldn't return his love. And I certainly wasn't going to lie and be in a relationship to keep him as a friend. I just didn't know what to do. I closed my eyes and feel asleep to another pleasant but disturbing dream.
12:30 p.m.
I woke up the next morning startled by my wet dream about John last night. I got my phone to call the one person that I knew would help, hopefully she wasn't busy.
"Hello?" Mary asked.
"Hey."
"What?"
"I need someone to talk to."
"Fine what is it about?"
"John said he was in love with me and we kissed but I couldn't do it."
"Aww Wade. Do you love him back?"
"Well that's why I called you."
"Oh to help you."
"Yes."
"Do you wake up every morning thinking about him? Do you dream about him? Do you go to sleep listening to his voice in your head and imagining his face? Do you love his voice? Do you love being with him? Do you get jealous when he's with other men?"
"Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. And yes."
"I think you should come down to my office and we could talk this out more."
"Thanks Mary be over in a jiff." I said and hung up. I got dressed and fixed my hair. I was on my way to my car when I felt a strong hand on my shoulder.
"I know about you and John." Randy said as I turned around.
"Theres nothing going on between me and John." I said.
"I know John really likes you but if you dare ever use him I will break every bone in your body." Randy growled.
"I don't like John that way." I said.
"Do you like me that way?" Randy asked.
"Maybe." I said.
"Well I do love accents." Randy said in a seductive voice.
"Oh really?" I asked.
"Oh hell yea. Can I have your number?" Randy asked as I walked to my car. I sighed as I got out my pen.
"Call whenever." I said.
"Would you like to go to dinner later?" Randy asked and smiled.
"Sure." I said and I smiled.
"So ill pick you up at 8?"Randy asked.
"No just meet me here." I said and got in my car. I put my key in the ignition and that's when I noticed John standing there with hurt eyes. I drove away feeling terrible. Why the hell did I just do that? But it happened so I had a dinner date with Randy
"Oh hello Stuart glad to see you again." Mary said and smiled. She had brown hair that went to her shoulders with hazel eyes, she wore glasses with her knee length white skirt and purple shirt with a black jacket.
"Its nice to see you again too, Mary." I said and sat down in a set in front of her cluttered desk.
"Sorry for the mess." She said and laced her fingers together.
"Its fine." I said and smiled.
"So tell me about your feelings." She said.
"Well I don't like my friend in that way, well I don't think so. But this person said that he loved me and we kissed and it felt different then the others Ive kissed, but I don't think there was anything there but I had this dream last night about him and it was strange that I had it, like I said I don't believe I have feelings for him." I explained and Mary nodded.
"Did you have a Nocturnal Emission about your friend?" Mary asked.
"Um yes." I said and my face turned red.
"Well were you the top or the bottom, because if you were the bottom then you really have some feelings for him if you would submit to him, if you were the top its just a sexual obsession that you need to fuck someone and he's the one you want." Mary said.
"I was bottom." I said and blushed brighter.
"How long have you been having them, were you always the bottom?" Mary asked.
"Ive been having them for about 5 days now and yes." I said and Mary bit her lip and nodded.
"Is there anything else you need to say?" Mary asked.
"No." I said.
"Well from what you explained your in love with him." Mary said and took off her glasses. I leaned forward in my seat.
"What?" I asked.
"Your in love with him." Mary said again.
"I cant…. I cant be in love with John." I said in total disbelief and ran my fingers through my hair.
"Oh so its John." Mary said and put her glasses back on with a satisfied smile. I tensed.
"But I gotta go." I said and got up.
"Oh well it was nice talking to you. Come back if you ever need anything." Mary said and hugged me.
"Okay ill probably be back sooner than liked." I said and Mary laughed.
"Knowing you, you will be back in about a week." Mary said as I walked out her door.
"Thank you for everything." I said I grabbed the door knob.
"No problem I love doing my job." Mary said and I closed the door. I sighed and got in my car.
So im in love with John but I have a date with Randy, I thought.
"Damn Stuart you are good." I said as I drove back to the hotel.
8:01 p.m.
I stood there waiting looking like an idiot. John was late but I suspected it. I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned around to see John.
"Hey." John said. He looked nice, he had a his 'NEVER GIVE UP CENATION' Shirt on with jeans. But he had his hands behind his back.
"Hi." I said and looked into his eyes.
"Um I got you these." John said and handed me a rose.
"John I cant take that." I said.
"Oh I-I-I im sorry." John said and hung his head. I grabbed his chin and made him look up.
"Listen some other lucky guy will love being loved by you, but not me. Im sorry John." I said and I could see the tears well up in his eyes.
"But I only want you." John said and I let go of his chin.
"Sorry im late." Randy said and I turned around.
"Its fine." I said and smiled.
"Oh hey Jo-" Randy began but John was already walking off.
"Whatever." Randy said.
"You ready?" Randy asked with a smile.
"Yea." I said. We got in his car and he drove me to this not-so-fancy place.
"I got some friends were gonna be with some friends of mine." Randy said and got out of the car.
"Well that's not much of a date." I said but Randy didn't hear me. Well walked into the place and I saw Jason (Christian) and Adam (Edge) sitting at a table.
Don't let them be his friends, don't let them be his friends. I prayed. Jason and Adam would do a DPed to some one if they had someone. Unfortunately Randy walked straight to them with a smile.
"Jason, Adam." Randy said and nodded to them.
"Randy and hello there sexy." Adam said and wiggled his eye brows.
"What kind of whore did you bring us today?" Jason asked with lust in his eyes.
"I am not a whore." I growled.
"Oh sorry, you're a slut" Adam said and elbowed Jason who smiled.
"Don't be so rude two." Randy said and they both looked at him.
"What?" They asked simultaneously.
"We all know he's both." Randy said and they burst into laughter. I havent even been here 10 minutes and I was thinking about leaving.
"You know I didn't come on this date with you to be insulted." I said and all three of them stopped laughing.
"What your not a whore?" Jason asked.
"No." I said.
"Your not a slut?" Adam asked.
"No." I answered.
"Do you at least like sex?" Randy asked.
"Ive never had it before." I said and I knew that was the biggest mistake of the night.
"Well I don't know about you two but im in the mood to taste those lips of yours." Jason said with lust filled eyes and a wicked grin.
"Im in the mood to suck you." Adam said with the same lust filled eyes.
"Im in the mood to fuck you senseless." Randy said with lusty eyes. I felt small with all of them staring at me like this. I wonder if every one looks at me like this. Maybe this was just a dream and I would wake up and go along with my normal day. Suddenly they all stood up and Randy grabbed my arm.
"Stand up now." He growled and I stood up.
"Come with us." Adam said and Randy pulled me along.
"Listen I-I-I really don't wa-" I began but Randy slapped me.
"Shut up bitch." Randy snapped. I whimperd alittle as Randy pulled me along. Adam opened the door and Randy shoved me out side into the cold night air. Jason pushed me to the ground.
"Your not gonna say a thing got it." Randy said. I was froze in complete shock and fear. Randy was un buttoning my pants and Jason was taking off my jacket. Jason threw my jacket to the side and smiled at Adam who was sitting beside Randy. Randy pulled down my pants and boxers. He turned me onto my side and I closed my eyes. A few seconds later I heard some thuds and feet running. I opened my eyes.
"IF YOU EVER TOUCH HIM AGAIN YOU ARE SO DEAD!" John yelled and I watched him. He turned around and helped me stand. I pulled up my pants and boxers but John already seen me so I was blushing brightly.
"Thank you so much." I said.
"Don't mention it." John said and smiled flashing his dimples.
"No I would be going through the worst pain imaginable if you hadn't been here." I said and hugged John.
"Well your welcome then." John said and hugged me back. I smiled and pulled away.
"John I just wanted to say im sorry for any pain Ive caused you inside and outside the ring." I apologized.
"You didn't cause any pain." John said.
"You sure?" I asked.
"Yea, but I want to take you home." John said and grabbed my hand.
"Id love that." I said and laced our fingers together. We smiled as we walked to his car. Once we found it we got in and drove to the hotel. We talked the entire time.
"So What's your real name?" John asked.
"Staurt Alexander Bennett." I said and John laughed.
"Stuart?" John asked.
"Yes, Stu for short." I said and blushed.
"That is so cute, you are so cute." John said.
"Everyone thinks that apparently." I said and John stopped laughing.
"Why would you say that?" John asked.
"I want you to be honest." I said.
"Okay." John said.
"Do the superstars and divas stare at with lusty eyes?" I asked. John thought about it for a couple of minutes.
John POV
When I walked around the arena back stage the superstars - and divas - did stare at him with lusty eyes.
"Actually yea they do." I said and Wade closed his eyes.
Wade POV
Shit! I was hoping he wouldn't say that .
"But I would take it as a compliement." John said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because that means youre attractive to them," John said and smiled "I don't even get looked at like that."
"Oh wow." I said and rolled my eyes.
"Well you are pretty hot, and when you were half naked." John said and smiled. I blushed the brightest shade of red and John laughed. He pulled into the parking lot and parked in the space next to mine. We walked to my room in silence, I had my hands in my pockets and John was smiling the entire time. When we reached my door we stood in front of it facing each other.
"So would you like to go out to dinner tomorrow?" John asked with puppy dog eyes.
"Id love to." I said and John got all excited.
"Great ill met you at 8." John said.
"Just as friends though." I said and John frowned.
"Oh I understand." John said.
"I don't want people thinking that im just fucking you to get to the top." I said and John nodded.
"Its ok." John said. I kissed his cheek and walked into my room. I closed the door behind me and I heard John having a celebration.
"WOO HOO! YES!" John yelled outside the door. I laughed and smiled. I threw my jacket on the couch and went to the bedroom. I took a quick shower and went to bed. I drifted off into a pleasant and dreamless sleep for the first time in 5 days.
(TO BE CONTINUED IN NEXT CHAPTER)