Summary: Well uh it seems like John only wants Wade, but does Wade only want John?
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. Sorry Ive never out this before.
Chapter 4:
John POV
"WOOOOOO!" I yelled and walked to my room, people were looking at me weirdly but I ignored them. I got in my room and threw off my shirt. He kissed me. Well he kissed me on the cheek but, hey it's a start. Soon he'll be kissing my lips… and my chest….. and my abs…. and my neck…..and my ass… and my-
I snapped my self out of my thought when I heard a knock on the door.
"Hello?" I asked as I opened the door, it was Justin.
"Hi John." Justin said and smiled.
"Uh is there a reason you're here?" I asked.
"Well you invited me over for some," Justin said and did little hand gestures "fun."
"Oh, oh, oh shit um. Listen im kinda busy and-" I began but Justin had his shocked expression on.
"So you got some one else. Ive been cheating for you and you get some one else. Do you not like what I do?" Justin asked offended.
"No, youre wonderful its just that I only want one person right now." I said and Justin pouted.
"So you don't want me?" Justin asked.
"No, sorry." I said.
"Well do you think Randy's in his room?" Justin asked.
"Yea, he should be." I said and Justin smiled.
"Well call if you ever you know," Justin said and gestured toward his groin "want some." Justin walked off towards Randy's room. I felt bad for him. The kid needed sex to survive, I don't think he could go a day without it. He seriously needs help, he has a Heath - his boyfriend - who he loves and doesn't want to lose. But he's going behind his back and getting fucked by other superstars. I sighed as I closed the door. I didn't want to think about Justin and his obsession I wanted to think about my obsession: Wade. So here were his turn ons:
Taste in Sports.
Beautiful Eyes.
Hot Accent.
Smells good.
Healthy.
Not a cheater.
Doesn't smoke
Cute/Hot/or Sexy
Good Sense Of Humor. And
Good Taste in Clothing.
Wade has taste in sports *check
Wade has beautiful brown eyes *check
Wade has a hot accent *check
Wade smells like flowers so that's good *check
Wade is healthy *check
Wade is not a cheater *check
Wade didn't smoke *check
Wade is sooooooooooooo sexy *check, check, check, check
Wade has a sense of humor *check
Wade has good taste in clothing *check
Wade has - and is - everything he ever wanted in a man or woman. He's perfect.
I should ask him to marry me, I thought as I sat on my bed I was about to take my shoes off when I froze at my thought. Marry him? Ive never thought about marriage before. I thought I would be like every other bi-sexual person and marry a woman while having affairs with other men. Well no Mike and Alex got married and they don't cheat. I just continues taking off my shoes trying to forget about that thought. But the image of him and Wade together happy on a honey moon was to over whelming.
What if we had kids?, I thought. I shook off the idea and took off my pants and slipped on a white shirt and laid under the covers. I drifted into sleep.
*In John's dream*
Wade was sitting in a hospital bed. His chest was covered in blood and he was screaming in pain. I couldn't understand what the doctors where saying but I heard 'baby' 'pregnant' 'husband over there' 'might not make it'. I could see the tears running down his face, and I could feel the tears running down mine.
The scene shifted to a more pleasant one.
Wade was sitting in a chair in front of a crib, he was holding a baby. I walked in and kissed the top of Wade's head. I knelt down in front of Wade, I touched our baby's head and said things to it. Wade thought they were funny because he laughed. We were both smiling and so was the baby. Wade was staring at the beautiful baby so I took the advantage to steal a kiss. He kissed me back while the baby played with my finger. The baby got tired of my finger and I pulled away so Wade could put the baby in the crib and make our way to the bed room for our late night fun.
*Out of John's Dream*
*BUZZ!BUZZ!BUZZ!*
My alarm clock went off so that meant it was 8:30 a.m. I turned it off and got out of bed. I took a shower and got dressed.
*5 Minutes Before The Date*
I looked out the window wondering when it all went wrong. Did I come on to strong? Did he really not like me back? Did I want to much? I just sighed as I put on my jacket and left my house about the face the love of my life. Wade just wanted to be friend well then so be it. Ill show Wade what a beautiful and special person he is and he'll thank me for it. AND then we'll get married and have kids and …. be happy. I stood in the parking lot beside my car and looked around for Wade and when I saw him approach me and he looked amazing, but he always looks amazing.
"Hi." I said.
"Hi." Wade said and smiled. I opened the passenger door open for Wade, once he was in I walked around to the other side and got in myself.
"Ready?" I asked.
"As ill ever be." Wade said and looked out the window. When we finally got to the restaurant Wade was surprised. it's the fanciest one in the town, it wasn't exactly the best but its what I had to work with. I opened Wade's door before he got a chance to, he gave me a look and got out. I smiled as he did. I walked into the building with him right behind me. I sat down at a table close to the back.
*4 hours later*
Weve been sitting here for 4 hours and we were having a wonderful time. Its 12 am but we didn't care, I love listening to Wade and he loved listening to me. We were learning about each other and by the time the clock struck 2:30 a.m. we were forced to leave because the restaurant was closing, but we continued talking all the way to the hotel.
"So your mom didn't like you and you hate your dad because of what he did?" I asked.
"Yea, I have a very dysfunctional family." Wade said.
"So what did your dad do?" I asked.
"Growing up he always hit my mom and me, he never hit my sister thank god. But when I turned 16 I asked if I could go to my friend's house for the weekend and he started calling me a fag and he-he raped me in front of my mom and my sister. I haven't heard from him since then." Wade said and looked down.
"That's…..That's wow." I said and I was speechless.
"I know, its kind of a personal story that I don't really like sharing." Wade said and looked up. I saw the tears forming in his eyes.
"Of course I think that's terrible." I said and parked in the parking lot. We stood there in the rain getting wet. He stood in front of me and I stood in front of him.
"I had a nice time." Wade said and blushed.
"Me too." I said.
"Umm maybe we could do this again some time soon." Wade suggested.
"Yeah that would be nice." I said and smiled.
"Good night John." Wade said.
"Wait I have something to give you." I said and held out the rose I wanted to give him yesterday. Wade blushed but this time he took the flower. John smiled.
"Thank you John, you are a really nice person." Wade said and smiled.
"Thanks." I said and smiled back.
"You're the only person who's ever treated me special." Wade said.
"You are special and you should be treated like it." I said and Wade leaned in and kissed me, this time on the lips. I melted into the kiss. A couple minutes later he pulled away.
"I love you." He whispered.
"I love you too." I choked out. Wade walked forward to go to his room.
"So your just gonna kiss me and walk off?" I asked.
"I wanted you to come with." Wade said and smiled. I was blushing really, really red. Wade grabbed my hand and pulled me to his room. When we were inside he took me to the bedroom and laid on the bed.
"Get your ass over here." He said and smiled. I got on top of him and sucked on his neck. He moaned loudly.
"You sure about this?" I asked.
"Yes, now go get the damn lube." He said and went to my bag and got it.
"Are you a virgin?" I asked. Wade gulped.
"Yes." Wade answered and looked down.
"Okay so ill take this slow." I said and put the lube on the table next to the bed. I took my shirt off and got on Wade again. I kissed him and he kissed me back. He took off his shirt and I started taking off his pants. I felt him tense alittle but he wanted this, I wanted this, So u wasn't going to stop because he was nervous. I pulled his pants off and took mine off as well. I took off my boxers and broke the kiss. I took off my shoes and he took off his (including the socks). I took of his boxers and nuzzled his shaft. I heard his breath hitch and he took a deep breath and I looked at him and took his head into my mouth. His eyes were closed.
"You okay." I asked.
"Yea im fine." He said and opened his eyes.
"I wont hurt you I promise." I said and continued blowing him. Wade moaned a couple times before I decided to turn him around.
"Babe, Im gonna need you to turn around okay?" I asked.
"Okay." He said and turned around. I got the lube off the table and prepared him. I knew he was in pain but he didn't let it show. I entered each finger one at a time, I heard Wade's breath hick each time and I felt bad.
"If you don't wanna do this we don't have to." I said not wanting to hurt Wade.
"Its okay just continue." Wade said. I continued and when I put my member in I knew that he was in sever pain.
"You okay?" I asked.
"Don't say another word until youre done." Wade growled. I pressed my lips together and thrust into him. I eventually hit his prostate.
"Jooohn." He moaned. I smiled knowing that I was pleasing him. A couple minutes later - hitting his prostate the entire time. Wade screamed my name as he came. I came the next second and I lay on my side looking at his beautiful face.
"That was amazing." I said and Wade looked sad.
"John." Wade said and gave me a serious look.
"What?" I asked.
"You have to promise me that you will never leave me." Wade said.
"I promise I will never leave you on one condition." I said.
"And what would that be?" Wade asked.
"Will you marry me." I said and pulled out a small box and opened it to reveal a 23 karat ring.
"Yes." Wade whispered and I took the ring out of the box and slipped it on his finger. Wade cuddled onto my chest and I held him tight. We drifter off into sleep our fingers laced, and heart beating next to each other.
(TO BE CONTINUED INTO NEXT CHAPTER)