Chapter 8:

Forgiving?

Wade POV

I sat in the lobby waiting for the rest of them to get here. I saw Justin come first and he sat beside me.

"Wade im really sorry." Justin apologized.

"Don't be, you saved me from future heart break." I said.

"I still feel bad-" Justin began.

"Im not telling Heath so don't worry." I said. The others got there at that point and Justin walked over to Heath and hugged him. I got up from my seat and went out the door.

I need a vacation, I thought and frowned.

*That night*

Justin, Heath, and I sat at a table in this restaurant. I saw John sitting with Chris, Mike, and Randy. I tried not to look at him but I could feel him staring at me and when I looked at him, he continued to stare. Justin and Heath were talking but I didn't pay attention to what they were saying. I wanted to go and talk to John, but I didn't want him to have to be embarrassed by crying in public because all I can seem to do is make him sad. I sighed and went back to their conversation.

"….So my mom came to pick me up and she started laughing." Heath said and laughed. Justin smiled.

"Well that surely is interesting." Justin said and turned to me.

'Help.' Justin mouthed. I looked down and the table.

"But either way.." Heath said and went on into some ridiculous story. I looked over at John and he was staring at me….. still.

'What do you what?' I mouthed.

'You.' He mouthed.

'Well youre not gonna get it.' I mouthed back. He looked down and I felt a vibration in my pocket, I pulled out my phone and it was a text from John.

"Why not?"

"I don't like you like that."

"But maybe you could try."

"John, your pleading isn't gonna help."

"Wade! Your refusing isn't helping."

"Well that's nice."

"Please?"

"No."

"Pretty please?"

"No!"

"D:"

"This is getting stupid, met me outside. Ok?"

"Ok. And Wade."

"Yes?"

"I love you."

"That's nice." I put my phone back in my pocket.

"Im not feeling well so im gonna go back to the hotel." I said and got up from the table.

"Okay." Heath said.

"Be careful." Justin said and I walked away from the table. I went out side and John came a couple seconds later.

"Okay so why do you like me?" Wade asked.

"Wade you are a wonderful person and you have every thing I need. You have my heart, you are my world. I will never love any one the way I love you. That's a promise," I promised and held his hand "I love you now and forever, nothing will ever change that babe. And I want you to take me back so I don't do something I regret."

"Im sorry John." I apologized.

"Don't be, I shouldn't of kissed you that one day. Im sorry." John apologized and turned to walked away.

"John." I whispered and he turned back around.

"Don't hurt your self okay?" I asked.

"I don't listen to you." John said and walked away. I felt so bad, I couldn't take him back. I just couldn't. I didn't want John to hurt him self. I shoved my hands into my pockets and walked against the cold air. Once I found may car I drove back to the hotel. I got to my room and was getting read to take a shower when my phone went off.

"What?" I asked.

"I-I called to say good bye and I had the best 3 days of my life with you babe, I love you now and forever." John said and hung up. I dropped my phone and I walked out of my room, I saw Chris standing in the hall way.

"What room is John in?" I asked.

"Why?" Chris asked.

"Just tell me." I begged.

"99." Chris said and I rushed down the hall way and to his room. I started knocking on his door.

"John, answer please, please, please answer. Please." I whispered knocking on the door repeatedly. The door finally opened and John was standing there.

"What?" John asked and I hugged him.

"Oh thank god John youre okay." I said and John hugged me back.

"I-I thought you were gonna kill your self, promise me you'll never, ever let that thought cross your mind." I whispered and cried into his shoulder.

"I promise Babe." John said and smiled.

"I love you." I whispered and I felt his arms tighter around me.

"I love you too." John said.

"So are you going to marry me still?" John asked.

"Yes." I answered and John was smiling so bigly. I pulled away and grabbed John's hand. I lead him to the bed room and laid down on the bed. John laid on top of me and slipped the ring back on my finger and kissed me passionately.

"I missed you." John whispered, breaking the kiss.

"I missed you too." I whispered and John kissed me again. His tongue begged for entrance that I allowed. He explored my mouth with his tongue. John got off of me and rested his head on my chest.

"Good night love." John said and shut his eyes.

"Good night." I said and turned off the light.

*In the morning*

I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off, I turned it off and was going to get up when John's hand kept me down.

"What?" I asked.

"Stay." John said.

"I have to take a shower." I said.

"Can I take it with you?" John asked.

"If you want to." I said and sat up.

"Yay!" John said and danced to the bathroom. I laughed on my way to the bath room, watching John dance was just hilarious. John adjusted the water and stepped in, I undressed and got inside and he embraced me.

"I love you." John said and kissed my neck.

"I love you too." I said.

(TO BE CONTINUED!)