Hi, it's me, Lemonad Mouth 12. I just wanted everyone to know that this story is done. I'm so sorry! But, if you liked this, me and alloutgirl are re-writing it. I have ideas, and she has ideas too. My ideas are: (And, if they don't end up there, oh well!)

Lemonade Mouth is on tour with 2-3 groups of people. I only have two ideas for the other bands: BTR, and Mudslide Crush.

The reason for that is my sister wants to go see Mindless Behavior, who is on tour with other bands, so that's where I got that from. BTR and LM would be the headlining. And Mudslide Crush (and I'm thinking another Nick chacracter, maybe Jo from BTR the show, or, well, that's all I can think of.) It doesn't matter WHAT I put here, cuz we haven't started talking about it yet! But, I DO know that the band's will all end up at the boardingschool, because it is a different version of this one!

What I'd like to do with that story is LM and BTR are going on tour together, Jo quits the movies and goes on this tour because I need Jendall. They need another opener and they, on an emergency last minute resort, take MC. Oh, and I'm abvievating. LM is Lemonade Mouth, BTR is Big Time Rush, and MC is Mudslide Crush. Jo is well, Jo. But, I'm willing to get rid of these, I don't care. We're working together on this, so, yeah. And we're both in school, so, yeah, that cuts away like 8 hours of time to work.

And I need to vent, you may skip this if you want: (I'd Really appreciate it if you helped, though. I need it)

Yeah, so I've been friends with a girl at school since 2004(5? I can't remember), well, since Pre School. And in 2nd grade, we drifted apart. In 3rd grade, we wern't even friends anymore. I feel like I'm dying inside now. I'm in 7th grade. I've gone 2nd-3rd grade almost friend less because that was my only friend. Then I met my friend Gabbi(or gabbimakerofvideos/gabbimakerofpics/FuzzyFUZZ) and my crack in my heart started to heal. I don't have a real crack in my heart. It feels like it though. Then Logan came into our picture of friendship in fifth grade/sixth grade. BUT me and Gabbi fought a lot last year. I made more friends as well last year, though, and I'm at a total of like 10(?). That crack in my heart is still not healed. If any of you are friends/subscribers of mine on youtube, the kitty speedpaint I'm about to put up is me and her. I have been listening to Daughtry, and my heart is breaking because the song September reminds me exactly of our friendship. Yes, a friendship break up leaves more scars than a bf/gf break up. The first friend I ever made was also the first friend I ever lost. I'm a tougher girl, and I'm on the verge of tears. The sad thing is, I try to move on, live in the moment, but I can't. My brain wants to move forward, but my heart's still stuck in the past. We talked about it for a few minutes last year, and I wasn't hurting anymore, now it's back. We carried on a conversation on Friday, and I felt ok. The thing is, I can't work up the courage I had last year to talk to her about it again. I'm closer to friends than I am my own family, so this is like losing a family member. In my opinion, family is those you care about, so my friends are my extended family. I need them, or I wouldn't be here. I wan't this damn pain to go away already! I barely get to see my best friend, we have 0 classes together, and when I do, it's like 2 minutes at the most, because our school sucks. They don't let you sit where ever at lunch, so, yeah. If someone knows how to make my pain go away, please tell me, I'll continue this story if it works, just please help me! The pain hurts so much, I understand why people cut themselves now! I would never resort to that though. PLEASE, I AM LITERALLY BEGGING YOU TO HELP ME! Plzzzzzz :'( I need your help, this pain is unbearable! I'm afraid if I talk to anyone about it, I'll burst into tears. I don't want to be known as the 7th grader who cries over nothing. I honestly don't care, but, I still don't want to cry at school, and that's like the only place I see my friends. I don't want anyone to worry about me, so I keep it together arund people, but I'm about to fall apart into a thousand little pieces. Someone please help me! If you know how to help, even talking to you about your own problems sorta like this, we can help eachother about it. If anything like this has happened to you, PM me, I WILL help you, I know how you feel, and I want to help. I literally feel like I'm falling to pieces and everyone fails to see it because I glue myslef together so strongly. On the outside I'm like everyone else, I'm a kind of nerd I guess. A's and B's, Enrichment, glasses(that's because I need them to see). And my ex-bestfriend is one of the more popular students now. I don't know how I'll make it six more years in the same school as her. I already feel like I'm falling apart. I don't think I can keep this up forever. My heart feels like it weighs 100 pounds right now. I don't know how to get over this pain. I've been venting for half an hour, I think it's time to stop. I'm going to try to talk to Gabbi about it over the weekend, maybe, maybe, I'll start feeling better. I hope so, it's killing me slowly from the inside.

I'm sorry about the SUPER long Venting. I needed to put my feelings out.

~Lightning