"Did you hear me Cas? I said I love you."

It was amazing how three simple words could change a person, as soon as the words had finally sunk in. Castiel slid off his bed he moved as if he had no control over his body, his brain and body wanting one simple thing. Dean.

As soon as he opened the door Castiel kneeled down taking Dean's face in his hands, he stared into the darken green eyes closing his as he ducked his head pressing his lips against Dean's.

The kiss was inexperienced but sweet as Dean sat still not moving a single muscle but his heart beating painfully against his ribs, his fingers itched to touch Castiel's soft pale skin, heat flooded his stomach at the tinniest flick of tongue against his lips. When Cas pulled back his face flushed and lips wet it took all Dean's will power and resisting his instincts to push Cas to the floor, strip him of his clothes and take him. Dean shifted trying to find comfort from the tightness in his jeans he saw blue eyes dilate as they glanced down and the tip of a pink tongue slid out wetting and tasting the bottom lip. A simple and innocent gesture yet Dean groaned. "Cas, don't do that." His voice deeper than usual, but each syllable felt like hot velvet on Castiel nerves. Quicker than he could react, Cas grabbed Dean by his jacket pulling him into the room, they fell to the floor tangled limbs, lips crushed together exchanging saliva and drinking in each others groans. Dean sucked strongly on Cas' bottom lip feeling the pants against his mouth.

A small shiver alerted Dean enough to pull Cas up, their bodies tightly pressed together Dean pushed Castiel on the bed. His hands shook while stripping away their clothing bit by bit; his fingers trembled clumsily working to remove the too snug jeans. "Do you want this Cas?" the tips of his fingers stroked the edge of Castiel's boxers, Dean felt Cas' body's answer but he wanted the brain's answer. The last thing he wanted was regret. "I need an answer Cas." He slid his tongue below Cas' ear and along his jaw feeling as Cas moaned his hands sliding down the bare skin of Dean's back his nails digging into the hips.

"Yes."

The single word came out in a pant it took a moment for it to register as Dean pulled off the last barrier guarding Cas. He stretched Cas out of the bed one hand clasping Cas' hand their fingers entwined for comfort. Dean parted Castiel's legs his body leaning half against the pale body; he placed two fingers against Cas' lips. "Suck." The small flicker of nervousness passed on Cas' face. "It'll be okay." Dean reassured as his fingers dipped into the hot wet depth of Cas' mouth, the silken tongue wetting his fingers, the blue eyes remained hidden underneath dark eyelashes as Dean slid his fingers in and out of Cas' mouth. "Ready?" a barely there nod was the only conformation he needed.

So many wild thoughts passed through Castiel's brain as he felt Dean's fingers rub against the entrance to Cas' body. A place no person had ever touched, he gasped as the tip of one finger pushed it way in. The sensation ran up his spine and across his hips as Dean carefully slid his finger inside. Stroking against his walls, Cas gripped Dean's hand in his as another finger found its way inside and stretched him, a small tear leaked out the corner of his eye. He bit his lip trying to relax his body at the invasion. Dean kissed the side of his neck. "You're doing great, just breathe." Even with the gasps, Cas could hear the wet sound of Dean's fingers moving inside him, unconsciously his body clenched around the digits.

A strange emptiness filled Cas as Dean removed his fingers he shifted between Cas' open legs. For a brief moment their arousals brushed against each other, Dean clasped his guiding it towards the entrance his fingers had once been previously. One leg curled around his hip Castiel's back arches as he feels the blunt head. His body seizes up in fear of the pain to come as Dean slowly starts to push inside. The hot flash of pain shot up his spine and hips, tears well up at the pressure. "Cas relax." Dean holds him close as inch by inch he pushes his way home stretching Castiel to the hilt. The movements start slow and short, giving Cas a chance to become accustomed to the fullness. Arms wrapped tightly around Dean's shoulders, his fingers digging into his back, Castiel lifts his hips experimentally meeting Dean at each thrust as stars flashed in front of his eyes. Each movement came faster as Castiel met them, still deep inside Dean pulls Cas to a sitting position thrusting up more roughly than he intended only to receive a tight squeeze from the muscles wrapped around his arousal. Castiel groaned loudly as Dean finally hit his prostate.

The slide of sweaty skin and friction made each man groan as their love making got more and more intense, the familiar tightness had found it's place in Castiel's groin, his arousal rubbed against Dean's stomach he flinched at Dean's hands touching his back but another hit to his prostate wiped away the thought. "D-Dean!" he cried biting the skin connecting shoulder to neck he leaned his forehead on Dean's shoulder trying to force oxygen into his lungs. "I-I c-can't!" he tightened around Dean's hardness as his climax took him, the last thing he felt and was a hot shot of liquid fill him and the guttural sound of Dean coming.

Dean held Castiel close to his body their scents mingling together, he pushed the damp hair off Cas' forehead as their breathing even out to normal. He stared down at Cas his face peaceful and looking much younger, it was not normal for him to see a peaceful and stress free Cas face. Against his hand he felt the press of the scars his fingers tracing the reminders.

Unaware Gabriel lay on the sofa in the dark; his gut clenched painfully moments later his phone buzzed next to him. He picked it up to see Joshua's name pop up. 'They know, I'm sorry.'

A/N: Hey guys! Sorry for not updating been mega busy with the bank holiday weekend and work! It sucked!
Anyways, hope you like ;) Update as soon as I can. xx