(A/N) Hey guys, this chapter is the interesting start of this story, you'll see

Spinelli's POV

I've been feeling funny every single day now. It's really bugging me. I'm happy yet not happy.

I feel like life isn't worth living.

Before I was brave enough to tell TJ in middle school, I still wanted to live. It was interesting and it was my goal to gain courage and tell him. In high school the excitement came from getting the courage to tell them that Ashley Jones was really Ashley Spinelli and also going out with TJ.

My life without TJ and with Tino felt like this. Empty and unloved. But I was loved. TJ loved me very, very much. He cherished and spoiled me.

Yet why did I feel this way?
I walked around in my job as usual serving tables.

"Hello there." I smiled a a family. The woman nursed her baby while the man tried to calm his son down.

"Excuse me, I have a question," The woman blushed.
"Yes, anything. I am here as your waitress for the day. Ask me anything?" I smiled at her.

"Are...Could...can...Am I allowed to breast feed here?"

"Oh!" I said not really expecting that but I didn't really care. "Yeah, sure. Do what you have to here. It's completely fine here."
"Oh, finally. I family café I can breast feed my baby." The woman smiled.

I smiled back at her.

"I'm glad to make you happy. Now to make you happier, how would this charming young boy like a free ice-cream. On the house?" I asked gently smiling.
"Really?" The Dad asked unsure.

"Go for it. It's the least I could do for a handsome young man like this one here." I smiled. "Would you like anything?"
"Em, coffee and my wife here would like vegetable soup." The man explained.
"Perfect. One coffee, vegetable soup and ice-cream coming up. What flavour of ice-cream?"
We all looked at the little boy. "CHOCOLATE!" He burst into joy.
I smiled as I watch him dance around me.
"Well, I'll be back soon."

TJ's POV

Spinelli took a shower. She seemed to be in there a pretty long time.

"Spinelli, are you okay in there?" I knocked the door wondering as she was taking ages.

"Yeah, sure, I'm fine." I heard her say unenthusiastically about it.
I nodded and walked away.
Spinelli's been acting weird the last couple of days. Maybe she's having her period or something. But some thing's definitely up!

When she FINALLY came out we ate our dinner.

"So, anything happen at work today?" I asked her.
"No, I beat up a couple of more guys as usual. They just won't seem to leave me alone." Spinelli complained.
"If you want I can ruffle them up for you?" I suggested.
"Seriously? You? Not to be harsh Teej but I think I already give them enough hassle." She laughed.

I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever."

"So, anything happen today?" Spinelli asked smiling.
"Not if you count shooing off teenagers for stealing." I laughed.
"I'll ruffle them up for you." Spinelli joked.
"They're just kids."
"Yeah..." Spinelli started. I saw her weird look and tonne in her voice. And I began to worry.

We watched TV together the rest of the night but that was it before bed.

I took my shirt off and jeans and lay in bed while Spinelli lay wearing a baggy shirt.

I wrapped my arms round her pulling her closer to me, our eyes looking at each other and our noses touching.
"Is something wrong?" I asked her.
Spinelli began to think a minute. "I don't know."
"Is there something you want? Need? " I said asked.
"Well...I think I want something." Spinelli began to blush.

"What, what is it? You say it, I'll buy it, make it, do something to get you it!" I protested.
Anything for Spinelli is worth spending money on.

"well..."Spinelli began blushing and she looked away from me.
"Well?"

"I...I...I think I might want a baby." She whispered.
I gasped.