(A/N) I can't be arsed to do homework right now so I'm writing instead.

Spinelli's POV

"Are you sure?" TJ asked.

I smiled at him and showed him the pregnancy test I took.

"I don't believe this!" TJ said nearly in shouts of anger.

I was worried and scared now. "TJ? Do you not want the baby?"

I started to rub my baby in my womb. My baby, is unwanted by the father.
"Are you kidding," I heard TJ mutter.

"TJ..."I felt sad.

I rubbed my stomach some more. My baby. Baby wasn't wanted. Even you know I wasn't big, I knew my baby was in there and was growing little by each day. I smiled at the thought of it smiling for the first time or laughing for the first time. I wondered if it was a boy or girl or even twins or whatever. Yet, all the beautiful things in the world, there's nothing more beautiful than new life. How could TJ not love something so beautiful, delicate or wonderful as this.

I looked up at TJ to see what else he had to say.

"I LOVE YOU!" He yelled.
What? Before I knew it TJ had me in the air making me fly.

I laughed staring into his full of loved blue eyes. He brought my closer to his face where I placed it gently on top. Our nose and forehead touching each other. Just me, him, and the new baby in me.

TJ then kissed me and I did so back.

"Are you not angry?" I asked unsure.
"Of course not! We're going to be parents! Can you believe it!" TJ smiled excitedly.

I giggled and wrapped my arms round him before giggling more.
"Where's going to have a baby!" I screamed as TJ whirled me round.

…

From that day forward I was very careful with what I ate and did. I didn't tell anyone else as I wanted to be very sure and made sure I didn't have a miscarriage or anything.
TJ was also very supportive. Even you know it wasn't a month or anything, TJ insisted I take it easy and he'd cook dinner. I told him he's being too careful and that I'm fine.

I lay in bed that night stroking my stomach.

"So, how do you feel?" TJ asked.
"I had morning sickness this morning but nothing to worry about." I tiredly said.

"Okay, I know it's a bit early, but have you thought about names?"

I never actually thought about it. I've actually tried mixing our names up.

Thashley, SJ, Ashinelli-Theajay (pronounced, Ash-shinelli Thea-Jay) but they all come out randomly like that.

"Well I've tried mixing our names up but they never come out right." I explained to TJ.
"I see."
"How about a name from our background!" I suggested excitedly.
"Like what?" TJ asked confused.

"I'm Italian-American so an Italian name and your German-American so a German name!" I smiled.
TJ thought a minute. "Well, we could try it."

I kissed TJ good night and fell to sleep, hand on belly.

…

About eight weeks had past and it was time for the check-up with the doctor.
"Good morning," The nurse greeted.
"It's a fine one too." TJ smiled.

"Yes, I say it is. Okay...let's see. How long have you been pregnant?" She asked.
"Around eight weeks now." I confirmed.

"That's great, okay here we go."
The nurse squirted some gel on my belly.

"Oh, that's cold." I shivered.
She giggled and started to rub it with her scanner.

"Okay, if you could just look there, we might be able to see your baby so far." The nurse smiled.

TJ held my hand as we looked at the screen.

I was so excited. I felt my heart pounding and my grasp tighten on TJ's hand. TJ felt it and squeezed me back. I looked up at him with a big grin and he smiled back.
I kept breathing unsteadily. The day I see my baby for the first time in the womb.
I stared at the screen waiting to see it. I kept smiling and waiting for something to come up on the screen. It seemed to take a long time to load as nothing came up.
Come on, when's it going to load!
"I'll be right back." The nurse smiled running off.
I turned to TJ. "Probably away to get one that actually works." I smiled.
TJ didn't smiled back. "Yeah,"
Why was he so sad? Probably because it wouldn't show right away. He'll live.

A man then came in. What's going on here?
"Okay, let's see this baby." The doctor smiled.

The nurse probably didn't know how to work it. I stared at the screen with big smiles and took a deep breath in. This was it. Finally.
But the screen stayed blank.
"What's going on?" I asked confused.

"I'm sorry, but it seems it was a negative." The doctor said sadly.
"What?" I asked really confused now.
TJ set a gentle hand on my shoulder. I looked up at him who was in a sad face.
"Spinelli, you're not pregnant. You never were. The pregnancy test was wrong."
Every word he said made me open my eyes wider in disbelief, each word stabbing my little heart.