(A/N) Aw, crap, it's hard to make up crap trying to save the special bits and trying not to rush into it but it's so hard and I'm so excited to do this story cause it's going to be so cool and sad!

Spinelli's POV

Every time I breathed, I could see my breath in the air. It had become the start of December. It seemed to fly in and I hadn't even done my Christmas shopping.

I started to walk home, freezing, wanting to at least look for a place TJ will never looked. I had a secret for him. I already had his present but I wasn't sure if he'd like it. It took me sometime to figure it out. But I better buy a backup in case it all goes wrong.

I didn't know what to get him. So, I saved up all my money that I could and bought him a small but expensive present.

I walked as the wind slapped me in in the face stinging me legs and arms with it.

I stopped for a rest. I breathed onto my stone cold hands. It still didn't warm up. I checked my phone to check the time.

TJ must be home by now.
I kept walking, my shoes killing me and making them freeze.

I started to cough in the cold air watching what looked like puffs of smoke coming out.

I felt freezing so I stopped again and rubbed my arms and breathed on my hand before rubbing them together.

I looked into my shopping bag hoping to find something maybe to at least warm my hands up.

It just seemed to get chillier. Great!

When the hell am I ever going to get home.

I just kept walking looking down. Damn, it's freezing. The fog was thick and hard to see through. When I want it to snow, I want the flakes to be beautiful and warm, in a clear stary night with no fog.

I sighed. I'm being selfish. I want a baby, I want snow. These things take time. TJ might want to live a little first before being held down by a kid and as for the snow, he's not the weather man. In fact the weather man can't predict any crap coming.

I shook my head. I heard a bell ring and a door close before bumping into someone, knocking me to the ground.
"Hey, watch it!" I yelled shaking my fists.

"Spinelli?"
I opened my eyes slowly to see TJ smiling down at my face.

"TJ!" I gasped shocked. "You're suppose to be waiting for me at home, ready to take the head off me for not having supper on!"

"No, you're suppose to be waiting for me at home, ready to take my head of for being late for supper and it's gone cold!"

I chuckled.

TJ stretched his hand out to mine. I slowly put my small hand into his palm and clutched tightly, before he yanked me up.

"Here, I'll carry your bags." TJ smiled.
"No," I smiled not wanting to let him doing anything.

"I insist!" TJ ordered.

I sighed and handed him over the bag.

"Just don't peak." I smiled.

"I won't, I promise."
I hooked arms with TJ and rested my head on his shoulder.

We went round looking at the Christmas decorations.
"How 'bout a tree?" I asked TJ pointing at the Christmas trees.
"Sure."
We went in and found amazing decorations. From Christmas bubbles to candy canes. From the smell of spice to cinnamon. It was amazing.

They had everything. It felt magical like the time I still believed in Santa Claus.
"You're like a kid, Spinelli!" TJ pointed out.

I giggled. "Just so much memories and magic that I missed when I was little cause I thought it was a whole pile of baby stuff. As I did about a lot of things." I smirked back on the years.

"Yeah," TJ bent and looked at the stuff with me. "Shall we go home now?"
"Sure."

At home we had are dinners ate, some lying, and dishes still on the table not yet cleaned.

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock,

We had 'Jingle Bell Rock' playing loudly in the background as I giggled.
"Stop TJ!" I laughed as he covered my in tinsel.

"There we go!" TJ smirked happily as I couldn't move as was tied up and sparkly.

Together we built the tree and wrapped the lights on before decorating it.

"Okay, last thing." TJ smiled looking at the star on the sofa.
I smiled and grabbed it. With that, TJ wrapped his arms round me and lifted me high up.

I placed it on top, watching how the lights bounce of it, making it go everywhere.

I gave TJ a quick peck.