(A/N) Yay! I finally got a cello!

Shift the Wolf: You love me really

Vicki: no the dog was outside. Rory ran outside you see.

Spinelli's POV

Beep, beep, beep, beep

I heard nothing but the frustrating beeping noise. All I wanted to do was get up and fling the alarm clock across the room to give me some peace and quiet.

But I couldn't move, I was too relaxed.

I stayed asleep but the beeping kept going.

Beep, beep, beep, beep

I wanted it off now.

I started to open my eyes to see blurry figures jump into view.
"Spinelli,"
"Spinelli, are you okay?"
"Spinelli! You're alive!"

I heard my name continuously.

When my eyes adjusted I saw five familiar and worried looking faces in mine.

TJ, Vince, Gus, Mikey and Gretchen.

"Thank god!" TJ smiled nearly crying.

I was so confused. Where was I? And why is the beeping noise not stopped yet?

I looked around to see wires in me, white all around, flowers on the tables. The beeping came from a TV checking my pulse.
I was in the hospital.

I felt light. I tried to get up and noticed something missing.

"What's wrong?" TJ asked.

"Where's...our parents?" I asked.

"They just left."
No, that wasn't it.

"Where's...Rory?"

"He's with your parents. He's been really tired and fell asleep so your parents took him to their house."
That still wasn't it.

I ran at worry, not able to run fast due to the baby.

"NO!" I screamed from the top of my lungs pushing Rory away.

The car then pushed up into my baby before knocking me to the ground.

My eye's widened.

"Spinelli?" Vince asked worried.

"My baby, where's my baby?" I asked scared now.
"Spinelli..."Gretchen said calmly.
"Where's my baby!" I screamed.

Tears dripped from my face as I tried to get out of my bed.

"MY BABY! WHERE'S MY BABY!"

"Nurse!" TJ yelled. "Nurse!"
They all tried to hold me done but I struggled for freedom.

"WHERE'S MY BABY! WHERE IS IT! I WANT TO SEE IT!"

TJ's POV

It was the worst ever. Even worse than the time we thought the first time she was pregnant.

Spinelli was in devastated.

She'd lie in a ball on the bed and weep every minute.

Everyone was now worried.

Spinelli refused to see Rory, she refused to show Rory any weakness or to make him worry.

No one had spoken to Spinelli in a weeks.

Even the nurses couldn't talk to her. She'd stare out the window, silently crying randomly like she was still pregnant every five minutes.

I plucked the courage up which I should have done a long time ago.

I marched into the room with the gang with me.

Spinelli was looking out the window, legs close to her chest, her face tear stained and hair flowing down making her really pretty, helpless and innocent.

"Spinelli!" Vince said.

Spinelli didn't look over.

"Spinelli," Gus and Mikey said one after the other.

Spinelli didn't flinch.

"Spinelli, we need to talk!" Gretchen said loudly.

Spinelli still didn't hear anyone.

The gang looked at me for answers.
"What?" I asked not sure what to say.

"Say something!" Vince ordered.
"Why, she won't listen."

"TJ you married her, so you deal with her!" Gretchen was now cross.
I took a deep breath before they pushed me towards her.

I turned to give them a dirty look before looking at Spinelli with a sad face.

"Spinelli?" I tested but nothing. I then cleared my throat. "Spinelli! We have to talk! About the baby..."
"Baby?" Spinelli turned to me as soon as I said it. "Are you finally going to give me my baby back! How is it?"
I sighed.

"Spinelli, you're baby died when you got hit by the car." Vince broke to her easily.

"Stop lying Vince."

"Spinelli! We're not!" Gus shouted furiously.

"You don't talk to me that way! Where's my baby! I haven't seen it yet! It needs it's mother!"
"SPINELLI YOU HAD A MISCARRIAGE!" Gretchen screamed.
Spinelli became speechless before staring out the window again away from us.

"Spinelli?" I questioned take a step forward and touched her with my fingers on her arms.
She flinched away. "Don't touch me. Just leave me alone."
"Spinelli..."
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" Spinelli screamed turning over and lifted her fist to hit me.

I caught her arm with my right hand but she swung up from behind.
I was waiting for the blow when Vince grabbed hold.

Spinelli got out but ended up with Mikey and Gus instead.
Spinelli screamed and kicked.

"Calm Spinelli!" Gretchen said getting closer to her.

"LET GO!"
"SPINELLI!" Gretchen screamed making Spinelli stop struggling. "We know it's upsetting for you and things but life goes on. We must learn to get over these things and get on with life. You're still young and are still able to have more, keep the hope up! These set backs our only gonna help you become strong and be a better mother. So you must get over this baby as there's plenty more to come!"
Spinelli's lips started to tremble. Without a second later, she broke down into tears, creating fresh ones on her already tear stained face.

She hung in Gus' and Mikey's arms before they let her go. Spinelli made her way to collapse but I caught her, lowering her down to the ground, hugging her and petting her hair as she sobbed and wailed somemore.
"Thanks guys." I smiled.

The gang smiled and then walked out leaving Spinelli and me alone.

"Shhh! It's gonna be all right." I told her.

"It's gone." She wept. "My baby's really gone."
"I know Spins," I kissed her on the check and rested my head on hers and we sat on the floor.

…

Soon, to our delight, Spinelli was able to go home. She didn't go back to work right away but left it a few weeks before going back.

Pretty soon, things went back to normal and we began life to where we dropped it off at.